Oh boy, what a way to end your 2008 when you are in "pain". Yes, I am suffering in pain now. Ulcers and my tongue hurts! Damn, do you know how pain can that be? I talk lesser now and I don't feel like eating somehow because of that as it HURTS!



Hur hur hur! How sad?? However, if looking on the brighter side 2008 has been quite a good year for me. Hopefully 2009 will be a good year for me too.



HOWEVER, I have to start my 2009 with a CRAZY HECTIC WEEK. Yes, I have to and I feel like "can I just give up now?" upon looking at the schedule (The Grease Musical) that was given to me earlier on today!



SO LONG HOURS and I CAN'T ENJOY IT (well? If you look at it that way and put it that way and feel "Oh my god, this is hell" or "Ok, that's a challenge").



Seriously, I'm not sure if I can be really strong (or let's put it this way YES, DIANE IS THE BEST I KNOW - LOL! Ok, I was just kidding) as we start early and end late at night. I am just afraid health will take it's toil and that we become sick and that might affect us. Will it? I HOPE I WON'T FALL SICK (and also to the rest of the crew and cast)!



2008 has been wonderful so far. I may not end on a really HIGH note [read above; as I'm in pain], however am pleased with my Final Year Examination results.



Ok, let me have a recap to what I did in 2008:



+ Hmm? What happened in January? Oh, back to school. Boohoo! I was like "Boy,I can't believe it's 2008! Second year already. Oh my, time flies!"



+ February? Hmm... Oh, this year is a leap year. On the 29th of February went to take neoprints with my two good friends - Fiqah and Naqiah. (: I guess that's the only neoprint we had together (as in the three of us together).



+ March - Errr... I can't recall much. Oh no! HAHA. Yes, I'm thinking now. Ok,I'm actually checking my previous post. Hmm? Ok, I just realise I had quite a number of media during that month. Wow. HAHA. Had videos and pictures. Hmm, interesting to have that on my blog. THEREFORE, you cannot say I have too many WORDS! (Muahahaha!)


+ April - Hmm... Actually April seems to be a fun month. I'm looking at my previous entry (April entry) and I feel that I had lots of interesting things eh? HAHA. Check it out. April 2008


I remember at Seoul Garden when some couldn't recognise me. I looked at them and they look at me wondering who I am - "Eh, who is that?" when someone told them you can sit at that table (the table that myself and Xiaoqiang [Angie] were sitting at along with Berwin)


That was kind of funny somehow as the lights weren't so bright, a little dim and I was wearing contact lens, straighten my hair and ok, wore some makeup (Hey,no big deal. I didn't use too much either and I don't often use it, I only use it on certain occasions) when they say "That's Diane" reaction was "Huh?! DIANE???". HAHAHAHA.



+ May - Chelsea sacked Avram Grant. My 300th entry and I bought a few The Body Shop in that month. HAHA.



+ June - Had my examinations. 5th of June! Hmm... After that it was holidays for me and oh, I won free tickets to watch "Kungfu Panda" and "The Incredible Hulk". First 150 get free tickets to watch those and I'm among the 150 people! HAHA. Hmm? There were two people that I watched with. "Kungfu Panda", I watched it with Brainer and "The Incredible Hulk" I watched it with Fiqah.


Fiqah's my savior. HAHA. As Brainer had to leave and I asked Bernie to come down quick as the next screening is at 3pm which was like about 20 to 30 minutes time. Sadly, he could not come down as he had something on last minute and also, I asked him last minute. That was UNEXPECTED seriously. HAHA.


Hmm, ok... In the end, I decided to text Fiqah. Actually, I want her to go with me to catch those two movies but she didn't want to. Boohoo! Ok, in the end she watched with me. *grins*


Coincidentally, she happened to live not so far away from Orchard (Cathay Cineleisure) and also, she just finished showering. How cool was that? Totally.



+ July - A bit of a rollercoaster ride for me. There were times whereby I'm really really angry at something. Went to watch "Get Smart" with Faiz, Irsyad and Fiqah. Hmm? Now I'm thinking if that was the last movie I watch in the cinemas? Hmm... Ehhhhh, no. That wasn't. HAHA.



+ August - National Day! HAHA. Also, it was my cousin's wedding on National Day itself. Hmm... Reflect back about myself when I was young and now. HAHA. More of like comparing how I looked! Hmm? Bought new pair of shoes. Yes, Adidas sleek series. (BUT now, some paint came off a little! Grr! You should look at the photos that I took when I first bought it, SO NEW AND SUPER ATTRACTIVE. LOL.) It was also a bit of up and down during that month.



