How would you define? I think it's universal. It's a very strong word.

Looking at those past memories. I miss my friends. I miss those days. I miss everything. Oh that joy and those laughter. Gosh. It brings a smile to my face. Remembering how innocent and kiddy we could be. How naive in other words.

I'll REMEMBER THEM and THEY ARE PART OF MY LIFE
JOURNEY.

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• A friend that I'll not forget. A friend that has taught me a lot. A kind soul and a very supportive friend. I remember her being there for me and giving me advices. Someone who lends me a listening ear when I'm in need of a hearing ear.
  
• It's nice knowing her and I definitely did not regret knowning her for like 9 years.

DARLENE

• It's always nice to know her. She's a very friendly girl and a genius too. Supportive friend and a sweet girl. I definitely did not regret knowning her. To know her for like 6 years or so, definitely adds sweetness into my life.

JACLYN

• Definitely did not regret knowning her. It's been like 12 years and I'm glad to have a friend like her. Good or bad, whatever it is... Those memories makes me smile whenever I think of it. Though we may not spend much time ever since we're in Secondary school onwards, that doesn't mean we're not longer friends. It's nice to have friends like you and it's nice to know you.
  

PEARLINE

• 6 years and going. Though we may not spend much time but our friendship is still there and I'll not forget you. Never did I once forget about you as you add joy to my life especially in Primary 6. Those happy times. It makes me smile whenever I think back about it.

• Back then when we were young, naive and innocent. Things may change and people may change but I don't think our friendship has changed. To have you as a friend is something really special and what more can I ask for? Hmm? Maybe a BOOM! ...And yes, victory is mine! I bombed your PEARL GANG. Oops! *grins*
  

Not forgetting my cockroach friend.

XIAOQIANG (ANGIE!)

• Life with you during my Secondary school days has always been fun. The cockroach and the ant. Hmm? Ok. Our nicknames. *grins* It sure was nice to know you. I had lots of fun! Definitely it puts a smile to my face and makes my life interesting.

• Though I always tease you and you teasing me too! Life's always full of fun and happiness. We fool around, fool others, fooling each other... Hmm? TO BE A FOOL? Oops. We also work hard and study! Hmm? Of course, I always get tricked by the cockroach. Always giving me heart attack.

• We fool around, we "eyed", we may argue at times but well? Nothing too serious. Calling each other names, teasing and of course, how can I forget? To tease you with "Mar". LOL!

• Life has been interesting when you're around. Especially in upper Secondary. I feel at peace and of course, sorry for those tempers at times! However, to have a friend like you means so much to me. I'm happy that you are my friend. I just don't know what to say. I think no words could describe it anymore. Oh my god, oh my god. Oh no! I think my heart exploded! LOL. Ok, just kidding on that part. (I mean the "Oh my god" part.)

To describe about those people that adds joy to my life, I really just don't know what to say. I think I'm speechless. Dumbfounded. Silent. Hmm? More like a mute. Those above are those that I treasure. Of course - Those that I did not mention does not mean I dislike you or hate you. Hmm? Ok, maybe some I hate. Oops.

Well? Nothing so serious. Those people who has or should I say had (Oh dear, whatever it doesn't matter) walked in and out of my life, somehow it makes a difference. It may not be a huge gap or anything like that but even if it's a slight difference, it still means something to me. I'm just simply glad for what I've had and what god has given me.

Not forgetting that I have such good friends that I met this year! My buddies: Fiqah! Amelia and Gladys. Like I mentioned earlier on, doesn't mean if I did not mention your name you're nobody to me. You're still my friend. Hmm?

It's always a challenge. An obstacle is always waiting for you and it's always at sight. However, the key thing here is to be strong and determined. Having the courage is important I guess. It's an essential role and it's something we should have in our life.

Though things are not always the way you wanted it to be. Be an optimist. Stay positive.

