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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Sometimes in life... We have to be strong!

My second entry of the year and also for the month of January.

Had school from 9AM to 6PM but was dismissed at about 5.30PM. I'm actually surprised that I'm earlier than Fiqah today. *grins*

Yes, most of the time she's earlier than me. See, I told her that I'll be early one of these days. Ok, let's give her some credit - She's mostly early and she waits for me. Oops. However, that doesn't mean I am forever late!

I am early at times when meeting her! Ok, it depends. When I go out with my secondary school good friend - Xiaoqiang (Angie), I mostly have to wait for her. I ever waited one and a half hours!

Yes, I know it sounds crazy and maybe some would be surprised that I actually wait. Yeah, I'm a little impatient when it comes to waiting. I mean, I can wait (that is... 5 to 15 minutes) but if it's more than that, I don't feel comfortable.

However, at times it depends on the situation and also my mood plays a part too. *grins*

So... If I'm in a good mood, I'll be willing to wait. Muahahaha!

Darn. I simply can't lie to myself. You know, this morning out of the blue, I just feel sad. If only my heart could talk... But you know what? It can't!

I just feel sad. For a moment, I feel like crying but I kept telling myself - I have to be strong!

Yes, I need to be strong but how long can I go on trying to be strong? Well, I'll leave it to god. I just hope that god will give me the determination to drive on.

As much as it seem to hurt me, making me feel sad and all... I can't let that get the best of me. I have to get on and do my best in whatever I do.

There are a few reasons to why I may feel sad. Maybe one of the reasons is that I feel sometimes people don't appreciate or at least acknowledge me. I even wonder like what did I do wrong or how did I go wrong or... What's wrong with me?

It may seem silly but to be honest, that's how I feel.

What can I do about it? I can't do anything about it. I just can't help it. HOWEVER! Yes - However... As an optimist, I'll tell myself to look on the bright side!

I'm pretty sure people won't think that I actually felt like that today. Yeah, I don't want to think about it. I want to be happy, feel happy and enjoy the happiness.

In life, we need happiness. People often relate money equals to happiness. That's not true. You can have money, you can be successful but if you're not happy, you'll still be missing a jigsaw puzzle piece.

Well, how do you view it as? What's your point of view?

Your view, your vision - What's your story?

Hmm... I don't know but I just feel happy helping people today. It makes me feel happy. Is that good or bad?

Gosh. That sounds like confusion. Is it?

Maybe, but I'm determined to get on with what I have and to reach the finishing line. Nothing has change the way I think. I'm still very much the same person.

I do what I like, I like what I do.

I just want peace. I just want people to acknowledge and appreciate what I do. I am sick and tired when people don't appreciate my effort. Yes, it is annoying but this is life.

Sometimes I feel I want to help others. If that could make a difference to others, why not? If I could do something to make others happy, why not?

Little gestures make a difference.

I may not have everything to offer but I'll try my best.

Well... I don't want to go on and on. I'll just leave it here for now.

Tomorrow's THE BIG DAY FOR THOSE WHO TOOK O LEVELS LAST YEAR. To those 2007 O level students - I wish them all the best! May you pass with flying colours!

Alright,I'll end here.

Peace out~

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:59:00 pm♠

Sunday, January 20, 2008

HELLO AGAIN!

Yes,I'm back again... My first entry of the year! Gosh,I've been quite busy lately with school assignments and stuff like that but hey,I'm typing this now.

I don't know where to start actually. So many things yet so little time. Hmm? Where should I begin? It's almost the third week of 2008 and this is my FIRST (yes, I am repeating myself again - First) entry of 2008.

So many things in my mind, I guess I'll not go into detail.

Went out just now. Went to Courts Megastore to look at stuff then to IKEA, before heading home. Reached home at about 9PM.

Meaning to say - I missed an episode of "Malin Kundang". (It's an Indonesian drama. Yes, I do watch Indonesian drama and I kind of like it. Hmm? What can I say? It's in the blood. HAHA.)

