Oh boy, what a way to end your 2008 when you are in "pain". Yes, I am suffering in pain now. Ulcers and my tongue hurts! Damn, do you know how pain can that be? I talk lesser now and I don't feel like eating somehow because of that as it HURTS!



Hur hur hur! How sad?? However, if looking on the brighter side 2008 has been quite a good year for me. Hopefully 2009 will be a good year for me too.



HOWEVER, I have to start my 2009 with a CRAZY HECTIC WEEK. Yes, I have to and I feel like "can I just give up now?" upon looking at the schedule (The Grease Musical) that was given to me earlier on today!



SO LONG HOURS and I CAN'T ENJOY IT (well? If you look at it that way and put it that way and feel "Oh my god, this is hell" or "Ok, that's a challenge").



Seriously, I'm not sure if I can be really strong (or let's put it this way YES, DIANE IS THE BEST I KNOW - LOL! Ok, I was just kidding) as we start early and end late at night. I am just afraid health will take it's toil and that we become sick and that might affect us. Will it? I HOPE I WON'T FALL SICK (and also to the rest of the crew and cast)!



2008 has been wonderful so far. I may not end on a really HIGH note [read above; as I'm in pain], however am pleased with my Final Year Examination results.



Ok, let me have a recap to what I did in 2008:



+ Hmm? What happened in January? Oh, back to school. Boohoo! I was like "Boy,I can't believe it's 2008! Second year already. Oh my, time flies!"



+ February? Hmm... Oh, this year is a leap year. On the 29th of February went to take neoprints with my two good friends - Fiqah and Naqiah. (: I guess that's the only neoprint we had together (as in the three of us together).



+ March - Errr... I can't recall much. Oh no! HAHA. Yes, I'm thinking now. Ok,I'm actually checking my previous post. Hmm? Ok, I just realise I had quite a number of media during that month. Wow. HAHA. Had videos and pictures. Hmm, interesting to have that on my blog. THEREFORE, you cannot say I have too many WORDS! (Muahahaha!)


+ April - Hmm... Actually April seems to be a fun month. I'm looking at my previous entry (April entry) and I feel that I had lots of interesting things eh? HAHA. Check it out. April 2008


I remember at Seoul Garden when some couldn't recognise me. I looked at them and they look at me wondering who I am - "Eh, who is that?" when someone told them you can sit at that table (the table that myself and Xiaoqiang [Angie] were sitting at along with Berwin)


That was kind of funny somehow as the lights weren't so bright, a little dim and I was wearing contact lens, straighten my hair and ok, wore some makeup (Hey,no big deal. I didn't use too much either and I don't often use it, I only use it on certain occasions) when they say "That's Diane" reaction was "Huh?! DIANE???". HAHAHAHA.



+ May - Chelsea sacked Avram Grant. My 300th entry and I bought a few The Body Shop in that month. HAHA.



+ June - Had my examinations. 5th of June! Hmm... After that it was holidays for me and oh, I won free tickets to watch "Kungfu Panda" and "The Incredible Hulk". First 150 get free tickets to watch those and I'm among the 150 people! HAHA. Hmm? There were two people that I watched with. "Kungfu Panda", I watched it with Brainer and "The Incredible Hulk" I watched it with Fiqah.


Fiqah's my savior. HAHA. As Brainer had to leave and I asked Bernie to come down quick as the next screening is at 3pm which was like about 20 to 30 minutes time. Sadly, he could not come down as he had something on last minute and also, I asked him last minute. That was UNEXPECTED seriously. HAHA.


Hmm, ok... In the end, I decided to text Fiqah. Actually, I want her to go with me to catch those two movies but she didn't want to. Boohoo! Ok, in the end she watched with me. *grins*


Coincidentally, she happened to live not so far away from Orchard (Cathay Cineleisure) and also, she just finished showering. How cool was that? Totally.



+ July - A bit of a rollercoaster ride for me. There were times whereby I'm really really angry at something. Went to watch "Get Smart" with Faiz, Irsyad and Fiqah. Hmm? Now I'm thinking if that was the last movie I watch in the cinemas? Hmm... Ehhhhh, no. That wasn't. HAHA.



