GOODBYE 2008! HELLO 2009!



HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! May you have a good year! May you have good health and good wealth! (: [I miss my class; PL0701Q!]



It's a brand new year, new beginning... The start of a new chapter.



Boohoo! Guess what? My ulcer is kind of "off and on". Sometimes I feel it's ok, sometimes I'm suffering in pain. I'm super quiet. (Oh? Did I hear some people laughing? Boohoo! Not funny ok?)



It's really pain and I'll tell you why as there are more than one ulcer. My gum, my tongue, under my tongue, my lips (inside). Ouch. Can you imagine that? Gosh. It happened like few days ago on Monday but it wasn't that bad at first!



On Monday it was still ok, just a bit only but if I remember correctly, it was my tongue feeling a little pain and that's all but Tuesday I then realise I have ulcer but I only realise that I have more than one on WEDNESDAY! *sob sob*



How wonderful kicking off the NEW YEAR with ulcers! Hur hur hur! Well? It really makes me don't want to eat and talk. However, my first supper was at midnight (they delivered it at my doorstep at 11.58pm). I had Filet O' Fish, I don't know how I managed to eat the whole thing but seriously, I was in pain eating it instead of the usual enjoying it.



OH WELL, please please I want to recover soon!



Hmm... Anyway, it's a NEW YEAR and I don't want to spoil it. Got to think positive! Hmm... I will try and hopefully I don't argue with anyone this year! Seriously, when I reflect back about the past, every year I would always argue with a male. Oh boy. Yes, that's true. I don't know why too.



Ok, maybe sometimes I may have some bad temper and things like that but sometimes I may not realise it and sometimes I actually don't mean it. Then again, things do happen and what can I say? I'm sorry if I have offended anyone. However, that doesn't mean I am always in the wrong as sometimes I feel the other party is in the wrong. (:



WHATEVER IT IS, I MUST NOT LET THAT HAPPEN. Yes, reminder for me: DIANE - TRY NOT TO ARGUE WITH ANYONE THIS YEAR. *Hopefully!*



That's just one goal, I still have more but I shall not type. (Shh... It's top secret. HANDS OFF!)



Oh well... It's a new year and I hope this year will be as good as last year (even though there were hicups along the way BUT hey look on the bright side).



I am aware that life is like a rollercoaster ride but seriously, last year wasn't too bad. I hope that will continue!







Xiaoqiang (Angie!; right - can't find other pictures of her so I upload that photo instead) - My Secondary School Bestie! And... WILL ALWAYS BE~ I don't think I'll ever forget her even though we don't often meet after graduating in 2006. However, we still do chat with each other on MSN when we're online. So far after graduation I think I've only been out with her once or twice. I miss those days!







Fiqah - Give me reasons why I would forget her? HAHA. I don't think you can give me at least SIX (Yes, SIX; My favourite number). Even if you can find whatever reason, I won't be listening as she's a great friend.


EVEN THOUGH SHE "bullies" me at time. (Looking on the brighter side, she's there for me when I need someone. So yeah, even though she "bullies" me, she's still a good friend.)







Naqiah - (: Thanks for the memories! HAHA. You and Fiqah always gang up against me but still, at times can be nice to me too. Boohoo! (Be on my side next time, ok?)











Ashik - You know, I really don't know what to say. When I reflect back, I realised that we tend to have arguements and stuff like that. For the past year or so, I think he's one that I tend to have an arguement with. (Even though there are some others whom I had arguements with but in this case, seems like more than those?)



Looking on the brighter side, that bear can somehow be nice but I don't know how nice. (Mean?) *Oops* Ok, I hope he doesn't read that! =D Then again, sometimes reading the previous text messages he sent made me smile. [Oh, don't get me wrong (:]



Seriously, I don't wish to have arguements (with anyone) this year but I know it's kind of impossible but ok, I'll try to keep it just at least TWO only. I feel that last year I had quite a number of arguements but I guess in 2007 and 2006 I had more. SO OK, I'M TRYING TO CUT THAT DOWN.



Things that I have to remind myself


I must be much patient and calm. At times I tend to get a bit impatient. HOWEVER, at times I can be patient and calm.


I want to be a good girl. (Yes, I'm always good but never perfect - LOL)


Got to learn to be a little outgoing and easy-going. Yes, I'm actually quite shy though my friends don't think so. Hmm... At times I can be both but sometimes I really wish that I'm much outgoing and yes, at times be really easy-going. I feel that sometimes I still "hold back". HAHA. Loosen up girl~


Stay optimist (Yes, I am but sometimes it's a bit difficult in certain situations but... I guess I'll have to always be an optimist)


Try and prove people wrong - Yes, people always think I'm this and that but they don't know who I really am on the inside. People tend to judge you blindly at times.


Anger management! - Managing my anger. Sometimes I just can't control it. Boohoo!


Spend more times with my friends - Yes, especially Fiqah keep complaining that I usually spend time with my family, lesser with friends. Humph! How can you say that?? OK, I will try and spend "more" time. (Err? Don't know how "more" is that)


Sleep early? - My dad have been telling that. My mother too. Boohoo! I find it so hard. It's like a habit. [Break that habit! Err? I'll try]


I LOVE CHELSEA. Yes, I love you so much. BLUE IS THE COLOUR + SUPER FRANK + LEGEND ZOLA + JT 26 + STAMFORD BRIDGE + SW6 . . . . . . . . . . . . (and the list goes on...)



Oh well, ok... I'll end here for now.



MY FIRST ENTRY FOR 2009. =D



Good morning everyone! (It's morning when I'm typing this)



Time to sleep! Peace~




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