// My Illusions*
Friday, June 27, 2008
It's been a wonderful month so far. Although there's always the ups and downs in life but hey, looking on the brighter side it has been a good month so far. For that, I should appreciate the things around me as you know - Nothing last forever.
I haven't been updating my blog regularly (as in as often as every few days). Anyway, now that I'm free and have nothing much to do, it's time for me to blog. Well, I simply cannot describe how my month has been so far.
There were the downs on certain days. However, it followed up with some good days and some great ones too. Being an optimist, after all of that that happened, I would say it's a good month.
I am simply pleased about it. Hoping that this streak would just go on and on. Then again, you should know life is always full of obstacles. With that in mind, I guess I'll have to enjoy these moments while I am still able to.
Anyway, I changed my number. (To those who do not know. Ask me for it, if you want it.) Hmm... And I also got a new phone too. It's been a while since I last used Nokia.
A little bit of my mobile phone history. My first phone was a Nokia phone.
That was back in 2002; Nokia 3315.
Followed by Motorola (flip phone but I can't remember which model) in 2003.
Nokia 3100 in 2004? Or 2003?
Samsung (but I can't remember which model in 2004 - if I'm not wrong.)
Then used Sony Ericsson T630 for a while
After which was, Motorola E398 (White+Silver; very few have that) in 2005 if I remember correctly.
I used Motorola E398 for a year and a half before my LCD had problems.
Samsung E720C in 2006. (Flip phone - One of my favourite)
26th January 2007 - Sony Ericsson W810i (Fusion White)
23th June 2008 - Nokia 6500 Slide
Well, I'm back using Nokia again. I was actually surprised when my dad asked: "You want or not?" when we were at the Starhub shop on Monday. Actually, to sign up a new line for my brother so that was unexpected.
I was actually thinking of getting Sony Ericsson W910i but my dad insist on getting Nokia. Oh well...
Whatelse do I have to say? "OK" of course. I guess I should be pleased with my phone. It isn't that bad. Though somehow I have to admit I somehow miss Sony Ericsson's walkman phone but I guess at times I'll still be able to use it because I passed my phone on to my mother (since I have my Nokia 6500s).
To think again, I don't think I would go back to using Motorola again. Sony Ericsson would be my first choice but in terms of battery life - Nokia then, so I guess Nokia might be my second choice. Followed by Samsung. Yes, I would consider Samsung because I think their newer phones are attractive.
Ok, enough of mobile phones now.
On Wednesday, my examinations results were out. I am hoping for A's again. Sweet. My wish came true. *grins* (Though my GPA is just: 3.692 [an improvement of 0.154] - Still got to work harder, not entirely pleased but ok, just give me a pat ok? *Oops*)
To be honest, I kind of expect to get an "A" because I feel I've done my best and to get anything less might have upset me. I know there were some days that I slacked and I may have lost concentration but deep down inside me, I am very determined to do well and that's what I want. Nothing has change but sometimes I wished I have that little more "drive" force like what I used to have.
I've been craving for it as I feel somewhat confident about it. "Somewhat"? Yeah, I don't want to sound so over-confident. I learnt my lesson in the past and I'm not going to let that happened again.
Despite some "over-confidence" in the past which ended up in disappointments, I was still bullish and confident that I will not lose concentration the next time and so... Being humble the next time round, it does pay off.
Moral of the story: In life, you have to be humble.
Well? I'm not going to be what I was back then. Though I still miss certain things in the past. Certain things that I used to do but now I simply either lost interest or stopped doing it already.
Whatever it is, you got to look ahead no matter what. I just want to be a better person. I am not perfect and all this things that I'm doing are for myself. To prove to myself what I am capable of. "100% Satisfaction... guaranteed." LOL.
Darn. I am simply addicted to "Samba de Janeiro". That's the (Euro 2008) goal celebration song. I even set it as my ringtone. Oops. *grins*
IT'LL BE GERMANY VS SPAIN IN THE FINALS. Who will I be supporting? GERMANY of course! GO GERMANY GO!
England will always be my first choice team that I support but Germany would be second on the list, followed by The Netherlands.
