Aiuto! Italiano febbre! (Help! Italian fever!)


I'm delighted that I will be able to practice my Italian with Ratna from today onwards. Hurray! *grins*


Ok, I'm going to make this entry a short one. It's back to school on Monday. Boohoo. Hmm? So far it has been pretty ok. Hmm? I'm hoping this semester would be a good one.


So basically my timetable is like...
Monday - 8am to 6pm
Tuesday 10am to 3pm
Wednesday 10am to 12pm
Thursday 8.30am to 5.30pm
And... Friday 8.30am to 11am.


Went to visit ITE Collage East. Had lunch there. Ahh... Kind of miss the food there. Met up with Ratna, her cousin Hidayah was there too along with her aunt and mum. I'm so blind! I did not see my former classmate. Boohoo. He was like stretching his arm when I was walking passed to buy drink. However, I just ignore him WITHOUT realising it was HIM - MARCUS!


Blind blind blind. Silly D. Anyway, he then walked over to the drink stall and tap on my shoulder, I turned and I was surprised to see him and he told me HE WAS THE ONE WHO WAS STRETCHING HIS ARM. Boohoo.


Hmm... I ordered the rice from the Malay (Nasi Padang) stall. Ahh... Love the egg tofu (tahu telor), sadly there's no beef today. If I order from that stall, I usually have... Beef, Egg Tofu, Fish cake and salted eggs or... Beef, Egg Tofu, Tau Kwa and (hmm? depends what do they have).


While I was about to finish my food, I happened to look up and I SAW NAQIAH! Gosh. For a moment I was thinking to myself - Is that Naqiah? So I swallow my food first before calling her name out. Woah. What a reaction. She 'attacked' me. HAHA. Ok, I didn't mean 'attack' as in really ATTACKING ME. What I meant is that she seemed delighted, excited and GILA. Oops. Just kidding!


I can't remember when was the last time I saw her. I think few months ago. (:


After which, I met up with Fiqah before heading to Temasek Polytechnic with Ratna. Ahh... It's her first Italian lesson. La La LA... Fantastico!


I have to say... Singapore is sooooooo humid. Yes, yes... I've been complaining a number of times but I can't help it and it's the truth. Grr!


Reached home at about 5.45pm. Ahh... Home sweet home. After shower, I actually was listening to some music while lying on my bed but you know, my bed is my LOVE too. LOVE is and has always been the BEST. It's simply comfortable and the next thing you know... ZzzZzzZzzZzz.


:D Alright, I'm off now. Will update soon (if I do have the time!)
As for now...


Peace out~

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

I can't resist but I'm actually smelling myself. I can't deny it, I still can smell myself and... I love my perfume. Dolce & Gabbana Sicily - I didn't like it in the beginning when I got it (gift). I remember not being a fan of it until one day (few months back) something kind of changed my mind of it and I started liking it.

Oh well... Maybe some might not have noticed that I do like to spray perfume when I'm going out (or to school - sometimes I prefer a lighter scent). To summarise this all I have to say is... I am a perfume fan. I LOVE PERFUMES but you know it's a personal perference. Some might like that kind of scent, some prefer this... So on and so forth.


NEVERMIND THAT! *grins*
You know, life is like a rollercoaster ride. Sometimes it's up and sometimes it's down. Yes, yes... I know I keep saying it very often. Well? That's fact. You got to deal with it.


It's almost dawn and I'm typing this. I actually wanted to blog earlier but I was doing some other stuff. Hmm?


Basically my 'Monday' ended at about 7.30AM (of Tuesday morning) and it began at 2.30pm but I went to sleep again till 3.30pm! Woke up and went to iron my clothes. I was supposed to meet Razin at 5.45pm, Pasir Ris interchange but he sent me a text message telling me to meet at 6pm instead. To those who like to say that I'm ALWAYS late - Sorry, that's not the case. Even though I reached slightly later than 6pm, I was still EARLY. He arrived at about 6.15pm.


Ahh! Perfect timing. When we went up the escalator of the MRT station, the train had just arrived. We board the train and a minute later it departs. I called Fiqah when the train was approaching Tanah Merah. Gave Fiqah her gift. HAHAHA. You know what? I think of all... I think that's the WORST 'wrapper' that I've ever 'used'. Ok, maybe nothing "new" to me but those who are not familar might think I'm "weird".


5 out of 10 times I would just have that 'random' thing with wrappers. Having said that, there were times where I DO HAVE very nice wrappers, OK?


