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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Times flies very fast and my drama production is in about two weeks time or maybe less! Yikes!

Had drama rehearsal on Monday and oh boy, it was tiring! My class was supposed to end at 6pm. However, my class was dismissed earlier. I followed Fiqah back to her house as she forgot to bring her Fisherman pants.

After which, we went back to school. I don't see a need to go home as I've brought everything with me and it'll be a trouble to go back home and go back to school. If I were to do that, I might as well just stay at home and not attend rehearsal.

Anyway, we reached school at about 7PM. We were somehow kind of late as they're doing warm-ups already.

We quickly put our bags aside and went to change. It was supposed to end at 9PM! As usual, we would usually end about half an hour later or so. We rehearsed "Prayer For The Millenium" twice.

I must say the second time round was way better. However, if you were to say it was a good performance - I guess I'll say "There's still room for improvement."

I feel we could do it even better. I always believe if you perform with passion and if you get that feel, you could really move the audience.

I wouldn't say I'm fantastic. I'm still climbing the stairs! Then again, who doesn't want to give it their best when performing? I'm pretty sure you want to be the best performer or at least a good performer on stage.

It's been quite tough and I always believe fun comes with the responsibility tag. You work hard, you play hard. If you work hard, at the end of the day, you'll get your reward.

Reward can be anything. It doesn't have to be money. Though I know some people are money-minded people who are constantly thinking of money and if there's no money involved, they'll not give their best.

I really feel that shouldn't be the case. Look at it as a whole and see what you can gain. I mean who doesn't want to be in that win-win situation? It's somehow unfair if you're in the win-lose situation.

Nevermind that, just tell yourself or at least set yourself a target and see how is it possible for you to achieve it. There's always various way to deal with things. Well, I may be typing this but I, myself can be quite lazy at times.

Boo! That's actually a bad thing. Darn. Help me kick that habit of mine!

Ok, I think I'm a little of the topic. Anyway, I reached home at about 10.45PM. Went to take a shower. I was really tired. At 11PM, I still have not eaten my dinner!

Well, nevermind that... I was waiting for my Burger King French Chicken to be reheated by then. Hmm... Yum yum! Darn. Talking about food makes me want to drool right now.

Even though it was a long day, I still didn't turn in early. I went to sleep at 2AM. Yes, that's very late and I know it isn't good for health.

Hmm? I am still wondering where did I get that energy from as the previous night (Sunday), I had problems sleeping. I simply couldn't sleep. I only managed to get a few hours of sleep!

I may have the energy to carry on my day even though I only had a few hours of sleep, however, if I were to carry on like that everyday, I think I could simply breakdown any moment.

It's bad, really really bad for health. Hmm? I guess that's why I took a nap twice yesterday. The naps were 2 hours each.

"...It's a new dawn, it's a new day... It's a new life for me and I'm feeling good......"

Michael Buble's "Feeling Good". I simply love that song. I'm currently listening to that song. Well? I got nothing much to do at the moment. In fact, I have nothing much to do after I helped Leon with his cell group blog.

Hmm... Except that I am sort of going "gaga" over my "guy".

Who is that "guy"?

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Yes, he is none other than... XABI ALONSO!~ The only thing I don't like is that he plays for LIVERPOOL! Rival team! Booooo... GO CHELSEA GO!

Alright, I'm off now.

Peace out~

[ Blue Is The Colour ]

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠12:45:00 am♠

Friday, October 19, 2007

Finally it's Friday! Thank God It's Friday? Hmm? Well, if you put it that way.

However, I've to go back to school later at 3PM. Meaning to say I'll be leaving my house at about 2PM. How tiring? Then again, it seems like it's quite an interesting year for me. Interesting as in I'm quite active in my CCA and school has been tiring but somehow still quite interesting along the way.

If you look at life and say "Oh dear... It's so boring" then you'll look at it as boring. If you were to look at it in a positive way - "Life is interesting!"

Whichever way, you decide.

Oh my. I can't believe next month will be my drama production. Time really flies! Time flies, people age, things change and people change. What can I say after all? The world is constantly changing.

I'm still not too sure if I should go for Cyber Guide tomorrow. I attended the previous session which was like two weeks ago. It wasn't that bad. I know some were thinking "REALLY OLD PEOPLE" but actually their not that old.

Anyway, I am given an assignment today. I still haven't decide what topic to do. I had a few topics in my mind actually. One of the topics that I have in mind is actually - "Speak Good English".

The reason to it was that I came across this poster in the classroom just now. With just a snap, that idea just came to my mind.

That's not the main reason actually. That just gives me an idea. The main reason was that I feel that Singaporeans aren't speaking standard English. We, Singaporeans are so used to speaking Singlish.

I guess it's time we speak good English. I wouldn't say I've never speak Singlish. The point is... Know when to use good English.

Well, let's just de-stress ourselves for now and not think of anything. Let me reflect at those memories.......