Oh well... Here are some photos for you to see. These photos are taken during my drama picnic. Enjoy~ (click to view the images larger)
Original picture
After I edited - Love this picture...
Faiz and I (This is the brighter version)
Peace out~
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠10:57:00 pm♠
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Happy Birthday Daddy! Yes,it's my father's birthday.
Well, yesterday was a great day. Had lots of fun. Some funny things happened. Hmm... Ok, let me just say... I LOVE THE WHOLE WEEK. Since last Friday up to today, I just want to say - I simply love it. Well, they always say all good things will come to an end but I want to thank god for everything. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING, GOD.
Ok, I'm going to keep this entry short and sweet (Well? I try ok?).
Yesterday was my Drama gathering (picnic). Hmm? Not many turn up but at least half of them. It was fun I have to say and I cycled!
Yes, I did but of course it's the one that has two seater (front and back). Cycled with Faiz. You know, I don't know how to cycle. I simply can't balance it on my own.
Anyway, after cycling, we went walking. Oh boy, it was fun.
I love walking. Yes, it's my favourite thing. Furthermore, the weather was fine. Maybe some might be surprised when reading this but hey, I do love walking. Probably, my parents influenced me. When I was young, my parents love bringing me along to walk and I do mean long distance.
Anyway, all I can say is... I LOVE YESTERDAY. Wait, make that as - I LOVE MY WEEK.
Hmm? And oh yes, I know I owe Fiqah $4 (for the bicycle, she paid for Faiz and I first) but that doesn't mean I'll not pay it back. Like I promised her that I would treat her for a drink and I did so. It may not be much to some ($4) but I still fulfilled my promise, right? *grins*
Oh well... Like I mentioned, I'm going to keep it short and sweet - So yeah, I'll end here for now.
Peace out~
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:20:00 pm♠
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Before I begin, I would like to say: "May my uncle who passed away on the 15th of June 2008 rest in peace."
I've been wanting to blog in the past few days but everytime I logged in, I just don't feel like it or I'm just to tired to do so. Anyway, I've got quite a number of pictures to post it up. *grins* HAPPY VIEWING!
Anyway, let me type first before posting those pictures. Hmm? Where should I start? There's a lot of things that I want to talk about as these few days there are quite a lot of happenings.
Oh well...
Let me just summarised it then. WARNING: BEAR WITH ME AS IT'S FROM FRIDAY THE 13th to 19TH JUNE 2008.
Friday, 13th June 2008
FINAL YEAR PROJECT - Group meeting: Naqiah, Fiqah, Razin and myself.
Was kind of late to meet my group.
Apologised and was sort of given a "punishment".
Was told to carry the two thick books.
Settled down at National Library.
Razin was SUPER LATE. (Reason: Overslept)
Changed of plans - Fiqah texted Razin to meet at Suntec City's Mcdonalds.
The reason: Naqiah wants to find a black top for work. (Which I suggested we should meet there since Razin is late so while waiting, we should go there to check it out.)
(Happened to) Meet Pearline at Suntec while waiting for Razin to arrive.
After discussion went to Heeren a while.
Walked around then stopped a while to take some pictures.
Saturday, 14th June 2008
Got myself an Adidas (CHELSEA FC) bag.
Got myself two tees from San Street (Suntec outlet).
Got myself a skirt (Got it at Suntec).
Got myself an Adidas water bottle.
Bought a gift for dad - Father's Day.
A LOT OF PEOPLE AT SUNTEC. Well? PC Show was from 12 - 15th June.
On my way walking to Tower One, met Elmer.
He happened to be beside me but he didn't realise.
Sunday, 15th June 2008
FATHER'S DAY
Uncle (Mother's brother) passed away.
Monday, 16th June 2008
Rest at home. Didn't go out. (If I remember correct) *grins*
Tuesday, 17th June 2008
Met Faiz at Pasir Ris Interchange at 1.30pm.
Then... Met up with Fiqah and Irsyad.
Had lunch at Mad Jack Cafe. (Faiz treat us)
Well? It was my first time there. In fact, our first time (Fiqah, Irsyad and myself). However, for Faiz it's a different thing as he's their regular customer!
