Sheesh. Time flies! Goodness me. *sigh* Sometimes I wish it's slower because it's nice and fun when you're having fun. Well? It wouldn't be nice if you're not having a good time. Hmm... I guess you have to cherish whatever you have and always try to make everyday a memorable one.Seriously,I feel this year is quite a memorable one. I'm loving it. A recap of what's happening during the mid-month of August to the end of August.


On the 18th of August,Saturday I went to catch "Rush Hour 3" with Fiqah. Well? "Someone" didn't inform that he wasn't coming. Oh well... It doesn't matter. In fact,I've already planned to catch it even before the movie was release.


I definitely enjoy the movie and it's worth the money I guess. Simply had a good time.


Then there's the not-so-good part. The part whereby Fiqah had to go off after the movie. That day I was able to go off at 7pm and Fiqah had to go off as she was going to have dinner with her family.


I wanted to stay longer till 7pm. Well? My mum already approves me and I didn't have anything either. Besides, that week was quite a busy week and the only days that I'm free are weekends!

I took my phone and decided to look at my phone book to see who was available. Then there it was... A name came to my mind and so I decided to send a text message to that person. I don't why or how but it sort of came naturally to me.

...So who exactly is this "person"?

HIS NAME IS... "R&B Boy". Ok, that's his nickname. His name is... Bernie.

I was quite pleased to have someone to accompany me and it somehow felt good but don't get the wrong idea. He's such a nice friend. Oh yes - THANK YOU TO HIM.

Met him at about 5.45pm or so. We walked around Plaza Singapura. After awhile, we got a little tired and decided to have our dinner.

Oh boy. It sure was crowded. It was a hard time for us to look for a table. Eventually, we found but it took us quite a while. While eating, we met a schoolmate. Well? Basically, Bernie knows her so they had a conversation. I've seen her before in school. Just that I've never spoken to her before.
Oh well...

Anyway,after dinner, we went to do some window-shopping. Look around and see if anything catches our attention or anything like that but well, not much things caught our attention.

At about 7.10pm we decided to go off.

Took the train back to City Hall then crossover to the other platform to take the train that's heading to Pasir Ris.

The train was crowded. Oh dear. I don't really like crowded trains. Oh well? We just board the train. We talk till we reached Pasir Ris.

I must say that I have to wait for the bus for like 10 to 15 minutes! Boohoo!

Hmm? At least I have company to talk to. HAHA.

I reached home at about 8.05pm or so. My my my. I feel tired. I was sort of lazy to do anything. I just sit down in the living room and watched television for about an hour before I move my butt elsewhere.

Oh well... Too much walking? Hmm... I wonder.

Well, I love that weekend because on the following day - Sunday (19th August 2007), my drama group went to watch "The King and I: Musical".

It wasn't that bad. However, there were a few musical scene whereby I feel like dozing off. Too much musical makes me want to sleep. Oops.

Well? It wasn't my first musical. Hmm? That was the second musical play that I went to watch. The first was "The Phantom Cat". THE PHANTOM CAT - Was kind of interesting but the way they speak aren't clear and I was having a hard time trying to understand. The costumes were nice and interesting. However, the way they speak weren't clear and that's a boo-boo.

I was somehow neutral about it. If it was perfect, I may have enjoyed it and I may have go on and say "MARVELLOUS" but I think I would just give a two and half stars for that.

Alright, back to the topic.

Well... There was a 15 to 20 minutes intermission. I managed to take a picture with Fiqah during the intermission. The play was kind of interesting. I did enjoy some parts but there were parts (Like I've mentioned before; musical parts) were a little long and it sort of makes me want to fall asleep.
Nevertheless, it was somehow amusing and there were parts that I laughed out loud.

After the play, some of us decided to go for dinner, whereas some of them decided to go home.

Fiqah wants to eat Burger King but this time, my decision wasn't the same as her. I wanted to eat Long John Silver.

