Let's be honest. I am not a huge fan of local music. When my friend Brainer (whom I know since Primary 1) rang me the other night (16th February, Monday) and invited me to go and catch his band (Alternative Press) performing in this local programme called "Live 'n' Loaded".



I wasn't too sure about it at first as I was thinking about it - To go or not to go. Besides, my friend Ratna told me about the shoot or something for her project or was it Hafiz? Anyway, I decided to give it a go after Hafiz said there's a change of plans.



I wasn't that sure at first but alright, being an optimist, I just kind of tell myself - Hey, let's see what's in store and also, just to be able to get out of the house at night. Oops. Well? You can't blame me ok? My mother doesn't like me to go out at night so I guess that was somehow an opportunity?



Oh well... Either way you look at it (but alright, I'm ok with it, just that maybe once a while would be good to hang out at night). Hmm? I guess my mother is just worried for my safety. She did mention that a few times and yeah, I guess that's the reason why.



Anyway, it was tough asking my friends out! I mean it's a last minute thing, so ok... I'll try and understand. Furthermore, it was an unexpected one.



First on my mind was Fiqah. I texted her, asking if she could tag with me but darn, she can't and also she has to work the following day. Then I asked Naqiah. Boohoo. She had something on. To summarise it, I asked a few others but they can't, and they are: Ashik (studying!), Xiaoqiang (work!), Junxiang (piano!). Finally, I remembered someone - RATNA!



Lucky number, eh? She's the 6th person that I asked. Wait, don't get me wrong. Probably she's not online that's why I asked some others.



Hurray to 6! Lucky number, eh? (My favourite number) She agreed to go. I was really happy when she said ok. So I met her the next day at Bishan.



So on TUESDAY (17th February), I went to Brainer's place first to collect the tickets and the banner (Temasek Polytechic banner) before meeting Ratna. Met up with Ratna at Bishan then we went to 7-11 first to grab some bite.



After which, we took a bus and alighted at Thomson Road, then walked to Mediacorp. Boy, it was somehow memorable yet at the same time it's kind of silly and funny. How embarrassing I tell you! HAHA. Ratna and I walked in to Mediacorp but as we were about to reach, we decided to flag a cab.



Guess what? Taxi driver: "So, where are you going? Not Mediacorp right?"

Diane (Myself): "Err... Actually going to Mediacorp." and then the taxi driver was surprised and kind of laughed it off before saying "Huh? Going? You should walk, it's just further up only. If you continued walking you will reach."



Hearing that, I looked at Ratna and she looked at me but I was on the phone while the thing was going on. Probably the "pressure" to flag the taxi was there because Brainer called me on my mobile.



So after the U-turn, it was heading to Mediacorp and oh boy, I spotted Brainer walking downhill (we were going uphill). Can you believe it wasn't that far away yet such thing happened and I was like laughing about it. I was like "Oh my god, how silly was that?"



Anyway, it cost us $4! Grr... Money burnt! Meaning to say, Ratna and I forked out $2 each for such short distance! It was my first time there and there were many people. When Brainer was going to introduce his friends to us, this thought was in my mind "Oh god, his friend must be making a lot of noise. Oh shit, oh shit. Surely they'll say WHERE IS YOUR FRIEND?? YOUR FRIEND'S LATE!"



That was what I really had in mind at the moment but I was surprised when he introduced his friends. It wasn't what I thought and my worries were eased. Magdeline and Clara.



Then again, as you know first time meeting someone is usually kind of awkward as you don't really know the person especially if it's your friend's friend. However, that wasn't the case. I can tell you that Clara's really friendly and outgoing. Magdeline seems quiet but friendly too.



Well? I don't know what to say actually. It's a feeling that I can't describe using words. I guess I won't be able to find a proper word to use at the moment to describe how I felt.



It's a great feeling and all. I guess I was really excited that day. Ratna's all so cool. Kind of makes me a little envious. Erm, in a good way. *grins*



Probably it's my first time to go to such events. To those who has been to numerous events would definitely be cool I suppose? Then again, there's always the "first" right?



Well? To be fair, let me just say that there were some impressive performance and that, we can't just write off local music simply like that. So, credits to them! Like what they say "SUPPORT LOCAL", that is what "Live 'n' Loaded" is about.



I just can't describe the feeling of it. I definitely enjoyed myself and probably Ratna was somehow like giving me the urge and energy to 'party'. I just kind of let myself loose this time and not think of what others might think. Hey, we all need that once a while.



I'm aware that some people were just like hanging out that kind but not really into it and some were like looking at me and Ratna. Hmm? Heck it! We're humans, come on... If it's something that somehow made us enjoy, why not?



Clara seems to be a huge fan of Utt. Hmm? Utt has that boyish looks. He's not bad looking I would say. I enjoyed Mark Bonafide performance. I think it was cool. His songs were kind of catchy that kind. It simply makes you want to dance that kind. Hmm? Perhaps some may not like but I definitely liked it, and oh... 53A were kind of impressive too.



It ended about close to 10pm. Guess who I met after that? I met my Primary School friend Faezah. It's been quite a while since we last met each other, was surprised actually.



While on the way home (went off with Ratna, Brainer, Clara, Magdeline, Husnah and her brother and also, Brainer's friends [2 of them]), I received a text message from Naqiah asking me how was it and stuff like that. WELL? Since she's the first to ask and all, she was lucky I guess? As she'll be my guest to go with me next month on the 17th of March and that would be like Episode 8 of Live 'n' Loaded.



However, now I'm not sure if she would be able to go or not as her parents might not approve her of such events, I suppose?



Took the train home with Brainer, Clara, Magdeline, Husnah and her brother (they all alighted at Simei, except for Brainer). Yawns! By the time I reached home, it was close to midnight. To be exact, 11.50pm. Was a little tired but you know, this Machine Girl (or perhaps zombie?) just can't seem to sleep early. I slept at 10AM!


[*Husnah brother is Clara and Magdeline's friend]


Gosh, such bad habits since last two weeks. Oh, except for the night before Graduation Ceremony but I didn't sleep that early too. I really need to learn to sleep early.



I guess it has been a good week for me so far and I'm glad.



I was 'famous' on Thursday as there were a few friends asking me out on that day. Hmm? I really wonder, why that day? HAHA. Then again, I wasn't free as I already agreed to go out with my mother. So, I'm sorry my friends! (3 of them asked me out that day)



I also had some friends asking me out on Saturday but I wasn't too sure at that time. Ended up, I slept till about 4pm or 5pm? Gosh. Yes, you must be like "Oh dear, what are you? A pig??" Sorry, I can't help it as I slept in the morning at about 8AM?



Chelsea won 1 - 0 against Aston Villa and I'm proud of my team. What a beautiful goal. Some skills from Frank Lampard before providing it for Nicolas Anelka to score. Hurray for CHELSEA! (Drogba and Anelka started that game.)



Well? What can I say? It has been a good week and I hope that continues. On the 26th of this month, it'll be my cousin's wedding. Hmm? I feel February's short. Boohoo! Why do I feel that way? Is it because there's only 28 days or what? Hmm... I really wonder.



I remember last year it was a leap year and so on the 29th of February, Fiqah, Naqiah and I went to take a neoprint. Ahhhh... Time flies very fast. Those memories. Gosh. Wonder what lies ahead.



Actually, to think of what might happen in the future seems scary. I guess it's better to take it one at a time and enjoy life. Not forgetting cherishing everything you have and not taking it for granted. Whatever mistakes we make in the past, let us take it as a learning experience and not repeat the same mistakes.



Life is beautiful? Hmm... I think it's more like - Life is like a mystery. Why is that so? Well, it's like it's for you to be the explorer/detective to find the missing pieces of the jigsaw puzzle and put them together to solve the mystery.



Before I go, here are some pictures (don't have the other pictures but may ask from Clara if she's online).






From left to right: Brainer's cousin and his friend, Ratna, Magdeline, Clara and I


(Fat? I'm not. Not in denial but that's fact for those who personally know me (or simply look at my other pictures). It's nice to look toned. I should do some work out to tone soon! ...But for now, I have not started. I don't like to look skinny but that doesn't mean I like being fat! I'm a petite girl as I'm not that tall.