We had lots of fun. A lot of jokes and all. Ok, can I say teasing?
THEY "bullied" ME! LOL.
After lunch, we took a bus to Bugis and took neoprints.
After neoprints, we took some more pictures using Faiz digital camera before going off.
Met my mother and brother at Tampines at about 6pm.
And the rest? You don't have to know. *winks*
Oh wait! I checked my email at night and I got a free pair of movie tickets to watch "Kung Fu Panda" and "The Incredible Hulk"! (An Acuvue Event - For the 1st 150 people to sign up for the event) *grins*
Wednesday, 18th June 2008
Woke up at 3PM (Watched Euros the night before - as usual [Ok, there are some matches that I did not watch). Straight away went to take a shower.
Asked Fiqah to do a favour for me.
Met up with her. (Very kind of her to travel to Pasir Ris - THANKS)
Then went off with my mother to IKEA.
...I couldn't find anyone to watch movie with as it was a last minute thing (Before that my brother agreed to go with me but at the eleventh hour, he changed this mind as he hasn't completed his homework).
Was a hard time for me. My good friends are all unavailable except for Fiqah but ...
So in the end, Brainer could make it.
TODAY! Thursday, 19th June 2008
Movie marathon! (The one that I mentioned above) Thanks Acuvue! I didn't expect to be the first 150 people. Anyway, Brainer was late. Had to wait for him. I thought I'm going to be late. He actually overslept! Had to wait for him probably close to half an hour. While in the MRT, I kept yawning. Sheesh. I simply feel tired.
Anyway, we reached Cathay Cineleisure at about 12.30pm. It took us a few minutes to reach level 6. When we stepped out of the lift, I then saw this booth. The booth to redeem your tickets. Wee!~
There were a lot of people. I feel like hiding. See! Told you that I'm shy yet you people don't believe. *grins* Well? Ok, I tried to play it cool and just act normal but deep inside I'm like "oh gosh" because we were kind of blur. It's as though we're aliens because we kept looking around for our seat.
In fact, I'm actually really blur today. Guess what? It was free seating! Sheesh. How embarrassing! I don't know why I'm really blur today. My my my. I was like a fool. So naive and silly.
I have to say the Movie Marathon was great! Yup! Got to watch "Kung Fu Panda" and "The Incredible Hulk". On top of that, you get a small popcorn combo (Coke and popcorn). Well? I think it's fantastic.
Then Brainer had to go as he have something urgent to attend to. I decided to text Bernie since he has been wanting to watch "The Incredible Hulk". Asked him to take a cab as the movie starts at 2.45pm as stated on the ticket stub. Grr! He can't make it. Boohoo!
Nevermind. Texted Faiz and he's in school! Oh dear. I just decided to text Fiqah since she lives in the central. When I was sending my text message to her, I was actually hoping that this saying applies to me at that moment - "THIRD TIME LUCKY".
Hmm? Guess what? HELL YEAH! I AM LUCKY. I was smiling when Fiqah finally agrees. She saved my day. HAHA. Well? After being declined by her 8 times, she finally agrees to come down. Can you imagine? 8 times?? Somemore, she's the FIRST PERSON that I asked out upon receiving the news that I got myself a free pair of movie tickets.
Oh well? If she's reading this, I just wanted to say: THANKS GIRL! You rock!
Oh well... I can't complain I guess. Last year I used to do that to her whenever she asked me out to a game of pool (Probably I've done it more than 8 times!). Hmm? Payback time? HAHA.
Oh well... I think it was an interesting movie. "Kung Fu Panda" was hilarious. Interesting too. I like the movie. I guess the moral of that story is: "Always believe in yourself."
"The Incredible Hulk" is something that I like. Yeah baby... Now you're talking. ACTION-PACKED. Nice. Love it. Aww... Bruce (Edward Norton) and Betty/Elizabeth Ross (Liv Tyler) look so sweet together. Hmm? However, I think Edward Norotn looks charming. He may be 38 but still, he looks charming (especially when clean shaved). *grins* Aww... (I actually didn't know he was the actor in AMERICA HISTORY X!)
Well, all I can say is that... I simply enjoyed my day. What's even better is that I got to hang out with Fiqah!