Of course there are times I'll feel down. For example like last night while I was chatting with my drama friend (Shu Min). We were talking about to like someone and stuff like that. To tell her my "story", it somehow reminds me of how much of a failure I can be when it comes to this matter. It saddens me a little, however... I kept telling myself that it's over.

Yes, it's over, it's gone and it's just memories of the past. However, there's this part of me that reminds me of a failure I can be. Guess life's like that. You just got to live with it. Like it or not. Welcome to reality.

No matter how much you try staying positive. Surely, they'll be a time whereby you'll feel low. What am I to say? We're humans and it's alright to feel that way at times as we have emotions and feelings.

This world can be cruel. Well? I guess you have to be a fighter.

Hmm? Anyway, looking back at this year... Goodness me. I think I spent a lot of money on myself. Seems like I'm on a spree this year. It's almost July and to reflect on what I have done since beginning of the year, I just feel I have been on some sort of a spree at times.

Last week I bought two tank tops and two cardigans at Bossini. I saved $44. Hmm? I feel that clothes at Bossini and G2000 blu are the kind of clothes that I fancy. Casual,comfortable yet stylish. Well? If you know how or what to pair it with, you'll look good.

Furthermore, the prices are reasonable. If you want to wait for promotions, that'll be a plus. I don't mind buying during promotions, in fact - I really like it.

If you could save, why not? I like Bossini pants. They cost $43 but if you managed to get it on promotion, you could just get a pair of Bossini pants for like $27 to $29. I feel it's worth it.

The reason why I like their pants is that not only it's comfortable, it's more of like wrinkle-resistance kind. That's plus plus I guess.

Hmm? Recently I also tried online shopping. It's my first time shopping online for clothes. There are different range and different places you could do such things. Auctions for instance, new or used clothes, bags and all those you could get it cheaper.

I got mine new on a website that has lots of clothes range. However, I just decided to get 1 first for the time being as it's only my first time doing online shopping.

I did an electronic transfer. It'll be delievered to me in about a week or a week and half time. (7 to 10 days)

I feel it definitely has a lot of range of clothes. It's nice and easy to do online shopping as all you have to do is just click click - tada!

However, you too should be smart shopper. As you know, the cyber space isn't safe so you have to be smart too. To prevent being conned. There are such scams and I just feel that these people who scam others are heartless people.

How would they feel if it's them? Definitely, it'll be an unpleasant feeling.

Anyway, I feel that online shopping is good if you which websites to go to and to get clothes that aren't selling in Singapore. That way it's like - unique! Hmm? Just my view on it.

Hmm... So far I'm only a registered member in two sites only. I didn't bother to join others as I feel that this two could be trusted. Well? I just feel that way.

Anyway, July 1st is approaching and soon Good and Service Tax (GST) will increase to 7%! Singapore is just too expensive. Living in Singapore... You just have to have money! Without money, it's really hard.

I'm talking about money in a good way, not in a corrupted way or whatsoever!

To have money is an advantage. To not have it makes your life difficult as to even go out to take a transport you need money to pay for your public transport. Sheesh. If I am not wrong, the GST in United Kingdom (U.K) is 10%! Will Singapore be like them someday? Oh dear... I hope not.

I'll be a heartache. It'll be worries and white hair I guess as you'll be constantly thinking of money. Well? Maybe for us students we may not have that yet but definitely in the future, it'll be tough. Hmm? Even to see my father to worry, I think it won't be a nice feeling.

I guess Singapore is just full of money everywhere you go. To earn 3K, I guess is just enough for a family. Hmm? Maybe people should be paid at least 5K. Hmm? What do you think? Or will it still be not enough? Is "Never enough" the answer? Hmm... Well........ I'll leave that as an open-ended answer then.

Alright, I think I better be going. CCA DAY TOMORROW. Oh wait. TODAY - Later on. Yawns yawns yawns.

Yes I am yawning. I will end here for now. Oh panda panda panda! Boohoo! Panda eyes.

Peace out~