// My Illusions*
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
"Diane is such a lazy blogger!"
I DISAGREE! HAHA. Ok, maybe I have been lazy lately after my examinations. Boohoo! Hey, at least I'm updating it now.
DRAMA REUNION IS CANCELLED! (Not many people attending so we called it off)
Anyway, I have not been feeling so well since Sunday. In fact, on Friday I feel a little unwell but as the day progresses, I felt better but who knew on Sunday it came back again?
I feel so crazy on Friday. Don't know why too. Was really hyper on that day even though I'm actually tired! Yes, I am. I slept for like 1 hour again. (Few days ago I slept for 1 hour too!)
It seems like I have some trouble sleeping lately. Trouble as in, TO SLEEP EARLY. Boohoo! Sunday was bad, my body was aching a little and it feels 'heavy'. It's warm and I don't feel that good. My head is in a spin and oh boy, I'm hoping that I'll get better soon. I feel a little better than yesterday but still I wouldn't say I'm 100 percent well. Probably 75 to 85 percent.
Grr... How annoying can that be?? It seems like nobody knows about it (my family that is!) as I have been keeping it to myself. So far I can say I am blessed with good health this year. Just a few hiccups along the way only. Nothing major.
Hopefully, next year I will be blessed with good health again. Thank god for keeping me healthy (95 percent of the time) and you know what? This year I have been surrounded with all the sick people! Thankfully, I am strong enough to hold on and not fall sick. *grins*
So that's the reason why I should be thankful. I hope to end my year on a high note. As this year has been quite fantastic so far. I really would love to end on a high note. That would be a bonus to me.
I feel I have been working hard this year. (Ok, at times I am lazy but I guess I'm mostly hardworking in certain ways)
Confident huh? Well, to reflect on it... I feel so far I have done quite alright even though at times I feel that I could have done better. Looking on the brighter side, I have to remain optimist. I am an optimist but sometimes you can get a little carried away and feel that you could have done better. What's the word? Disappointed.
At times, you tell yourself you are going to achieve this target but when one does not go your way and that you feel you could have done better you somehow feel disappointed and maybe regret I guess? I felt that way a few times because I am dying to achieve the target and when it's OK (wouldn't say a bad outcome but you feel that you could have done way better!), you still feel a little upset, agree?
Maybe some might say - "I have done my best". Sometimes by doing "your best", you feel you could have done much much much better. Well? I do feel that way at times. Oh well, can't deny that.
Hmm? Have you ever feel that sometimes some people talk without thinking and offend others? I feel sometimes we have to control and be tactful with our choice of words so as to not offend the other. Ok, maybe at times I may be the "offender" but I MOSTLY remind myself that I have to be tactful.
You like it or not, some might say "WHAT? I AM JUST BEING STRAIGHTFORWARD ONLY."
Yes, it's good to be STRAIGHTFORWARD. However, being too straightforward at times is a bad thing. I feel one should learn how to be tactful. Had it been you, would you be pleased? I mean, just put yourself in the other's position. How would you feel if you were in that position?
I am not an angel. I make mistakes in life too but I always tell myself to try and understand the situation and be tactful. Not everyone is fortunate and if the other doesn't have what you have, you should cherish it.
Some friends think that I am spoiled. Getting what I want and all. THAT IS NOT TRUE. I feel I am quite disciplined and I only ask my father for things when I need it or it's a MUST to have it. Only sometimes (once a blue moon), only then I will ask him to buy for me something that I want.
Therefore, those people who said that I'm spoiled are wrong to say that because I am not. I feel I am a disciplined person and it's not as if I owned designers' goods (think: LV, Gucci, Prada, Coach, etc).
Those that I have are those that most people can afford. Even sometimes I go for cheap buys and I usually like to buy my clothes when they are on sale. Only sometimes I buy when they are not on sale.
I feel I am wrongly judged. I am a smart shopper I feel. I usually buy when it's on sale that way I get to save more and get more.
Whatever I have typed are just things that came to my mind and things that I encountered. I don't want anyone later on saying if I am refering to them or anything like that. (:
Oh well, anyway... Lately I am a bit addicted to Viwawa. I created an account in February this year but only recently I started playing it. Weird huh? HAHA.

I am nuts about that game. Boohoo! HAHA. Well? Yesterday (Monday), I did not play it. See, I can resist. It's all in the mind. EVEN THOUGH IT MAY TEMPT YOU. Resist the temptation. HAHA. What can you not resist? HAHA. *wonders* (Err? Keep it to yourself)

(My first Ashley Kid Vivawa)

(After that I change the outfit; My current Ashley Kid Viwawa)

(My second Viwawa - Stacie Kid)


(...And those two? None other than darling Yoann Gourcuff *grins* [Not only is he charming and has long lashes BUT he's a skillful play too! And oh, IF Ratna see those pictures she'll "comment".] Yes, no more Xabi Alonso because of what he did against Chelsea! LOL!)
FOR THOSE WHO ARE ITCHING (girls only), TAKE A LOOK AT THIS.
Ricardo Kaka
Going "gaga"? HAHA. Yoann Gourcuff? Ricardo Kaka? (Who's name is actually: Ricardo Izecson dos Santos Leite but when he was young his younger brother could not pronounced "Ricardo" instead called him Caca) Gosh. HAHA.
CLICK HERE TO READ HOW TO CHOOSE A GOOD PERFUME.

BIORE SUNBLOCK. Sunblock that I am using. I feel it's light in texture and well? So far, it has been good to me. (: I can't remember how much it cost but it's less than $16.
For those who uses makeup, it might be a good makeup base too - I encourage others to use mineral makeup. Even though it's costly! Yes, maybe in the near future I should get one. Think of your skin in the long term. I'm working on my skin. I know I don't really have good skin but I can say it's much better now than in 2006 (though towards the end of 2006 it somehow got better).
It's difficult when you're in puberty stage, anything can just erupt. I try to keep my stress level and anger at bay most of the time and as usual drink plenty of water!
ANYWAY, I was looking at my mobile phone just now (sadly,I'm using back my previous phone Sony Ericsson W810i as my STUPID NOKIA 6500s is giving me problems!) and I found out that I had quite a few videos and some of them are really funny. HAHA. One of them is that I recorded had Faiz in it.
Not forgetting I had a few of Fiqah's videos too. Gosh, those days. I miss them! But I have a few recent ones that I recorded last week. Boy, it was funny I tell you. Hmm? Now I'm thinking if I should upload Faiz' video. *wonders*
OH WELL,
I'm off now...
Peace out~
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠2:36:00 am♠
// D: Illusionist

+ Diane
+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist
+ 0ctober 4th 1990
+ Libra
+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)
+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School  (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)
BLUE IS THE COLOUR
// What does your sleeping position says about you?
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What Your Sleeping Position Says
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You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
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// What's your love type
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Your Love Type: ISFJ
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The Nurturer
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Best matches: ESTP or ESFP
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// Are you too picky when it comes to men?
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You Are Picky When it Counts
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Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
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// What kind of sexy girl are you?
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You Are Fun Sexy
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You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
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// What kind of girl are you?
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You are a Brainy Girl!
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Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
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// Are you spoiled?
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You Are 24% Spoiled
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You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
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// What flavour Pocky are you?
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You Are Flan Pocky
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Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!
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// Could you be violent?
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There's a Chance You Could Be Violent
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Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.
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// Speed test
95 words Speed test