Do you believe in karma?



I do but to those that doesn't, well... That's just my opinion and my point of view. Everyone is different and you cannot expect everyone to be the same.



It is f-ing annoying when one tries to "crush" you indirectly. I've learnt to be much more calmer these days. If it was eight years ago, I think I would just blow up easily. Yes, eight years ago I was really a hot-tempered person. If people says that I am still hot tempered, well? It's better now. Eight years ago was probably much worst.



So you see, as you grow older... You become much more wiser. However, I still feel I have a lot to learn and understand.



However, what frustrates me and makes me sadden is that I always encounter such freaks. I wonder if it's right to use freaks. (Already being nice to say freaks. To be frank, from the bottom of my heart I wanted to use another word but since I'm always keeping my blog clean, I shall not use that.) Such idiotic scum (yes, I mean it), I don't know why I'm just unlucky to meet I guess? WHY WHY WHY?



WELL? What can I say? You gain some, you lose some. WHATEVER. *roll eyes* (I'm really fed up)



Then again, looking on the brighter side... There are some nice people around me and I appreciate them. Hmm? Then, when I think about it... I just can't stand the thought of me facing those kind of people that I despise most of the time.



There and then, I just wonder to myself... WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE ALL THESE? I'm just sad and hurt. I may not show it but deep down inside, it can be painful but I'm always fighting hard to keep it at bay and think of the positive.



Hmm? Sometimes it seems like an impossible task to do as it's really too much. That's how I feel about it. Too much to the extend I just feel like ... Well? I wouldn't use the terms "emo" but probably feel like breaking down.



I just feel like torturing those scums. Sounds evil? Ha! I'm sure it's nothing to them. You know... Enough is enough. As far as I am concerned, I sometimes feel that some people are simply a "F-ing ***hole".



I am simply tired. I hate it so much. I hate it to the core. It sucks and what can I do about it? I cannot prevent such people but I am cursing right now to why I have to put up with such things most of the time. Sometimes being patient doesn't pay off. I really wonder how long more can I tolerate? I guess it's a matter of time.



As things are as it is, I think I prefer the calm Diane than a monster D. Monster D is totally harsh and evil. The reason why I tell myself to control myself is that I don't want to get angry for all the wrong reasons. It's bad for health and it drains your energy but if things are getting out of hand and "things" go against you for no bloody reason, I think it's tempting to just revert to that monsterous state but no, control yourself.



I MAY BE - Annoying sometimes, talkative, loud blah blah blah what have you but... THAT DOESN'T MEAN I AM ALWAYS LIKE THAT or that's the package that I am. Do you truly know me that well?



Do you know who I really am? I can't stand people who judge people without even knowing them that well. Ok, maybe sometimes I am guilty of that BUT... I always remind myself that I can't do that. At least I'm putting an effort to make it stop and it's also bad because just think: "IF YOU WERE IN THAT SITUATION, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL?"



I BLOODY HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE GO: "Stop acting like a goody good girl!"



I am not a perfect person nor am I a perfectionist anyway. I'm an average person, a mere [bloody] human being just like every[bloody]else. WHAT MAKES ME ANGRY is when people say that. Come on you fool! I'm not trying to act. You know what? I feel like strangling whoever who says that.



Yeah, so what if you are a devil? Is that a big bloody deal? More DEVILISH THAN ME, so what? Do I look like I bloody care? Then again, if one is very angry... I think one could also turn into a devil so stop saying such thing. It's really STUPID.



If you don't like what you're reading, just close this window. Anyway, why read this entry in the first place if you don't bloody like what you're reading? You see, the thing is... Some people simply got nothing better to do. Always wanting to hurt others, always think it's funny and always think it's a joke. Tell me what is so funny and what is a joke?



You don't have to define. I know what is a joke but to "JOKE" (in your terms) by hurting someone, do you think that's funny? Only a heartless creature would say "yes" to that. Sheesh. Wait till someone does that to you then you know. Yeah, yeah... Some might say: "Do lah. I also so used to it. It's nothing." HA! Stop saying it's nothing.



I think if they do say that, I think it's best to torture them. Seriously, no joke. Make them bleed and suffer. Feel the pain, how is it? Feeling the pain? Still not pain?



Up the tempo. Raise the bar (the level of pain) and make them feel more pain. SERIOUSLY, I simply can't stand this kind of heartless creature(s). If they are so heartless and cruel, we too should make them suffer and just tell them off - "OH, I WAS JUST JOKING. DON'T TAKE IT SERIOUSLY". How does it feels??



*roll eyes* Sheesh. I am just so fed up. I am just sick and tired. It is sickening. I don't understand why there are such bas*****. No offences to the male gender but some that I've came across are simply the ones that I don't wish to meet. I feel that some simply love treating others like an "object". I TOTALLY HATE THAT KIND.