The reason why I mentioned is that I can't stand some people who keeps saying at 1.56 - 1.57m, weighing 48.7kg is FAT because I'm in the healthy range [for height and weight], not even close to overweight. My BMI - about 20. Why like looking so skinny? I feel looking lean is way to go!



You know, there was this funny experience before meeting Brainer's cousin and his friend. I've never met the two of them before and I was holding the tickets, so I was expecting two of them. Then again, if you have never met somebody before, you would definitely be like looking around and wonder who would that be.


What happened was kind of funny and silly actually. (I shall not elaborate!) In the end somehow managed to find the right person. Coolio~









Tickets~ 17th February and 17th March.



Alright, I guess I better be going. (:

Will update when I have the time.



Peace out~




"...Because when I arrive I bring the fire, make you come alive I can take you higher... What this is, forgot? I must now remind you... Let it rock, let it rock... Let it rock", I am somehow addicted to that song.
"Let It Rock" - Kevin Rudolf featuring Lil' Wayne.

Friday, February 13, 2009

"As we go on, we remember all the times we had together..."


I have officially graduated from ITE College East. Before I talk about the graduation ceremony, I'll start off with all the pictures that I'm supposed to upload. Ok, I will make sure that it's short and sharp.




































The watch that I talked about the other time.



Slippers, sandals or flip flop or whatever you call it, dad bought it for me. I wanted the brown one (as you can see in the picture the bottom right one, but only left with the one that I got). Hmm? I got blue because the red one doesn't have my size! Last pair too. Boohoo!



The dress ($86!) that I'm going to wear on the 26th of February 2009 (My cousin's wedding).















Something random:











IF ONLY THAT WAS FOR REAL. Was playing FIFA 09 on my PSP (Manager mode and my Chelsea beat Manchester United 3 - 0). Into my third season now and in my first TWO SEASONS, I won everything. However, in reality... It's a different story I guess?



Appreciation Lunch on the 7th of February 2009.



These pictures are pictures from my phone.























...And that's the end of the pictures that I wanted to upload. Now, I will begin talking about the day before yesterday (11th February 2009, Wednesday) - Graduation Ceremony.



I was about 15 minutes late meeting Naqiah (WITH A VALID REASON!~ Hey, I was early the other time when we meet at Orchard, when you don't believe that I will be early).



[That's just to prove that I can be early too! *grins*]



Anyway, I just can't believe everything happened so fast. Frankly, I would say PL0701B/Q is a class that I love. After all these years in school, finally a class that I really love.



I don't mean my previous class in school were bad, but it's just there were some "black sheeps" in which made me think otherwise and it made me a neutral. PL0701B/Q, I feel really happy and ... You know, I just cannot find any words at the moment to describe.



Naqiah's friend Reeta was really hyper and that somehow made my day as I only had a few hours of sleep the previous night.



The Graduation Ceremony was pretty ok. I guess walking up on stage to be presented the folder and taking pictures was something of a proud moment. Don't you just feel proud? Maybe some might disagree with me but just think of it, I've did my best and now I have graduated.



I was a little nervous before going up on stage. The last time I went up on stage was like two years ago or so. It's nothing to be worried or scared off. Furthermore, I am not new to it, and I believe it's nothing new to you (readers that is!) too.



I like the dance performance that was in the last segment of the Ceremony. Dang! I must say the duo were really cool. Not forgetting, the person who sang "Can't Take My Eyes Off You". She sang quite well I must say.



After the Ceremony, we went to collect our certificate, complimentary stage photo and the goodie bag. Since it's our last time to be together as a class (ok, some did not attend), we took some pictures together along with our lecturers.



Naqiah, Fiqah and I had light refreshments before meeting Faiz at Tampines to watch "Bride Wars". While in the bus, I met my male classmates (Jian Sheng, Jen Yi, Belson and Desmond). Well? Initially I didn't realise they were in the same bus as Fiqah, Naqiah and I.



If I'm not wrong Jen Yi suggested to watch movie together at Tampines Mall. Fiqah, Naqiah, Faiz and I were intending to watch it at Orchard but alright, change of plans and we decided to join them.



We had lunch at Long John Silver (L.J.S - We joked about it saying, Jian Sheng's food chain as his initals are - L.J.S) before the movie. While we were about to finish our food, we met some of our male classmates (Leon, Kar Fai, Zai Wei, Guo Dong).