Fiqah, Shu Min, Hafisa, Daniel, Mr Tony and a few others (I actually can't remember) ate Burger King.

As for me... Chloe's with me! Table for TWO weekend ay?

Well... I actually didn't realise the rest were behind me. They were sitting at the table behind me. Meaning to say that Chloe was facing them as my back faces them.

Oh well... I simply love Long John Silver. I decided to have an add-on. I actually wanted Potato salad but it was out of stock.

Sheesh. Oh well... I got some other stuff. Errr? What's that you call? Potato... Err? I can't remember what you call that.

Anyway, I was definitely enjoying my food.

Oh boy. The queue was long! I was somehow a little frustrated but decided to keep my cool. After a bit of patience,I'm pleased that the other counter is open!

While eating, Fiqah, Daniel and Shu Min came over to see us. They were shocked to see us eating as they had finished their food! Boohoo. Heck it. I just want to enjoy my food and hey, you can't blame us as there was only one counter before that!

After we finished eating, we came over to Burger King to check them out. Sat down a while before Fiqah and I decided to make a move.

I reached home at about 8pm. Coincidence huh? HAHA. Just like the previous night.

Guess what? About an hour later, my dad decided to call for delivery. Guess what? KFC!

My my my. If I had known that my dad would call for delivery, I wouldn't have ate a lot at Long John Silver.

Then again, how can you resist delicious food? Ummm.... Yummy!

It simply turns me on with a "yummy" to it.

I guess it was FOOD FEAST weekend. In fact, a weekend to remember.

Then it was Monday. Boohoo. Monday blues? Hmm... Nothing much. Just the usual.

However, I have to say that, that week onwards it's test test test. In fact, I'll be having test next week and the week after next!

Gosh. I really don't know what to say. I have been quite drained this year. The last time I feel really really drained was last year before my N levels. I dislike that feeling. I'm actually trying my best to reduce the level of stress.

Stress causes me to react at times. I definitely don't want to be like that because at times I just couldn't quite control my temper. Boohoo! That's bad.

I've been trying my best to control since last year or so but to no avail, I just can't get the hang of it. HOWEVER, I think it's a little better than last year.

At least I don't get too angry too often. Unlike in the past.

I hate being angry. I mean... Who likes being angry? I'm sure everyone wants to be happy.

Well... In fact, lately I've been having a lot of mixed feelings. I really don't know what I'm feeling at times. Sometimes I feel happy, sometimes I feel sad and angry.

The anger and sadness is still in there somehow and I can't figure out why.

I usually try to look on the brighter side but at times, I feel I've been weaken. I don't know how long I'm able to go on.

At times I just feel that I really need someone to console me. Ok, maybe to some it sounds like I'm a baby who needs someone to pamper but hey, we need that once in a while.

Sometimes I just don't know how to express myself. It's like, at times I feel that nobody can understand you. People are always judging you and making stupid remarks or comments but they just don't try to make an effort to try understand you.

That's really sad but hey, this is reality and life's like that.

Sheesh. I just don't know what to say. I'm just speechless to it. I understand that everyone's different and everyone has their weakness and their strength. However, I tell myself that I have to try to understand others and try to do my very best to help them whenever possible.

I guess that's why sometimes I feel that I have to try my best to console a friend. I don't know but I'm just that type of person.

If I can't do anything about it, all I can do is to be their listening ear. I guess that's the only way I could help if there aren't anymore ways to help.

I just feel that even by listening, it somehow helps. It may not be big but at least it shows that a friend cares and bothers.

There are times whereby I may throw my temper at certain friends. I'm very sorry if that happened. I just couldn't control at times.

Sometimes too many things are in my head and there are things that I fear of. It's just that - Well? Somehow it's mixed feelings again. I don't know what's in my mind or what am I thinking.

It's simply hard to describe what I'm feeling but at the end of the day, I didn't mean to react that way. I know if I'm at the side of me, I would be seen as "petty" or "serious freak".