Come on, all I'm asking for is RESPECT. If you want people to respect you, you got to learn how to respect others. You think that you're king, you think that you're the best... You think that you're the most powerful person on earth. ^$@%!#^! - F * * K. All I can say is - Get a life! You sick bas****. (You are nothing, curse you! ; Not you the person who's reading but to what I mentioned above.)



I can't stand some guys who behave that way. I'm not saying all guys are like that. DON'T GET ME WRONG. I don't mean that way. I'm just refering to some. Some that I came across. How annoying can that be? I am not scared but come on, where's the respect?



...And whatever it is, "FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHTS". You shouldn't let people take advantage of you. However when people keep quiet [and tolerate] that doesn't mean they're scared. They're just trying to be patient but I'm pretty sure if that bubble burst, it won't be a nice scenario.



I just can't take it anymore that I have to type these out. I feel better and I want others to know how I truly feel. It's pointless to keep it to myself all the time. (Of course some things you can never say) ...BUT I feel that this that I'm typing, others should know how I feel.



I don't want to be one who wears a "mask" to fake it all. I just want to be real. The person that I really am and when people say: Talkative, noisy, loud... Blah blah... What have you?



Well? I can be quiet too. I'm also a listener lending my ears to others. It's frustrating. IF I can try and understand other people situation or feelings, why can't they? I just want the same treatment. If I can, why can't you do the same? It's sad really, when you try and understand other people but others don't understand you.



Oh well... I always have lots of thoughts just that I don't spill it out. Now that I have done so from my inner soul, I just don't know what to say. I have a lot of things to say but I just don't know where to begin. All I'm asking for is peace and respect. I am not asking for your money even though money is important in life but there are other important things in life too. (For instance your loved ones)


However, im my own opinion, what matters the most is to be a good person, to have good people around NOT evil. In other words, the environment that you're in. It will be better if you are surrounded by nice, lovely people. Then again, you can't have everyone like that.



IF only we could just kill evil off but that will never be possible. Sheesh. Whatever, I can't be bothered. It's your life, it's your choice. Do what you like and if you want to die young... Go ahead, it isn't my problem. I am just sick and tired of witnessing and experiencing such lowly class things. Oh my. When will the EVIL realise? I bet they will never realise. [IN FACT] EVIL ARE EVIL themselves.



Ahhh heck! Whatever, I don't give a damn.



You can run, you can rot... You may choose to die too if that's what you're dying for. I'm not bothered. Bahhhhhhh!


What's your problem? I'm just pleased with who I am. Say whatever you want because my ears aren't listening. To hell to those scum. I'm just so sick and tired with all these things. It's just like tape continuously rewinding.



Oh fish *roll eyes*, will it just bloody stop already?

BACK AGAIN~ This time, feeling better already. I know I can be a bit sensitive/fragile sometimes. After all, I'm a human who has feelings and emotions just like you. Anyway, I'm not feeling like how I was feeling in my previous entry. I'm feeling a bit tired but then again, I feel that I still have energy (even though after showering makes you a little sleepy yet I feel like I could go for a jog).



Anyway, I am a bit disappointed with the Captain Ball results and also at myself because I wasn't sharp enough BUT... I guess I should look on the brighter side. You play as a team and you cannot be selfish so... I should be proud of what we've done. (: It's ok, it's just a game.



10 - 7 (If I remember correctly): We lost.



I played in that game and it's my first game for quite a while (was nervous too but soon got over it). I wasn't prepared as I did not expect to play a part (some slow reaction at times). Previous game we got trashed 16 - 1! Boohoo!



It was disappointing but as a spectator in the previous, I cheered and gave my support. That's the best I can do and it's always nice to support the one playing - You're like giving them extra energy.



I think I was passionate about it as I kept shouting and all. Got a bit pissed when the other time were like "whipping" us. [Whatever you want to call it~]



Well? With the help of Han and Eugene, we did better in the next game even though we lost (10 - 7). Towards the ending I got hit by the ball and which I had to be substituted. It hit my spectacles; left eye. Painful but hey, it's not the first time that happened to me before. Oh well, it's fixed already. Went to the optical shop to get it fixed. [P.S: I wish I'm taller!]



I guess it's back to project now. Got to work very hard in the coming weeks to try and finish as much as possible and when school reopens, have to hand in. Holidays are approaching and if I am not wrong there'll be an assignment test next week. Oh boy... More pressure ahead. IN FACT, I AM WORRYING ABOUT MY FINAL YEAR PROJECT. Oh god, what a pain in the *you know where*.



Anyway, here are some things that I came across and for your viewing pleasure, just go ahead and view it. Muahahaha! (I'm not evil nor am I wicked, I'm just... I'm just... a MYSTERY. Heh heh!)



