Hmm... They are working on it at the moment and hopefully by next year it'll be ready.

However, the referee and the assistant referee, linesmen and what have you has to get their the decisions right. It can be frustrating if they didn't do their job proper.

Oh well... After all, they are all humans and humans make mistakes. However, don't they learn from it??

How many times do you see them making the same mistakes over and over again? I lost count of it definitely as it's countless!

Ok, I don't want to talk about it. I'm just wasting my energy.

It's 5.30AM and yes, I am awake. My my my. Owl? Well, that's what my good friend Fiqah calls me.

Hmm... Let me see how many contacts are online at the moment. Umm... Not much. 19 contacts are online currently - 456 offline.

Currently, I'm just blogging! Yes, as you can see these words and... I'm just surfing the net only. Nothing much at the moment. Oh wait. Having one conversation too. Instant messaging (MSN) of course!

Time flies very fast and soon... It'll be holidays! Holidays are great. A time for you to de-stress yourself and relax. However, I'll be having more drama lessons than usual!

About an average of thrice a week. Alright, looking on the bright side... My drama lessons were postponed and it'll resume on the 28th of September.

Tiring? Hmm... Well, it can be at times. However, there's fun too. I understand why we have to have practice thrice a week as our production will be in November.

Oh boy... Time sure do flies very fast huh?

I can't believe it's September and next month - I'll be 17!

I miss those days and those memories. The friends that I made, the experience that I've encountered, the memories that makes me smile and all sort of things that will add a smile to my face.

Then again, of course they'll be obstacles and things like that. Things that makes me sad, angry, upset, disappointed... Well, what have you.

Those are simply sour memories. Tell me who in this planet doesn't have those? We're humans and humans have emotions. Humans have feelings. Please respect others.

I always try to do so and I know how it feels like being hurt or feeling like a loser. Definitely not a nice feeling and those memories? Definitely you would want to banish them as it brings you down.

Umm... But hey! Look on the brighter side. Think of the people that cares for you and the things that makes you smile. The things or people that makes you feel special.

It sure is nice to be pampered. I have to admit that I love being pampered. However, that doesn't mean I'm a spoilt brat or anything like that. I'm not!

In fact, I try to be quite down-to-earth most of the time. I'm not too overly demanding or anything like that.

I consider myself as a sensible person. I usually try to understand how one feels and if they're down, I always tell myself to try to make a point to console them. If I'm unable to, my ears are always ready.

I'm willing to listen as I feel that everyone needs someone to listen to them and to speak your mind out, I just feel it eases.

However, the part that saddens me at times is that I know some people doesn't want to listen to what I have to say even though they claimed that they are listening.

Well... You could sense it. It does saddens me but I tell myself to be patient and look at those people who listens and cares for you.

I mean... Why bother about such people? I dislike being taken advantage. It's like I feel I'm being used! That's not right. I feel that we should be fair.

Well... Advantage is a good thing as it's able to help us. However, we have to be fair. Whatever happened to the win-win situation thing? What's this? Win-lose? Sometimes people are just so self-centered.

You have to be fair. Ok, some might disagree but I just feel that way. Two can play the same game if you want to play that kind of "dirty" games. "Dirty" as in unfair.

If you want to play those games, fine! Be it then. I'll just play along and let's see who will get the last laugh.

Basically, I'm someone who is that "double standard" person.

In other words, if I'm fair - You have to be fair too. If I'm honest, you have to be honest too. Get the picture?

However, these days, people aren't thinking that way. All they do is to care about themselves first before anything else.

The thing that spoilts a person is greed. To be greedy isn't a nice thing. It kills that purity in a person!

I don't understand why people have to be greedy. Ok, I guess it's because of the power. They want to be in control.

Tsk tsk.

I just don't feel like respecting this kind of people. You are like their slaves! Umm... Ok, I didn't mean that way. What I mean is like... You are like nothing to them. Why? Simple, because of power.

When they have that power, they are entitled to do anything they desire.

Ok, sometimes you have to have someone to be in charge in certain situations but to be greedy? No way!

Well... I just hope that they are aware of their doings or rather - wrongdoings.

Whatever it is, I'm pretty sure that they are able to distinguish between right and wrong and comprehend their actions.

Sometimes things may seem complicated but actually, all it takes is just a simple logic and that's it.

Just one simple and rational logic, and reason.

What more can I say?

Hmm... Moving on now and this question keeps prompting me again.

WHAT IS LOVE?

Looking at my contacts, dear dear dear... A couple of them seems to be feeling that way. Feeling in love but what exactly is love?

Anyone? Definition please!

I wouldn't dare to say that if I don't mean it. Well, LOVE IS UNIVERSAL but to say "Oh! I love him/her! He's/She's mine... Love you dear", you know that kind of mushy stuff. Do they really know what they're saying?

I'm definitely not against it. I know how it feels like. I've went through that kind of experience and it's natural to have crushes and all but... I feel once you get older, you'll become wiser.

At the moment, I'm just someone who is - Whatever comes my way I deal with it. I don't want to think too much of it.

Enough is enough. A few sour memories and the worst feeling is to get hurt! Yeah... Oh that bleeding heart of mine. Even the plaster can't stop it from bleeding. It hurts badly and it sure do take time to heal.

Then again, it was in the past. I'm over it even though it was a shot through my heart.

Anyway, there are way better stuff than to think of it 24/7.

It's not right to do so. Well? That's how I feel. Feel free to disagree but that's just my opinion.

You're just hurting yourself if you do so. Why hurt yourself? Come on. Love yourself. Pamper yourself. Feel good about yourself and if things aren't going smoothly... Think of those people who cares for you and are always there for you no matter what.

People that like you for who you are as a person and not what you are.

People who likes you for what you are, are simply not worth your time. Ditch them! Spend your time with people who likes you for who you are because they are the ones that cares for you!

All I can say is that... If you feel it's the right time and you're pretty sure of what you're doing - Feel free to go ahead but if you're unsure of what you are doing, I suggest you take your time and reflect about it.

These days... As young as 11 years old - going steady? I feel that's too young!

Well, I have to rights to judge others but all these are just short term relationship which is not my cup of tea.

I'm someone who prefers long term and not short term.

Then again, I guess I shall leave this for you to judge and not go too detail.
All I can say is "Trust your heart, follow your dreams".

Oh yes, I just remembered that I borrowed Frank Lampard's autobiography book two days ago (Friday). It's a thick book but it seems interesting as he's one of my favourite Chelsea players. I miss him! He's a key player for Chelsea.

Actually, I almost forgot that I borrowed that book until I turn to my right. That's where I placed the book and I spotted it! Ahhh... Yes, it reminded me that I borrowed that book - "Totally Frank".

I read his "Super Frank" book. All I can say is... If you're a fan - go for it,if not - Ok, stay away. HAHA. Ok, how's that? Fair and square?

I've been trying to get my hands on his book - "Totally Frank" and great! I was just looking at the shelves and *tada* it was just in front of me.

Of course I quickly grabbed it! I went to check it out the other time on the National Library website, it was on-loan!

Umm... I guess I'm lucky. *grins*

"I should feel so lucky, lucky lucky lucky......" - Kylie Minogue's song.

Alright, I'm off now.
Peace out~