Hmm? I think the highlight of the day was that I finally slapped someone and it felt great I must say. Oops. After all these years (since 2007), finally I get to slap that person who constantly challenge me by saying, "You dare to slap me?" - I am just waiting for the moment to slap him and that was it.



However, I will be nice and not reveal his name here. (See, I'm nice enough to not mention his name.) And oh, I was still nice to not hit so hard ok? I did not use much force, even though there was that slapping sound.



Anyway, Bride Wars was not a bad movie. Kate Hudson and Anne Hathaway acted in that movie. It may be a bit boring for certain parts but I guess you got to listen and feel it to understand. Comedy Romance type? Hmm... The last part was touching. At least to me, that is!



Would probably rate the movie as 3/5. It isn't really that bad but I wouldn't say it's superb but it's still not that bad.







After the movie, we went off our seperate ways. Boohoo! I can't believe, that's just it. It was kind of sad I guess? Anyway, Fiqah, Naqiah, Faiz and I went to Century Square.



Fiqah and Faiz had dessert but Naqiah and I were too full to eat anymore.



I took some pictures of them, while Faiz and Fiqah obviously eating dessert and Naqiah? Well, just looking at the pictures that we took in Fiqah's camera.



















It started raining when we were about to go off. By then it was about 5.30pm and I took the train since I did not bring an umbrella. One stop only! Boohoo! Yawns yawns. I was by then a little tired. When I reached home it was about 6.15pm or so.



Took a rest and all then I sort of dozed off. I dozed off for probably 10 minutes with my contact lens! Yes, I did not remove it. I used the wet tissue to remove my makeup (of course I washed it off with a cleanser afterwards and also, I did not use that much makeup).



I guess I like Maybelline Volum Express Hypercurl Mascara. (That's how the product being spelt, Volum. So yeah, not typo.)



Oh boy, THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES! I really had a good time I must say. (:



I will remember Fiqah and Naqiah, that's for sure. PL0701B/Q ROCKS! *grins*


But you know, things doesn't have to end that way. It may be the end of the journey for PL0701B/Q (sob sob?) but as it stands, our friendship will always continue to go all the wayyyyyyy. - For all the good times... And the not so good times.








Sir Bobby Wan? LOL.







Desmond, Belson and Jian Sheng.







Fiqah took a picture of (from left to right) Naqiah, Wan, Azizah, Me, Adib and Shakila as we were looking at the Graduation Yearbook (or whatever you call it).











Can you spot my autograph?











Meet your guys~











Meet your girls~







Naqiah and I - Same vest colour,pants and blouse but different design and pattern. Oh, I guess you can't see my tee in that picture.







Bling blings! HAHA. Fiqah's RED HELLO KITTY WATCH and My Lovely Fossil Watch.




















♥ Happy memories, happy moments...




(And oh! Today is Friday the 13th! Tomorrow is V-day. Alright, wishing all couples a very Happy Valentines' Day and also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BERNIE in advance~)

Monday, February 02, 2009

I'll upload (overdue) pictures. Yes, pictures that were supposed to be posted a week ago or so. I have not been blogging for quite a long time. The last entry was on the 19th of January. Pardon me!



As you can see, I've changed my blog skin in which I completed on Friday and it was recently up. I know it takes quite long but at the time when I was doing it, halfway I just don't know what or how I wanted it to be but hey, it's completed and enough, it's up and running. Oh, one more thing - I am disappointed that Roger Federer lost to Rafael Nadal (again) to win the Australian Open! *sigh* Not only that . . . . . . . .



(WARNING: From this moment on, it is all about football in this entry, I really cannot take it, I have to ease my pain.)



Let me just vent all my anger and sadness to make myself feel better.



FOOTBALL CAN MAKE ME ONE GO MAD. It is so bitter and painful but let me be frank (so don't say I am bias!) and type about how I feel of the Liverpool versus Chelsea game. I am just so angry that STUPID REFEREE MIKE BALDLY (Baldy, blind, bald) sent Frank Lampard off - Excuse me, I mean Mike Riley.



I know some people might argue that Chelsea were not playing well and say that Liverpool were the better team. Ok, fair play. They were attacking and Chelsea's passing was all over the place. HOWEVER, please please... A referee should not be bias.