Had a good laugh with Razin and Fiqah. We were talking about some stuff and jokes. Oh yeah, I also would like to apologise to Guo Dong as I had some misunderstanding while reading the text message that he sent. Boohoo. I feel kind of bad somehow. I'm soooooo sorry. I misunderstood the text message. He spotted us and he actually like called us (me actually; on my mobile) and I turned behind and there he was. Grr. I got mixed up there. My APOLOGIES!


So the four of us went to Cineleisure to meet our former classmates - Eugene, Leon, Kar Fai and Zai Wei at Pastamania. Well? We were supposed to catch a movie ("500 Days of summer) but if I am not wrong, tickets were selling fast and the queue was long? Hmm? According to Fiqah that is (Leon called Fiqah).


We chat over dinner. (Oh, sadly I didn't take pictures of the food this time) Ahh! Good old days and all the silly jokes. While we were chatting I actually 'noticed' something - but I shan't type it out (but I did told Fiqah about some thing). Anyway, it's not that important.


Moving on now. After dinner, off we went to play pool/arcade at Paradiz centre. Ok, I never play pool before. Therefore I'm a SUPER NOOB. I feel silly actually because I don't know how to really play it and the rest knows how. Hmm? Odd one out eh? (Maybe I should somehow keep trying till I get the hang of it! Err? Maybe, maybe someday)


Anyway, the rest were helpful to me actually. Somehow trying to teach me how to play but still I'm 'silly'. (Thanks anyway!) HAHA. Ok, well? I get all so nervy and 'shaky' you see. Grr. Even Fiqah comments on it. I kept shaking when I was bending over. Hmm? Ok, you see when I'm nervous (and also uncomfortable) I tend to be like that I guess? Whereas if I am comfortable and not so nervous, I would be calm.


Alright, everyone has their weaknesses and strengths. Maybe some might be better at this to that, and the other being better at the latter. You get what I'm saying.


After a few tries, I feel silly and that's where I didn't feel like giving it another go. Only 1 ball went in. Sad huh? Then again, it's ok. I'm trying ok! Bleah!


After which, I decided to play some arcade. It's been a while since I last PLAY at an arcade. I can't remember when was my last time actually. I wanted to play King of Fighters. I LOVE KOF. (: However, I ended up playing Marvel vs Capcom. I chose Captain America and Strider Hiryu. (Well? I do like Captain America) *Oops*


Hmm? After all the games and stuff, Fiqah had to go and so do I. We went off by saying "arrivederci" to the rest. HAHA. Ok, we didn't really say arrivederci - We said "bye" of course. (Fiqah doesn't like Italian [I do!], she likes Korean stuff [err? I'm not so much into it except for BIG BANG]). We left the place quite close to 10.30pm.


Yawns yawns yawns. I reached home at about 11.20pm. (: You know, while I was on the bus (on my way home), there was this lady who actually pressed the bell a stop before mine BUT guess what? The driver did not stop at the stop! I don't know why he did not. The lady seemed fed up and pissed. She kept pressing it a few more times. Poor lady. She had to stop at my stop which is like one stop away from mine.


I was surprised. Hmm? Then again, you know... People these days - All sorts of people. *sigh* Humans make mistakes and so... That was a mistake.


Oh well... Hmm? To sum things up all I have to say is I had a good time. (:

Just in my previous entry I seem all so frustrated and all but... Alright let's not think of the negative things. I just want to stay positive and happy. To have positive energy is better than to have negative energy.


Alright, I'm off now. Will update soon.

Peace out~

Monday, October 12, 2009

Sometimes you just wonder what are you missing in life?

It's like sometimes you are missing something in life. I always feel that way and I keep wondering - "What am I missing?"


As a human, you feel sad, you feel happy, you feel angry, you feel... Let's just say AS A HUMAN, WE ALL HAVE FEELINGS.


Having said that, we tend to be selfish at times too. Then again, are you aware of it? Sometimes it takes a while before you realise or even YOU MIGHT EVEN BE AWARE OF IT.


In life, there's always a lot of obstacles. You know sometimes it seems like it's a never ending one. Pfft! Oh well, that's life. However, SOMETIMES IT GETS SOOOOOOO IRRITATING. I really don't understand WHY. WHY are some people are "USELESS" - Only good at find trouble with people (tsk! no life!), WHY are some people so annoying? WHY must we upset, sad, angry etc etc etc. Ok, well I guess that's PART OF BEING HUMAN. The art of emotions and feelings - To feel and to experience it, so as to bring more life in your life. (Grr! Whatever your defination might be)


When I'm typing this, I never mean that I AM A GOOD, ANGELIC, PURE INNOCENT PERSON WHO IS 100% SIN-FREE. I'm just like everyone else. I'm only human - A mere human. I'm aware I do say that "I'm a good girl" in my previous entries (if you've read it before) but I don't mean myself as an angel-kind of person.