Oh well... There's school tomorrow. Tomorrow is Monday and school starts at 10AM. (Well? That is if you are in the Entreprenuership elective module.)

Into my 2nd year now and from Monday to Thursday, I'll have a long day as lessons would only end between 5pm to 6pm. However, on Tuesday and Thursday, school starts at noon.

*Yawns* (Tomorrow) 10AM to 6PM. My my my. What a day. My Sports and Wellness lesson this term is on a Tuesday. I don't know if Tuesday will be a day to love or to hate.

I don't feel comfortable with my Sports and Wellness teacher. Yes, I think I should be using the terms "teacher". The reason? Well,I'm not going to state why.

Why did I say that? Well, maybe I don't know him that well yet. Furthermore, he has that stern look. (Makes me scared? HAHA. *shrugs*) Anyway, let's not talk about that.

Anyway, I just completed or should I say, I finally redo a new layout for my class assignment.

I can say that I am quite satisfied with it. However, I don't know if it looks good or not. I like it to be simple yet at the same time, I want it to be nice.

When I think it's nice or when people think it looks good, I feel great about it. You know that kind of feeling... The one that makes you feel great and proud of your work. It's like you achieved something.

...And If people don't think it looks good, that's where I won't feel good about it. It's like there's no peace as I will keep thinking about it and I'll be thinking how can I improve on it to make it look good.

However, at times I don't care what people say - As long I am satisfied and proud of my work.

I do feel that when you do something, give it your best. Show others what you have to offer. Hmm? Then again, I may be saying this but at times, I think I am lazy. Oops.

Then again, depending on the situation. There are at times I really really want to be the best. It's like I want to showcase to others saying - "Hey, look at me! This is what I got to offer. I'm giving my best and I hope you like what you see".

Split personality? I really don't know as it never cross my mind but now as I am typing, I am beginning to wonder. At the end of the day, you should know what type of person you are no matter what others might say.

I still think that as humans we have our best sides and our not so good sides. Whatever it is, just be yourself. I dislike people who tries so hard to be other people. It's pretty lame to me.

Why do you have to imitate others? Just be you. You know what? You are unique in your own ways. So yeah, be you.

However, even if you are being youself - You shouldn't be copying others. People who copy others or listen to what others say have no brains. That's a big BOO BOO.

Trust yourself. Even though I am not perfect, I still try to be myself and frankly speaking, I am sick and tired when people say that I'm pretending to be good.

I know I'm not 100% innocent but whatever I do, it's just me. If I thanked you or those little kind gestures or anything like that - That's just me. My parents taught me that since young.

The reason why I bring this up is that I came across those comments and sometimes I wonder why people have to comment on such things?

You know, the world works in a funny way as there are all sorts of people around. I just want to get on with my live and not go around looking for trouble.

Why do you want to do such things? I feel it's a waste of time. I rather use that time to do something that will make me a better person.

ALRIGHT, let's not get carried away now.

Back to my class assignment that I was talking about. Yes, I am satisfied with it.

http://www.geocities.com/itsmylife_bonjovi

That's the link~ Check it out if you want. I know it's very simple (but you know what? My eyes can't keep off the banner).

Ok, I guess I'll end here now.

Well? I'll try to update it as often as possible.

Oh yes, before I go... Claudio Pizarro's goal against Birmingham City helps Chelsea to keep their title challenge alive. Well? Anything is possible. Chelsea are just four points behind Arsenal and Manchester United.

Tennis world number one - Roger Federer beat Janko Tipsarevic (World number forty-nine) in a 5-setter match. It was exciting but I missed the first part and the last part. The last set I didn't watch till the end as my mother wanted to watch television.

I am a fan of Roger Federer. I'll watch him if I have the time. Even though he wasn't playing at his best against Janko Tipsarevic, he still managed to beat him. (Oh by the way, it lasted for FOUR HOURS AND TWENTY-SEVEN MINUTES!) Hopefully he wins the Australian Open again! *grins* GO FEDERER, GO!

I'm off now.

Peace out~

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:47:00 pm♠