Mike Riley is a disgrace to the game. Steven Gerrard too.



Earlier on in the game, when the referee had already blew the whistle, Steven Gerrard kicked the ball straight at Jose Bosingwa and mind you, would you like someone to kick the ball at your 'sensitive' part? I'm pretty sure you do not want something like that to happen.



The previous day before this match, Stoke against Manchester City - I saw the highlights of Rory Delap and it's somewhat similar to the incident that happened in the Liverpool against Chelsea game. In the Stoke game, Rory Delap (Stoke player) got sent off for that similar action towards Shaun Wright-Philips.



Ok, some might argue and say it's a little different and things like that but hey, how many times do you see Steven Gerrard getting away with all those?



No doubt that he's a great player for Liverpool, however his attitude and tendency of diving in the penalty area and is seriously such a disgrace. Then again, do you see him being sent off or anything like that? In my eyes, I feel that the referee has this mentality - "HEY, IT'S STEVEN GERRARD".



SO WHAT?? Had it been, ok for example CRISTIANO RONALDO - Everybody knows he loves to dive. Yes, I admit I am no fan of Cristiano Ronaldo and my friends would know that I dislike his attitude and I even nicknamed him - "Cristiano Diverdo", no doubt he is a good player with good skills.



Back to the point now. Had it been Cristiano Ronaldo to do that, I think everyone (Ok, except Manchester United fans) would be screaming at the top of their lungs and rant all kinds of "colourful" words like - "You *insert whatever word here* cheat!", "*Insert your words* diver!". Agree?



So why is Steven Gerrard always an angel in the referees' eyes? People simply love this guy and if you're a Liverpool fan you would love him even more like how I love Frank Lampard (because I'm a Chelsea supporter but I am not being bias here).



Then again, it is so unfair. My point is: Why does Steven Gerrard gets away with such things? WHY? Is that justice? That is injustice. You can say what you want but I feel that way, that is fact and I am just stating fact.



It is very disappointing to see my favourite team losing in the final minutes of the game. No doubt Liverpool were attacking but it might have been different if we were playing with 11 men against 11. Sadly, MIKE BALDY (I mean MIKE RILEY) wrongly sent Frank Lampard off.



This referee seriously have to look at the replays 10 thousand times! That was a very poor decision and I feel it somehow cost us the game. I am aware that my team were not really attacking. Only 1 shot on target which was saved comfortably by Pepe (Jose) Reina and if I'm not wrong that shot coming from Salomon Kalou.



Florent Mamamamama... What's his name? Ahhh! Malouda, oh boy. He really was unknown. It's like he did not exist! I somehow defended him earlier on in the season as I am aware he has like 6 assist to his name in the Premier League. Then again, looking at the big picture, he really disappointed me.



Ok, to be fair - He has been in and out of the team as he had some injuries and all. HOWEVER, with that kind of performance (or should I simply say being inconsistent), I feel maybe Luiz Felipe Scolari should drop him to the bench and maybe start with Deco (Alright, this guy was fantastic at the start and then started to fade away after his injury) - If Mr Scolari wants to go with experienced, if not... He could try and start Miroslav Stoch.



Didier Drogba? - His current form has been poor. Very disappointing. He could not provide that attacking threat like he used to. Having said that and knowing that Chelsea will not bring in any new players in the January transfer (and you know what? WE DO NOT HAVE THE FIREPOWER UNFRONT!), I am hoping that Didier Drogba will be back at his best form (umm... minus his attitude).



If he is at his best form, that's where he terrorise the defenders. He's like a 'bulldozer' bullying the defenders. I remember when he was at his best two seasons ago and oh boy, I don't think any team, especially the defenders want to play against Chelsea if Didier Drogba was playing then.



It is just sad. At the beginning of the season, everything was going smoothly. We were winning (And yes, Florent Mamamama... Malouda was playing those league games, DO YOU KNOW?) - Top of the table and now, it's fading away. My heart is aching.



I don't think the other teams are afraid to play against Chelsea anymore. You see, especially at home at Stamford Bridge which was once a fortress. Nobody wanted to go to Stamford Bridge and play because it's more like "Chelsea sure win game", only the lucky teams come away with a point.



