You can't blame me can you? It's holidays!~ Basically I sleep very late therefore I wake up late. I slept at 5AM. The other day I slept at about 6.40AM. The holidays before this,there were a few times I slept at 7AM! Why? Well... Simple. I was watching UEFA Champions League matches.

I know it's no wise to sleep very late but I can't help it. Seems like good stuff happens at night. What I mean is... Those good things that "tempts" me are all in the middle of the night!

Yes,the temptation is very good indeed. To the extend I'm willing to stay awake just to catch that live match. Hmm? Ok,there are times I can resist the temptation and not catch it live - ESPECIALLY if I have school on the next day! I definitely don't want to be a zombie.

UNLESS school ends early the following day then I may consider.

Hmm... Anyway,yesterday I had drama class. Had drama meeting too. I'm a little lost at first as I joined them a little late. I'm the treasurer for my club and not just any treasurer by the way. My role is somewhat equal with the secretary role. If his not there,I am to take over his position and take notes.

He wasn't present for the meeting and I was given a task to type out a Minutes of Meeting. Guess what? For a moment I have mixed feelings. I don't know if it's good or bad.

Good thing is that I've learnt it before in Elements of Office Administration (E.O.A) class in Secondary School. Bad thing is I'm a little rusty. Maybe some of my secondary classmates will be like, "I thought you're good at it."

Well? That was then I guess. I haven't been typing it for quite a while so I'm a little rusty but I know how the format goes.

I'm not so into the Shoulder format. I dislike that kind of format actually but guess what? If I am not wrong we were supposed to do that for N levels practical. Ok,it wasn't so bad. Anyway,Elements of Office Administration is a subject whereby you could easily score A1. Yes - 1.

It's not so difficult. Some may complain saying theory is difficult. I don't know but seems to be that both are equally the same except theory you have to memorise more things but once you get the hang of it - You'll be fine.

I dislike that subject,it's my second least favourite subjects during Secondary but it's strange I'd say. It is my second least favourite subjects but I am able to do very well in that subject. However,for my Chinese - I am unable to do the same. Well? I have to say I am really very weak in it. Besides,I usually speak English.
Alright,before I get carried away - Let's continue.

Hmm... Ok,so I managed to type it out but I did asked a few friend to help me check the format. Well? Even though I know it is right but I need someone to help me confirm that. I mean - Never be over-confident so yeah,got a few friends to help me check.

PASS is what they say. Meaning to say - They said it's ok. Alright,it's over! Woooo. *grins*

Boohoo! I just ate finished my Chicken Pau. Yum yum! Darn. I'm thinking of food now. I feel like having pizza. Yes,I think some may be calling me "PIG" again. What am I to do? Tasty food out there! Aww... Come on. Enjoy them by eating it. Pamper yourself with tasty food.

HOWEVER,I do not encourage unhealthy food to be taken regularly. What I mean is... ONCE A WHILE. I still think good health goes a long way. So - Take care of yourself and love yourself. You only have one life to live so make use of it wisely.

"To love is an all so different story but to be love the feeling is so great."

Darn darn darn. I'm missing a lot of things now. I'm beginning to feel that in the past week or so. I miss reading novels! Novels like: "In Her Shoes","Everyone Worth Knowing" that kind of stories. A little bit of romance and comedy in it would be nice but I definitely don't like it too be too much romance.

I'm somewhat missing not singing the National Anthem. I'm also somewhat missing not taking the Pledge. I miss those days in Secondary school. Not forgetting the memories in Primary school too.

I miss "eyeing". I miss fooling around.

What can I say after all? It's over and it's done. The memories of yesterday,the memories of the past... That's why they are called "memories" as you are not able to undo whatever's happened and whatever that has past. For what you can look forward to in anticipation is the future.

WE DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS FOR US.

Sometimes it's sad when the people you know changed. Frankly speaking,I feel very sad when I know certain people that I know changed. I wished it could be in the past but there's no point in crying over a spilled milk.

It's gone,it's done - It's over.

However, I still think I am almost the same DIANE that they know then and now. I don't think I change that much. I mean definitely there are some changes but if you talk about terms of personality and character... I still feel I am the same person.

It's hard to convience others that you are this type of person or you're not that type of person but sometimes people just judge you without carefully study you well. That's very sad actually. I don't like that kind of judgement. Well? What are we to say about it? WE'RE HUMANS.

Yes we are but doesn't mean all humans have to think that way. I just feel that you don't have to follow others. Just be yourself - be unique.

Why do you have to like copy others or follow others, just because majority of them are doing it? Come on! BE YOURSELF,speak your mind out! Be unique,take a stand - Be bold and brave.

What more can you ask for? I believe we have our own strengths and weaknesses.

I feel like writing a poem. Hmm? Maybe not. Well,I'll see how.

Damn it feels good to listen to Subsonica's songs. I think I may get their live album. It feels so good. Just feel like screaming. I just can't help the feeling when I listen the songs. It simply makes me feel so good.

Oh darn. Well,I hope you're not getting the wrong idea about it! *grins*

*sigh* I miss the feel good feeling. I haven't been feel at my very best for quite a while. I want to regain that feel good feeling. It simply feels like you're in heaven when you have that good feeling in you. Basically,it's like a boost. You just feel great about everything.

Actually I lost some sense of feeling on certain things.

I forget how it feels like to really like someone very much. I kind of miss the feeling of when you top the class for a certain thing. I forget what do you mean by the meaning to like someone very much. I think I even forget how to like someone.

Oh dear... Yes,it sounds very stupid and lame but I lost that sense of feeling in me. In a way,I don't know if it's good or bad. It could be good,it could be bad... It's how you look at it.

So... What's your point of view?

Anyway,I guess I'll end here for now.

Peace out.