"Gin and Tonic & Passing Trains" ticket. (20 July 2007)

*Chua En Lai was there to watch the play. Sharon Ismail too!*

"The King and I" Musical - $97 tickets. (19th August 2007)

The last movie I watched. "Rush Hour 3" (18th August 2007 @ Plaza Singapura)

Something that I do two weeks ago. For both the above and below picture.
Frankly speaking, I kind of like doing it. Hmm......

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠1:13:00 pm♠

Thursday, October 11, 2007

I'm usually a positive person. In fact, most of the time I tell myself to look on the brighter side and always try to think positively.

However, it's impossible for me to keep doing that. Besides, we're humans. Humans have emotions and feelings.

It's impossible for one to always be so positive and always cheering yourself up. I mean, you can't lie to yourself about how you feel.

I don't know but out of the blue, I just feel upset. To be frank, I'm actually sad in a way.

It's really hard to describe how I feel but you know, as humans, I guess it's ok to feel sad at times. I mean it's part of us being human right? However, being sad too often is bad.

I guess people don't see my sad side as they usually see a happy or maybe at times angry Diane. Maybe I'm quite good at hiding my sadness. I'm actually quite impressed by it.

Then again, I guess it can be bad as people always assume you're mostly happy and loud.

Hmm? What about inner thoughts then? Well, I don't share everything. I keep certain things to myself as I fear people would laugh. I hate being laughed at. It isn't a nice feeling.

Umm... I don't know but maybe those situation that I've encountered before makes me react this way.

I don't know if I'm really that easy-going. In fact, I don't think I'm too easy-going as at times I take things seriously. I do joke - If I am in that mood, I'll not take things seriously. Other than that, mostly I take it seriously.

Call me naive. Yes, at times I'm a little naive but at times I have doubts. When I do, I'll be very cautious with my decisions. I'm mostly quite aware of what I do, so whatever I do - Most of the time I'm quite wary.

I do find it difficult to trust a person at times. Well? I'm quite open with that and nothing has change that one bit. However, at times I'm a little naive. Then again, mostly I always try to be wary.

It's quite painful when people don't recognise something good about you. In fact, I feel people always remember the mistakes that you did instead of the good qualities or good deeds.

I really feel that people should look at a person's overall and not judging people blindly.

People can talk bad about me or anything like that. At the end of the day, I know who I am and I know what type of person I am.

Sometimes when I look at others, I kind of envy them. I really do envy them. They're quite easy-going and quite laidback for certain situations. When I look at myself, at times I'm not so easy-going.

Like I mentioned, I can be quite wary. I guess I react differently in certain situations are due to the experience that I've gone through in my entire 17 years.

However, one thing still remains and nothing could change it and that is - I can't stand guys being disrespectful to others.

Seriously, people who disrespect others should not even be respected. I'm nice, if you're nice to me. If you respect me, I'll respect you too. Basically, it works that way. I always expect double standard.

Oh well... I guess I shouldn't think of it.

Hmm? Did I found something to sort of cheer me up now? I guess so?

Guess what is it? A friend praising me about something. *grins* It somehow makes me smile and also I guess - Listening to Britney Spears' "I'm A Slave For You". That's actually one of my favourite songs.

As for now... I'll leave it to music to heal me.

Oh yes, they'll be a new blogskin soon! Though I can't say when. I've also updated my other blog earlier on. Hmm? Also a little bit of changes. (http://fantasy-x72.blogspot.com)

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠1:56:00 am♠

Sunday, October 07, 2007

How does it feels being a year older?

OCTOBER 4TH: HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!

Making a wish?

THE WRAPPER

GIFT FROM FIQAH

WARNING: DANGEROUS SUBSTANCE!

Time flies very fast. I can't believe that I'm already 17! Too bad that I didn't have the time to blog but... I'm doing so now! *grins*

Those pictures are taken on my birthday. Oh wait. Except for the gift wrapper and the gift itself - Which is a day after my birthday.

Anyway, I'll like to thank everyone who has wished me, people who had leave me a comment on Friendster, sent me a text message... Most of all - MY PARENTS!

Oh wait. Not forgetting Shu Min and Fiqah for giving me gifts. Though I may not have as many gifts as last year, however, I still do receive some and whatever it is, I'm thankful for it.

THANK YOU!

Moving on now... I think this month is going to be a very busy month. I'll be very busy with CCA. I may have to sacrifice my time too. Meaning to say I may not go online as often.

What can I say? Production is next month and we really have to have more practice. I really don't know if I'm ready to do this but I hope I'm able to give it my best.

I don't like lead roles. To me, to be given small parts or anything like that is fine for me.

Hmm? I guess drama is part of me? Hmm... When I was young, I like singing and in primary 1, there was this skit competition. I was sort of excited with the idea when we were told they'll be a skit competition representing your class.

