
![]() W E L C ♠ M E It's been about two weeks since I last updated my blog and as you can see I've changed the music for my blog ("Leave Out All The Rest" by Linkin Park) and the "Click to enter" page too. Time flies very fast. Well... In about two months or less I'll be turning 17! That's not a good news to me because I don't want to grow older! I want to be young! I miss those days,I miss those times. Darn. Oh well... Their in the past. I can't do anything about it but to look ahead. Hmm... Yesterday Fiqah didn't come to school and I'm alone. Boooooo! Well,I was ok. I mean... It happened before and also in secondary school there were a few times Xiaoqiang (Angie) didn't come to school and I'm alone but I still survived! Oh wait. Then there was Wati and Charlynne. Then again,I remembered being absent from school for a few times in secondary school and my good friend aka the cockroach. Oops. I mean Xiaoqiang (Angie) was also left alone but there - there was Wati and Charlynne. Hmm... So yeah. HAHA. I guess sometimes at a certain point in time you have to be alone at times. I guess I'll get used to it. I can be quite sociable at times. The thing is I'm a shy person though most people that I know would disagree. However,I am actually shy. Hmm? Just that I try not to show it too much. HAHA. I still feel I need to work on that to improve and to be more open. I can be quite open-minded but what I mean by open here is that... To come out from the shell and be outgoing. Oh well... At least Fiqah's back but she's still kind of sick. Aww... That's bad. Hopefully she gets well soon and I mean VERY SOON. "DIE YOU GERMS,DIE!" - Yes,I wish I could do that and say that to the germs that's in her. Oh... I mean the bad germs. The good germs in our bodies are GOOD. *grins* Hmm... It reminds of Vitagen drink now. HAHA. Oh dear. Pardon me. Ignore that as I'm starting to feel a little restless again which I was feeling earlier today. Boohoo! Tomorrow is WEDNESDAY! Oh boy,oh boy... I can't believe that I'm 16 years old. When I moved to Pasir Ris,I was still in Kindergarden. I was in K1 the last term if I am not wrong. I was then a four year old kind only. It's about thirteen years living in Pasir Ris and I have to say I think I like Pasir Ris. In fact,my entire 16 going on 17 years - I have only lived in the east side of Singapore. I never live in the west side of Singapore before. Yeah,before moving to Pasir Ris,I was living in Bedok. I lived in Bedok for like four years. Well... Not so much childhood memories? Hmm? Well,I don't know. There are some childhood memories but I think they are more here. Well,what do you expect? I grew up in Pasir Ris and so does my brother. When I first moved in,I was a very young kid - A four year old kid and my brother was only months old. I can't remember everything clearly but I still could remember some of them. When I look back at those memories,it does make me smile. It seems like it happened yesterday but the fact is that it has been years. At times I can't believe it myself. Looking at the photographs when I was young and now - comparing,I still somehow miss the way I look when I was younger! HAHA. Well? I think I look different but there's something that hasn't change I guess? Which most of my friends keep telling me... "Your smile hasn't change". Hmm? Is that a good thing or what? Well,I'm surprised? HAHA. I don't know but when I hear that my reaction was like... "Oh! Really??" I,myself, got shocked. Can you believe? Well... Even though I may look different or whatsoever,I'm pretty much almost the same person though of course I'm more matured now than I was back then. I still think I can be playful at times which I was and well? Still am. I guess there's some little girl side in me still and I'm not going to change that because that makes me the person I am. Don't get me wrong. I didn't mean to be childish or anything like that. I still have some fears which I have as a little girl. Most importantly is that we as humans have hearts and I'm sure each and everyone has a kind soul in them. Hmm? Ok,there are some idiots who have evil souls. Well, I have to say that because sometimes I feel there are some who are really heartless and are really very inconsiderate. Very egoist and cruel. I can't stand those kind of people. Then again,it's not right to totally condemn them but you know,at times they'll be this urge to do so and I'm sure you'll be like... "Tsk! Scum!" Oops. La La LA... See no evil. However,it can get pretty irritating to have such people. It makes me scared,at the same time - It makes me detest them. Oh well... Let us not think too much of such cold people but think of the other warm people around. OH MY. THIS IS A VERY LONG ENTRY.
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