There were some people calling me that but if you know me better, I'm actually not that type that you think.

However, I am still trying my best to open up. I am still quite shy, just that many would disagree with me on this but fact is, I am. There are certain things whereby I still hold back and not open up freely as I would want to.

People may then think I'm this and that. Oh well... The usual I guess?

I get irritated at that at times as I find it ridiculous. Like how can you just judge people??

YOU HAVE TO KNOW THE PERSON BETTER BEFORE MAKING STUPID JUDGEMENT.

I wouldn't say I'm very good nor would I say I'm very bad. I guess I'm somewhere in the middle.

As a human being, we all make mistakes. I make mistakes and sometimes I don't realise my mistakes until I reflect or until someone tells me. However, I still have a heart and I still have feelings. I have emotions too.

It's really hard to say at times. It's hard to describe certain situations. Life isn't that easy after all. It takes hardwork! Hardwork and determination.

I am constantly trying to improve myself as a person but sometimes I wonder... How long must I go on like this?

You know there are at times I feel like a failure and that's where I start to go a little emotional. It just comes to me naturally.

It reminds me of how silly and how much of a failure I am. Sometimes I wonder... WHY?

Why do I lose out? You know, it's like the people who are those rebellious type seems to be better than me. It saddens me. Am I that bad? I consider myself as good.

Why do I say that? Despite my temper, I don't think I'm really so bad. I usually try to understand others. I usually lend my listening ears and I have a heart but... The thing is WHY AM I A FAILURE?
Can anyone tell me what do they have and I don't? I am kind of playful. I like to joke and laugh and I just want to be a happy person. I mean, it's your choice.

However,the thing that saddens me is... THAT KIND OF SITUATION.

I lose out twice. I feel like a fool. Whenever I like a person, the person that I know would somehow go steady with the person that I like.

*Sigh* ...And it's like that person knows that I like that person.

Yes, it happened twice and that's why I've always been thinking... Why am I a failure in this department?

I just can't express how I feel towards the person that I like. It's like only my good friends would know how I really feel and only my heart knows.

It's pointless as the person that I like would never understand how I feel.

Well, it's in the past already. However, at times it haunts me.

I guess that's why this year I didn't even want to think of it. In fact, I'm afraid.

I am afraid of getting hurt again. That feeling is just so unpleasant. I really envy those people who can get over it fast.

The thing is... I am someone who finds it hard. If I do like a person very much, I can like that person for a very long time and the longest was about five years. I know it sounds crazy but I just can't help it.

Oh well... It's over and it's in the past.

Then again, I don't know how would I go on like this. I really am still afraid of it. Recently I met a few friends of mine and they were asking me if I was attached.

They thought I was but I told them - No.

They were shocked as they were already but well? It doesn't matters me. They were shocked to hear that answer from me and were wondering why. They told me this "Really? ...But you're not a bad person".

I just told them off - "I have no time for this" and smiled. Actually, I then had some mixed feelings.

I just don't want to think about it. If I do feel a little I would always tell myself NO and yes, that's what I did. I kept reminding myself - No,I can't.

Some think it's a torture but I just don't want to be hurt.

Enough is enough. It took me quite a while to heal.

Oh well... Let's not talk about it.

Well,well well... Life is like a rollercoaster ride. Sometimes it's up,sometimes it's down.

Whatever it is, life has to go on and we have to move on. I just don't wish to grow up so soon as they'll be more responsibilities and I'm worried.

I fear that I can't cope with it. I really want to take things as it is and not rush. No point rushing.
Like they say... "Slow and steady wins the race".

Alright, I'm off now.

Peace out~

Thursday, August 16, 2007

So many things yet so little time. Oh dear. You know what? Sometimes I wish I have more time because sometimes 24 hours just don't seem enough for me. I know it sounds stupid but recently,I've been feeling that way and sometimes I wonder if it's good or bad.

I guess there's always the PROs and the CONs in anything that we do. However,it's just a matter of decision. The decision is in your hands and it's for you to decide. Make it a memorable one or regret? That's your choice.

*Sigh* Yes,I don't think I've been sighing a lot in my entries lately but well,I just did it and yes... Sigh as it is. I'm just tired. I'm drained and I don't know how long I can go on like this? Well... BE STRONG.

Darn. Upcoming test - THREE. Boo! Practical test next week Thursday. Mine's from 2.45pm to 3.45pm. Oh no. I don't know how I'm going to fair. However, I did try out on my own earlier on. I know it sounds silly. However,doing it on my own and learning it (Sorry but I'm a little slow with this) I feel kind of proud. It's as though I achieved something.

Whatever it is,I know it's no big deal. Ok,maybe it's not that I'm really too slow with it but maybe it's because I don't have much interest? Well... If you were to put it that way but I feel that when I'm calm,I am able to think straight and get things done.

It all goes back to square one again. I have yet to find my seriousness this year but... I just couldn't. I personally feel I'm quite playful this year. Kind of relax but I get stressed up when it's nearing to examinations or if given a graded assignment.

I know it shouldn't be that way and I feel it's about time I should be serious. Then again,I wonder how I'm going to revert to that all-so-serious person that I was last year.

OF COURSE I didn't mean too serious to the extend no smile,no joke but in a way that I get very serious in whatever I do and always competing with the other "competitors" that are always wanting to get that TOP FIVE position.

However,I wouldn't say I'm all so lousy and worthless (Well,I mean for now). I do get serious at times but I think most people would see the playful side of me. Then again,I actually want to excel in whatever I do. YES,call me kiasu but I don't think you think that way of me. Well of course unless you know what kind of person that I am in the past that you would say YES - "D's a crazy person who sets her target high."

Oh well... Moving on now.

Yawns! Like I mentioned - I'm tired and yes,I am yawning. I dozed off just now while lying on my bed. That was when my brother was using the computer. Aww... Talking about my bed - I feel like sleeping now BUT I CAN'T.

I've to revise for tomorrow's test. Oh dear. Yes - ONLINE TEST. I'm aiming to get more than 70%. I think it'll not be great if I don't score above 70% because I did the slides last week on Chapter 4 - Operating System Fundamentals.

Hmm? Have faith I guess? HAHA. Hopefully Fiqah and I do well tomorrow. You know what? I didn't know tongue could support football teams you know?

Fiqah's tongue could actually do that! Her tongue supports Manchester United. "WOW". I'm impressed you know? Oops.

Boo! Then again, the surprising thing is (was) Ronaldo got sent off? Manchester United drew? That was shocking and you know what? This morning when I was in the shower,my gut instinct just tells me this...

"CHELSEA 2 - 1. Hmm? Manchester United to draw - Hopefully." ...THAT WAS SO TRUE!

I was just having that thought which I thought was stupid. Seriously,I never expect it to be true. I didn't watch the match last night but I checked the score online (http://www.premierleague.com/) and I couldn't believe what I see.

My my my. As always,you would feel happy when your team wins (Frank Lampard and Didier Drogba scored by the way!) and your rival team drop points. However,it's just the early stages of the Premiership so I shouldn't get too overly excited yet. YES - NOT JUST YET.

Oh well... I did revise a little for tomorrow's test just now and I'll be doing so after this before taking a break to watch television for awhile then to bed.

Weekends are almost here. Tomorrow's FRIDAY and it's CCA day again. I've yet to remember the lines. I know it's not too many but well? They are lines aren't they? Actually I did try to memorise it last week and I could sort of remember the first four lines. However! YES,HOWEVER - Currently or in fact,this week I've been having SHORT TERM MEMORY LOSS and I couldn't remember it now.

Boohoo! Oh no. What's happening now?? That's not pleasant. I hope it won't be like this next week. They'll be Class test,Class assignment and Practical test next week. Oh dear. It's TEST WEEK next week! Arghhhhh!

Boohoo! *sigh*

Well... I guess I'll look forward to this weekend before my torture starts! Ok,I know I made it sound really like a torture but I think it wouldn't be too bad. Errr? That's because I'm looking on the brighter side of course! *grins*

Gosh. I'm drained! I'm drained! Hur hur hur! I've not been taking health supplements lately and that's very bad. I used to take it everyday last year. Ok,there were times whereby I was too busy I did forget but that was just like once a while only.

HOWEVER - This year,I've not been taking it regularly. Dang! I think I must start soon. Start that cycle again and I think I'm running out of it too. I think it's left with half now. Hmm? At least it'll be able to last for at least two to three weeks I guess?

Oh boy... Alright,I better be going.

I'll update when I'm free~

Peace out~

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:16:00 pm♠

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Here goes. It's like I have plenty of stuff to talk about and all but everytime I log in and when I'm at this page (new entry), my mind will just be as blank as the blank piece of white paper.

Sheesh. How bad can that get? Hmm... Maybe not for long.

It's been about two weeks since I last updated my blog and as you can see I've changed the music for my blog ("Leave Out All The Rest" by Linkin Park) and the "Click to enter" page too.

I'm in love with those and I've yet to change this skin. Have been trying to do so since last week,however due to things to do I'm unable to update my blog nor have much time to do my blog skin.

Well... At least I have some time to do so today and so... I've done the "Click to Enter" page. Guess what? Now... I don't have any ideas on how to redesign the skin. I'm keeping the same layout though! I love the layout of this blog. *grins*
There's lots to talk about. Ok,let me recalled what it has been in the past month or so.

Last month - There are several events.

Definitely something I'm quite pleased and even though I may be busier than in secondary school,I kind of like it.

Why is that so? It does keep me occupied,however if it's something boring - I won't enjoy and so... It's something that sort of interest me in a way that makes me pleased with the way it is.

My drama group went to watch a play at the Esplanade. Too bad only about THREE quarter of them make it,the other one quarter couldn't make it due to certain circumstance.

"Gin and Tonic - The Passing Train" was a nice one. In the beginning,I don't get it but as it progresses on,I started to understand. It was a memorable night. A night to remember I guess.

I reached home at about 11PM. HAHA. Usually my parents won't allow me to stay out too late with friends and all but if it's a certain occassion,they'll be reasonable. *grins*

Not forgetting - TAKE THE CITY WALK. About one quarter of my class or at the most one third of them came for the TAKE THE CITY WALK. It's a 5 kilometres walk. I'm fine with walking long distance. Hmm? Maybe I'm so used to it as when I was young, my parents like to take me for a walk and at times it's a long distance one.

I guess that's how I'm sort of used to it. However,if you were to ask me to run? HAHA. Ok,that's another thing as my stamina is not as good as I was when I was younger. I've become lazy and yes - What are you going to say? PIG? Aww... Come on. Anyway,the walk was a good way to exercise (yes,getting your butt to not stick on the chair) I guess though I have to wake up at about 5AM!

After the walk,some of us stayed on to have lunch and after which, we decided to catch a movie. Oh boy. Tell you what? WE sort of regretted. We thought "Vacancy" would be a nice thriller but it wasn't what we expected.

I feel it's too short though it's kind of scary. I felt scared and oh my,to see those gore and violence? Oh my... Goodness me. That was sadist!

Oh well... That was on a Saturday. Hmm? We went off about 2PM. When I reached home,I didn't really feel too tired. At about 4.30PM,my family and I went out. We only reached home at about 11.30PM.

Ok,by then I feel so drained. I could feel the tiredness. Even though I am tired,I still refused to sleep. After dozing off a few times,it was then I decided to call it off for the day as I was really really tooooooo tired.

Hmm? What other events? Oh yes,Aby's (Huda) birthday party. It was kind of interesting somehow.

Oh dear... So many events,so many things yet so little time.

THIS MONTH? Hmm...

