Hmm? Ok,maybe if it's someone like my enemy kind of thing then maybe I won't respect but majority of them I'll respect. I always believe that if you respect others,others will respect you too.

It's a very nice compliment to get when someone says "You have a very sweet smile". I got a couple of those recently and I think that's a good thing.

Sometimes in life you have to take the good points and the bad points.

Negative points may make pull you down at times and you'll feel down. Whereas positive points will make you feel good and boost your confidence. Well? Either way. However negative points can be good in a way or it can be very hurtful.

Sometimes I choose to ignore. Why bother? Look on the positive side and think of those people who praise you,those people who encouraged you,those people who are always by your side supporting you all the way. Those people deserve full respect and appreciation. Whereas those who doesn't appreciates you,tell them off - "Back off!"

People always think that I'm always happy and all as I usually smile. Sometimes I wonder,does anyone knows how I really feel? Sometimes when I'm sad or feeling down,I don't want to show it. I just tell myself to look on the bright side. I usually try to console myself and keep thinking of the positive things as I'm quite an optimistic person.

However,I am still human. I am no supergirl. I still have feelings and I have emotions. If I am terribly sad,I would cry. Though my friends won't see that as I usually try not to show it. It's either I'm crying inside or I'll go somewhere where nobody could see me with those tears.

I'm not that type who would cry noisily. In fact,it's silent.

Sometimes I wonder... Does being a good person pays? It's not that I'm trying to be a goody or whatsoever. It's just the way I am. It's a habit. Being polite or courteous is somehow part of me. It's a habit now.

I won't say I am an angel nor would I say I am a devil. I think everyone of us has his good side and his "devilish" sides.

Well? I admit that I may have bad temper at times. I can get a little impatient at times and get irritated easily at times. However,at times I'm the total opposite of those.

The one that I want to say the most is that... Do you know how frustrating it can be if nobody quite understands you well. Sometimes I am sick and tired as people likes to go on rattling "You're this,you're that......." kind of pin-pointing. That's ridiculous. HOW CAN YOU JUDGE PEOPLE THAT WAY?!

Sometimes being patient doesn't pays for. Sometimes being that smiley and goofy type who doesn't really care what others say doesn't pays of.

I can be very mean if I want to. IT'S YOUR CHOICE but I didn't choose that. I can be very harsh with my words but I didn't want to. Sometimes you just have to show your other side and just speak your mind out.

Sometimes I guess it's better this way. Speak your mind out and ignore the rest. Sometimes I just feel that that's a good one as sometimes people are just TOO ANNOYING.

Being a nice person doesn't mean you could take advantage.

It's strange you know. Just when you are serious,people starts complaining and request that you be that goofy type. When you're that goofy type,the same thing you'll hear except that they'll ask you to be serious.

You know it's so frustrating. Well? What can I say after all... You can't have everyone liking you. There are some who might hate you but I always try not to cater to those. Like what the heck!

What I mean by that is... If you that person is that type,maybe you'll be serious when you see him or her the next time.

To think about it,if a person hates me without even knowing the person that I am - All I have to say is... Shit you! Why is that so? It's simple. You don't even me yet you dare to have such hatred or whatsoever. I think that's stupid.

Why would you hate someone who you don't know? It's a waste of energy. Come on. That energy could have been put to good use. Why do you want to waste it? Tsk. That's not nice at all.

I don't want to think of hate. All I want to do is to think of love. Love can be anything. It's universal. It's how you look at it and how you define "love".

Then again,if you're unsure of the meaning "love" - I guess you shouldn't use it as it's a strong word. It may be a four letter word that starts with "L" and ends with an "E". However,if you don't mean what you say... There's always an effect that'll affect you or the environment around you.

Some may even want to associate "love" with sex. Some guys would be like - "If you love me...............". Well,you should know what he'll say next.

I just feel that if you really love someone,you should accept his/her flaws. You respect that person and encourage them. I always believe that little things could make a slight difference. It's nice to see someone smiling. I just think that if you love that person,accept that person for who he or she is.

At the end of the day,we're still humans. Everyone has their good and bad points.

However,sometimes I feel that guys are not sensible. I feel stupid when a guy seems like a desperate. It's like as if he is making use of you and he isn't for real. What I mean is... He isn't sincere. He has a motive. That's very sad.

I like a guy who is understanding and sensible. That's a plus.

A guy who is not sensible and not understanding is a minus. That's a BIG NO-NO.

I like my guy to be strong. I like my guy to be understanding and sensible. Caring and patient. I like someone with a sense of humour and is full of surprises.

That's a plus plus plus! Well? That's more like a dream guy I guess. I'm a sucker for sweet guys. Errr... I don't mean sweet talkers! I hate sweet talkers who don't mean anything!

In reality,it's difficult to find the type that you really really want. So far I've met those who are like a bit of this and that only. Not those that I would love to want. Well? This is reality.

In life,you can't have everything. There's always two sides in life. All I can say is... Stay positive!

Yawns! Alright,I think I better be going. It's 4.15AM.

Boohoo! Time flies very fast...
Ok,goodnight!~