Oh well... Tomorrow, I'll be having my Drama gathering (picnic) at East Coast Park. Hopefully tomorrow will be a fun day too! Hmm? I guess I'll wear my spectacles tomorrow since I've been wearing contact lens these few days. Intending to get more contact lens but that would probably be end of the year.
Anyway, here are the pictures that I promised.
It's pictures time! Enjoy... (Click to view it larger)
+ Naqiah and I
+ The tees that I bought.
+ Skirt, Adidas water bottle and an Adidas (Chelsea FC) shoulder bag.
+ CHELSEA!
+ That's what I ate for my dessert at Mad Jack Cafe. Too bad - I forgot the name.
+ Fiqah and Faiz ate that.
+ ...And - That's what Irsyad ate.
+NEOPRINTS (See, below)
#-What do you think of those TWO? Even though they are seperated already (before these photos), just look at the pictures. Hmm? What do you think of it? Tell me how you feel about it.
+ FIRST PICTURE: Faiz, Fiqah, Diane
+ SECOND PICTURE: Fiqah and I
(P.S: To smell good makes you feel good. Simply love that fragrance. (: - Will definitely buy it again. Cheers!)
Peace out~
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:49:00 pm♠
Friday, June 13, 2008
I just don't understand why.
All these years, I've been keeping this frustration and sadness. Yes, I simply can't hide it anymore. I am an optimist, always trying to look on the brighter side and all but it's killing me!
This pain, this frustration... Simply turns to sadness because I just feel that people don't quite understand you. It's been years and I've been trying not to think about it but lately, I just can't take it anymore. I simply have to spill this.
It's very frustrating. You know like what they say: "Good guys finish last". How true is that? Well, you decide. Whatever it is, I still don't think good guys always finish last. Ok, maybe part of it is true but you can't be bad right? What I mean is - BE BAD so that you don't lose out.
That's definitely not me. Even though I may talk a lot, complain, nag a little and all but the thing that saddens me is that, people always think I'm bad, heartless, cold and all. It makes me sad to know that there are some people who think that way of me.
I AM NOT AN EVIL PERSON.
Yes,I may talk a lot and all that shit. Well? If you put it that way. However, I still have a heart and discipline. Yes, maybe at times when I'm angry I can be very mean and all but that doesn't mean I am a very evil and cunning person in nature.
I simply don't understand why some morons think that way and they simply love making up stories. I have been tolerating this shit for years. I simply don't understand why and on top of that, people don't recognise you. What I mean by that is - All the good deeds and good things that you do, people don't recognise.
I really do feel like shutting those people up. At times I simply feel like slapping their faces and punch them.
Then again, I have no rights to do so. If I were to do that, I would be in the right as they could charge me for assulting them.
My my my... But can you imagine this pain? This frustration? Not forgetting, the sadness. I never really tell anyone how I really feel deep down inside. Oh well, guess I simply can't take it. At least by typing this, I would at least ease myself a little.
Life is unfair. Well? That's what they say but I am still refusing to think so. Yes, stubborn as always but you can't just go with the flow right? Come on! Use your brains. Yes, your brains!
I still feel. God is fair (though we may not think so and may not see it) but humans are never fair. Yes, in this world there a lot of cruel, cunning people. I hate this kind of people but you know what? It's impossible to stop them.
Seems like I hate a lot of things, eh? Maybe it's this frustration that I have been having for years.
I simply don't understand why people simply love bullying others. Just because I'm usually quite nice and not an evil,cunning person in nature, they at times pick on me.
I still remember in K1 and in K2 whenever I tried to be good friends with the person, somehow the person that I feel I could trust sabotage me.
How's that? Maybe some might argue "THAT'S LIKE HOW LONG? CHILDREN ARE LIKE THAT". Oh yeah?
In Primary school same thing happens. Well? Ok, not really that same thing but there are some not too good memories. Ok, let's just say... Life is like that. There are things that will try to obstruct your path.
WELL... CAN YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE??!
I also did not hurt anyone nor do I find trouble with anyone so why can't they just leave me alone? I just want peace and have a good time. Hmm? Ok, that doesn't sound right because life is like a rollercoaster ride.
