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Wednesday, May 30, 2007
I'm finally back again. Oh boy... It sure was a tiring journey! Definitely a busy month.
Test,test and more test. It's driving me nuts but well? I have to endure. As you can see,I haven't been updating frequently during the month of May and this entry may be my last entry for this month.
*sigh* My own computer is still down. I sort of pestered my dad to get me a new computer. It's frustrating as I'm like able to use the computer every once a while. Maybe like a few times per week.
Boo! I'm like so used to being online and using the computer almost EVERYDAY. Well? I'm still able to survive. That's one thing for sure though in the past to me not using the computer for a day is like I've done something wrong or I've lost a battle.
It sure do sound stupid but seriously,I didn't thought that I would be able to "survive" without using the computer for a few days or so. To me back then it seems like a torture.
Ok,that was stupid but hey,that's fact. Hmm... Then again,it was back then so it's in the past,not present.
I'm at the final lap now. It's for me to choose and for me to pick. In other words,everything is in my hands now. In the past few weeks,I had projects to do and goodness,it sure was stressful somehow as I've to like always think about what to do,what's next,how am I going to complete it and all those.
I'm simply glad that I've completed those projects if not it'll be a torture to me as my final examinations will be like next week! I've recently completed my Engineering Essentials project and today,I finished my Visual Basic project. I'm just so glad. This feeling of relieved is definitely a good one.
Do you know how pain it is if I didn't do well?
It feels like I'm a failure. Whatever it is,I have to force myself to be hardworking and just give it my all. It's just another extra mile so why not just give it my best shot?
If I were to do that,who knows I'll get my reward? Just exactly what is my reward? Simple. Getting good Grade Point Average (GPA).
It's at the top of my list as I really want to do well. However,I haven't been at my best serious form yet for this year and that's just very disappointing.
Throughout the year of last year,I was almost excellent I guess. Why do I say almost instead of "definitely" or "100 percent"? The answer is very simple as I didn't do well for my mid-year examination last year.
That was the worst point in my secondary school years. I got position number 11 and people started laughing at me.
Hell yeah. That was the worst point in my secondary school life. People started laughing and started believing they are better than me.
Mocked me but what can I say? If you don't work hard or you lose focus,things won't go your way. Then again,to think they are better than me?
Look at it this way. For the past years I've always been better than them and my position is in the top five position. I'm not bragging,I'm just stating fact. However,I managed to regain focus and make them shut by getting second for N levels.
It's just so hard to convience others. Sometimes I just feel that this world is never fair because of such humans. God is fair but humans are never fair as there are greedy people existing in this world. That alone,you can't change it.
Sometimes I really wonder why do they have to be greedy. Basically,it's all about the power. Why can't they just leave that alone for a while and just think of positive things that could make a difference in this world?
Can't they just like sit back and relax and not think about EVIL THOUGHTS or to be jealous?
It's sickening but what can I say? Life's like that. Sometimes people just don't appreciate you and they don't acknowledge you. It's really sad and I've encountered that several times.
No matter how good you are yet at times people just don't recognise that value of yours. It could bring you down somehow but look at it this way,other people will somehow recognise that someday.
I just got nothing to say as we're all humans and humans are very hard to convience.
Oh well...
I just don't want to say anymore. It's for you to decide then.
Alright,I've to go now.
Peace to you,peace to everyone.
Peace out~
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠9:29:00 pm♠
// D: Illusionist
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+ 0ctober 4th 1990
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+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
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+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)
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// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
// What's your love type
Your Love Type: ISFJ
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Best matches: ESTP or ESFP
// Are you too picky when it comes to men?
You Are Picky When it Counts
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
// What kind of sexy girl are you?
You Are Fun Sexy
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
// What kind of girl are you?
You are a Brainy Girl!
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
// Are you spoiled?
You Are 24% Spoiled
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
// What flavour Pocky are you?
You Are Flan Pocky
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!
// Could you be violent?
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.
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