The most recent event would be last Friday. 20th July - I had a lot of fun. A night to remember I guess.

I have been feeling tired these few days as I think I lack of sleep. However, looking on the brighter side and staying positive will somehow make me not feel like a zombie.

I really felt like I was a zombie on Friday. I was really so tired and I kept pushing myself and tell myself to remain positive and happy. Well? On the inside, I'm actually feeling tired and zombie like.

Well... Where to start? Hmm... Friday morning I had lessons. School starts at 8AM and ends at 12.30PM. However, we were dismissed at noon instead. *grins*
First lesson of the day was IT Essentials. We had a break at about 9.45AM. Next lesson was Communication Skills at 10AM. Seriously,I feel that Friday is quite a relaxed day. However, a certain somebody scratched my finger that day!

FRIDAY is CCA day. I feel at ease and peace even though at times I may feel tired. It's like Friday is a day where I have the least stress.

Alright, CCA was cancelled on that day.

Went home (I reached home at about 1PM) - Ate my lunch (1.30PM) - Rest awhile and I sort of fell asleep for a while. Hmm? Woke up at 3PM and went to take a shower.

Got changed and all and leave home. I was slightly late. Was supposed to leave at about 4.15PM. Instead, I leave home at 4.30PM. Boo!

I reached Pasir Ris interchange at about 4.45PM. Took the train and text messaged Fiqah telling her that I'll be slightly late. I told her that I'll reach there at about 5.15PM.

Guess what time I reached? VERY LATE? HAHA. Ok, yes - the opposite. I reached Raffles Place at about 5.20PM. Ok, it was slightly off the time that I said that I would reach but hey, it wasn't that bad.

Anyway, met Fiqah and we went to do some window-shopping first.

Moments later, Daen called and we meet up with him. We met up to eat dinner. Hmm? Guess how many people turned up in the end... SIX including myself and Fiqah.

Oh well... At least better than nothing. Hmm? SIX? That's my favourite number! HAHA. So there it was... Fiqah,myself, Daen,Mard,Diana and Fizah.

Went to do some window-shopping again before going for dinner.

Fiqah and I decided to get baked rice for dinner. Oh dear... Can you believe it's the second time with Fiqah that I couldn't finish??

Usually I would be able to do so but darn. I can't believe it! Boohoo! Sheesh. I feel it's a waste of money.

Oh why,oh why. Darn. Oh well... It was in the past already.

Anyway, after dinner we took our time to walk to Esplanade. Umm...... Love it. It's just so relaxing. To have a walk at that hour seems great. Or rather - romantic. Would you say that?

Well... I just feel that way. I guess if you were to walk at that hour (in the evening about 6.45PM) with a certain someone it's like kind of romantic. It was not sunny at all. Well? What do you expect? The sun is going to set!

When I was walking, I just feel happy. Call me crazy if you put it that way but it's like I,myself don't know why either.

I guess it's the view or something? Hmm... *wonders*

We reached Esplanade at about 7PM. Yes,how exact can that be?? ...But hey,I'm serious. It's like we really reached Esplanade at 7PM.

Sat down and wait for the rest to arrive. Hmm... While waiting I have this thought of taking some pictures. I mean how often do I get to hang out with friends in the evening and it's like I don't get to see them too often. Err? Ok, I only get to see them like weekly.

Anyway, took some pictures with Fiqah and Rekha. Speaking of pictures, it all ended up to be more than that. It's like we were superstars or something. We took a lot of pictures that they. Gosh.

8PM - The play started. "Gin and Tonic & Passing Train"! In the beginning I didn't know what was happening and I got a little lost but as it goes on,I started to understand what was happening better.

It was funny and I'm really impressed with the actor. He's really good! I just don't know whatelse to say. Hmm? Any words to describe him? Well, I'm lost for words now. All I can say is - fantastic.

A night to remember - Seems like we were superstars that evening. Have to pose and smile. Well? I was tired... So I guess a few pictures you can tell that I really am tired. Hmm... Ok,there were some pictures you might not think that I'm tired maybe because I smiled and acted lively?

Oh well... It sure was fun fun fun!!

Oh yes, Chua En Lai was there too. Not forgetting Sharon Ismail. I'm like "Oh my god!" Yeah, that's how I reacted.

Hmm? In fact, for the past week I have been seeing a few celebrities. The other day (last Tuesday - 17th July) I think I saw Nurul Aini and today - Err? Yesterday I mean (Sunday 22nd July) I saw Suhaimi Yusof. Yeah, that "Police and Thief" actor. The one acted as the policeman Dolah.

Gosh. I just feel really happy about it. I mean it's like to see those celebrities on television and in real life feels really different. To see them in real life, you'll have a different reaction to it I guess then to see them on television.

I actually wanted to approach Sharon to take a picture with her but I didn't have the courage to do so and so yeah... I didn't take picture with her.

Darn. I guess if I were to see MTV VJ Max or Julian Hee... Oh boy. I don't know how I would react. I've seen Denise Keller before but there were cameras there and she was getting ready to go on air.

Hmm... IF she wasn't about to go on air and the cameras weren't there,maybe I would have asked her to take a picture with me.

Oh well... It's over!~

Anyway, after the play we took lots of pictures. Like what I've mentioned above. It just makes you feel special. HAHA.

There were a few photographers that day. There were a few candid shots too! Boohoo! Arghhhhh! Oops.

Well, I don't know whatelse to say but to say it was a memorable day. It was like a bonding session that day for us. It's like we the drama king and queens are getting to know each other a little better I guess. We're a little open that before I guess. I mean it's like we've been together for a few months already.

Good or bad, we're still a group.

The last time I felt really happy with my group was back in primary school! Choir group. Gosh, that was also one of the memorable ones. Though I may not remember that much already but I can somehow sense the joy I had back then.

It feels good to be really very happy. When I was there, the tiredness was like nothing to me. It's like THEY were the source of energy.

Oh well... I reached home at about 11PM that night and I was really tired. Despite being tired,I still didn't want to go and sleep and I dozed off like THREE TO FIVE TIMES. I only went to bed when I felt that it was the final call and I could not take it anymore.

So yeah... I dropped dead! LOL. Ok, what I mean is - I then decided to sleep and oh boy... It feels sooooooo good. Sleeping is good as it heals but sometimes I wish I have more time by my side so that I could do other stuff.

Then again, WISH? Dream on. Get real. This is reality.

Saturday was just a day for me to relax and chill. I was kind of lazy I guess but well? Like I mentioned I have been feeling really tired these few days. I guess I lack of sleep and I should be sleeping soon.

Yesterday (SUNDAY) - My brother woke me up at noon! Boo! Nooooooo! I got so mad at him. I then decided to go back to sleep. I slept till about 2.30PM. Yes, you can call me a pig but hey, I'm tired.

It was a lazy Sunday and in the evening I decided to go the library. I asked my mother if she wants to go and so yeah - My mother, my brother and myself. My dad? Oh boy. Spending his Sunday in front of the computer. Oh wait. That's what he always do. =X Oops.

I finally borrowed a book. It has been about 10 years since I last borrowed a book from the library. Of course I'm not talking about schools. I do borrow books in primary and secondary school but not public.

Being so blur and dumb if you want to put it that way - I was more like an alien. Observing how the the system works and I went to the kiosk to check my library card.

I'm actually surprised to see under the fines - $0.00. I remember I had fines before but well? It's cleared! *grins*

Alright, I know it sounds stupid but pardon me - I have not borrowed any book from the public library for like 10 years!

Sheesh. Hmm? 10 years? Errr? Maybe more as I remember when I make a membership card I was quite young. I got mine at the Tampines Regional Library. Hmm... So yeah, my card is yellow in colour.

I actually wanted to borrow a few books. Somehow I ended up borrowing only one. When I'm scanning to borrow there was this saying that I have to go the counter. Boohoo!

That was when I forgot that I left a few books there. Ended up, I only borrow one novel - "Lulu Dark Can See Though Walls". The other book was about learning Italian. I kind of like the Italian language. Hmm? Maybe I listen to Subsonica (Italian band)? Hmm...

Anyway, went to the counter and I told them about it - Checked my card and I was told that I have been idle for a very long time and I replied "Yeah, it's been many years ago."

Well? I actually wanted to reply cheekily by saying: "Yeah, it must have been in stone age." LOL. Ok, so I didn't do that after all. See I'm good. I changed my mind in the end and didn't say those.

Oh well... Went to Bossini for a while as my mother wanted to buy some clothes for my brother. After which I went to McDonald's to buy some burgers. It was then I decided to go down to basement - That's where I saw Suhaimi Yusof.

Oh well... It's a small world after all. Then again, we're all humans and humans are free to do anything they want or desire. I guess life is about making the right choice. The choices are always there, it's just waiting for you to pick one. It's either you get it right or wrong.

On the other hand, it's also depending on you to make that certain thing to happen if you really want it to happen. Should it not go well - Just look on the bright side. Think of all the happy moments and the times you were successful.

I know it sounds like we're living in the past and that kind of stuff but to give you a little confidence at least try to think of something positive and try harder. I believe if we have the determination and will to make certain happen - soon or later, things will somehow fall into place.

So... What is your choice? To regret or to make it memorable?

Alright, I think I better be going to bed.

As for now...

Peace out~