The team that broke Chelsea's home record of FOUR AND A HALF YEARS UNDEFEATED was... *sigh* Was... Was... I HATE THAT TEAM!! None other than, Liverpool. Guess what? The player that I fancied scored! (Ok, some deflection off Jose Bosingwa)



From that day onwards, I don't want to fancy that player because he plays for the rival team and he was the one that broke my favourite LOVELY *sigh... can't believe I said LOVELY* team home record of 86 games unbeaten.



Who is that guy some might not know - It's none other than Xabi Alonso!!!



Surprise, surprise... Guess what? Earlier on in the game, Frank Lampard got sent off when he clearly made a clean tackle and the player that kicked/stepped on Frank Lampard's shin was none other than... None other than - Xa... Xabi... Alonso. *sigh*



Xabi Alonso is a good player BUT no, I now changed my mind. I don't want to like that player. If I were to choose a player that I like (but plays for the rival team) or my favourite team, OF COURSE the answer is obvious - MY FAVOURITE TEAM.



So, why did Mike Riley sent Frank Lampard off?? That was a very bad decision. He screwed it up!



Ok, Chelsea did not play well. The ball was mostly played in midfield for Chelsea and oh boy, bad passes even though in the first half Chelsea had more possession than Liverpool. Liverpool were attacking and ok, I can say that we defended quite well. Most notably ALEX the tanker that constantly cleared all the dangers.



Petr Cech might be somewhat shaky BUT he did make some good saves. However, if you are considered as one of the best keepers it is hard with all the expectations. People always expect more from you, umm... So I guess people think Petr Cech should have done much much MUCH better I suppose?



As for Pepe (Jose) Reina, what does he has to do? Only one shot on target and he saved that comfortably as it wasn't really going to trouble him!



Disappointed, very disappointed. Michael Ballack was average, I still feel that Frank Lampard offered more. When Mike Riley sent him off, straight away one thing comes to my mind - GAME OVER!



My MAN OF THE MATCH would be ALEX. In any case, Fernando Torres was the Man of The Match but in my eyes and if I were to find something good to say about my team, I can proudly say that Alex was really a tank (ok, could have done a little bit more to prevent Torres for the first goal but overall, he worked so hard!).



In which I have to say I am disappointed with John Terry the captain. Captain Marvel - JT, what's happening to you? Alex was protecting you, getting your back!



With all the injuries JT picked up, he now seems slightly slower. Probably that's why I did not vote for him in the UEFA Team of the Year or something like that. Despite not voting for him, looking on the brighter side (though in this game he was disappointing!) he gave his all for the team when he plays and I still believe in him.



So... Guess who I voted for? I don't think you would believe me if I tell you. Alright, one of my vote goes to Ricardo Carvalho (he has done well for the team in the past few years but was an unsung hero), guess the other one. (I'll tell you the answer later on. If you want to know the answer, read on.)



I voted for Frank Lampard for the Attacking Midfield section as he has been wonderful for the team in the past few seasons. He always works hard for the team and always trying to provide something for the team. Not forgetting, scoring 20 goals in the past few seasons!



*sigh* I can't believe Chelsea only managed to pick up 1 point against their rivals and that 1 point was against Manchester United at Stamford Bridge (AND... That was the last undefeated game at Home).



I am beginning to doubt that Chelsea would win anything this season. Forget Champions League, forget the Premier League (if you are going to keep dropping points!). FA Cup? I don't know about that but being an optimist, hmm... Ok, if we are lucky we could, I am not saying WE WILL - Read that carefully. We could win it if we have some luck I suppose?



Then again, that depends on the players themselves. You know? People tend to blame the manager for not doing his job and all. What can Luiz Felipe Scolari do? We don't have much wingers. This Brazilian man likes to play with wingers but how can we play with wingers when Florent Malouda and Salomon Kalou isn't very consistent?



Joe Cole being ruled out of the season is really a bad news. The team is suffering and the fans are suffering too. Chelsea really miss players such as Damien Duff, Arjen Robben (my favourite player).



When Damien Duff was at Chelsea he was good but now I guess he's out of favour at Newcastle. Arjen Robben is my favourite player. YES, see that? IS. Alright, that man may have dived a couple of times but he's quick and I feel that Chelsea really need that sort of player.