Oh yes,on the 3rd and 4th of August my campus was having "Community Fiesta". Fiqah and I were involved but only on the 4th. It was fun somehow. Yes,I know it may sound silly to do like - Giving out flyers and that kind of stuff.

Hmm? Then there was the National Day celebration in school on the eve of National Day. Oh dear. It was so hot I tell you! We have to assemble at the field. Boohoo! I injured my thumb too on that day. Boohoo!

Well... It's fine now. Just a little bit only. Well,hopefully it'll be fully recovered soon. I didn't go out on National Day. Is that good or bad? Well,I just want to rest.

Oh yes,"Rush Hour 3" was released in cinemas on National Day. A few of my classmates along with Jiekie went to watch but I didn't. In fact,I already planned ahead actually. I mean,I planned beforehand to catch that movie.

The actual day was last Saturday. However,Fiqah wanted to postpone it and so... This Saturday then. Well,I'm going to have a busy weekend again. Is that good or bad? I think it's good in a way. Well,whatever it is - Look on the bright side and well? Might as well make my weekend a good one.

Hmm... Digital Communications test is in about two weeks time and if I'm not wrong they'll be a practical next week! Eeekkkk! Oh my god. I'm not good at it! Booooooo! How bad can that be? I'm like fearing right now.

Well, I'll try not to think about it. For now,I'm looking forward to this weekend and well? Maybe Friday. Yeah - CCA DAY. HAHA.

Time flies very fast. Well... In about two months or less I'll be turning 17! That's not a good news to me because I don't want to grow older! I want to be young! I miss those days,I miss those times.

Darn. Oh well... Their in the past. I can't do anything about it but to look ahead.

Hmm... Yesterday Fiqah didn't come to school and I'm alone. Boooooo! Well,I was ok. I mean... It happened before and also in secondary school there were a few times Xiaoqiang (Angie) didn't come to school and I'm alone but I still survived!

Oh wait. Then there was Wati and Charlynne. Then again,I remembered being absent from school for a few times in secondary school and my good friend aka the cockroach. Oops. I mean Xiaoqiang (Angie) was also left alone but there - there was Wati and Charlynne.

Hmm... So yeah. HAHA. I guess sometimes at a certain point in time you have to be alone at times. I guess I'll get used to it. I can be quite sociable at times. The thing is I'm a shy person though most people that I know would disagree. However,I am actually shy.

Hmm? Just that I try not to show it too much. HAHA. I still feel I need to work on that to improve and to be more open. I can be quite open-minded but what I mean by open here is that... To come out from the shell and be outgoing.

Oh well... At least Fiqah's back but she's still kind of sick. Aww... That's bad. Hopefully she gets well soon and I mean VERY SOON.

"DIE YOU GERMS,DIE!" - Yes,I wish I could do that and say that to the germs that's in her. Oh... I mean the bad germs. The good germs in our bodies are GOOD. *grins*

Hmm... It reminds of Vitagen drink now. HAHA. Oh dear. Pardon me. Ignore that as I'm starting to feel a little restless again which I was feeling earlier today. Boohoo! Tomorrow is WEDNESDAY! Oh boy,oh boy... I can't believe that I'm 16 years old.

When I moved to Pasir Ris,I was still in Kindergarden. I was in K1 the last term if I am not wrong. I was then a four year old kind only. It's about thirteen years living in Pasir Ris and I have to say I think I like Pasir Ris.

In fact,my entire 16 going on 17 years - I have only lived in the east side of Singapore. I never live in the west side of Singapore before. Yeah,before moving to Pasir Ris,I was living in Bedok.

I lived in Bedok for like four years. Well... Not so much childhood memories? Hmm? Well,I don't know. There are some childhood memories but I think they are more here. Well,what do you expect? I grew up in Pasir Ris and so does my brother.

When I first moved in,I was a very young kid - A four year old kid and my brother was only months old. I can't remember everything clearly but I still could remember some of them.

