// My Illusions*
Monday, May 19, 2008
I can't believe that this is my 299th entry. Maybe to some it's nothing to WOW about but to me it's an achievement to have as much entry as this. You get to look back and see how you change.
When I read my older entries, at times I laughed. Not only has the style of writing changed but also, you get to see that you matured and you don't think like way you used to. It's amazing to look back and things and say - "Hey, I can't believe I was like that back then."
To think back about the past, it brings back those memories. Speaking of past, earlier on when I was surfing the net, I came across this picture and I saw "him" in it. Not that I still like him but well? I don't know how to describe this feeling.
It's kind of weird and difficult for me to explain. At times it makes me sadden but at times I simply feel numb about it. Simply imagine me being a fool for like 55 months or so. Oh well...
However, there's this particular guy who looks like him. I remember when I went to Outward Bound Singapore (OBS) camp, there was this particular person that looks like him. Ok, I wouldn't say exactly like him but probably half of it I guess?
Even my Secondary classmate thinks so. Hmm? When I checked out that particular guy's Friendster profile, he don't really look like "him" now but still, some pictures, it reminded me of "him".
You know, when I was in the MRT one day, my good friend Fiqah told me about the girl who was sitting the other side of the train. You know what? She looked a bit like me. Gosh. HAHA.
Well? Even before that, I ,myself have seen that "lookalike" girl. Hmm? However, I think I'm better. *cheekily grins* Thick skin? Nah. I just feel that way.
She may be taller than me but I still feel I don't look as blur as that. *smiles sincerely*
Anyway, I ate mutton chop just now. I haven't eat mutton chop for quite a while. The last time I eat, I feel that it's hot but just now... It makes me want more!
Ummm.... Oh yeah,oh yeah... Ummm.... Yummy! Delicious! I was kind of addicted to it. It's like I feel I want more of it. Yes, give me more.
"Gimme gimme... Gimme more, gimme more..." - Britney Spears' - "Gimme more".
Hmm? You know,I've been having this thought for quite a while already but somehow, I always want to keep it to myself. Well, I guess it's time I should spill the beans. I have this thought of selling my unwanted stuff. However, at this moment in time, I'm a little unsure if I should.
But I think I should because I have quite a number of products that I don't use. It's like, I buy then after a few use, I just didn't use it. I just kept it aside and not use it and simply let it collect dust.
Maybe I should sell off my unwanted stuff. Well? Better than I just throw it away like that,it's better to sell it off right? At least I could earn some money but that doesn't mean I'm money-minded.
On top of that, at least if I were to sell, I won't sell it at a high price and some products I only used it a few times and some - rarely use it. I tend to have that habit but at times I'm good at controlling myself.
I don't know. I guess at that point of purchase, I really want that product very much (maybe because of the advertisement or packaging blah blah blah - what have you) and also maybe my expectations were high about the particular product only to find it disappointing and that could be the reason why I just put it aside and not use.
It's a waste of money but at least I am able to cut it down. These days, I am better at controlling such situations. Call me stingy or whatever but I feel that we should be a smart shopper. A wise choice can save your time and money. You just have to be patient and do your homework.
Just a tip: Make a wise choice, be patient and do your homework. That way, you'll be able to minimise your spendings and buy something that will benefit you and not something that would just waste your money. Furthermore, that money you could save up to buy something useful or simply just save it.
Oh well, ok, *yawns* I guess I better be going.
Goodnight!
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠2:30:00 am♠
// D: Illusionist

+ Diane
+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist
+ 0ctober 4th 1990
+ Libra
+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)
+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School  (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)
BLUE IS THE COLOUR
// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
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You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
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// What's your love type
Your Love Type: ISFJ
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The Nurturer
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Best matches: ESTP or ESFP
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// Are you too picky when it comes to men?
You Are Picky When it Counts
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Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
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// What kind of sexy girl are you?
You Are Fun Sexy
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You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
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// What kind of girl are you?
You are a Brainy Girl!
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Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
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// Are you spoiled?
You Are 24% Spoiled
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You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
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// What flavour Pocky are you?
You Are Flan Pocky
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Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!
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// Could you be violent?
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent
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Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.
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// Speed test
95 words Speed test