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Thursday, March 22, 2007

Some people are just idiotic. I am just so sad at times. I am frustrated and sad. "She" as usual never think of others. "She" hurt me at times but I just keep quiet. I can't take this. This isn't the first time. A number of times already.

You know she can be so sensitive at times. I wished I stayed in the living room longer watching the television. Once I switched off the television,there it goes. It changes my mood. I am so hurt but you know it's very sad,she'll never realise this. She is an egoist. Thinking about herself first before thinking of how others feel.

That's something she lacked of. She always think people are against her. I don't know why she has such negative thinking. We're two different people. You can go and cry but do you how painful it is? It is too painful for me to accept and sad to say there were some tears flowing down my eyes.

She doesn't know how I feel. It's very painful for me. As much as I love her,sometimes I feel she hurt me a lot but she don't realise it. We may look quite close and I can talk to her almost everything but of course there are some things I prefer keeping to myself.

The thing that I dislike about her is that... She's not too understanding at times. She don't quite like opinions - Well? Only at times but mostly,she always listen to what she feels or how she feels. It's very painful for me. She always say I don't understand her and all but the truth is that I'm always trying my very best to understand others!

THAT'S FACT. What she thinks about it is fiction. I know the person I am.

Can you feel that heart aching? It's terribly painful. She simply say things without thinking at times. Especially when she is all so emotional - She tends to hurt you the most. In fact,she never apologised. I don't remember her apologising for her mistake or anything like that.

It hurts even more like that as even if it's her mistake,she will never admit. She will blame it on the other party. The differences between her and me is that as much as I hate to apologise,somehow at times if I feel guilty or I feel I've made a mistake I'll apologise but not for her. She'll never.

Just how many times must she hurt me this way? I remember blogging in one of entries about the similar situation. Oh why,oh why... It wasn't a bad day for me but if I look at it as bad... Well? That's not right as I had my good moments earlier today so minus this piece of shit,it was good.

Again as I say,misunderstanding. Why can't she be a little more understanding with this kind of situation? At times she can be understanding but at times she is just plain dumb if you look at it that way. Often jump to conclusion and again as I say - This happens.

WHY CAN'T I HAVE PEACE? I really wish to avoid such things as it hurts me a lot. It's so pain when the person you love the most hurts you. I just don't understand why. I know it can be stressful to her at times but can't she just understand me? I wasn't against her earlier on,I just make my point of view of it and she thinks I'm against her.

Wow. It's so crazy. Welcome to the crazy world. Interesting. So many crazy people. Hey! Hello! Let us all be crazy! Woooooooow!

I simply don't understand why. Oh why,oh why... I try to understand but why can't the other party understand how I feel?! WHY! Tell me!

I am just so disappointed. I'm frustrated and at the same time I'm hurt - I'm sad.

Oh well... No use thinking about it. I bet she'll be writing about the event that happened earlier on which she lovesssssssssssss doing so by writing and blah blah blah. If she can write,I can write too. Which is better? Penning it or blogging it? You decide.

Oh well...

Hmm? I haven't been updating for quite awhile. I didn't have the time to do so. However,I have the time to do so now. Holidays are around the corner! It's so soon! Saturday onwards till next month 15th if not wrong.

Just finished my Engineering Essentials class test today. Gosh! Wasn't as difficult as I thought and the question that I asked Amelia and she asked Mr Peter came out! The exact same question!

Nice. He even taught how to do that question and oh boy! Who would expect it to come out? It came out and I'm surprised! The answer is C! I'm sure it's right. He went through that question before we went for our break. How nice. Lucky us.

I have to say that Amelia and I were quite lucky today. First of all,the question that I asked her and then she asked Mr Peter came out. Secondly,our locker isn't locked or taken by anyone. Followed by my umbrella having a little problem but nice. You know why? It doesn't seem to be a problem like what we thought it would be.

Oh yes,not forgetting that we were so close to getting a "fantastic" shower. There's this bus if I am not wrong that passed by and gosh! A huge puddle of water just splashed in front of us. Phew! Oh boy. That was very close. I wonder what if we walked a little faster and that happened. Eeeeewww! I can't imagine how it'll be like.

Hmm? Also,I didn't have to wait for long for the bus to arrive. Hmm? So yeah,it wasn't that bad as I expected. Well? Though whatever happened earlier on,let's look at it this way - It wasn't all so bad after all.

There were the good moments and the not so good moments. Which would you choose? Definitely you'll for the good moments. That's why I didn't even want to think of the girl whom I hate. I saw her earlier today while waiting for bus service number 359. Didn't expect to see her but well? Take her out of the picutre and the event that happened - Everything seems good.

The Engineering Essentials (EES) test wasn't that difficult. I would say it's a fair paper. I don't want to be over confident and say it's very easy. I believe I'm able to pass but am not sure if I am able to do well or not. That's the thing that worries me. I'm sure everyone can pass but the thing is,I don't know how well I'll fair.

I'm definitely more a theory person. Though I dislike memory work but it seems that if given a choice theory or practical,I am more of a theory person whereby I'm able to do better than practical.

Well? Actually it depends. I remember back then in secondary school for Science,I'm better in theory than practical. That's one of the reason why I managed to get A1 for Science. Just like for Home Economics. The reason why I got A1 is because of theory I believe. I'm not really a cook.

However,for subjects like Computer Applications and Elements of Office Administration - I'm able to do well in both theory and practical. Hmm? Well,it depends on the interest too I guess. However,I feel that certain things no matter how hard I try,I still couldn't master it.

Like they say... Not everyone is born to master everything. There are some things I may excel and there are certain things that I may not excel in.

Whatever it is,trust your heart and follow your dream. If you believe,go for it.

Ok,I better be transfering data to my phone.

D - Signing off now...

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+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
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+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)

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// What does your sleeping position says about you?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

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// What's your love type

Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

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// Are you too picky when it comes to men?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

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// What kind of sexy girl are you?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

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// What kind of girl are you?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

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// Are you spoiled?

You Are 24% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

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// What flavour Pocky are you?

You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

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// Could you be violent?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

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