When I look back at those memories,it does make me smile. It seems like it happened yesterday but the fact is that it has been years. At times I can't believe it myself.

Looking at the photographs when I was young and now - comparing,I still somehow miss the way I look when I was younger! HAHA. Well? I think I look different but there's something that hasn't change I guess? Which most of my friends keep telling me... "Your smile hasn't change".

Hmm? Is that a good thing or what? Well,I'm surprised? HAHA. I don't know but when I hear that my reaction was like... "Oh! Really??" I,myself, got shocked. Can you believe?

Well... Even though I may look different or whatsoever,I'm pretty much almost the same person though of course I'm more matured now than I was back then.

I still think I can be playful at times which I was and well? Still am. I guess there's some little girl side in me still and I'm not going to change that because that makes me the person I am. Don't get me wrong. I didn't mean to be childish or anything like that.

I still have some fears which I have as a little girl. Most importantly is that we as humans have hearts and I'm sure each and everyone has a kind soul in them. Hmm? Ok,there are some idiots who have evil souls. Well, I have to say that because sometimes I feel there are some who are really heartless and are really very inconsiderate.

Very egoist and cruel. I can't stand those kind of people. Then again,it's not right to totally condemn them but you know,at times they'll be this urge to do so and I'm sure you'll be like... "Tsk! Scum!" Oops. La La LA... See no evil.

However,it can get pretty irritating to have such people. It makes me scared,at the same time - It makes me detest them.

Oh well... Let us not think too much of such cold people but think of the other warm people around.

Alright,I think I'll end here for now.

OH MY. THIS IS A VERY LONG ENTRY.

Alright,peace out!~

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:09:00 pm♠

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Since I'm here, I might as well just give it a shot in writing this.

I've not been updating my other blog - which is of course the poem one. I'm like idle for almost a year for that blog. However, it's a different story for this of course as I'm active for this!

For the past few days or so, I am simply just too busy with other things to the extend that I don't have a chance to even update my blog.

However, I think I'll blog about my happenings and all maybe tomorrow as it takes time to recall and to type all those events and happenings that has had happened few days ago.

Ok... Hopefully, I don't lose touch in this! Enjoy~

This sensation
This feeling
Simply keeps coming on and on
For I feel like I'm in heaven

Is it because of the people around?
Is it because of the things around?
Is it because of the love around?
Is it because of you?

I question myself
Questions that leads to question marks
Wondering what's with the question marks
There and then again
I realise you made me confused
Not sure why...
Or how

This heart keeps pondering
My engine's powering
I am still covering
Wondering where and why or how did I got myself into this
This heart beats to the rhyme
Can you hear it?

Do you know I am smiling?
Do you know I feel like crying?
All these emotions
All those motions

To feel like I'm on air
To feel like I'm with the birds
Flying high
Flapping my wings
Stretching out
Reaching out
Awaiting for a new day...

A day where I would see you smile
A time where I couldn't describe the happiness I felt
A moment where I felt like I'm in heaven
A memory that is meant to be cherish
It was that smile that makes me smile
It was that voice that makes me tingle
It was that footsteps that makes me excited
For every moment and memory? Priceless.

My days were turn into blue
My days were filled with rainbows
My days were a better day than any other
My days are days to cherish
You are who you are
You are someone special
You are someone that makes me smile
You're just like my sunshine

Just like that melody
Just like that sound
Just like that song
Just like that lyrics
Listening to the melody of the sound
Listening to the voice and lyrics
It's as sweet as honey
Bees are buzzing
Hear those water droplets
Hear the waves...

What's more sweeter is to see you smile
I feel at ease
I feel at peace
When your presence is there...
You make me smile
You make it shine

Like that knight in the shining armour
Will you rescue me?
Bring me to a place where I can call heaven
A place where it's only us
A place where we can have rainbows
The stars and that smile...
Twinkling all night
Sparkling all day...

// DIANE ©

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠2:12:00 am♠