A reflection of my life, is it good or bad?



Who doesn't like flawless skin? I am missing it. I used to have but as you know, we go through puberty. When I look back at some of my pictures, I then asked myself, where and how did it become like that?



When I was in Primary 5, Primary 6, Secondary 1 it wasn't that bad. Just a few pimples, the ones that will go away after a while. I guess my face got worst when I was in Secondary 2 (2004) but ok, I should be thankful that when I was in Secondary 4 towards the end of the year, it got a little better. Now? Well, compared to last time... It's better I would say. At least these days my pimples don't pop too often. Just once a while but I guess if it's that time of the month it might be a little bit more than usual.



Yesterday, I had this skin analysis and I'm able to see some of my pimples or pimples that are about to appear. Also saw that my skin is a bit pinkish and reddish that's because I have sensitive skin. I have oily skin but I guess the inner one isn't as oily as I thought. Well? Doesn't seem to be that very or should I say "super" oily as I thought it would be. Hmm? Ok, compared to my mother, I had more collagen than her. HAHA.



Ok, what can you expect? She's older and I'm younger. Of course I have more than her. Good to have it but I don't like the fats on my cheeks. Yes, I have fats on my cheeks. Boohoo! (Collagen: Collagen makes skin stronger, thicker and more supple, which is what makes skin smooth, firm and strong - and young looking.)



However, due to imperfections (pimples), my skin doesn't seem that smooth but I can tell you it's soft. *grins* Even though I may have imperfections on my face, I still think my face is quite soft and my skin texture isn't really that rough. Don't think so? Well, you can feel it but with a clean hand! (:



Products that I bought yesterday at Sasa (was being recommended to that product). Boohoo! Heartache. Very costly as it's $52.90 each but they were having promotion.







However, the gel cleanser I guess I could use it for quite a long time. Say probably... 6 months? You don't have to put a lot. Just a 5-cent coin size would do. Usually a cleanser (that I use) would last 2 to 3 months. [You do the math - $52.90/6; still quite costly] The toner may last 3 to 4 months but I may be wrong about it.



Having said that... I lack of one thing. I lack of rest - sleep. Yes, I have a bad habit of sleeping late and get less rest though at times I do have lots of rest. Well, it's very bad. I got to learn to sleep earlier. Yes, earlier. You can't just say "I WANT TO SLEEP EARLY", right? Got to tell yourself to sleep earlier then once you get a hang of it, you'll eventually sleep early. HAHA.



Hmm? To think about it, I don't think that's ever going to happen. It's been part of me. (BUT I hate looking tired at times, it can really show on your face which also makes you look "older" at times.)



When I was young, I was told by my parents that I sleep quite late. Probably between 12AM to 1AM and wakes up at 9 or 10AM the next day. Gosh. My parents went to the doctor and asked them why and the doctor told them that I'm an active kid. Could also be that either parents like to sleep late. Therefore the child's like that. There's good and bad to it. Young kid sleep so late. Oh my. (Blame my dad? Oops. Since he likes to sleep late. Ok, I'm just like him. Sleeps late, always using the computer, can sleep for more than 8 hours or sometimes lack of sleep. Oh god.)



In future if I have a child, I will ensure that my child doesn't follows me. I want my child to be a good kid (Ahem! Just like me. I'm a good girl, ok?) but doesn't want my child to have bad temper (Sadly, I have). It'll be nice if my child in future has some good attributes that's like me. Oops. HAHA. Ok, the only minus point about me back then is that my teachers (Primary 1 to 4) has to call to complain that I'm talkative or that I'm struggling with the Chinese language). Funny thing is that in Secondary, my teacher thinks I'm quiet. Probably, I'm quiet during lessons but during breaks I'm talkative.



I'm always a good girl. (Ahem! Self-praise? Hey, that's fact) *grins* I don't get into trouble and I even got recognition of doing something good when I was in Primary 2 (1998). The principal asked me and my friend to stand in front of the hall and we got praises from the principal. That moment, I was nervous but at the same time, I felt proud of myself. I don't think anyone could remember that (except for Zi Kai [because he was the one doing some "act"] and Jasmine [because she was with me that day and we witness some "act"]).



Well? There are ups and downs in life. The downs were really sour I would say and the ups were really a memory to me. It leaves me that "feel good" feeling.



To get 2nd prize in a skit competiion that I acted all by myself (Yes,solo) as the Hansel & Gratel's witch, was really an achievement and I was only in Primary 1 (1997) then. Some people recognised me and it was somewhat a good feeling. I remember when I go to the toilet, there were some girls like "Hey! You're the one acted as the witch right?"



Definitely a feel good feeling. I guess I have to be content with whatever I have. You can't have everything in life. I'm not as if someone very gorgeous or the smartest but I guess I should look on the brighter side.



♥ I'm given a brain - To think, to reflect and to question myself.

♥ I'm given a pair of eyes - To see all the good and bad things in life, to observe things around, to be able to witness all the beautiful moments.

♥ I'm given a pair of ears - To listen to the beautiful sound and music in life, to listen to your melodicious voice.