Well? Are you ready? Yes, yes... People complained to me that they see words words words but hey, I was just expressing my thoughts and feelings. It's good to read anyway! Like what Mr Smarty says: READING IS FUN! So... Yes, you should read.



Enough blabbering. Here goes... - Enjoy!





Kebaya (Elegant isn't it?)








Cheongsam [I used to have one in gold, currently I only have one that's batik]





Kimono wrap (Pretty isn't it?)

Bohemian Pieces - I personally think it's nice. (:











Those were the pictures that I mentioned in my previous entry that I would upload. (:



I still have somemore pictures of clothes but I guess I'll upload it next time then. Clothes that I think it's nice. Let's just say the things that I like.



Alright, I'm off now.


Peace out~

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Sometimes I just wonder, what is the meaning of HAPPY.



Am I faking to be happy or am I happy but all these things always come to an end because of a certain thing?



Hmm? Ok... I think I'm mostly a happy person but all these things always come to an end which either makes me sad, disappointed or angry. It sucks and I hate it. I know they say life is always full of obstacles. Yes, I understand but... I feel it's unfair for me.



The things that I don't like always occur and I always have to face it. (How sucky can that be??) One good example is like the type of people that I don't wish to meet and I always meet! When I ask some of my friends, they don't meet that kind of people. Sometimes I wonder, why does it have to be that way? Maybe god wants me to learn something out of it but... If it's constantly meet such people, do you think it's fair? I feel it's unfair. With regards to people that you know change once they found someone and stuff like that. Well? THAT'S JUST AN EXAMPLE. (I'm not pointing fingers)



I'm not cursing god. I am just lost. Yes, simply lost. I am just so sad. In fact, I'm very sad inside (at the moment). However, that does not mean that I am always faking to be happy. It's not what I mean. I mean, there are the happy moments which I sincerely feel happy but things change very fast and before you knew it, you are onto another situation already.



It sounds crazy but it's true. What can I say? Need I say anymore? I don't think so.



It hurts me when someone you dearly care a lot hurts you. (Think: The ones you care for) Yes, what could hurt you more?



To be fair, my family has been great but as you know, not everything your family may know about you. Sometimes the things they say might hurt you without them realising it and in return, you might have done the same. Then again, sometimes this world can just be a little unfair. Don't you think so? On the positive side of things, I'm pleased to have the things that I have - The things that my parents could offer to me.



However, overall... I guess there are certain things that might have "deprieved" me and now I'm still wondering... Thinking to myself and questioning... What am I missing? I still couldn't find the answer to it. I just don't feel that complete. I feel I need to achieve something or something like that. I'm still in the mix of things. I don't know what I really want.



It sounds bad because you as a person got to know what you really want in life but... I'm really lost. I don't know what I really want. I'm still exploring myself as a person. Still trying to figure out what do I REALLY REALLY WANT. Ok, I do want to be a successful person but how and what do I do to be that kind of person? What I mean by "what do I do" is that: What do I want to become in the near future?



I still haven't have a clue to it. Well? Soon or later I'll have to know what I do want to be.



Oh well... Anyway, I'm feeling a little better now typing this out. I just don't want to think about the sad things. I just want to think of all the positive.



NOTE: IT'S NOT ABOUT FRIENDSHIP OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. IT'S JUST SOME PERSONAL REASON/STUFF THAT YOU WILL NOT UNDERSTAND.



So... With that I hope you guys won't ask. Even if you do, I won't say no matter what. Where's that sense of respect? Just give me some respect. That's all I'm asking for.



There's a lot of things that I wish to say but no, I would not say. Only I know and it will remain the way it is. Furthermore, the ones that you love may hurt you but... At the end of the day, you still ♥ them. (: Don't you?



Anyway, let's not talk about that anymore. Moving on now...


+ Had class graduation photo taken on Thursday. Oh boy, hope it turns out well. *grins*

+ Yesterday's inter-class Captain Ball is postponed to Tuesday (26th of August) as it was raining yesterday.

+ Went to VivoCity yesterday to eat lunch with Fiqah and Syad. (Oh yes, Fiqah... I hope you understand as I don't have any intentions or whatsoever. You should know what I mean. With regards to the ONE DAY thing, no... It's just not my thing, ya?)



Anyway, I'll post some pictures in the next entry as it seems like I'm having a problem here uploading the pictures. I don't know why too.



Before I go, here is the long awaited survey that Ratna wants me to do (actually I've typed this out the other time, just that I didn't post it but ok, I merge it with this entry.).


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Survey

1) The person who last tagged you is ?
RATNA - LadyBlackMetal - RATATA. Oops.

2) Your relationship with him/her is ?
My lesbian partner. Haha. A gool pal of mine. (: Yes, we kick ass ok?

3) Your first impression of him/her is ?
She seems quiet and approachable.

4) The most memorable thing he/she has done for you is ?
Hmm? Let me see. I can't remember but she did help me with my makeup for the drama performance. Very patient and good.

5) The most memorable thing he/she has say to you is?
Oh, that I can't remember. >.<

6) If he/she become your lover , you will ?
We will be the best lesbian partner. HAHA! Ok, just kidding. We're straight, right?

7) If he/she become your lover , what should she be improved at ?
I can't answer that. I think she's more experienced than me.

8) If he/she become your enemy , what would you do ?
Aww... Don't say that. I think she's a nice person.

9) If he/she become your enemy , the reason will be ?
I really don't know. I can't think of a reason.

10) The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ?
Buy her more root beer. HAHA. Ok, just kidding. Be a good friend to her. How's that?

11) Your overall impression of him/her is ?
She's a good person with some fetish. Oops. HAHA.

12) How do you think people around you will feel about you ?
(Same answer as the first survey I did): People around me feel about myself? I... I AM THE BEST of course. HAHA! Ok, that's so wrong. I guess they might think of me as hyper. HAHA. I don't know. Different people have different views on me but I hope people see me as a good person. (:

13) The characters you love yourself is ?
(Same as the first one): I'm a good listener (though I love to talk a lot). I like making my friends day. (:

14) On the contracy , the character you hate yourself is ?
(Same as the first one): I have bad temper - Gets angry easily at times and if I'm angry, sometimes I'll say harsh things. Hmm? And probably my stubborness.

15) The most ideal person you want to be is ?
(Same as the first one): I want to be a good person. I'm not saying I WANT/MUST TO BE AN ANGEL. Come on. HAHA. What I mean is... I want to be a good person and not cause problems to anyone. I just want peace.

16) For people that care & like you , say something to them .
(Same as the first one): I love my family, I love my friends... I hate idiots. HAHA. Ok... To those that are always by my side, thank you so much. I appreciate everything and I will always remember that.

17) Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
Well? I already named a few in my first survey.




Peace out~

Friday, August 15, 2008

BEFORE I BEGIN, I WOULD LIKE TO THANK FAIZ FOR THE TREAT (Mad Jack).



Thanks Faiz! (13TH AUGUST) Well, that was unexpected. Initially we (Myself, Fiqah and Faiz; Actually I was the one suggested to eat the cup corn) planned to meet up after school (oh boy, what a day - Project work from 11am to about 5pm, how's that?) to eat Cup Corn (or Ice Kimo) the one at Daily Fresh. Who knows our plans changed?



Ended up, we went to Mad Jack cafe instead. Gosh! Faiz is a kind soul. I mean, that was really unexpected. Anyway, Faiz ate Grilled Chicken (not Chicken Chop! Someone said Chicken Chop - Wonder who?), Fiqah ate Cheesy Baked Rice and I? Fish and Chips! It's been a while since I last ate Fish and Chips. Umm... Yummy!~



Guess what? I didn't eat dinner or supper. I was really full! One main course + 1 side + 1 desert.



Faiz ate: Grilled Chicken + Cheese Fries + Mad and Rich

Fiqah ate: Cheesy Baked Rice + A little bit of Cheese Fries + Brownie

Myself: Fish and Chips + (Look at the above; Same as Faiz)



...And the three of us drank the same drink too. I just think it's nice. BRAIN STIMULATOR. Yum yum! *grins*







Oh well... Met up with Faiz again after school yesterday (14TH AUGUST). We went to eat at Daily Fresh. He got Cup Corn and Ice Kimo, just like Fiqah. I ordered two Cup Corn for myself. I don't think the one with Sweetened Milk taste good. I still prefer it with Mayonnaise.



GUESS WHAT? Fiqah, Naqiah, Razin and I went there earlier on after school. After school, that is... AFTER WE HAD TO WAIT FOR OUR OPPOSITION FOR THE INTER CLASS CAPTAIN BALL TOURNAMENT - Turns out they were nowhere at sight. Am I using the right terms there "Tournament"? Oops. Just afraid if it's wrong. HAHA. Darn, was a little disappointing because my class lose the Street Soccer. Boohoo! They were narrowly defeated.



Oh well... Going back to the topic now. Hmm? Headed down to Daily Fresh (again; twice in a week!). Fiqah, Naqiah and Razin got Ice Kimo. Razin is actually new to it. It was his first time trying it. Guess what I got? *HEHEHEH!* Gosh, sounds evil eh? Well, I got myself... I got....... CUP CORN! Yes, again. Three cup corn already this week. Muahahaha~



CORN WITH MAYO (again). Oh yes, oh yessssss... I simply love it. Addicted? Well? I've always love that. I LOVE CORN. *grins*



...And I got myself this.





Couldn't decide actually. Oh well, in the end I got that. I got it at about $60. It was having some discounts - Usual price: $82. I think I'm going to alternate it. I still have my Neroli Jasmin (still quite full; probably soon-to-be three quarter) from The Body Shop and the Invent Your Scent one (left one quarter [the one that I like the most], another left with half).



Gosh. I'm simply one who would be attracted to smell. HAHA. I just can't help it. Well? Different scent for different moods. Sometimes I like it a little more musky. Sometimes I just like that fruity scent. Sometimes I prefer something light and refreshing. Just like wearing clothes - Sometimes you may want to dress up, at times you just want to dress casually. In that case, I would just wear pants and polo tee if I'm feeling very lazy.


Anyway - HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO AMELIA! MAY YOU BE BLESSED WITH GOOD WEALTH AND GOOD HEALTH. (:



Oh well, to sum my day up, I would say it has been a fine day for me. (Except that somebody had to tag my blog several times using somebody else's name. I SHALL NOT REVEAL HIS NAME. See, I'm kind not to do that ok. *grins* - Ok, I was just kidding. I'm not mad or anything like that. Just that, "that" person tag nonsense on my tagboard.)



Before I end my entry for today. (OH I REMEMBER, I still have to do Naqiah's survey.)



Check this out.





[Myself, Marcus,Fiqah and Naqiah - STAR!]





I LIKE THIS SONG VERY MUCH even though it's Italian. I like Subsonica, I think they are unique in their ways and cool too. "NEI NOSTRI LUOGHI" - Subsonica





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Survey
1) The person who last tagged you is ?
I was told to do this by NAQIAH. =p [If that is what you mean by that]

2) Your relationship with him/her is ?
My best friend? HAHA.

3) Your first impression of him/her is ?
Hmm? Think she's quiet.

4) The most memorable thing he/she has done for you is ?
Err? Wondering. Hmm? She does help me in little ways too. So yeah... I appreciate.

5) The most memorable thing he/she has say to you is?
Oh... That I can't remember. >.<

6) If he/she become your lover , you will ?
Come on. She's already attached and I'm straight. NOT LESBIAN.

7) If he/she become your lover , what should she be improved at ?
I can't answer that.

8) If he/she become your enemy , what would you do ?
Awwwww... Please don't say that. That never cross my mind.

9) If he/she become your enemy , the reason will be ?
I really don't know because I have a good friendship with her.

10) The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ?
Be early just for her. LOL. Ok, I know I'm late when meeting her (ok, at times I'm early ok!). Err? I don't know. I just want to be a good friend to her. (:

11) Your overall impression of him/her is ?
Well? She's quite alright. Funny.

12) How do you think people around you will feel about you ?
People around me feel about myself? I... I AM THE BEST of course. HAHA! Ok, that's so wrong. I guess they might think of me as hyper. HAHA. I don't know. Different people have different views on me but I hope people see me as a good person. (:

13) The characters you love yourself is ?
I'm a good listener (though I love to talk a lot). I like making my friends day. (:

14) On the contracy , the character you hate yourself is ?
I have bad temper - Gets angry easily at times and if I'm angry, sometimes I'll say harsh things. Hmm? And probably my stubborness.

15) The most ideal person you want to be is ?
I want to be a good person. I'm not saying I WANT/MUST TO BE AN ANGEL. Come on. HAHA. What I mean is... I want to be a good person and not cause problems to anyone. I just want peace.

16) For people that care & like you , say something to them .
I love my family, I love my friends... I hate idiots. HAHA. Ok... To those that are always by my side, thank you so much. I appreciate everything and I will always remember that.

17) Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
10 eh? Can I just name a few since I can't think much now? Since Naqiah has already done this... Hmm? Fiqah, Faiz, Ratna and to whoever who simply wants to do it. Ok, how's that?





ALRIGHT, I will end here for today. Will update when I have the time. (:



Peace out~

Monday, August 11, 2008

2 DAYS AGO, SINGAPORE TURNED 43 and my cousin got married.



Ok, before I begin, let me just post the picture of him (my cousin; my mother's elder brother's son) and his wife. (:




Aren't they sweet? (And oh, his wife is not a Chinese [she do look a little like Chinese] but she's a Filipino - I think she's quite sweet)



Hmm? You know when I was surfing the net earlier on, I came across something that attracts my attention. Hmm? Well... That thing actually made me go... O.O (Uh huh. Both eyes go wide! Oops.)



If guys eye on girls - Girls with hot bod(y) that is, girls can eye on guys with hod bod(y) too. Babes are for the male species and Hunks are for the female species.



Take a look at some of those pictures.















The THIRD and FOURTH picture is the same guy. I mean, the fourth picture is the same person as the guy in the third one. Hmm? The FIFTH picture reminds me of Maksim Mrvica. (Probably his hair and eyes? Which makes me think of Maksim Mrvica?)



Hmm? So what's your take on it? I think the hunk in the third and the last picture looks hot. If you were to ask me to pick one, I guess I can't decide which to pick. Can you tell me what is similar in all of those pictures? (Hint: Look at those four hunks, tell me what is similar?; Besides the muscles of course)



So? Have you got the answer? YES? NO??



If you don't know the answer, the answer is...





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[noneofthemareblondes]



I like dark coloured hair guys. I think they look great. *grins*



Oh well, enough about it. I actually can just go on and on but ok, I guess I shouldn't. That wouldn't be nice, would it? Hmm?



Anyway, I was surfing and I came across some really nice Adidas Sleek Collection shoes. Darn. HAHA. Yeah, yeah... I know that I recently got one but nothing wrong with just looking at it, right? HAHA. Simply can't help it. *Oops*



I think brown shoes are really nice but as you can see in my previous (the one before the previous one) entry it's black.



Oh well, I'm feeling a little tired now. (To the extend I can't think of what to type now. Boohoo!)



P.S: Tag my tagboard. I know some friends are reading this (well? that's because you told me that you visited), so why don't you tag? Come on, colour my "world", I mean... tagboard. *grins*




Peace out~

Friday, August 08, 2008

It seems like football fans are against Football Channel. Hmm? Ok, I have to admit that I used to hate Football Channel but after a while, to think about it, it wasn't that bad. (Well, now more football channels are shown live. SuperSports (channel 22), SuperSports plus (channel 21 if not wrong), Football Channel (channel 27).)



People complain of their picture and audio quality and about transmission breakdown. Well? Breakdown? Such things do happen. If I remember correctly, the same thing happened while I was watching Turkey versus Germany (Euro 2008). Not only here in Singapore was affected, other people from other countries encountered the same.



Some might say, who would want to watch (for example) Fulham versus Middlesbrough? Well, even though I don't support them, at times I do have the urge to watch.



Well? As a neutral that is (I'm a Chelsea supporter). They (e.g: Fulham, Everton, Middlesbrough, Newcastle United, Tottenham Hotspurs, Aston Villa,etc.) may not be as famous as the BIG FOUR teams (Manchester United, CHELSEA, Liverpool, Arsenal) but hey, Middlesbrough have Stewart Downing, Afonso Alves (which in my opinion aren't that bad) and Fulham? They definitely ARE very busy in the transfer market having brought in (no less of) 10 new signings (as of today). Their latest signing: Andy Johnson from Everton.



So you see, it's like... People always want the good things (yes, who doesn't want? Think BRANDS: Chanel, LV, Burberry,Prada, Gucci, Chloe, etc.). Bad things (or should I say the less popular ones)? They are not bothered about it. They will go - "WHO CARES?" (That is an expected response, or should I say - The mostly commonly used reply)



That's how I feel about things. It's like everyone wants to fit in and everyone doesn't want to be different. They want to be the same as everyone else. I mean, who wants to be the weirdo? Then again, that doesn't mean we all have to be the same. It's a painful sight to see people trying to copy one another and trying to act as though they are tai-tais. (Well? I'm off the football topic now. I'm just speaking my opinion out only. It's really tiring to go on and on to debate. (: )



Speaking of tai-tais, what do people actually know about it? I've read in forums before and I actually laughed. "I don't work, my hubby works and I use his money to buy things. Although I live in a HDB flat lah." HDB? She's not working and her husband is working? I live in a HDB 5-Room flat, my dad is working and my mother isn't (my dad doesn't trust maid; no offence to the maids out there). Does that makes my mum (my mum used to work but resigned when she gave birth to me) a tai-tai? Sheesh. *roll eyes*



Is it the standard of living in Singapore too expensive and "demanding" to the extend people have become materialistic? Or what?



It isn't wrong to own brand goods. Provided that you are able to afford and not go into debt. If you go into debt just to have all the branded goods, what's the use? It's more like - TRYING TO BRAG.



The things that I have, are things that I (ok, most of the things that I have are money from my parents) am able to afford. Opinions may be differ but whatever it is, I am simply pleased with what I have. We should appreciate what we have. Do not be blinded. Have your own mind and speak your mind out.



The bottom line is: Be who you are and not copy. Be brave and speak your mind out.



Oh yes, before I go...

+ I'll to THANK my best friend FIQAH for the treat (Starbucks: Vanilla Iced Latte) on Wednesday.

+ Happy Birthday to Roger Federer (:

+ Tomorrow is my cousin's wedding

+ SINGAPORE WILL BE 43 YEARS OLD TOMORROW

+ Looking back at my pictures, I feel that I look better when I was younger. Boohoo! As I grow older, it seems like some pictures I don't look good. Boohoo! You got take a good picture, if not... It'll simply look *BLEAH!* Boohoo! =(





Baby D




- A three year old kid





Err? Four or Five year old kid.




- Primary 1




Secondary 1 (in 2003)




- Before cutting my fringe (2006)




- 2006




- 2006 (31st August)




- 2007 (September or October?); This one is without the crosshatch (the one in Friendster is with crosshatch)



- 2008 (back in March)



Peace out~

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

WHAT WOULD IT TAKE TO SEE THAT I'M ALIVE? IF I WAS INVISIBLE, AND I COULD JUST WATCH YOU IN YOUR ROOM. IF I WAS INVISIBLE, I'LL MAKE YOU MINE TONIGHT... IF HEARTS WERE UNBREAKABLE......



"Invisible" by Clay Aiken. At one time, I was addicted to the song. Hmm? Ok, I still do like that song. I think it's a really nice song. (:



Wanted to blog last night but was a little tired. Therefore I did not update. Hmm? You know that line from Clay Aiken's "Invisible" somehow suits me. (Well? I guess so?)



Hmm... I actually am somewhat into the song "Ride It" (Jay Sean) at the moment. Thinking of changing my ringtone to that but then again, it's kind of slow compared to my current ringtone "Can You Hear Me?" (Enrique Iglesias) which is catchier than "Ride It". Hmm... Still wondering if I should change ringtone.



Anyway, went to the library after school today. Oh,I also went to the library yesterday. Yesterday I borrowed this book called "ASP.NET for Flash" and today, this UK magazine (well? my favourite magazine for like about a year!) HAIR magazine and a book called "Say It Right in Italian".



Ahhhh! Si! Italiano. (Ahhhh! Yes! Italian.) Ok, pardon me. I am bad at it. I'm actually struggling with it. I can only pick like very few words up only.

"Perche"? (Why?) Hmm... Pronounced as: PeR-ke ("R" like as though you are rolling your tongue) Hmm? Some might heard of the word "Quando" and what does that mean? It actually means: "When?"



And I can only remember these: "Come sta?", "Va Bene", "Si". HAHA. ("How are you?", "Good/Fine" (If I remember correctly) and... "Yes". Oh, not forgetting... mi scusi and grazie ("Excuse Me?" and "Thank you")



Oh well... It was raining heavily just now when I was about to go home (from the Library) and I still got wet! Even though there was shelter. Grrr!



Moving on now. Hmm, boy... I've been kind of tired these days. Well? As you know, Singapore is getting very expensive... Not forgetting, it can be very stressful. Probably that's why people here are becoming even more so career minded. Hmm? Even as a student, going to school can be quite stressful already. I'm wondering now how would it be like when I go to work in the future. (I never work before)



Oh well, I guess I shouldn't be thinking of all those in detail yet. Yeah, not just YET for the time being.



Hmm? I'm actually thinking of geting a trim for my hair. It's been a while since my last haircut. I think the last time was... Few months ago. That would be like the last holiday. Not the recent one. Oh dear, that would probably be... Hmm? I think four months? I can't quite remember. I think I really do need a trim. I'm actually thinking of changing my fringe style but not sure of what style actually.



PROBABLY THAT'S THE REASON WHY I KEEP GOING THROUGH THE PAGES OVER AND OVER AGAIN IN THE HAIR MAGAZINE. *grins*



Hmm? Two more days to SINGAPORE'S 43RD BIRTHDAY. I probably won't get to watch the National Day Parade this year. Perche? (Why?) Well, this SATURDAY is my cousin's wedding. Yeah, falls on National Day. What a coincidence. You know, they say... If someone part of your family gets married, it somehow symbolised "good luck" is coming your way. I don't know how true is that but I've heard that before. *shrugs*



Well? All I can say - May my cousin be blessed with good health and wealth. Oh yes, CHERISH THE ONES THAT YOU LOVE. (:



Speaking of love, I was watching "Cinta Fitri" just now on SENSASI (STARHUB CABLE; Channel 40). Aww... It was so sweet. The love between Farel and Fitri. Well? You just can't seperate them. I mean, you just can't seperate two people that are madly in love. Whatever the situation, they will always find ways to be together. Isn't it sweet? Hmm? IF only life is that simple.



I kind of like watching Indonesian drama(s) actually. I don't fancy Chinese drama. I don't know why too. Hmm... Ok, ocassionally I do Chinese movies (of course with English subtitles!). However not that often and if I do watch, I watch those action ones and well? Include Comedy too. The last Chinese movie that I watched was "CJ7" - If I remember correctly! Yes, Stephen Chow. Stephen Chow is simply funny! HAHA. (Think - Kungfu Hustle, Shaolin Soccer...)



Well? I guess it's all in the blood. My late grandfather has Indonesian blood. Can't blame it, can you? (:



Boohoo! I think Football365 website is currently down at the moment. Or is it my side here having problems? Can't seem to connect to the site. That's my favourite site. I visit that website every day. Speaking of football, the Premier League season is going to start soon and this weekend it's the Community Shield - Manchester United vs Portsmouth. It would be nice if Portsmouth win it. As a Chelsea fan, I can't bear to see Manchester United winning it.



WELL... With the Premier League season kicking off in about two weeks time, to all those football fans, HAVE YOU SELECTED YOUR FANTASY FOOTBALL TEAM? I certainly did it already. If you have not, feel free to create an account (or you already have) - simply click here. Have fun!



I'm too tired to think right now. Before I end this entry, this is my fantasy football team:

+ Petr Cech, Joe Hart (Goalkeepers)

+ Wilfred Bouma,Joleon Lescott,Ricardo Carvalho, Nemanja Vidic and Mario Melchiot (Defenders)

+ Stewart Downing, Clinton Dempsey, Michael Essien, Mikel Arteta, Pedro Mendes (Midfielders)

+ Keane, Yakubu, Santa Cruz (Forward)




Peace out~

Monday, August 04, 2008

HELLOOOOO MONDAY! My first entry for the month of August!



Anyway, I have some pictures that I intended to upload a week ago but I didn't have the time to do so. Furthermore, you can read the previous entry, I was in an angry mood to blog about things. (Err? I mean, other things. My previous entry was more like letting out my anger.)



Anyway, the "he/she" part that I mentioned, that was refering to a female and the one that I was mad at for doing such things to the computer that I was using was refering to (a bunch of) male(s).



Anyway, had a great time earlier on. Went to school first as Sports & Wellness (S&W) lesson was still on (but we didn't have S&W today as there were some event going on). After which, had lunch with Fiqah, Naqiah, Marcus and Azizah at Cafe 1. Actually, I didn't know that the Chicken Rice at Cafe 1 is actually delicious. I had Chicken Rice with Lemon Honey Sauce. (Yes, I like lemon sauce. Whenever I'm at Cavana it's either Lemon Fish/Chicken Rice.) *grins*



Actually I did queue at that store (a couple of times!) when I'm at Cafe 1 but it seems like the queue is always long and I MEAN IT TAKES TOO LONG to the extend I've to go to the store on the right. Hmm... Now I know why the queue is always long. (Though I'm a regular at Cafe 2!)

After which, we went to Orchard Cineleisure to watch "The Mummy 3". We initially wanted to watch the one at 4.30pm. Ended up we got the 5pm show because Guo Dong wanted to join the four of us (Myself, Fiqah, Naqiah and Marcus). Hmm... May not be to some people's expectations but I think it's alright. There were some funny parts and Marcus laughed really loud! Oh well, I simply think the movie wasn't that bad.

Oh well, enough blabbering. Let me post some pictures. (:














THANKS DADDY FOR THE SHOES! Weeeee!~ I've been bugging my dad to buy for me a new pair of shoes since March if I'm not wrong. My Converse shoes looks kind of worn out. My Tracce shoes are gone. Well? You wouldn't want to know about it. I SHALL NOT SAY! Muahahaha! Hmm... So, lately I've been wearing my OP shoes to school.



Finally, my dad bought for me a new pair of shoes. Woohoo! THANKSSSSSS. (As you can see above - Adidas; Sleek Series - $135)



Hmm? My dad got himself a new pair of shoes too. NIKE AIR. Oh, he fancies Nike. I fancy Adidas. So far, the things that I own that are by Adidas are: Adidas watch, Adidas cap, Adidas water bottle, Chelsea (Adidas) shoulder bag, Adidas backpack and now... shoes. Nah, it isn't a big deal. Just pleased with the things that I have because some people are less fortunate and I really pity them.



Knowing that SINGAPORE is the 5TH MOST EXPENSIVE COUNTRY IN ASIA, oh boy... It's a killer! Not only is Singapore expensive, it's also stressful! Boohoo! Grr... Guess I shouldn't be worrying for now. I should concentrate on my studies and do well... And also to be a good daughter to my parents and a good citizen.



What's your take on having more foreigners coming to Singapore? It isn't wrong but like what they say: "Too much is not good and too little is bad." Well, you be the judge... You decide. The decision is yours to make.



Before I get carried away, here are the rest of the pictures.












The first picture was taken at Marina Square where they held this AsiaSoft Gamefest event. See those two green cosplayer? Think Cabal.



The other pictures are pictures that I took while walking and the white top with the hood, I got that at FOX (actually bought two other items besides that). Yawns. My eyes are getting a little heavier now. Oh yes, before I go... I just want to thank god for all the good things that I have and... the good people that are around me - THANK YOU. (:



Alright, I'm off now.

Peace out~