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Saturday, December 22, 2007
Look who's back! Back again. She's back. Who is she? She's the best, she's the legend... La La LA. Introducing... Silencer D!HAHA. Alright, I was just trying to start an opening for this entry. That's all.
Anyway, it's finally December and this is my SECOND entry for this month. My my my. Very few entries lately, eh?
SO... BEFORE I REALLY BEGIN, I'LL LIKE TO APOLOGISE IF THIS IS GOING TO BE A VERY LONG ENTRY. Alright, let us begin~
Gosh. Time flies. It's almost end of the year and I already started planning unlike other years where I only plan what I want for next year in the last few days of the year.
I'm quite pleased that I began to plan in advance that is about a week and a half or two. That's the way to go I guess?
Anyway, reflecting back about my year - You know in life, there's always ups and downs. In life, you lose some, you win some. Basically, this world works that way and whatever we have we should actually appreciate it.
I must admit that there were times whereby I would complain and whine but when I later found out that another friend of mine doesn't have what I have.
Upon hearing that when my friend told me, I then realised that I should be thankful for what I have.
I guess sometimes in life, we just don't realise what's in front of us until we later found out and realised that you already have it. The thing that you yearn for is already there around you. You just have to open your eyes and discover it yourself.
I am no angel. I make mistakes and maybe I commit a sin or two but I wouldn't say I am a devil. However, thinking about improving yourself everyday is a good thing as it makes you to be a better person.
A better person than you are today.
I'm sorry if I talk a lot and maybe to some they might find it irritating. Of course there are some things better left unsaid. People always assume that I'm the "tell-it-all" person but actually, they are wrong.
You know, it's always your choice. You always have a decision to pick and make what's yours. However, picking the wrong decision will lead to complications.
Pardon me if I irritated you but I'm someone who likes to talk and express myself. It's hard for me to express myself at times because I feel people aren't interested in what you're going to talk about.
I know and I can sense it at times that there are some people simply pretending to listen to you but as a matter of fact, they aren't.
I don't like going against others. I mostly advice others and give my point of view about how I feel about the situation. Debate? Well, it's healthy to have a debate once a while and of course without using harsh words of course.
We can do so by stating the facts and argue your point as to why you think it is like that and also giving supporting evidence to it to prove your point. It's kind of interesting somehow but if people were to react defensively, use harsh words and all sorts of "god knows what's next" - That's a turn off to me.
One good example would have to be - "Football Focus with John Dykes". That's one my favourite shows. Sure it's football but, you should watch how they carry their debates. The way they discuss it and argue their point. Very professional and definitely - Enjoyable to watch. Thumbs up!
I just don't know how to describe December. Seriously, it has been quite smooth going for me but what was shocking is that - My grandmother passed away.
I don't have any grandparents left. Frankly speaking, I don't know how it feels like to be loved by your grandparents. She passed away on the 6th of December. I never was close with my grandmother but in a way, I admit I was a bit sad though I don't have much reactions to it.
What can I say? It's the circle of life and now I realised that I have to achieve and enjoy whatever I can while I'm still alive.
To think about death, that's really scary. Yes, I am afraid and I still feel I have a lot more to explore in this world. It's a shame that this world is filled with hypocrites, backstabbers, confidence tricksters, immature people, the "nothing better to do" people, racist people and many more.
People say: "God is not fair" but I choose not to look at it that way.
Yes, yes yes! I admit that this world can be unfair and sometimes life seems unfair to you. I was once or rather a few times in a situation whereby I feel this world is so cruel to me. Unfair towards me and it's like I kept wondering to myself - "Where did I go wrong? What did I do?" Maybe we don't see what mistakes you've made at times but I remember thinking to myself "Am I really a bad person?" (The people around makes this world seems unfair because of power and greed, god is fair.)
There and then those questions simply pops up in my mind.
* I am talkative, I talk a lot and I'm loud at times. I have bad temper at times to the extend sometimes I don't realise what I say.
* If I dislike a person, I can be mean towards the person at times. I am stubborn. Rock-headed (and has a heart that's made of steel) if you want to put it that way as I can find it hard to forgive and forget at times. Oh yes, not forgetting lazy.
* Those are the bad points I could list out but other than that. I don't think I'm that bad.
* I am a good listener. Advisor. I'll try to console you and cheer you up when you're feeling down. I'll help whenever I can. I'll entertain you if you're bored. Well? I can be lame at times but sometimes some lame things can make you laugh and to see others laugh somehow makes me smile.
* I know I've been turning friends down but I'll be there when they need me for support or advice or anything like that. I think I'm sensible. I am always trying my best to understand others.
I may not be the best or someone great but I always try to give it my all. I always try to help whenever I can and I really wonder, am I really that horrible?
It seems like people always remembers the mistakes that you've made but not acknowledging on the good deeds and good things that you did. It saddens me. I am human. You cannot assume that I am always so strong.
I have a heart and I have feelings because I am human. I'm just a mere human being and I am not some sort of special human! So, please be considerate. Forgive me if I make mistakes as, in life human make mistakes.
