I guess there's always the PROs and the CONs in anything that we do. However,it's just a matter of decision. The decision is in your hands and it's for you to decide. Make it a memorable one or regret? That's your choice.

*Sigh* Yes,I don't think I've been sighing a lot in my entries lately but well,I just did it and yes... Sigh as it is. I'm just tired. I'm drained and I don't know how long I can go on like this? Well... BE STRONG.

Darn. Upcoming test - THREE. Boo! Practical test next week Thursday. Mine's from 2.45pm to 3.45pm. Oh no. I don't know how I'm going to fair. However, I did try out on my own earlier on. I know it sounds silly. However,doing it on my own and learning it (Sorry but I'm a little slow with this) I feel kind of proud. It's as though I achieved something.

Whatever it is,I know it's no big deal. Ok,maybe it's not that I'm really too slow with it but maybe it's because I don't have much interest? Well... If you were to put it that way but I feel that when I'm calm,I am able to think straight and get things done.

It all goes back to square one again. I have yet to find my seriousness this year but... I just couldn't. I personally feel I'm quite playful this year. Kind of relax but I get stressed up when it's nearing to examinations or if given a graded assignment.

I know it shouldn't be that way and I feel it's about time I should be serious. Then again,I wonder how I'm going to revert to that all-so-serious person that I was last year.

OF COURSE I didn't mean too serious to the extend no smile,no joke but in a way that I get very serious in whatever I do and always competing with the other "competitors" that are always wanting to get that TOP FIVE position.

However,I wouldn't say I'm all so lousy and worthless (Well,I mean for now). I do get serious at times but I think most people would see the playful side of me. Then again,I actually want to excel in whatever I do. YES,call me kiasu but I don't think you think that way of me. Well of course unless you know what kind of person that I am in the past that you would say YES - "D's a crazy person who sets her target high."

Oh well... Moving on now.

Yawns! Like I mentioned - I'm tired and yes,I am yawning. I dozed off just now while lying on my bed. That was when my brother was using the computer. Aww... Talking about my bed - I feel like sleeping now BUT I CAN'T.

I've to revise for tomorrow's test. Oh dear. Yes - ONLINE TEST. I'm aiming to get more than 70%. I think it'll not be great if I don't score above 70% because I did the slides last week on Chapter 4 - Operating System Fundamentals.

Hmm? Have faith I guess? HAHA. Hopefully Fiqah and I do well tomorrow. You know what? I didn't know tongue could support football teams you know?

Fiqah's tongue could actually do that! Her tongue supports Manchester United. "WOW". I'm impressed you know? Oops.

Boo! Then again, the surprising thing is (was) Ronaldo got sent off? Manchester United drew? That was shocking and you know what? This morning when I was in the shower,my gut instinct just tells me this...

"CHELSEA 2 - 1. Hmm? Manchester United to draw - Hopefully." ...THAT WAS SO TRUE!

I was just having that thought which I thought was stupid. Seriously,I never expect it to be true. I didn't watch the match last night but I checked the score online (http://www.premierleague.com/) and I couldn't believe what I see.

My my my. As always,you would feel happy when your team wins (Frank Lampard and Didier Drogba scored by the way!) and your rival team drop points. However,it's just the early stages of the Premiership so I shouldn't get too overly excited yet. YES - NOT JUST YET.

Oh well... I did revise a little for tomorrow's test just now and I'll be doing so after this before taking a break to watch television for awhile then to bed.

Weekends are almost here. Tomorrow's FRIDAY and it's CCA day again. I've yet to remember the lines. I know it's not too many but well? They are lines aren't they? Actually I did try to memorise it last week and I could sort of remember the first four lines. However! YES,HOWEVER - Currently or in fact,this week I've been having SHORT TERM MEMORY LOSS and I couldn't remember it now.

Boohoo! Oh no. What's happening now?? That's not pleasant. I hope it won't be like this next week. They'll be Class test,Class assignment and Practical test next week. Oh dear. It's TEST WEEK next week! Arghhhhh!

Boohoo! *sigh*

Well... I guess I'll look forward to this weekend before my torture starts! Ok,I know I made it sound really like a torture but I think it wouldn't be too bad. Errr? That's because I'm looking on the brighter side of course! *grins*

Gosh. I'm drained! I'm drained! Hur hur hur! I've not been taking health supplements lately and that's very bad. I used to take it everyday last year. Ok,there were times whereby I was too busy I did forget but that was just like once a while only.

HOWEVER - This year,I've not been taking it regularly. Dang! I think I must start soon. Start that cycle again and I think I'm running out of it too. I think it's left with half now. Hmm? At least it'll be able to last for at least two to three weeks I guess?

Oh boy... Alright,I better be going.

I'll update when I'm free~

Peace out~

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:16:00 pm♠