// My Illusions*
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Finally switched to the google account sign-in for blogger. I actually refused to switch. I still prefer it to be the old one. However,while I wanted to go to the dashboard earlier on,seems like I can't. No matter what I did to go the dashboard,it's totally no use as it kept displaying the switch page.
Oh well? In the end,I finally changed it. Boohoo? Hmm...
Maybe I'm so used to using the old one and feared that the new sign-in will be a drastic change for me? LOL. What am I talking about?
Anyway,WEDNESDAY kick ass! Should I say that? Haha.
Well? School ends early for me and it's not too tiring as there's only like theory for Engineering Essentials (EES). I somewhat prefer theory. I don't know why. Maybe I'm a theory person I guess.
Yawns. I'm pretty tired I guess. Don't feel like sleeping now but still I guess I won't last long because I'm feel sleepy. Almost doze off and I'm like supposed to call "Zen" but am afraid that I'll not be able to really focus on the conversation. I'll call him later. Besides,I'm going to sleep soon I guess. My eyes are like heavy.
Darns. Tomorrow is THURSDAY! Arghhhhhh... What a long day. Hmm? Soon it'll be Friday. Oh my. That's like so fast!
Last week was Bernie's birthday and also Valentine's day. Oh yes,not forgetting it's also Ping Kee's birthday. Time sure flies very fast.
Friday is James' birthday party. I still haven't decide to go or not as I'm not too sure yet. There's this half telling me to go and there's this other half - I'm not too sure. It's not that my mother disallow me or something. In fact,I've spoken to her about it and she allows me but I'm really not too sure.
I have CCA on that day too. Don't know if it'll be too tiring for me. It's like from 5pm to 7pm. Arghhhhh....
Well? I guess I'll try my very best to try to go. =)
Gosh. I have this habit of disturbing Jelly. Maybe because his bully-able? Haha... Oops. Cute to bully I guess.
Another would be "dumb". Ok,let's not be so mean. Hmm? Ok,the "sweet-addict" or rather "sweet-eater". You know he has that kind of dumb look. It's kind of funny to see his reactions at times. I mean like when Fiqah ask him some questions at times,it simply makes me laugh because of his reaction.
He and BEN-da are Manchester United fans. Booooooo! That's bad. That's pretty lame. LOL.
Darn. No Chelsea supporter in my class. Boohoo! How sad. Nevermind, I will stand firm and support my favourite BLUES no matter what. =D Come on Chelsea,come on CHELSEA!
Aww man. It sucks! Manchester United won. 1 - 0! Booooo. Ryan Giggs free-kick if I am not wrong in the 83rd minute. Darn. If only he hadn't score. Muahahahaha! Oh my. I sound evil.
On the other hand,I am surprised with Arsenal's results. I expect them to win or draw but if possible,a not too bad result but guess what? They lost. PSV won. The dutch team won. Alright,it isn't that bad. 1 - 0 but I was hoping they at least win or draw and lose against Chelsea in the Carling Cup finals. =D
I really really want Chelsea to win tonight's match and also - Carling Cup finals! I just want Arsenal to lose this coming weekend. Just for this weekend and also against Chelsea at the Emirates Stadium. Other than that,I'm neutral about them but if against CHELSEA? Definitely,I want my CHELSEA to win.
Petr Cech is back. John Terry is back. Chelsea has 5 straight clean sheets in the past 5 games. That's good. Hopefully they can extend more clean sheets. I love Petr Cech. His my favourite keeper.
Michael Ballack is back in the squad. All four goalkeepers are well. Cech,Cudicini,Hilario and Hedman. The only injuries are Khalid Boulahrouz,Joe Cole and Ashley Cole.
No Ashley Cole? Well... At least we have Wayne Bridge! I think his good!
No Joe Cole? Well... At least we have Arjen Robben! His fast too.
No Khalid Boulahrouz? Well,let's welcome back the solid central defender - Ricardo Carvalho!
Oh well... I can't believe it's Wednesday. Oh dear,oh my.
Saw Jun Xiang just now in school after lunch. Well? Early lunch that is. Before noon. Had Chicken Chop for lunch. Wanted to eat Fish and Chips but it wasn't ready yet so I had Chicken Chop instead.
I'm still feeling a little full. I just had some snacks just now. I just want to drink more water. I mean... I do drink a lot but I want more. I just feel like drinking more. Gosh. Anyway,water is good for us. It helps to replenish and keeps ourselves hydrated.
Besides,the weather is humid. Gosh. Singapore is always so humid. Grrrrr...
Hmm... Seems like in College East I'm mostly happy and seldom angry but in secondary school,it's a different story. At times I do get angry and at times I feel really really down. You know that kind of mix feelings and sometimes sudden change of mood due to the surroundings or the situation but currently,I don't really get angry that often.
At times I do get a little angry but I can tell you,mostly I feel happy but of course,we're still humans so at times I do feel a little down or stressed up.
What can I say after all? This is life. In short,things are really different and I'm happy to have friends like Fiqah and Amelia. Of course if in secondary school,I have my good pal - Xiaoqiang!
You don't have to know a lot of people in school or stuff like that. The most important thing is be happy and be yourself. Have fun and enjoy and of course work hard and also play hard.
Focus - Work hard - Excel!
Relax - de-stress - Enjoy!
After all,whatever it is,the choice is in your hands. Sometimes it may be confusing and I'm someone who tend to gets confused but at times I stand firm and know what I want.
You just need supportive friends and friends who'll care to listen to you and someone who understands you.
I feel as a friend,we should understand one another and encourage one another when we needed a lift or a boost.
Friends? Well... I would rather have true friends or friends whom I can trust rather than a lot of friends whom you can't trust and are someone who are making use of you.
Which would you prefer?
Well? I still remember my old friends. I'm not somebody who'll forget or just like make use of them just to keep myself company.
I appreciate all my friends and it's a nice feeling to have friends. I always remember my friends. Though some friends we may not talk like last time but I can tell you that whatever memories we had,I'll always remember as they're those memories that I don't wish to forget.
Some would way forget everything and start anew. Well,sometimes we should forget and start anew but then again,would you forget someone who have helped you in the past? I wouldn't.
Be it new friends or old friends. To me their equal. I just feel that each and every one of my friends are different and we can learn something from each other. I believe they have something to offer and they too can learn from us. In other words,it's more of like an exchange.
If you're good at this and I'm good at this,we can like learn from one another and together - we'll be a better person.
Isn't that great? I feel it is. I feel everyone has something to offer as we are all different and unique in our own very ways.
Speaking of special,always remember - YOU ARE SPECIAL.
Alright,as for now - I guess I'll end here.
My eyes are heavy! They're telling me something... Can you hear it? Oh no,here comes the bed. They're calling me.
Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠3:44:00 pm♠