I remember my teacher announcing to us that she wants one actor only for the skit. I really can't remember how I felt but frankly, I want to be the one. Wishing I'll be the lucky one.

On the other hand, I remember telling myself - Oh dear. Is she going to pick her? ("Her" - refering to my monitoress, who is actually my friend)

I told myself that I won't be the one. However, to my surprise, my my my... I got chosen! That was a surprise. I was excited. I remember smiling as I couldn't believe what had just happened.

I guess that's where I sort of think that drama is quite fun if you enjoy what you're doing.

In Primary 2, my school had this "Speech and Drama" lesson. Darn. Those memories. I miss them! I guess that's how I started to like drama.

Well... Those were the days. Looking back at it, it makes me smile and I'm quite proud with what I have gone through. It's a learning experience for me. I really appreciate it as it somehow makes me a better and stronger person.

Sometimes in life, we don't see the things in front of us as we may not understand why it works that way. However, these things that we encounter may be something useful to us in future or something that's for us to gain experience which may be useful in handling situations in future.

There's always a reason behind to everything.

I guess we have to be a positive thinker. Maybe that's why I'm quite an optimist.

Well? Sometimes in life, the people that you know change. There's always two choices to it. For the good OR for the bad. At the end of the day, it's your decision.

As for now... I just want to be myself. I don't like the idea of being a copycat or anything like as I feel we're all unique in our ways - why copy others?

Make a statement: Be you, just be cool. Keep it real and think outside of the box.

People can say things about you. As for me, I try not to be bothered. I feel that those people who say nasty things about you should just shut up if they don't know you well.

Oh well... Anyway, I went back to school this morning (yes, again. For the fourth time this week; even though it's a holiday!) for Cyber Guide. Met Fiqah at about 8.15AM then we walked to school together.

Our objective is to guide the middle age people (Ok, some are quite young) to use the Self-Automated Machine (S.A.M) and the Access Machine (AXS).

Boring or interesting?

Well... Personally, I feel we can also learn from it too. It was a little awkward in the beginning to start a conversation with someone older than me. However, I tell myself to take it as if I'm talking to my parents.

Of course if they're my parents, I'll not be too serious but hey, the key word here is RESPECT.

If you're nice and if you treat others with respect, mostly the other party would do the same too.

I'm quite pleased that Mr Vincent and Mdm Angie are nice people. I'm actually quite shy but I also don't want to be a bad entertainer so once a while I do start a conversation with them.

I hope by that I did somehow entertained them.

I don't know how one may look at it as. For me, my parents doesn't like to talk a lot but at times they do talk a lot. I guess it depends if it's interesting or not.

Whatever it is, I gave my best and I was being as friendly as possible.

Frankly speaking, I don't often use those machines. My father does use the Access Machine (AXS) to pay bills. I don't think I ever use that but I've ever used the Self-Automated Machine (S.A.M) a few times.

However, I feel that the Access Machine (AXS) has more features. That is in my own opinion!

Well... It was quite tiring for me as I only had about 3 hours of sleep and straight away after that I have to meet my mother at Bedok. So I went to change my clothes before heading to the MRT station to take the train to Bedok.

It was tiring for me and I feel drained. Especially it's still the fasting month!

Well... I guess I was strong enough to get through it the whole day. *Evil laughter*

Alright, I shall end here for now.

"So long and goodnight!"

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠12:11:00 am♠

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

I'm back again. I was looking at the pictures that I took last year and this year. There are some pictures that I find interesting. Something that I like and it simply catches my eye.

Like they say... "Good things are meant to be shared". Here goes... (Pardon me if you expected something more - I'm not as if a professional photographer. I just take as and when I feel like it.)

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠10:27:00 pm♠

First entry for the month of October!

It's been about a week since I last blogged. I guess it'll be a tight month as my drama sessions will be very important as we are working towards the date of production. Oh yes, I've just updated the drama blog last night.

Many complained that it has not been updated for a month or two. You can't always expect me to do so right? I mean - THAT IS OUR DRAMA BLOG and THOSE WHO HAS ANY THING TO BLOG ABOUT, PLEASE DO SO.

To those who doesn't have the USER ID and PASSWORD, you can ask from me or the committee leaders.

Gosh. I've yet to start on my project. Boo! Well, I will start soon. It's not that I don't want to do, it's just that I didn't have much time to do. However, I am confident that I'll finish it by next Wednesday or Thursday! *Cross my fingers*

Moving on now. Hmm? I'd like to thank Shu Min for this. HAHA. My early birthday gift. ...And also, check those pictures out.

[ A photograph that's taken by me. I'm kind of interested in photography actually. ]

[ Those fishballs are BIG ]

[ It's not about my LCD Monitor, look closer - NAVY - It isn't the first time they sent me that letter. This is like the 2nd or 3rd time asking me to join them. The offer seems attractive,however - I'm not keen on it. ]