Patient? I think I've been quite patient. I've tolerated all the shit and I never really tell anyone how I really feel deep down inside. Only my heart and soul knows.
AND my favourite spot to reflect and just spend my time alone at home is in the kitchen. Yes, you read it correctly - In the kitchen. I'll just sit down in the kitchen when everyone else is sleeping and I'll just think and reflect. All the questions that I ask myself.
Only god knows how I feel. It's painful and to know what is even more painful is that people don't really know who I really am.
All they know or should I say - They would simply say I am talkative, energetic, noisy, can be naggy at times, complaining at times, blah blah blah...
BEFORE THEY CAN EVEN SAY THAT, do they really know who I really am? Yes, I'm talkative but there are times, I don't wish to talk that much. At times, I just want some peace and quiet. Do those people (those that thinks "bad" about me) know that? I BET THEY DON'T!
Ok, to summarise it all.
I AM ANGRY (FRUSTRATED): because people simply love to hurt others. Not only that, they like to judge people (Ok, this is common). They doubt others. They simply don't recognise or acknowledge the good deeds that you did, the good points about you and they love ranting without knowing who you really are.
Very uncommon but before you can say, at least know that person a little more before making such foolish, pea-brain comments.
I AM SAD: because of those (that I've mentioned above). Even though you know you have to be strong but still, it somehow makes you feel like a failure at times. Or maybe even a loser.
Even though I (stubbornly) refused to look at it that way but still, I have to admit that at times, it makes you feel as though you're a fool.
CAN YOU FEEL THIS PAIN? It's stinging. At times it hurts so badly. It's simply too hard for me to express it all but at least I did express how I feel and I'm being very honest here. I simply can't stand it. It's as though I am a shadow at times because of what they think I really am.
Whatever it is, I know who I am and what type of person I am. Ok, there are certain things that I may not see and the others may but you know, everyone make mistakes and I do make mistakes. Nobody is perfect and I am always trying to be a better person each day.
I AM NOT THE BEST (because they are other people better). I may have make (lots of) mistakes, I sin, I lied, I may hurt people unintentionally without realising it but still, I have discipline. I'll always stick to my principles.
I am no ANGEL but... I am no EVIL person. I am simply not a really evil person because I simply can't be one as that's not my nature. I am who I am and I will not change because of a person or anything like that.
I would only change if I tell myself to. Stubborn? Say whatever but I feel, you should not change because people influencing you or anything like that. I'm not saying changing is bad, if you can change to be a better person, by all means - I really do encourage.
However, if it is to change for the bad, FORGET IT. Don't even think about it. If you think being bad is the way to get things your way, I'd say: YOU MORON. (Use your brains!)
One should have a brain of their own and not let others control you. You control your life. You decide what is best for you (use your eyes to observe and your brains to analyse). You shouldn't let pressure take the best of you. I guess that is why I hate being pressurised.
Oh well... Ok, I guess I'm feeling better now after typing this and listening to Enrique Iglesias' songs (Yes, sounds pretty lame but am listening to his songs while typing this).
I just feel, at times people need someone to talk to. Express how they feel and all to ease the pain they are feeling. Well, I guess that is why I'm willing to lend my friends a listening ear when they needed someone to talk to.
Through experience, I gain and learn from it. That makes me the person I am today. So much of talking, I guess I better leave it as it is for now. (Yes,I'll end here.)
This darkness,
The darkness that I see
The pain that I'm feeling
Oh mighty god,
Please take this pain away from me...
My heart is aching
I am shaking
My mind's spinning
How long must I endure the pain?
The pain that's killing me,
Sucking up my energy...
Sucking up my blood...
It's sucking my soul
Get me out of this
Set me free...
This isn't right
I'm lost
Reveal the answers to me
The answers to my questions...
These questions makes me spin
I'm spinning
Spinning on this crazy journey
This crazy world
Help,
Help
Help me...
Get me out of this place
I'm terrified
I'm petrified...
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠3:45:00 am♠
Sunday, June 01, 2008
My first entry for the month of June! First of all, to Hammy: In the past few days, I kept saying I was doing something that I enjoyed. Well, this is it. Uh huh. I was actually going to change my blog skin. *grins*
It was a stop, start thing but well, it's up now. :)
"Read my lips, I'm so into you, I'm into you. Can't resist, you're so hot... Get me into the shade." - Kylie Minogue's "Wow". It's a nice song.
In fact, there's a few nice songs on Kylie's "X" album. One of my favourite besides "Wow", would have to be "No More Rain". Not forgetting "Nu-di-ty".
However, I'm just so stuck to Subsonica's "Nei Nostri Luoghi". That song is even my morning alarm. *grins*
1. Name: Diane
2. Birthdate: 041090 - 4th October 1990
3. Graduating School: I was from Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002), then... Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006), and now... ITE College East (Simei) - Into my 2nd year now.
4. Place where you live: Pasir Ris
5. Family relations: I'm good terms with my family. No problems at all.
6. Personality: Weird I guess? (Well, that's what my friend says). Hmm... Talkative - Chatter, listener, stubborn, can be deep in thoughts, mostly happy, impatient at times, hot-tempered, loves to joke - Ok, the rest is for you to decide.
7. Strong point: Hmm? I really don't know but I guess I could somehow understand and observe things. I guess I'm someone who's quite positive. Well? I really don't know what is my strong point. Care to tell me? *grins*
8. Weak point: When I like someone a lot, that's where I may go weak. (Well? You get what I mean.)
9. Hobbies: Blogging! Surfing the net, listening to music, window-shopping, rollerblading, reading (but I wouldn't say I'm a bookworm!), write if I have inspiration, watching Barclays Premier League! (Anything to do with Chelsea F.C., England),etc.
10. Specialty: Hmm? I really don't know.
11. Religion: Islam
12. Height: 5ft. 1 and a half inch. (About 1.56m, 1.57m)
13. Weight: About 49kg (48.7kg)
14. Bloodtype: If I'm not wrong, A positive.
15. Shoe size: 7
16. Favorite music: Genre: Rock, Pop,Trance/Dance... Actually, I listen to almost all kinds of genre. Hmm? Agnes Monica, Avril Lavigne, Bon Jovi, Britney Spears, Daughtry, Dido, Edison Chen, Eiffel 65, Jennifer Lopez, Linkin Park, Maksim Mrvica, Paul Oakenfold, Quarashi, Rammstein, Ronan Keating, Shakira, Subsonica, Tiesto, The Corrs, Usher, Utada Hikaru...
17. Favorite musician: Well? I think Maksim Mrvica is great. Croatian pianist. Hmm? Tiesto's good too! DJ from the Netherlands. Safri Duo - Duo from Denmark.
18. Favorite season: I wish to experience it but sadly, there's none here in Singapore.
19. Favorite food: Just to name a few - Lemon Chicken Rice, Lasagne, Chicken Pie, Pizza, Hotplate beef...
20. Favorite actor/actress: Adam Sandler, Angelina Jolie, Catherine Zeta-Jones, Jude Law,Tom Hanks, Tom Cruise... (Those that I can remember at the moment)
21. Things that you want to own: I? Hmm... What do I want? I can't think of any at the moment. Hmm? Maybe I would like a digital camera.
22. My ideal type: Ideal type of guy? HAHA. Hmm? Understanding, have a good sense of humor, responsible, faithful, honest, patient, a little adventureous + playful + serious. *grins*
Hmm? You know, sometimes the things that you least expect, happens. So yeah...
23. My current dilemma: What dilemma do I have? Hmm... I really don't know.
24. When was your first love: You know, I don't think I ever fell in love before. However, I ever like this particular guy before - for very long.
25. Definition concerning love: Love - It has different meanings to it. It's how you look at it but love isn't about sex. Well? I'm not saying sex is dirty or anything like that. Nothing wrong with it. What I mean is... You can't say like - "If you love me why won't you have sex with me?", you know, that kind of stuff. (:
26. Alcohol tolerance level: I don't drink. However, I did drink wine by accident. Red wine - I don't like the taste.
27. Alcohol induced habit: Well? Like I mentioned - I don't drink.
28. How many most valuable friends?: M.V.F? My good,close friends - Something that I can count with my fingers. Definitely, not something that I can't count with.
29. Treasure #1: What's my number 1 treasure? It never cross my mind.
30. When I see myself as handsome: That is, if I am a guy... That'll be nice you know. Means I can attract girls. LOL! Well? Look is an advantage but that doesn't mean you can have everything your way.
31. When I see myself as sexy: Sexy? Hmm... Does the word - Seductive comes in mind?
32. Current hair style: Mid-length. Erm, but I tie my hair and it's messy because I didn't really comb my hair today. Oops.
33. Current clothing attire: I'm wearing my Primary 5 camp (grey) tee and shorts.
34. My current posture: Am sitting straight but with my leg on (against?) something.
35. Things in your pocket: In my pocket now? There's nothing.
36. When did you first try drinking alcohol: I took it by accident. I didn't know it was red wine. I can't remember when but it was some years ago.
37. Thing you want to do most right now: Things that I want to do most? I want to work out! Well? Not now. LOL. Ok, now? Hmm... I don't know.
38. Favorite color: BLUE (is the colour)! White, silver, brown... Something that I think is nice.
39. Present you want to receive from your significant other: I really don't know but... You know something? I like surprises. Can you surprise me? =X
40. Favorite brand: I like Adidas. I have an Adidas bag (pencil case I gave to my brother), Adidas water bottle, Adidas cap, Adidas watch... I like Bossini pants, I have some San Street clothes, I like the The Body Shop products... I like G2000 blù.
41. When do you want to get married: Probably around 27 - 29?
42. What do you do when home alone?: I don't know because I always do the things that I always do.
43. Time it usually takes to fall asleep: Sometimes when I'm really very tired, few minutes I can just sleep. Actually, it depends.
44. Clothing style: It depends on my mood. There are times whereby I like to dress up. There are times I feel lazy. Elegant and classy. Simple and casual. Classy and casual. Err?
45. Habit: Defending my favourite team - Chelsea F.C. , sleeping late, eat late (for dinner), likes to have supper, snapping my fingers, shaking my leg, thumbs up when I'm pleased or to say it's ok...
46. Highest ranking while attending school: 2nd in class (overall) for both mid-year and end of the year in 2005. 2nd in class for N levels. Top for Social Studies quiz in Primary 5. 1st for English, Elements of Office Administration, Computer Applications, Home Economics - In Secondary.
47. Difference between women and men: Women are much more sensitive than men. Men are much stronger in terms of strength than women. Women tend to understand things better than men. Women are more emotional than men. Ok, did I answer the question then?
48. If you are born again: I would just want to restart my life from 1999 onwards. I made a lot of mistakes from then on. Hmm? I was very innocent back then. Yeah, that's for real. I wouldn't dare to say I'm that innocent now but still, I'm not really so devilish.
49. What would I have been in a previous life?: Err? I can't answer that question because I don't know.
50. If someone you love cheats on you: Definitely, I'll be hurt, disappointed and of course, frustrated. I'll definitely demand an explaination and if I really can't take it I might "blow up". ("Blow up" as in pull that trigger and be mad - Does that equals to hatred? I really don't know.)
51. Song I like to sing most at noraebang (Karaoke) (18번 means your specialty): I'm no karaoke person.
52. What you want to do on rainy days: Sleep? Read some magazines or books? Drink hot chocolate!
53. Current physical condition: Feeling a little tired and a little worried as examination is just few days away!
54. If you were left behind alone in a deserted island, what 3 things would you take with you: Definitely there won't be any wireless so meaning to say I can't bring any gadget! Hmm... Paper+Pen, Food and water.
55. If you get married, how many kids?: I think 2 is enough. You know, Singapore is so expensive... If you have more children,it means more money.
56. Person you want to see the most right now: Samir Nasri? *grins*
57. Favorite snacks: Rice crackers, peanuts, chocolates...
58. Monthly allowance: For school? Average of: $120 - $150 I guess.
59. Restaurant that you go to often: I take that as eating place. My family do go to Cavana every 2 - 3 months. If we're at Orchard, we mostly eat at Far East Plaza - Cahaya.
60. What do you mainly do in your free time?: I surf the net of course. Blogging, chatting... If there's football, I'll watch.
61. Do you tend to get dumped? or do the dumping?: I guess to get dumped is the worst.
62. Reason for your answer to question 61: Just speaking what I feel about it.
63. Something you most want to have: I want peace and success.
64. If you are reincarnated?: I want to be an even better person.
65. When you feel that you've become an adult: Responsibility comes in that is! Meaning to say, more responsibility and facing the situation and not run away like a coward!
66. Country you want to visit the most: London. Italy? New York? Ok, London and Italy.
67. Your method to evaluate human beings: Learn to observe. I think that's the most beautiful thing you can do.
68. What kind of proposal is the most awesome: I really don't know. Care to share?
69. Place you want to go to most with your significant other: London? CHELSEA F.C! Oops. Hmm... Ok, where does that significant other wants to bring me to?
70. What's your cellphone bill: Definitely below $30.
71. If you go on vacation, where to: Somewhere nice that I can de-stress and enjoy myself.
72. Favorite TV program: TV program? I have quite a number that I love to watch. I'll just tell you the channels that I enjoying watching - ESPN (Starhub Cable TV: Chn 23), Football Channel (Chn 27), Goal TV 2 (Chn 116), MTV Asia (Chn 20)... I do watch HBO and Star Movies at times (Chn 60 and 58).
73. If unification (of Korea) happens: I'm living in Singapore. Not Korea.
74. The person you think of when you get rained on: That never cross my mind. I really don't know.
75. When do you feel like you are happy: When I'm happy? HAHA.
76. Most recent movie you saw: Recent movie that I watch? What was the last? I can't remember.
77. Movie that made a deep impression: I have no idea but "Click" is nice - It's a good movie too.
78. What do you think about homosexuals: I have no comments about it.
79. Do you think one can marry someone else for the sake of someone they love: That's a complicated issue.
80. First thing you want to do for someone you love: First thing? I don't know but I'll be faithful to the person I love.
81. Do you think you have a tendency to cheat: No. Ok, all humans definitely have some sins but I'm mostly very honest.
82. I want to die when it's like this: Death? Well, a peaceful one would be ok. I mean when you're old, you won't know how much time you are left with.
83. While walking down a street, if you find $10 million: Divide it into portions and with that portions, a portion will go to charity.
84. When you're heart hurt the most: When something hurts me?
85. The most indecent man is: A pervert (and I really mean very pervertic), rude and cruel, demanding. Hmm? Playboy. (Well, you get the picture... Figure that one out.)
86. The most indecent woman is: Hookers? Someone who don't value themselves... Who goes around sleeping with other men. (Sorry, no offence!)
87. If you became an invisible man: Hmm... I can spy on others without them knowing. Muahahaha! Hmm... Interesting. Would that be at your house? Oops.
88. Name of the alcohol you like the most: I don't drink.
89. Appetizers you like to eat most with alcohol: NO-NO for me as I don't drink.
90. Behavior when angry: Oh dear... I think I look horrible when I'm angry. Curse, swear? Hit the person if that person irritates me. I, myself, don't like it when I'm angry.
91. Motto: Look on the brighter side. Be strong!
92. When someone you just met asks you for your phone number: It depends but sometimes I just wouldn't want to give.
93. Your nickname: Ashley Kid, Anne, D, Silencer D, D-Illusionist, Surfer72, x-72...
94. First thing you do when you wake up in the morning: I open my eyes! HAHA. Hmm...
95. Place on your body in which you are most confident: Is this question trying to say - Which body part of yours makes you feel most confident?
96. Do you have a jinx: No, don't wish to have anyway.
97. The most valuable thing in the world is: It's gotta be love. Love for your loved ones.
98. When you are the happiest: When I'm feeling the happiest, I think I'll feel like I'm in cloud 9.
99. When you are the saddest: I guess... The feeling is difficult to describe.
100. Last thing I want to say: I want to score an "A" for my exam. Thank you, bless you.
CREDITS: saily.exteen.com
P.S: I got this from Fiqah's blog.
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