Do you believe in karma?



I do but to those that doesn't, well... That's just my opinion and my point of view. Everyone is different and you cannot expect everyone to be the same.



It is f-ing annoying when one tries to "crush" you indirectly. I've learnt to be much more calmer these days. If it was eight years ago, I think I would just blow up easily. Yes, eight years ago I was really a hot-tempered person. If people says that I am still hot tempered, well? It's better now. Eight years ago was probably much worst.



So you see, as you grow older... You become much more wiser. However, I still feel I have a lot to learn and understand.



However, what frustrates me and makes me sadden is that I always encounter such freaks. I wonder if it's right to use freaks. (Already being nice to say freaks. To be frank, from the bottom of my heart I wanted to use another word but since I'm always keeping my blog clean, I shall not use that.) Such idiotic scum (yes, I mean it), I don't know why I'm just unlucky to meet I guess? WHY WHY WHY?



WELL? What can I say? You gain some, you lose some. WHATEVER. *roll eyes* (I'm really fed up)



Then again, looking on the brighter side... There are some nice people around me and I appreciate them. Hmm? Then, when I think about it... I just can't stand the thought of me facing those kind of people that I despise most of the time.



There and then, I just wonder to myself... WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE ALL THESE? I'm just sad and hurt. I may not show it but deep down inside, it can be painful but I'm always fighting hard to keep it at bay and think of the positive.



Hmm? Sometimes it seems like an impossible task to do as it's really too much. That's how I feel about it. Too much to the extend I just feel like ... Well? I wouldn't use the terms "emo" but probably feel like breaking down.



I just feel like torturing those scums. Sounds evil? Ha! I'm sure it's nothing to them. You know... Enough is enough. As far as I am concerned, I sometimes feel that some people are simply a "F-ing ***hole".



I am simply tired. I hate it so much. I hate it to the core. It sucks and what can I do about it? I cannot prevent such people but I am cursing right now to why I have to put up with such things most of the time. Sometimes being patient doesn't pay off. I really wonder how long more can I tolerate? I guess it's a matter of time.



As things are as it is, I think I prefer the calm Diane than a monster D. Monster D is totally harsh and evil. The reason why I tell myself to control myself is that I don't want to get angry for all the wrong reasons. It's bad for health and it drains your energy but if things are getting out of hand and "things" go against you for no bloody reason, I think it's tempting to just revert to that monsterous state but no, control yourself.



I MAY BE - Annoying sometimes, talkative, loud blah blah blah what have you but... THAT DOESN'T MEAN I AM ALWAYS LIKE THAT or that's the package that I am. Do you truly know me that well?



Do you know who I really am? I can't stand people who judge people without even knowing them that well. Ok, maybe sometimes I am guilty of that BUT... I always remind myself that I can't do that. At least I'm putting an effort to make it stop and it's also bad because just think: "IF YOU WERE IN THAT SITUATION, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL?"



I BLOODY HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE GO: "Stop acting like a goody good girl!"



I am not a perfect person nor am I a perfectionist anyway. I'm an average person, a mere [bloody] human being just like every[bloody]else. WHAT MAKES ME ANGRY is when people say that. Come on you fool! I'm not trying to act. You know what? I feel like strangling whoever who says that.



Yeah, so what if you are a devil? Is that a big bloody deal? More DEVILISH THAN ME, so what? Do I look like I bloody care? Then again, if one is very angry... I think one could also turn into a devil so stop saying such thing. It's really STUPID.



If you don't like what you're reading, just close this window. Anyway, why read this entry in the first place if you don't bloody like what you're reading? You see, the thing is... Some people simply got nothing better to do. Always wanting to hurt others, always think it's funny and always think it's a joke. Tell me what is so funny and what is a joke?



You don't have to define. I know what is a joke but to "JOKE" (in your terms) by hurting someone, do you think that's funny? Only a heartless creature would say "yes" to that. Sheesh. Wait till someone does that to you then you know. Yeah, yeah... Some might say: "Do lah. I also so used to it. It's nothing." HA! Stop saying it's nothing.



I think if they do say that, I think it's best to torture them. Seriously, no joke. Make them bleed and suffer. Feel the pain, how is it? Feeling the pain? Still not pain?



Up the tempo. Raise the bar (the level of pain) and make them feel more pain. SERIOUSLY, I simply can't stand this kind of heartless creature(s). If they are so heartless and cruel, we too should make them suffer and just tell them off - "OH, I WAS JUST JOKING. DON'T TAKE IT SERIOUSLY". How does it feels??



*roll eyes* Sheesh. I am just so fed up. I am just sick and tired. It is sickening. I don't understand why there are such bas*****. No offences to the male gender but some that I've came across are simply the ones that I don't wish to meet. I feel that some simply love treating others like an "object". I TOTALLY HATE THAT KIND.



Come on, all I'm asking for is RESPECT. If you want people to respect you, you got to learn how to respect others. You think that you're king, you think that you're the best... You think that you're the most powerful person on earth. ^$@%!#^! - F * * K. All I can say is - Get a life! You sick bas****. (You are nothing, curse you! ; Not you the person who's reading but to what I mentioned above.)



I can't stand some guys who behave that way. I'm not saying all guys are like that. DON'T GET ME WRONG. I don't mean that way. I'm just refering to some. Some that I came across. How annoying can that be? I am not scared but come on, where's the respect?



...And whatever it is, "FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHTS". You shouldn't let people take advantage of you. However when people keep quiet [and tolerate] that doesn't mean they're scared. They're just trying to be patient but I'm pretty sure if that bubble burst, it won't be a nice scenario.



I just can't take it anymore that I have to type these out. I feel better and I want others to know how I truly feel. It's pointless to keep it to myself all the time. (Of course some things you can never say) ...BUT I feel that this that I'm typing, others should know how I feel.



I don't want to be one who wears a "mask" to fake it all. I just want to be real. The person that I really am and when people say: Talkative, noisy, loud... Blah blah... What have you?



Well? I can be quiet too. I'm also a listener lending my ears to others. It's frustrating. IF I can try and understand other people situation or feelings, why can't they? I just want the same treatment. If I can, why can't you do the same? It's sad really, when you try and understand other people but others don't understand you.



Oh well... I always have lots of thoughts just that I don't spill it out. Now that I have done so from my inner soul, I just don't know what to say. I have a lot of things to say but I just don't know where to begin. All I'm asking for is peace and respect. I am not asking for your money even though money is important in life but there are other important things in life too. (For instance your loved ones)


However, im my own opinion, what matters the most is to be a good person, to have good people around NOT evil. In other words, the environment that you're in. It will be better if you are surrounded by nice, lovely people. Then again, you can't have everyone like that.



IF only we could just kill evil off but that will never be possible. Sheesh. Whatever, I can't be bothered. It's your life, it's your choice. Do what you like and if you want to die young... Go ahead, it isn't my problem. I am just sick and tired of witnessing and experiencing such lowly class things. Oh my. When will the EVIL realise? I bet they will never realise. [IN FACT] EVIL ARE EVIL themselves.



Ahhh heck! Whatever, I don't give a damn.



You can run, you can rot... You may choose to die too if that's what you're dying for. I'm not bothered. Bahhhhhhh!


What's your problem? I'm just pleased with who I am. Say whatever you want because my ears aren't listening. To hell to those scum. I'm just so sick and tired with all these things. It's just like tape continuously rewinding.



Oh fish *roll eyes*, will it just bloody stop already?