♥ I'm given a nose - To breathe, to smell the greatness in life.

♥ I'm given a mouth - To voice my opinion, to eat the good food, to kiss and to bless others.


More like poetry-kind (above)? HAHA. Something that comes to mind. The experience in my life simply makes me an even better person and I just want to be a good person. I don't see the reason why I should be "BAD" or a wannabe to be bad.



Being BAD is not my nature. I'm not brought up that way. I know I am not an angel. I sometimes curse and swear using my mouth. Eyeballing others with my eyes and ignoring to what others got to say by "shutting" my ears. Yes, I have bad temper at times. I'm sorry but I'm not perfect and I make mistakes in life, just like you.



However, that doesn't mean I have to go with the flow. I don't like people doing what others are doing. I mean, it's your opinion to say whatever you want and your decision to do things your way but I just feel, you got to have an identity. It's pretty on the eye to see those Japanese girls with their falsies and the contact lens that make their eyes look round and big but if everyone is doing so, it gets a bit tiring.



I as a female, am tired of looking at it. It's pretty I would say but if everyone wants to look the same, then it's boring. Where's that uniqueness? (: I'm sure some of you guys there would criticise me for saying that. Well? So be it. I mean, just think about it.



Looking good definitely is a confidence booster. Who doesn't want to look and feel good? However, what's even more important is the person you are. You have to be humble. Though last time in Secondary, some people that doesn't like me calls me arrogant and all. I'm not like that. I always tell myself to be humble but if act like some kind of big-shot and goes around calling people names (I was patient actually, but if one does that all the time, can you remain that patient?) if one doesn't want to listen to you, I think I should not respect you. Simple - because you didn't respect me, scum.



BUT what can I do about it? This is life and there'll surely have such people around. How idiotic? At times you simply feel like beating such person up. Hmm? What about torture? HAHA! Ok, I don't want to sound sadist but I guess at times it makes you feel like torturing that person and make the person feel the pain slowly. Let that person be in pain (but hey! That person is a pain in the "you know where").



Ok, enough. Don't want to turn into a sadist.



Anyway, here are some videos. Enjoy!~



Lately I've been urging to listen to british boyband Blue songs. Darn. I miss them! Aww... Delicious DUNCAN. Oops~ Hmm? Second on my list would be Lee Ryan and Simon. Then again, Anthony's quite alright too. Ok, they are all quite charming guys. HAHA. Hey, at least I'm being honest. *grins*





"Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word" - Blue featuring [sir] Elton John. I'm kind of hooked to it again. Was hooked to it at one point and now I'm hooked again. Aww...





"All Rise" - Blue ♠ Was a favourite. I remember watching the video on MTV and I like the song.





"Fly By" - Blue (My favourite BLUE song); Ain't Duncan hot in the video? XD





"If You Come Back" - Blue; I like that song too.





+*OK, Italian corner ahead (Ok, some English songs too)*+
Hmm? Remember Eiffel 65? Bloom 06 - REMEMBER THE NAME. Yup, that's the new name. No more Eiffel 65. A new chapter, a new name. Title: "Un'Altra Come Te", from their new album "Crash Test 02".





Hmm? They have an English version too. Guess what? REMEMBER "Blue (Da Ba Dee)"? That famous song in the late 90s; 1999 - 2000. They have a remix version of it. A remake. HAHA. (NOTE: Eiffel 65 - is more of dance,electronic whereas Bloom 06 is more of pop,alternative, electronic; ...and I LIKE.




Tada!~ The remake of it. What's your take on it? I think it's quite alright.





"Blue (Da Ba Dee)" the original one - when they were Eiffel 65.





That's English: "Fall" - Bloom 06 (reminds me of Depeche Mode in a way)



Another English one too.


"Welcome To The Zoo" - Bloom 06 (This one is not bad)





"Here We Are" - Bloom 06



Capello - in Italian is "Hair". Just got to know actually and Cappello is "hat". However I know "vita" means life and "tu" is you. HAHA. There's this Subsonica song with the "Vita" at the front. Makes me remember easily, just like "Tu" and "Strade"? It actually mean roads; "strada" - road. HAHA. Subsonica's "Strade" is one my favourite songs.



And here's Trance,Electronic,Dance - Yeah, baby yeah!~ Trance baby trance!




"In My Memory" - Tiësto





I may have posted this video in my previous entries - but I can't remember if I did. Oh well, heck! Anyway - "Adagio For Strings" (Live), one of my favourite Tiesto songs.





I like this one. "Rain Down On Me" - Tiesto featuring Kane





"Traffic" - Tiesto (May have posted this in my previous entries)





"Human" - Carpark North [Those who played FIFA 07 and FIFA Online 2 might have heard this song]



Ok, before I end, I'll just like to say that Middlesbrough 0 - CHELSEA 5! (Salomon Kalou (2), Juliano Belletti [yet again with another stunner], Frank Lampard and Florent Malouda - Hurray! Come on you BLUES! *grins*)



Alright,
Peace out~ [Boohoo! Tomorrow's Monday! It's back to school again...]