Sometimes in life... We have to be strong!




My second entry of the year and also for the month of January.





Had school from 9AM to 6PM but was dismissed at about 5.30PM. I'm actually surprised that I'm earlier than Fiqah today. *grins*





Yes, most of the time she's earlier than me. See, I told her that I'll be early one of these days. Ok, let's give her some credit - She's mostly early and she waits for me. Oops. However, that doesn't mean I am forever late!





I am early at times when meeting her! Ok, it depends. When I go out with my secondary school good friend - Xiaoqiang (Angie), I mostly have to wait for her. I ever waited one and a half hours!





Yes, I know it sounds crazy and maybe some would be surprised that I actually wait. Yeah, I'm a little impatient when it comes to waiting. I mean, I can wait (that is... 5 to 15 minutes) but if it's more than that, I don't feel comfortable.





However, at times it depends on the situation and also my mood plays a part too. *grins*





So... If I'm in a good mood, I'll be willing to wait. Muahahaha!






Darn. I simply can't lie to myself. You know, this morning out of the blue, I just feel sad. If only my heart could talk... But you know what? It can't!





I just feel sad. For a moment, I feel like crying but I kept telling myself - I have to be strong!





Yes, I need to be strong but how long can I go on trying to be strong? Well, I'll leave it to god. I just hope that god will give me the determination to drive on.





As much as it seem to hurt me, making me feel sad and all... I can't let that get the best of me. I have to get on and do my best in whatever I do.





There are a few reasons to why I may feel sad. Maybe one of the reasons is that I feel sometimes people don't appreciate or at least acknowledge me. I even wonder like what did I do wrong or how did I go wrong or... What's wrong with me?





It may seem silly but to be honest, that's how I feel.





What can I do about it? I can't do anything about it. I just can't help it. HOWEVER! Yes - However... As an optimist, I'll tell myself to look on the bright side!





I'm pretty sure people won't think that I actually felt like that today. Yeah, I don't want to think about it. I want to be happy, feel happy and enjoy the happiness.





In life, we need happiness. People often relate money equals to happiness. That's not true. You can have money, you can be successful but if you're not happy, you'll still be missing a jigsaw puzzle piece.





Well, how do you view it as? What's your point of view?





Your view, your vision - What's your story?





Hmm... I don't know but I just feel happy helping people today. It makes me feel happy. Is that good or bad?





Gosh. That sounds like confusion. Is it?





Maybe, but I'm determined to get on with what I have and to reach the finishing line. Nothing has change the way I think. I'm still very much the same person.





I do what I like, I like what I do.





I just want peace. I just want people to acknowledge and appreciate what I do. I am sick and tired when people don't appreciate my effort. Yes, it is annoying but this is life.





Sometimes I feel I want to help others. If that could make a difference to others, why not? If I could do something to make others happy, why not?





Little gestures make a difference.





I may not have everything to offer but I'll try my best.





Well... I don't want to go on and on. I'll just leave it here for now.







Tomorrow's THE BIG DAY FOR THOSE WHO TOOK O LEVELS LAST YEAR.  To those 2007 O level students - I wish them all the best! May you pass with flying colours!







Alright,I'll end here.

Peace out~