To think about it, I guess sometimes it's better for us to judge. I don't want to go on as some might think I'm trying to brag or promote myself. I just want to be who I am and not faking to be a "wannabe" or anything like that.
I am unique, I am the only one.
Well? I cut my hair recently and I spent $86. $21 for my haircut, $33 for the shampoo and $32 for the spray.
My my my. I have sensitive scalp? I don't really know about that. Thus, I ended up buying it which cost me $33. Kerastase Dermo-Calm shampoo by L'oreal and it's only like 250ml (millilitre)! (Err? Correct spelling, right? Milliliter would be American spelling, whereas millilitre is British English spelling.)
Also bought this hairspray kind of thing which cost me $32. Gosh.
My haircut price is reasonable or rather I should say cheap. Where did I cut it? Heatwave by Monsoon at Marina Square. I guess it's better to go on during weekdays. Probably after 1pm? I went to cut my hair about that time and there weren't too many people. Just a few.
I don't like places where they'll be so many people cutting. I just don't find it comfortable I guess? I prefer somewhere cozy and relaxing.
Hmm? Fiqah said she like my new haircut but when I first stepped out of the salon, I kept wondering if it's going to be weird or not. I somehow find it a bit weird but my mother always tells me that in a few days time, you'll somehow look better.
To be honest, I think it was a little weird but somehow something different I guess as I've been having long hair for quite a while. Guess what? Few days later, I kind of like my fringe and my hair.
Hmm... Well? I didn't cut my hair short as my hair is naturally wavy though at times my hair seems quite straight but there are times it can be wavy and it curls.
I cut my hair to mid-length - Somewhere around the shoulders. I can't really tie my hair up. Well? I can but I would need a lot of clips and it feels funny to tie it up as my hair is much more layered now.
Hmm? Comparing it when I have long hair, I feel it's much easier to tie it up and it looks better. Furthermore, my last haircut layers aren't as much as now.
I guess for the time being, I'll just use my hairband. Thankfully, I bought two when this year when I still have long hair.
One white and the other is a shiny one which is brown in colour. I like both and to think about it, I kind of like wearing hairband now. Maybe it's time I should start wearing it again? The last time I wear that was when I was young and I stopped after that.
Maybe I should find some of my clips to "accessorise" my hair. I used to have some nice clips that my mother bought for me when I was younger but I somehow have misplaced it.
Anyway, to sum things up this year, I think it wasn't that bad. In fact, drama has keep me quite occupied. Gosh! Those wonderful moments. Miss miss miss! Though "someone" replied my tag by saying I'll not be missed! Boohoo!
Ok, I'll try to update as often as I can. I guess I better be going. I'll end my entry here for now. Or else... "Aww man! Expecting me to read such wordy entry?? Arghhhhh! It's driving me nuts!"
Yes, I don't want that to happen.
Oh yes, before I go... League Cup holders - Chelsea knocked Liverpool out of the Carling Cup competition. Peter Crouch got sent off for an ugly challenge on John Obi Mikel.
Chelsea will face Everton in the Semi-finals. Whereas, Arsenal will Tottenham Hotspur.
Hmm? Chelsea and Arsenal in the Finals again? Well, a repeat of last year might happen again but I'm hoping Spurs and Chelsea to be in the finals. Hopefully, Chelsea to win it again! *grins*
Champions League draw: -
Arsenal vs AC Milan (Premier League leaders against the mighty Milan that won the Champions League - Expect a tough one! Go Milan,go! Oops. Sorry Arsenal fans but I fancy Milan.)
Liverpool vs Inter Milan (Hmm? Who should I pick? Well, I'm netural about this. However, it's going to be another tough match! Last year's beaten finalist against the Champions of Italy *Serie A*.)
Lyon vs Manchester United (You know what? It'll be nice if Lyon beat Manchester United but chances are... Manchester United to go through but in football, sometimes the unexpected things happen.)
Last but not least... MY FAVOURITE AND MIGHTY BLUES!
Olympiacos vs Chelsea!
(GO CHELSEA GO!)Flying high up in the sky,
We keep the blue flag flying high
From Stamford Bridge to Wembley we keep the blue flag flying high! Hmm? Maybe it should be... "From Stamford Bridge to Moscow, we keep the blue flag flying high!"
Uh huh. The Champions League finals will be held in Moscow, Russia.
Ok... As for now... Go Chelsea, beat Blackburn this weekend!
Alright,I'm off~
Peace out!~
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠4:59:00 am♠
// D: Illusionist
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BLUE IS THE COLOUR
// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
// What's your love type
Your Love Type: ISFJ
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Best matches: ESTP or ESFP
// Are you too picky when it comes to men?
You Are Picky When it Counts
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
// What kind of sexy girl are you?
You Are Fun Sexy
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
// What kind of girl are you?
You are a Brainy Girl!
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
// Are you spoiled?
You Are 24% Spoiled
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
// What flavour Pocky are you?
You Are Flan Pocky
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!
// Could you be violent?
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.
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