+ September - FORMULA ONE (F1) - First ever night race in Singapore. I was drooling over Kimi Raikkoneon. I still do like that lad. Charming dude with that killer eyes look at you. HAHA. Got myself Celine Dion's perfume. Fiqah and Naqiah's birthday month too. Hmm? I was out of wrapping paper and I did "something". HAHA.


Had this drama gathering. It was actually a surprise party for Hafiz Yasim and it was also fasting month! HAHA. So yeah, break fast outside and also celebrated his birthday. Sadly, the birthday cake is Banana Chocolate. I don't like banana. Boooooo!


You know, I feel that September is just like yesterday! Seriously, it feels like oh my god, time flies soooooooo FAST. It's like I can remember the things from September till today.



+ OCTOBER - Diane turns 18. Yes, I turned 18 on October 4th 2008. My mother gave birth to me on October 4th 1990 at 8.31AM. Hmm... I had this little party with my family. My mother ordered two large pizzas, some chicken wings and 100 sticks of satays! Cool huh? Love it. *grins* Hmm... Hari Raya - Went visiting with my friends too.



+ November - Stressful period? HAHA. Well, finally am done with my Final Year Project. Phew!~ That was really a pain in the ass. I didn't update that much too. HAHA. I'm also busy with test and also trying to find time to revise for my Final Year Exam.



+ DECEMBER - And finally, December. Had my Final Year Examinations. Oh boy, I was really nervous and scared somehow. I did not panic but I was really nervous. I told myself to remain calm because if I do panic, I may forget things. Remain calm and focus was what I told myself.


Hmm? Fast foward it, Christmas... Boxing Day. Hmm? Boxing Day (26th December), the day whereby my Final Year Exam results release. Boy, you know what? Few days before the result was released, I was really scared. I kept thinking of it day and night. Yes, how crazy was that? However, that all changes when I look at my results.



I FEEL I proved enough to my doubters. Yes, to those people who doubt me, I really do feel satisified now as I proved you wrong about myself. (:



I know that there are people who doubts me and I remember them like thinking highly of themselves and think that I am not up to par with them. So, who has the last laugh now? Guess what? The end result, they are not up to par with me. They lost ground and they just lose their way.



Therefore I can say I have proved you wrong. Do not judge people. (: As simple as that. I admit I kind of struggle in my first year, the first semester. I find it a little pressurising and I was trying to adapt to school and the environment around me. Oh well, to those doubters who used to doubt me, I rest my case. I'm done here as I've proved you wrong.


Oh well... As for now, I have to get through another obstacle in front of me. Oh boy, the Grease Musical is not so far away and it's going to be a hectic week for me. Yes, us cast and crew are gonna be REALLY STRESSED and EXHAUSTED. I think we are going to zombies. It's going to be a hectic week from 2nd of January to 10th of January!



*sob sob* It's a pain in the ass. What a torture and oh, I only have today and tomorrow to enjoy before I enter "Mission: POSSIBLE". Feeling the heat as a crew. First time trying as crew and oh boy, it's tough! You got to ensure that you get it right for the cast. Well? It's a two-way thing I suppose? You do your part, I do my part. Without those two, there's nothing to show for.



Urghhhhh... Whatever it is, it is kind of stressful and tiring somehow. Especially when I look at my schedule, oh boy... Long hours. Hmm? Maybe that's a time for me to 'learn' how to sleep early. I don't know if that is possible but hey - Remember "Mission: POSSIBLE". Yes, yes. That's my mission. Nothing is impossible I suppose? Though there are things that I feel are impossible (for example: bring the moon to earth, that's TOTALLY impossible).



Oh well, TAKE CARE EVERYONE! HAVE A GOOD YEAR AHEAD! May you be blessed with good health and good wealth!



WITH LOVE,

DIANE (:

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

"Diane is such a lazy blogger!"



I DISAGREE! HAHA. Ok, maybe I have been lazy lately after my examinations. Boohoo! Hey, at least I'm updating it now.

Anyway, I have not been feeling so well since Sunday. In fact, on Friday I feel a little unwell but as the day progresses, I felt better but who knew on Sunday it came back again?



I feel so crazy on Friday. Don't know why too. Was really hyper on that day even though I'm actually tired! Yes, I am. I slept for like 1 hour again. (Few days ago I slept for 1 hour too!)



It seems like I have some trouble sleeping lately. Trouble as in, TO SLEEP EARLY. Boohoo! Sunday was bad, my body was aching a little and it feels 'heavy'. It's warm and I don't feel that good. My head is in a spin and oh boy, I'm hoping that I'll get better soon. I feel a little better than yesterday but still I wouldn't say I'm 100 percent well. Probably 75 to 85 percent.