What I mean is that... I don't really consider myself as a rebel or someone who gets into trouble with the law.


Grr! It is so frustrating at times. Oh why, oh why... I am sad - Sad that I'm becoming monster-like at times. I get ANGRY, I get UPSET and it's like I feel I at times have full of vengeance. *sigh* That is so bad. I'm so sorry. I don't want to feel this way and yes I know you'll say - Self-control but come on, sometimes it's so difficult to do so. Hmm? Ok, maybe I just have too much anger in me.


Alright, I'm sorry. Maybe I am beginning to be a little selfish lately. Have I? Well, just in case if I HAVE then I'd like to apologise. I'm sorry for being selfish and I'm also sorry if I have been very 'unstable' at times. 'Unstable' as in... Randomly changing mood/mood-swing?


I'm disappointed with myself at times. Like seriously.


I'd like to apologise with some of my comments earlier on (previous post). I'm sorry. I know it's not right to blame god. I was very mad and sad earlier on and I didn't really mean to say that.


Alright, I'm not going to think of that. Got to take my mind off it.
Peace out~

SCREW EVERYTHING! I HATE EVERYTHING! SCREW IT! WHY IS GOD DOING THIS TO ME? STUPID SHIT FREAK!


EVER SINCE THE START OF SCHOOL, I NEVER ENJOY SCHOOL. EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS AGAINST ME. EVERY DAMN THING IS ALWAYS TESTING ME. Yes, you may say... BE PATIENT etc etc etc. So? I JUST HATE THINGS SINCE THE START OF SCHOOL.


MOST OF THE TIME I ALWAYS GET IN A STUPID SICKENING SITUATION AND ALL. YOU KNOW WHAT? I HATE IT. IT SUCKS. SCREW EVERYTHING.


SCREW IT! I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY ARE THINGS ALWAYS SO WRONG WHEN I'M JUST ABOUT "ready"? I FEEL THINGS ARE GOING FROM GOOD TO BAD. THAT'S HOW IT IS IN MY LIFE CURRENTLY. YOU SAY IT'S A TEST BUT I AM SO FED UP. I AM A VERY FRUSTRATED PERSON FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS. LIFE IS FAIR? I ALWAYS SAY HUMANS ARE NEVER FAIR BUT WHY IS GOD DOING THIS TO ME?!?!?!!?!?!?!


SCREW ALL. (IT SEEMS NOBODY UNDERSTAND, I HATE EVERYTHING - 2009 IS SHIT, I MISS 2008)

Thursday, October 01, 2009

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!


Ok, that's very random. You know, I miss the past even though I know the past will always be the past. Then again, it brings back the good old days, the good old memories. Ahhhhh *sigh* Makes me feel like wanting to be a kid again! Boo-hoo-hoo!


I've been quite lazy to blog as you can see the 'lack' of updates/entries. OK, I will try and update........ And will try and complete a new skin. Sheesh. Lazy D. *grins* Bleah!


YOU KNOW, I can't believe I'll be a year older in THREE DAYS TIME! *sob sob* I'm getting older (and wiser!) and it seems like I REALLY HAVE TO DO THE THINGS I WANT. Err? I mean, set myself some 'TO DO' things before turning (fill in whichever year you want to achieve it by). Then again, it seems like I am not one who likes to stick to it. Well? Ok, at times I do but most likely I don't think I'm one who sticks to it. Hmm?


Ahh! I just remembered - The Earthquake. Oh boy. Two earthquakes = "Frighten"; I felt sorry for those people. It's a really scary thing I must say and I encountered it yesterday evening. For a moment, I thought I was imagining while looking at the monitor. I thought I was imagining and that I must be thinking too much but boy, it REALLY was. I felt that my body (my buttocks! yes, don't laugh) were like moving from left to right and back again.


It's my first experience and I don't know if it's one to remember or one to forget. Hmm?


Oh well, may god protect us from all these natural disasters. Frankly, I admit that I am just afraid of these kind of events. (Uneventful events? Well, it's scary you see)


As for now...
I should be hitting my BED and off to Fantasy Land. (Yes, I'm 'weird'. It seems like I might not have a problem if I were to live in Europe as I feel like my body's clock is so mixed up. Sleeping at about between 6AM - 9AM, only to wake up at about 4 or 5pm! Grr! (Err? Ok, there are times whereby I wake up early! [Or rather earlier!])


Oh well...
Peace out~