// My Illusions*
Friday, February 15, 2008
Happy Valentine's Day! (Oops... Slightly late to wish that!)
Anyway, look who is updating this... None other than miL resiaQ enaiD!
HAHA. Ok,I purposely typed it backwards. Still haven't had a clue who? (Diane Qaiser Lim - Tada! Jackpot! [MYSELF, of course!]) Yeah,I haven't been updating frequently as I am quite busy these days.
Hmm? Valentine's Day... I really wonder why people make a big fuss about it. Seriously, any day or rather - EVERYDAY can be a special day. Why must it just be one day (14th of February) only?
Yeah, yeah... Some might say "Well? You're single that's why you don't know."
OK, tell me what did I not know? I just look at it that way. Everyday can be a special day (of course if you choose to look at it that way!). Doesn't mean only on the 14th of February IS A SPECIAL DAY.
Yes, I can understand those lovers are trying to show their love to their loved ones. Well? I'm fine with it. However, it gets irritating when people make it "all so big and fussy".
I have to say that it irritates me. Not that I'm jealous. Honestly, I am not jealous at all. It's nice if you have a lover and your lover makes it a "special" day for you (since it's Valentine's Day) to show their love. What I mean by special - "memorable".
However, people these days make it really a big fuss to the extend I feel sick of it. Yes, the sight of it irritates me. You don't need a lover to feel confident! In fact, you should be confident in the first place! Not because you have a lover, only then you will feel confident.
Ok, maybe that is a little too harsh (refering to Valentine's Day). Alright then, I'm fine with it (that is fine with Valentine's Day), as long as the girl doesn't go on and behave so ... Hmm? What word should I use? Bitchy. (Ok,I actually wanted to refrain myself from using that for my blog but oh well... There it is!)
I was in school and my two friends wanted to go to the toliet (Fiqah and Naqiah), so we went to the toliet. My my my. A lot of girls inside the toliet.
What are the girls doing? Come on... Use your brain and think! You know it's Valentine's Day and yeah, I'm pretty sure you know the answer to it.
WELL... If you don't, I'll tell you the answer. They are grooming themselves. Yes, very vain to look good. ("How do I look?", "Eh, is my hair ok or not?", "You think he will like it?" , etc.)
No, it's not a problem to me. Looking good gives you more confident. Even I,myself I've been reading skin care books. I don't have good flawless skin but taking care of your skin is a good thing to do. It's never too late. It's better if you start now.
I use a sunblock everyday for my face to protect from those Ultra Violet (UV) rays that will cause premature aging to your skin. Too much sun is bad for your skin.
So... You can't judge me as - I'm a footie (football) freak. Come on! Get a life!
I know, I've been very much into football for the past few years but when people have this thinking of you - A FOOTIE FREAK who is a fanatic, that's so wrong.
What's wrong with going to football sites daily to keep yourself updated? I don't see anything wrong with that. The thing is... I don't only talk about football only. Like I've mentioned,I have a life and so... I'm also into music, shopping, skin care products, blogging, etc.
I talk about different things to different people. I'm pretty sure you do that same too.
Some friends, I'll talk about music. Whereas some friends, we talk about shopping (Clothes,shoes,bags - SALES). Well? You should know what I mean.
I like to read but I wouldn't dare to say I am the "master of the English language". That would be wrong. In fact, I haven't been practising much these days to the extend I'm getting a bit slower.
However, I would love to re-learn again. In other words, to refresh my memory.
Anyway, all I want to say is... EVERYDAY IS A DIFFERENT DAY and YOU CAN MAKE EVERYDAY A SPECIAL DAY.
Oh yes, another thing that bugs me is that people seem to enjoy matchmaking me! I don't like.
Why do they want to see me going steady with a guy that soon? Whatever it is, I don't like the idea. Matchmaking? I mean... RANDOMLY matchmaking me. Tsk.
I'm not interested in anyone so no point trying to do such things because I'm not that type so easily agreeing to go steady for the sake of it.
I prefer to take my time. Get to know the person better and who knows what's next? To "force" someone isn't a good way. Maybe some might say, give that person a chance but it's hard to say actually.
It's rude to say... "Hey,at least someone likes you!" (In a somewhat sarcastic way)
I dislike guys who think they are so GREAT. Guys may be stronger than girls and in a way, have more power than girls. However, if a guy has a cocky attitude, that's a turnoff. I don't think I'll fall for this type of guy because I won't even bother respecting him (because he is simply too cocky).
Speaking about cocky - Some people may think that I am cocky but hey, that's not true. If you know me well, I'm not like that. In fact, I like to joke and laugh.
However, if you frustrate me (as in... REALLY IRRITATE ME to the extend I "hate"), of course I'll be upset and I may be mean and unkind towards you. Other than that, I don't think I'm mean. I consider myself as a good citizen.
Yes, I'm a good girl! HAHA. Ok, I am very monsterous when I'm angry. Even I,myself - I don't like that. I don't know but sometimes I don't realise what I say when I'm angry. Hmm? Do I hold grudges? Hmm... Maybe sometimes. Boohoo!
Darn. You know there's so many things in my mind and I don't know where to begin. It's like I feel like spilling it all out. It'll somehow makes me feel better but I'm getting tired now.
There's so many things in mind - Those thoughts in my head.
Oh well... I'm tired now.
I'll blog again soon!
Before I go, it's FA Cup weekend (Yes, I guess some might be saying - "See~! There you go again!" Yeah,yeah... Say whatever you want but I'm not an extremely hardcore footie freak).
THE BIG MATCH THIS WEEKEND IS...: MANCHESTER UNITED versus ARSENAL.
Which team do I want to see winning it? Hmm... It's a tough question. They are definitely my rival teams! Especially in the Premiership with Chelsea being 3 points behind Manchester United and 8 points behind Arsenal.
I really don't know because I don't like both teams. However, lately... It seems Arsenal has been quite cocky. So yeah...
MY LOVELY TEAM: CHELSEA will be playing at home. We will have all the players back! Yay! Oh wait, John Terry still unfit.
Anyway, as a Chelsea fan, it's nice when you look at the record that your team has set. FOUR YEARS UNBEATEN in the league. That's really cool.
Alright, that would be all for today.
I'll be back when I have the time to update.
Peace out~
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠12:00:00 am♠