Grr... How annoying can that be?? It seems like nobody knows about it (my family that is!) as I have been keeping it to myself. So far I can say I am blessed with good health this year. Just a few hiccups along the way only. Nothing major.



Hopefully, next year I will be blessed with good health again. Thank god for keeping me healthy (95 percent of the time) and you know what? This year I have been surrounded with all the sick people! Thankfully, I am strong enough to hold on and not fall sick. *grins*



So that's the reason why I should be thankful. I hope to end my year on a high note. As this year has been quite fantastic so far. I really would love to end on a high note. That would be a bonus to me.



I feel I have been working hard this year. (Ok, at times I am lazy but I guess I'm mostly hardworking in certain ways)



Confident huh? Well, to reflect on it... I feel so far I have done quite alright even though at times I feel that I could have done better. Looking on the brighter side, I have to remain optimist. I am an optimist but sometimes you can get a little carried away and feel that you could have done better. What's the word? Disappointed.



At times, you tell yourself you are going to achieve this target but when one does not go your way and that you feel you could have done better you somehow feel disappointed and maybe regret I guess? I felt that way a few times because I am dying to achieve the target and when it's OK (wouldn't say a bad outcome but you feel that you could have done way better!), you still feel a little upset, agree?



Maybe some might say - "I have done my best". Sometimes by doing "your best", you feel you could have done much much much better. Well? I do feel that way at times. Oh well, can't deny that.



Hmm? Have you ever feel that sometimes some people talk without thinking and offend others? I feel sometimes we have to control and be tactful with our choice of words so as to not offend the other. Ok, maybe at times I may be the "offender" but I MOSTLY remind myself that I have to be tactful.



You like it or not, some might say "WHAT? I AM JUST BEING STRAIGHTFORWARD ONLY."



Yes, it's good to be STRAIGHTFORWARD. However, being too straightforward at times is a bad thing. I feel one should learn how to be tactful. Had it been you, would you be pleased? I mean, just put yourself in the other's position. How would you feel if you were in that position?



I am not an angel. I make mistakes in life too but I always tell myself to try and understand the situation and be tactful. Not everyone is fortunate and if the other doesn't have what you have, you should cherish it.



Some friends think that I am spoiled. Getting what I want and all. THAT IS NOT TRUE. I feel I am quite disciplined and I only ask my father for things when I need it or it's a MUST to have it. Only sometimes (once a blue moon), only then I will ask him to buy for me something that I want.



Therefore, those people who said that I'm spoiled are wrong to say that because I am not. I feel I am a disciplined person and it's not as if I owned designers' goods (think: LV, Gucci, Prada, Coach, etc).



Those that I have are those that most people can afford. Even sometimes I go for cheap buys and I usually like to buy my clothes when they are on sale. Only sometimes I buy when they are not on sale.



I feel I am wrongly judged. I am a smart shopper I feel. I usually buy when it's on sale that way I get to save more and get more.



Whatever I have typed are just things that came to my mind and things that I encountered. I don't want anyone later on saying if I am refering to them or anything like that. (:



Oh well, anyway... Lately I am a bit addicted to Viwawa. I created an account in February this year but only recently I started playing it. Weird huh? HAHA.







I am nuts about that game. Boohoo! HAHA. Well? Yesterday (Monday), I did not play it. See, I can resist. It's all in the mind. EVEN THOUGH IT MAY TEMPT YOU. Resist the temptation. HAHA. What can you not resist? HAHA. *wonders* (Err? Keep it to yourself)







(My first Ashley Kid Vivawa)







(After that I change the outfit; My current Ashley Kid Viwawa)







(My second Viwawa - Stacie Kid)








(...And those two? None other than darling Yoann Gourcuff *grins* [Not only is he charming and has long lashes BUT he's a skillful play too! And oh, IF Ratna see those pictures she'll "comment".] Yes, no more Xabi Alonso because of what he did against Chelsea! LOL!)



FOR THOSE WHO ARE ITCHING (girls only), TAKE A LOOK AT THIS.

Ricardo Kaka


Going "gaga"? HAHA. Yoann Gourcuff? Ricardo Kaka? (Who's name is actually: Ricardo Izecson dos Santos Leite but when he was young his younger brother could not pronounced "Ricardo" instead called him Caca) Gosh. HAHA.



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BIORE SUNBLOCK. Sunblock that I am using. I feel it's light in texture and well? So far, it has been good to me. (: I can't remember how much it cost but it's less than $16.



For those who uses makeup, it might be a good makeup base too - I encourage others to use mineral makeup. Even though it's costly! Yes, maybe in the near future I should get one. Think of your skin in the long term. I'm working on my skin. I know I don't really have good skin but I can say it's much better now than in 2006 (though towards the end of 2006 it somehow got better).



It's difficult when you're in puberty stage, anything can just erupt. I try to keep my stress level and anger at bay most of the time and as usual drink plenty of water!



ANYWAY, I was looking at my mobile phone just now (sadly,I'm using back my previous phone Sony Ericsson W810i as my STUPID NOKIA 6500s is giving me problems!) and I found out that I had quite a few videos and some of them are really funny. HAHA. One of them is that I recorded had Faiz in it.



Not forgetting I had a few of Fiqah's videos too. Gosh, those days. I miss them! But I have a few recent ones that I recorded last week. Boy, it was funny I tell you. Hmm? Now I'm thinking if I should upload Faiz' video. *wonders*



OH WELL,

I'm off now...


Peace out~

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Goodbye PL0701B/PL0701Q



It's over. To be exact - My FINAL YEAR examination ended like a week ago (5th December), just one day, one paper but it's more like "One opportunity, one outcome".



It's holidays for me now. It's a long long one I would say.



Before I go any further, I would like to wish all my classmates - All the best in everything they do and that I really cherish those memories.



This is by far the best class. Hmm? Ok, I do like my secondary classmates BUT I do dislike some of them.



Minus those that I dislike and all, it's a good class actually and yes, my lower secondary Form Teacher - Ms Sherly Lim was a really Form Teacher (upper secondary she's my SCIENCE TEACHER! Mind you, she actually only teaches the Express class Science! So I guess I was fortunate to have a really good teacher teaching me Science).



Not forgetting - my lower secondary Science teacher - Ms Millicent Chua. She's a good teacher.



My upper secondary Form Teacher - Mr James Tan was a really nice form teacher. I guess whoever gets him as their Form Teacher should be fortunate.



He's very caring and understanding Form Teacher. Not forgetting - patient! HAHA.



Oh well, I guess those teachers that has taught me were really nice people. (Maybe just one or two along the way that I don't fancy that much but hey, look on the brighter side!)



Ok, before I get carried away I would like to tell everyone that I'm really fortunate to have Mr Desmond See as my Class Advisor. (I'm not bragging ok! *grins* I know those who might know him would go "DARN! YOU'RE SO LUCKY!" - oh, someone ever did say that actually.)



Anyway, he's a really nice Class Advisor. Patient and approachable. I am pleased to have him as my Class Advisor and I guess I'm fortunate too.



The memories of PL0701B/Q will always be kept close to my heart. Thanks for the memories and let us not forget each other. Do keep in touch!



Yes, I am not someone who forgets my friends just like that. I still remember my primary school and secondary school friends! Oh, maybe those that I don't often talk to, I may forget BUT if you tell me your name and all I'll remember. Why is that so? WELL! Some people their physical appearance change! HAHA. So yeah, it's hard to recognise. (:



I hope Fiqah doesn't forget me! HAHA. I will definitely not forget her. (Fiqah - Always 'bullies' me in a nice way [can be mean sometimes in a jokingly manner], helpful, can be hyper [evil?],nice and will always remember the times during Drama - definitely fun.) I also did not forget my secondary school best pal - Angie (Xiaoqiang)!



Of course... I also remember my good pal - Naqiah. (: (Don't say I forget you! I did not!)



Even though, "Aliveman" (Amelia) was with the class for the first 6 months of last year, I still remember all the good times we had. Especially the eraser thing and the 1901 hotdog!




Angie and I ("Smile!")






Fiqah ("Wow, that item really impressed me!")






Naqiah (Playful, eh? Oops!)



Aww... Why must all good things come to an end? Well, our friendship definitely hasn't end! (It's strong! ...and will always be!) (:



Gosh, I can't believe it's December and soon it'll be January. Boohoo! 2008 has come and is going to go really soon. *sob* *sob*



Oh well... I guess you got to cherish everything that you have and make good use of it. (:



Alright, before I end my entry, would like to say that a new blogskin will be up soon. HOWEVER! I need the help of you guys to help me decide which skin is better. Soon, I'll be uploading pictures of the two skin, help me choose which skin that you think is better. CAN? CAN?? I'M COUNTING ON YOU SO MAKE SURE YOU DO A GOOD JOB! (:



T.I.A! //That is: THANKS IN ADVANCE!



I'm off now~

Peace out~ ♥