+ August - National Day! HAHA. Also, it was my cousin's wedding on National Day itself. Hmm... Reflect back about myself when I was young and now. HAHA. More of like comparing how I looked! Hmm? Bought new pair of shoes. Yes, Adidas sleek series. (BUT now, some paint came off a little! Grr! You should look at the photos that I took when I first bought it, SO NEW AND SUPER ATTRACTIVE. LOL.) It was also a bit of up and down during that month.



+ September - FORMULA ONE (F1) - First ever night race in Singapore. I was drooling over Kimi Raikkoneon. I still do like that lad. Charming dude with that killer eyes look at you. HAHA. Got myself Celine Dion's perfume. Fiqah and Naqiah's birthday month too. Hmm? I was out of wrapping paper and I did "something". HAHA.


Had this drama gathering. It was actually a surprise party for Hafiz Yasim and it was also fasting month! HAHA. So yeah, break fast outside and also celebrated his birthday. Sadly, the birthday cake is Banana Chocolate. I don't like banana. Boooooo!


You know, I feel that September is just like yesterday! Seriously, it feels like oh my god, time flies soooooooo FAST. It's like I can remember the things from September till today.



+ OCTOBER - Diane turns 18. Yes, I turned 18 on October 4th 2008. My mother gave birth to me on October 4th 1990 at 8.31AM. Hmm... I had this little party with my family. My mother ordered two large pizzas, some chicken wings and 100 sticks of satays! Cool huh? Love it. *grins* Hmm... Hari Raya - Went visiting with my friends too.



+ November - Stressful period? HAHA. Well, finally am done with my Final Year Project. Phew!~ That was really a pain in the ass. I didn't update that much too. HAHA. I'm also busy with test and also trying to find time to revise for my Final Year Exam.



+ DECEMBER - And finally, December. Had my Final Year Examinations. Oh boy, I was really nervous and scared somehow. I did not panic but I was really nervous. I told myself to remain calm because if I do panic, I may forget things. Remain calm and focus was what I told myself.


Hmm? Fast foward it, Christmas... Boxing Day. Hmm? Boxing Day (26th December), the day whereby my Final Year Exam results release. Boy, you know what? Few days before the result was released, I was really scared. I kept thinking of it day and night. Yes, how crazy was that? However, that all changes when I look at my results.



I FEEL I proved enough to my doubters. Yes, to those people who doubt me, I really do feel satisified now as I proved you wrong about myself. (:



I know that there are people who doubts me and I remember them like thinking highly of themselves and think that I am not up to par with them. So, who has the last laugh now? Guess what? The end result, they are not up to par with me. They lost ground and they just lose their way.



Therefore I can say I have proved you wrong. Do not judge people. (: As simple as that. I admit I kind of struggle in my first year, the first semester. I find it a little pressurising and I was trying to adapt to school and the environment around me. Oh well, to those doubters who used to doubt me, I rest my case. I'm done here as I've proved you wrong.


Oh well... As for now, I have to get through another obstacle in front of me. Oh boy, the Grease Musical is not so far away and it's going to be a hectic week for me. Yes, us cast and crew are gonna be REALLY STRESSED and EXHAUSTED. I think we are going to zombies. It's going to be a hectic week from 2nd of January to 10th of January!



*sob sob* It's a pain in the ass. What a torture and oh, I only have today and tomorrow to enjoy before I enter "Mission: POSSIBLE". Feeling the heat as a crew. First time trying as crew and oh boy, it's tough! You got to ensure that you get it right for the cast. Well? It's a two-way thing I suppose? You do your part, I do my part. Without those two, there's nothing to show for.



Urghhhhh... Whatever it is, it is kind of stressful and tiring somehow. Especially when I look at my schedule, oh boy... Long hours. Hmm? Maybe that's a time for me to 'learn' how to sleep early. I don't know if that is possible but hey - Remember "Mission: POSSIBLE". Yes, yes. That's my mission. Nothing is impossible I suppose? Though there are things that I feel are impossible (for example: bring the moon to earth, that's TOTALLY impossible).



Oh well, TAKE CARE EVERYONE! HAVE A GOOD YEAR AHEAD! May you be blessed with good health and good wealth!



WITH LOVE,

DIANE (: