" If it's all meant for me
And if I'm so meant for you
Why does this have to be so hard on both of us two

If it's all meant for me
And if I'm so meant for you
Why does this have to be so hard on both of us two


Still you're sayin' no, no (no, no, nonono, nono)
I can't take no more of this and
And I'm knock, knock, knockin' on your door
Askin' if you still let me in


Won't you stay (ay, ay, ay, ay, ay... ay, ay, ay, ay... ay, ay, ay, ay...)
Won't you stay?

Won't you stay (ay, ay, ay, ay, ay... ay, ay, ay, ay... ay, ay, ay, ay...)
Won't you stay? "


^ JAY SEAN's - "STAY"


" And I just can't pull myself away
Under her spell I can't break
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop


And I just can't break myself no way
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop
I just can't stop "


^ NE-YO's "CLOSER"


Its like I waited my whole life (oh)
For this one night (one night)
It's gonna be me,you and the dance floor (dance floor)
'Cause we only got one night (ohh)
Double you pleasure
Double your fun (yeah)


And dance forever ever ever (ohh)
Forever ever ever (ever)
Forever ever ever (ever)
Forever (forever)

Ever ever ever (ever)
Forever ever ever (ever)
Forever ever ever (ever)
Forever on the dance floor "


^ CHRIS BROWN's "FOREVER"


I’m sick of looking for those heroes in the sky
To teach us how to fly
Together we cry!

Together we cry
Together we cry


^ THE SCRIPT's "WE CRY"


" Hey, Hey... All the way
DJ let it play...
Hey, Hey Can You Hear Me?
Oooow

Hey... Hey... All the way
DJ let it play...
Hey, Hey Can You Hear Me?
Oooow

Can You Hear Me?
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Hear Me?
Oooow "


^ ENRIQUE IGLESIAS' "CAN YOU HEAR ME"



Seems like these few days I'm into R&B. (Oh except for "We Cry" and "Can You Hear Me", their under the POP genre.)
* "Can You Hear Me" is my current ringtone for my mobile phone.


OK, ENOUGH OF MUSIC FOR NOW.

Moving on now... Oh my, 6 more days or less to NAPFA! Grr... I'm simply not fit this time. Being a "pig" for a month with just walking only without jogging and all, makes me feel very "unfit".



SIMPLY SO... UNFIT.



The motivation to get GOLD dies off somehow. Maybe I'll just aim for a bronze this year. Back then, I WAS FIT but now? Nah. I guess I need more practice. However, I think it's time I start to regain fitness. I've been a lazy bum for quite a while and I have to ditch that and start motivating myself (again).



It's easier to say but you know, ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS. So, I should start soon and yes, I did not forget about my goal that I want to achieve. Working out to have a fit looking bod (That is... Body).



When I was younger, I'm a very active person but ever since my knees have been giving me problems, I just find it painful and irritating. To top it off, I became lazy. Boooooo. How bad can that be? (Very?) Wishing I could turn back time? Well, it's in the past now. What's done can't be undone. Got to look ahead.



Well? Thinking back of the past and now... I miss certain things that I used to do or let's just say... I miss certain things in the past. However, to think about now... I think I should thank god. Seriously, I never expect my current class to be really good.



It's too early to say GREAT I guess? I'll reserve that for later. As for now, I'll say my class is really good. I'm just so pleased and I thank god for having a class like this.



I don't recall having a class that I like a lot. In Secondary, there were some bad memories (some boys were simply immature back then - oh, not forgetting annoying) but then again, there were some really nice memories that would make me smile when I think back.



Well? Life is always full of ups and downs. There is nothing in this world as smooth flowing as there'll always be obstacles blocking your path. Irritating? Yeah. However, that's where patience comes in to the picture. Oh dear... Being patient is a really hard thing to do.



Then again, endurance is part of life I guess. I may be seen as "impatient" but I think overall, I've been enduring quite a lot actually. Maybe people just don't see it. "ONLY THE STRONG WILL SURVIVE AND THE WEAK WILL DIE."



You got to be strong but sometimes being "strong" is really tough. At times I feel like giving up or I simply start to lose hope. However, being an optimist, I always try to remind myself to stay positive. It's a killer I tell you!



I guess that's where YOUR GOOD FRIEND(s) comes in to the picture (of course, not forgetting your family!). Family support is important but of course you can't be telling your family everything right? I mean, there will be certain things whereby you feel much comfortable sharing it to a good friend of yours. (:



Oh yes, BLOG - The source where you can spill your thoughts and feelings. Ahhhhhh... The reason to why I have this blog. *grins* It eases. Well? That's my opinion on it. Not only it eases you, it helps you to broadcast your thoughts and feelings to the global community.



It's nice doing so as at times we can exchange ideas and all. I love learning from someone something new. I find it exciting and interesting. Exchanging of ideas? Simply something that I love.



Speaking of friends, I ACKNOWLEDGE MY FRIENDS. I am pleased to have meet these people who helped me along my journey. Not only did they help me but also, to encourage and give me the support when I needed one.



However, it is not a one-sided thing. As I mentioned that I do acknowledge, I repay by doing the same thing. That makes one a good friend and I believe that being a good friend, one has to be true to the person.



We all say - This world is full of hypocrites! Blah blah blah... Well? I guess, that's where trust comes in. This world can be cruel but hey, that's life. I know it seems unfair at times but remember, god is watching and I'm sure, you'll get your reward later on. (Probably god wants to test you first before rewarding you.)



GOOD GUYS FINISH LAST. How true is that? You decide. Hmm? I don't consider myself to be bad. I'm not bad, am I? I don't get into trouble. I obey the rules. Well? I'm one who does not get into trouble with the law or authorities.



Playful? Ok, maybe I am. Talkative, get be quite hot-tempered blah blah blah... Then again, I have my other side which is to think and reflect. Yes, that serious side of me. (:



I'm constantly trying to be a better person. However, at times I ask myself this question - "What do you get for being nice?" and then, probably that's where the "devil" comes in. That probably makes you a little rebellious and wild at times but once that "devil" goes away, *snap!* Everything goes back to who you really are and I'm who I am.



I don't "TRY" TO ACT GOOD to be good. I'm simply ME. Just be you, I hate it when people try to be someone who they are not. Just be YOURSELF. Come on, nobody's perfect but we can always learn from our mistakes and use that as a learning experience. That makes us a better person.



Ok, back to the 'FRIENDS' topic.


Fiqah
- Even though we may sometimes argue a little and have some conversations that some may look at it as a "sharp" remark to one another and all, that doesn't matter. I regard her as my good friend and nothing is going to change it. She may "bully" me and not wanting to side me when I needed someone to back me for "certain issues"... Minus that off, and yeah... I'm simply glad to have a friend like her.


Naqiah
- Along with Fiqah, we like to joke and talk rubbish at times. Well? In life, it's not always all work and no play right? Furthermore, laughing is the best medicine. What more do you want me to say? Good, nice friend.


OF COURSE, I DO NOT FORGET THE OTHERS TOO.


Darlene
- Ahhhh... What a nice friend. Understanding person. Would lend me her listening ear and advice me. I just feel she's a really nice person and her future boyfriend would be a lucky person because she's a kind person. Someone who I'll not forget for sure.




Pearline
- PEARL HARBOUR! Oops. Ahhhh... Those were the days (back in Primary school). Aww... I miss those days. We simply love laughing and sometimes simply laughing at ourselves because sometimes we do silly things. I just don't know whatelse to describe because those days were as though it was yesterday. Thanks for being a good friend to me.




Aida
- Someone who I will not forget. One of my main pillars in Primary school. Always so supportive. Those laughters, those joys... Even though in Secondary we were in the same school but not in the same class... I remember during recess we still try to find time to chat. I'm simply glad to know her, it makes me smile to think back actually. (:




Jaclyn
- I will not forget her even though we haven't been spending much time these few years but still, a friend who I will remember. Those days, those joy, those laughter... Oh my... I miss those days.




Xiaoqiang (ANGIE)
- Cockroach! Oops. I WILL NOT FORGET HER. A good friend to me in Secondary. I will remember the days when we "eyed" on hunks and all. *grins*


Those lame things we did. When our friendship was put to a test during camps, we still remain strong and I'm very pleased to have a friend like you. Never fail to make me smile. Even though we don't often hang out these days (though at times we do), we still find time to chat on MSN.



Oh, I simply miss those days! Boohoo! Eating lunch after school at Downtown East or sometimes buy takeaway at your place then walk to your place the bus stop to take bus home. Aww... I remember all those. Not forgetting, our favourite word - "Cuckoo" and quote - "Blind ar???" =DDDDDDD


Of course there are other friends too that are really sweet and nice. (:


I can't be typing out all your names (sorry!) but... I would like to say (from the bottom of my heart): THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. Most important, THANKS FOR BEING A GOOD PAL TO ME. (:


With that, I guess I should end here for today. - CHERISH WHAT YOU HAVE, especially your loved ones.


Sincerely,
Anne [Peace out~]