Only one problem with Arjen Robben: Injury-prone. That's very frustrating! Other than that, he is a good player.



How about bringing in David Silva? I would love to see him playing for Chelsea but I don't think that will happen. Then there were speculation linking David Villa to Chelsea, it would be a delight for me had he joined but Valencia desperately would want to hang on to him.



Having said that, I feel that if he was given a choice to pick Chelsea and Liverpool, I think he might fancy Liverpool as there are a few Spaniards. Rafa Benitez (the manager), Fernando Torres, Xabi Alonso, Jose Reina - blah blah blah.



Grr... Alright, forget that already. I don't want to go on and on because when I think about it, it makes me even more sad.



HOWEVER, I have to say that Steven Gerrard was a very lucky man to be playing for 90 minutes. I want the video technology thing! Referees this season has been making too many mistakes! If Tennis were allowed to use the video technology thing, why can't football?



It is a shame to let people like him go just like that and he always gives you an innocent look. *sigh*



BOTTOM-LINE IS: LIVERPOOL WILL NOT WIN THE TITLE. Seriously, I do not wish to see them winning and also I don't think they might even win it.



Come on CHELSEA! You got your ass spanked again, now... WORK HARDER! Come on, don't disappoint us! As a supporter we always get behind the team and give them the support but to constantly disappoint us, I am just upset about it.



You see, football is a very funny game. It is so unpredictable and it can give you a heart attack!



That's how I somehow just don't understand myself. I wasn't into club football then even though I fancied Manchester United then because David Beckham was playing for them (but I wasn't really into them). I only watched World Cup and Euros - The team that I support is ENGLAND! (Since 2002)



I only got so into club football about four years ago and I don't know how or what makes me like CHELSEA SO MUCH. To be honest, if they lose a game, I'll get very upset and sometimes a little cranky. When they win, obviously you'll see a big smile on my face and I will be in a very good mood.



People who doesn't understand about football will never understand. It's the passion of the game. The problem that I face at times is that I can get very upset and cranky that I do not wish to talk to anyone.



*sigh* Yes, that's very bad but I always try to console myself later on and probably to ease my pain I'm typing this!



*sob sob* Come on BLUES, please don't disappoint us supporters! Well? What can I say? Life can be cruel at times as there will always be unfair moments. Tell me what is fair? I believe that god is fair but humans? Humans are never fair because there is this thing called "greed".



Alright, I AM GOING TO BE STRONG NOW. *breathes in, breathes out*



Peace out~




MAY LIVERPOOL LOSE THEIR GAMES. God bless. Ok, I'm going to be a little defiant now - Chelsea to win against Hull next week. I somehow fancy Hull as they are a hardworking team but for that game, I'm with my favourite team.



Before I go, I haven't tell you which player I voted for, one is Ricardo Carvalho and the other? It's not JT as I previously mentioned. Come on, make a guess. Who do you want to be in your team (if let's say you can have JT, Ricardo Carvalho...)? Which other central defender do you want to be in your team?



I voted for Philipp Lahm if not wrong for Left-back. Lahmy! C and Q best describes him. Cute and Quick. (:



Frank Lampard didn't get it, Fabregas got it. Actually I was thinking of Frank Lampard, Michael Ballack and Cesc Fabregas - They are good players but in the end, I voted for Frank.




The two forward that I voted won and darn, it's that player who scored against Chelsea earlier on! Fernando Torres. Grrr... The other one player who got my vote was - No, not David Villa. It's Lionel Messi.



So are you done guessing who I voted for? Nope, not Carles Puyol. Nope, not Jamie Carragher. Nemanja Vidic. So, who occupies the central defender spot in UEFA Team of The Year? Beep!~ Ho ho ho~ JOHN TERRY (61,755 votes) and Carles Puyol (49,756).



It's those my heart says this but my head says that. Yes, my heart wanted to vote for John Terry but my head tells me another thing.



If he is Captain Marvel, I am Wonder Woman. LOL. Alright, I was just kidding. John Terry will always have my support and I believe in him. ♥CHELSEA



Good morning people! // I'm feeling better now. (: