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Wednesday, February 07, 2007
What is up with this world? It feels funny sometimes. I don't know if I am in the right world as I feel that is world has all sorts of people. It wasn't my day. This morning when I woke up I just feel very angry because of something but I somehow tell myself to not be angry. I was supposed to have test today but it was postponed to tomorrow. I was quite happy actually but when I reach home,I was really tired so I just wanted to relax and de-stress myself. Things went wrong when my brother asked for something and it really was a trouble. After awhile,I just told myself to forget about it but it sure is a pain as I was wondering why is this happening today? I was having a good year till like somewhere around this week whereby it's a little bumpy. Hmm... Well? Always have to look on the bright side! Even though it may be bumpy,I'll have to keep reminding myself to look on the bright side and I did. I was really tired and I just wanted to de-stress myself. Besides,I must study again to refresh my memory as there's test tomorrow - Engineering Essentials (EES). I just don't know what to say. Seriously,sometimes I wonder... How many times do I have to lose a friend? It's like the second time I would say. I think he misunderstood it. I wasn't really serious. I was just kidding and was actually joking with a friend before that so I wasn't really in a serious mood. Besides,I wanted to de-stress so I just talk whatever and my plan is to de-stress and study later. I always treat my friends equal. I treasure their friendship and I value everyone but I don't know about others. Well? Different people have different views but it seems it got all mixed up. I guess this will help...
(4:33 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
got the new songs by jamelia
(4:33 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
nope
(4:33 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
haha
(4:33 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
wazzup with ur personal msg?
(4:33 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
never DL songs now
(4:33 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
for fun laughter peace and joy
(4:33 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
everyone loves it
(4:35 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
nw? nah... I dunno Y LimeWire can't start
(4:35 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I only hv Lovelight
(4:35 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
Robbie Williams
(4:35 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
eww
(4:35 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
oh... Rain "In My Bed"
(4:35 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
stupid old man
(4:35 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but dat song nice lah
(4:35 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(4:35 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
for fun?
(4:35 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
(4:36 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u muz enjoy doin' it
(4:36 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
huh?
(4:36 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(4:36 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
well
(4:36 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
if ur open minded you will think this way
(4:36 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
haha
(4:36 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
it depends on wad is it
(4:36 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
(4:37 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
but it still depends on the mind
(4:37 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
mayb u might b the 1 screamin' out loud
(4:37 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
=X
(4:37 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
cant be
(4:37 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
since u're always lyk frustrated
(4:37 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
because i didn say I
(4:37 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
let ur anger out
(4:37 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(4:37 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
don reli feel like right now
(4:37 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
oh
(4:38 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(4:38 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but I bet if u're doin' it
(4:38 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u'll mk lotza noise
(4:38 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
coz u'll b enjoyin' it?
(4:38 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(4:38 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
oh wow
(4:38 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
what makes u say so
(4:38 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
people enjoying doesn mean need to make noise
(4:38 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
well? who knwz wad ur mind will b tellin' u
(4:38 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(4:38 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
hmmm
(4:38 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
oh yeah
(4:38 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
not noise
(4:39 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but u'll b doin' it very fast
(4:39 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
i know myself very well i think
(4:39 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
i'll be doin it very fast
(4:39 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
oh come on
(4:39 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(4:39 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
mayb?
(4:39 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
in & out
(4:39 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
fast
(4:39 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
no maybe
(4:39 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
or... go deep?
(4:39 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(4:39 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
i know myself
(4:39 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
Wow u knew quite abit
(4:39 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
see no evil,hear no evil
(4:39 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
wht have u been doin in ITE toilet
(4:40 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
too bad u jus said evil
(4:40 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
hmm.....
(4:40 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I said... see no evil
(4:40 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
hear no evil
(4:40 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
is dere evil? nah
(4:40 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I dun see it
(4:40 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(4:40 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
well
(4:41 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
I assume ur "evil" is referring to Sex and u jus said in out in out deep
(4:41 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
oh... nah
(4:41 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
(4:41 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
if thats not sex it cant be meaning something else right
(4:41 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
don be an angel in disguise
(4:41 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but I'm not dat bad
(4:42 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(4:42 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I'm still a gd grrl
(4:42 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
(4:42 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
i think those guys who talked to u bout masturbation and stuff must have sucked out all ur innocent-nity
(4:42 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
oh really
(4:42 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(4:42 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I think mayb dey cyber too
(4:42 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
LOL
(4:43 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
hmm well i guess ur one of the people they cyber with
(4:43 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
nah
(4:43 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I dun cyber with them
(4:43 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(4:43 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u do?
(4:43 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
oh really
(4:43 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(4:43 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
yeah
(4:43 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
definitely
(4:44 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
than whats those complaints u told me bout guys asking u for sex and stuff
(4:44 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
what have u been doin nobody knows
(4:44 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
ya,coz dey're really disgustin' u knw
(4:44 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
IRC or something
(4:44 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
ur just close minded gal
(4:44 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
dey damn disgustin'... I dun lyk the way dey talk 2 me
(4:44 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
coz dey're lyk despo
(4:44 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
u needa open up a lil
(4:44 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
"how about u & me? lyk dat vid? we have sex,want?"
(4:44 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
wth
(4:44 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
den his lyk...
(4:45 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
"love,wanna suck?"
(4:45 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
wth
(4:45 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I dun think datz respect
(4:45 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
well
(4:45 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I dunno him dat well
(4:45 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
its not about respect
(4:45 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
he's jus being rude
(4:45 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
if u donno him that well
(4:45 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
why was he in ur MSN or contacts in the first place
(4:45 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I dunno him dat well & his askin' & talkin' abt diz
(4:45 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
added me
(4:45 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
coz most of my frenz r nice ppl
(4:46 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
handful of them r
(4:46 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
perverts
(4:46 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
than u shouldn add him
(4:46 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
than rip those perverts off
(4:46 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
since it doesn make u comfortable
(4:47 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but u C
(4:47 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
those pervs
(4:47 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I wld prefer them 2 b the
(4:47 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
when they're ,dey r better
(4:47 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
don prefer them to be angels
(4:47 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
come on
(4:47 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but when their ,dey talk trash
(4:47 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
ur no angel urself i assume
(4:48 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(4:48 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but
(4:48 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I dun think I'm dat bad
(4:48 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
everyone gets horny gal
(4:48 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I'm still gd
(4:48 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
even Girls getnhorny
(4:48 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
we are teens
(4:48 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u get horny
(4:48 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
not children
(4:48 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u get all wet
(4:48 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(4:48 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
=X
(4:48 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
u too what
(4:48 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
me?
(4:48 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(4:48 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
no gals ever NOT get horny
(4:49 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
its normal
(4:49 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I dun?
(4:49 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
hahahaha
(4:49 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
no such things
(4:49 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
La La LA
(4:49 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
if guys ever talked to u like that
(4:49 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
it mus have at least aroused u a lil
(4:49 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I dunno
(4:49 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I dun feel dat way
(4:49 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
because people gets horny easy
(4:49 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
when I'm tired,I dun feel dat way
(4:49 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
not true
(4:50 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
ur jus avoiding the open-ness
(5:02 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
nah
(5:02 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
if u're tired
(5:02 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I dun think u'll even 1 2 think of it
(5:02 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
ur mind will b occupied
(5:02 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(5:03 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
on everyone's mind
(5:03 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
sex is like 24/7
(5:03 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
whatever
(5:03 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
anyway not really tired
(5:03 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
24/7?
(5:03 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
not in mine
(5:03 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
adnormal
(5:03 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
nah
(5:03 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
I forgot
(5:03 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
most important thing for me nw
(5:03 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
is to study
(5:03 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
what do you know >
(5:03 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
2mr test
(5:03 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
haha
(5:04 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u knw how 2 fuck all dae?
(5:04 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
=X
(5:04 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u'll b lyk fantasizin'?
(5:04 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
i suppose u wont even have kids in ur future lives
(5:04 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
because ur too decent
(5:04 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
and so damn closed
(5:04 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
nah
(5:04 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
and its really sad
(5:04 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I'll see how
(5:04 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I dun think of diz yet
(5:04 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
seriously
(5:04 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
no need to see how
(5:04 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I'm thinkin' of wad I'm supposed 2 do
(5:05 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
coz 2mr I hv test
(5:05 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I'm so tired
(5:05 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
unlyk u
(5:05 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
because ur never in a r/s
(5:05 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
mayb u cld lyk surf porn
(5:05 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
& satisfy urself
(5:05 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
u don know how if feels
(5:05 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
hmm
(5:05 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u dun hv 2 get in2 a relationship
(5:05 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
seriously
(5:05 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
Y rush?
(5:05 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
seriously u don need to tell me what to do
(5:05 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I dun understand ppl
(5:05 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
wadever
(5:05 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
its not abt rushing
(5:05 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I juz feel I'm not ready
(5:05 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
datz all
(5:05 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
of course whatever lah
(5:06 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
Y the hell ppl want this & dat?
(5:06 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
no one is ready
(5:06 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
-_-
(5:06 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I hv way better stuff than diz
(5:06 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
it has nth to do with em
(5:06 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
its urself
(5:06 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I hv 2 concentrate on the most important stuff 1st
(5:06 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
because the world is like that
(5:06 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
b4 proceedin' 2 wadever
(5:06 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
Y bother? (5:06 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
u just got to like simply live with it
(5:06 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
u don have to bother
(5:07 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
nobody bothers
(5:07 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
it just comes
(5:07 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but u see
(5:07 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I dun wanna think of it
(5:07 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
juz not time yet
(5:07 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
u think of it like everyday
(5:07 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I hv 2 lyk memorise my colour codes
(5:07 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
our brain is like so damn big
(5:08 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
of course when ur studying
(5:08 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but if u're thinkin' of so many things
(5:08 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u won't think of it
(5:08 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
its not in ur current position
(5:08 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
mayb when u're done with ur stuff
(5:08 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
den u might think
(5:08 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
but when ur doing other thinfs
(5:08 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but I'm sure
(5:08 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u r thinkin' of it
(5:08 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
24/7
(5:08 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
duh
(5:08 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
everyone thinks of it
(5:08 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
its alright what
(5:08 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I knw
(5:08 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but I'm not lyk dat
(5:08 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
as long as it doesn courrput ur mind
(5:08 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
24/7?
(5:08 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
nah
(5:08 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
its everyday
(5:09 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
not everyday
(5:09 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
come on
(5:09 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I mean dun tell me u dun hv mood?
(5:09 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
face the truth
(5:09 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
sometimes u'll feel down right
(5:09 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
its jus sex gal
(5:09 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
dun tell me when u're down u'll b thinkin' of it
(5:09 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
nth embarrassing
(5:09 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
thats y its 24 / 7
(5:09 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
if its every sex
(5:09 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
*sec
(5:09 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
it will be like 60 / 60 / 24 /7
(5:10 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but if u hv lots of work
(5:10 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u won't hv time
(5:10 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
datz how I feel
(5:10 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but if u tk a break
(5:10 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
are u sure
(5:10 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
& de-stress
(5:10 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u might wanna let loose
(5:10 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but if u hv so many things 2 accomplish
(5:10 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u hv 2 concentrate on gettin' the task done
(5:10 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
dun tell me if ur boss is explain' a major project
(5:10 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
den u'll b thinkin' lyk...
(5:11 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
let's say ur boss is a female
(5:11 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
Ur not a guy
(5:11 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
"I wanna ........" dat kinda
(5:11 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
I guess every1 is diff
(5:11 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u cannot assume every1 is the same
(5:11 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
who'll think of it 24/7
(5:11 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
maybe some yes
(5:11 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
everyday
(5:11 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
even phone hv
(5:11 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
com hv
(5:11 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
i'm not assuming
(5:11 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
its a majority
(5:12 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but most frenz I knw aren't really lyk everyday
(5:12 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
its only sex
(5:12 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
and ur thinking about NO respect
(5:12 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but a lil' teasin' won't harm
(5:12 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
hahaha
(5:12 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
no
(5:12 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
ur thinking abt its an insult
(5:12 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u dun understand the situation
(5:12 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
its not like someone is raping u
(5:12 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u knw it's lyk insult
(5:12 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
if he rapes u
(5:12 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
his lyk... I dunno how 2 say diz
(5:12 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
than its no respect
(5:12 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
but if u read those logs
(5:12 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
than its insults
(5:12 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
u'll feel his really so "eeeww"
(5:13 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I dunno him
(5:13 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
nvr met him
(5:13 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
thats couruppted mind
(5:13 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
datz the point
(5:13 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
than block him
(5:13 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I block
(5:13 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
thats the solution
(5:13 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
done
(5:13 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
and delete
(5:13 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I block 3
(5:13 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
full stop
(5:13 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
its that fucking simple
(5:13 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
deleted 2
(5:13 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
no...block 5
(5:13 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
delete 2
(5:13 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
what bout the 3rd one
(5:13 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
I juz leave the 3
(5:13 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
datz it
(5:13 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
what could be the reason they are adding u
(5:14 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
leave the 3
(5:14 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
for what reasons
(5:14 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
they're desperate
(5:14 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
datz all
(5:14 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
if takes less than 10 sec to delete em
(5:14 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
desp means their minds are currpted already
(5:14 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
do u like know them or something
(5:15 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
a few is fren'z fren I think
(5:15 PM) «Lovelight» ¤:
den the 2 or 3 say dey got my e-add frm Friendster
(5:15 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
friend friend's doesn mean ur friend
(5:15 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
if u don know them just block them
(5:15 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
I mean
(5:15 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
when dey 1st add
(5:15 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
who wld xpect them 2 b lyk dat?
(5:15 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
coz most frenz r nice ppl
(5:15 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
dey dun sound lyk the despo type
(5:16 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
thats because u don see inside
(5:16 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
*sigh*
(5:16 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
nvm
(5:16 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u dun understand the situation
(5:18 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
its lke ur becoming sad
(5:18 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u dunno how I feel
(5:18 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
angry
(5:18 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
and what so ever
(5:18 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u r always angry
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u r always attitude
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
seriously
(5:19 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
i;m not
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u dunno wad u 1
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
yes u r
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
reflect
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
come on dude
(5:19 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
i know what i want
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u dunno wad is ur goal
(5:19 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
u reflect on urself
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
1st u want
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
den u regret
(5:19 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
even if i'm
(5:19 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
i show it
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
I knw wad I want
(5:19 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
u kept thinking so much
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
big fuckin' deal?
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
do I look lyk fuckin' care?
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
it's not as if I always tell u... hey,u knw
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
blah blah blah
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
fk lah
(5:19 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
i think i know myself better than u know me
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
wad is up with u?
(5:19 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
knn
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u wanna find fault izzit
(5:20 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
don knn me
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
1st u ask
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
hv song
(5:20 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
u started it first
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
I say no
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
basket
(5:20 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
u said whats wrong with ma nick
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
wazzup
(5:20 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
u don like than its ur problem
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
not wrong
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
ass
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
wad I dun lyk
(5:20 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
ur a friend stealer
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
I juz ask only
(5:20 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
and despo for guys
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
wad friend stealer?
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
ass lah u
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
I dun steal frenz
(5:20 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
ask what u did
(5:20 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
don ass me
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
Y wld I?
(5:20 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
U STEAL FRIENDS
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
(5:20 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
I dun steal friends
(5:21 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
tell me who I steal
(5:21 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
TELL ME
(5:21 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
everyone in my class says ur a friend stealer
(5:21 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
TELL ME
(5:21 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
who the fuck?
(5:21 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
u tried making friends with those like 'Others"
(5:21 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
every1 in ur class?
(5:21 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
LOL
(5:21 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
lame
(5:21 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
don have to lame
(5:21 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
I did not try mkin' frenz with "others"
(5:21 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
tell me
(5:21 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
tell me
(5:21 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
u started everything
(5:21 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
explain every damn thing
(5:21 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
wad started
(5:21 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
fk lah
(5:21 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
basket
(5:21 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
u stole people from someone's else friendtsr
(5:21 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
all of her friends
(5:21 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
who
(5:21 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
tell me
(5:22 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
wad all her frenz?
(5:22 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
tell me
(5:22 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u tell me who
(5:22 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u dun say she she she
(5:22 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
her her her
(5:22 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u tell me
(5:24 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
serene don even know u
(5:24 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
and u tagg her blog
(5:24 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
I knw her thru Eadiv
(5:24 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
like ur a close friend like that
(5:25 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
nw u're tellin' me I steal her frenz?
(5:25 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u tell me whoelse
(5:25 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u tell me
(5:25 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
tell me everythg
(5:25 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
dun hide everythg frm u
(5:25 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u tell me nw
(5:25 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
if u can't tk a joke den nxt time I won't bother
5:29 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u dun juz say
(5:29 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
friend stealer
(5:29 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
talk is cheap
(5:29 PM)
You have just sent a Nudge!
(5:29 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
not sure will become bf stealer next time anot
(5:29 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
(5:29 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
(5:29 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
I'm nor that kind
(5:29 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
oh ur not a friend stealer
(5:29 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
mind u
(5:29 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
lemme jump for joy
(5:29 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u tell me now
(5:29 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
FRIEND STEALER
(5:29 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
YOU DEFINE THAT
(5:29 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
U TELL ME NOW
(5:30 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
DUN KEEP CHANGININ' SUBJECT
(5:30 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
U TELL ME NOW
(5:30 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
why don u jus block me
5:30 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
u ask
(5:30 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
for song
(5:30 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
I say no
(5:30 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
den I say...wazzup with ur nick?
(5:30 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
I was juz askin'
(5:30 PM) «Łòvεïgнτ» ¤:
but such an idiot got it all wrong
(5:31 PM) ± XamXon ± Җ Mus:
we are friends nomore Ok,I am not so innocent in the converastion but I didn't mean anything at all. I don't know how he sees it as but I was a little like teasing that's all. I didn't mean anything. Besides,a little poke of fun isn't really that harmful right? I don't know he look at it as but I don't have any intends or whatsoever. I'm just trying to get over with what happened earlier and hopefully,I'll not think about it. That's all. Nothing more,nothing less. I wonder why he thinks I'm saying it's REALLY HIM. *Sigh* It's difficult to explain but what can I say? I didn't say "We're not friends anymore". His the one who say and I didn't even say like "Fine" or anything. I just block him and that's it. I don't want it to go further. I just want to end it. That's all. Besides,I actually wanted to take a nap at about 6pm but things just isn't the way I wanted to be. I don't know how each individual look at it as and maybe to some to lose a friend is nothing. However,frankly speaking... This is like a nightmare. I simply don't understand why. I always regard him as one of my good friend and I remember a friend but I can't remember who the person was who mention this to me: "I don't like him. He just sucks." I always defend him because I don't think he really sucks. Besides,I regard him as one of my good friend but who would expect such things to happen? It's really tough. Maybe some might not understand. Definitely,I am angry because of what happened. Not only because of this but because of the events that happened earlier today,I just feel frustrated about it. I think the most painful part would be whereby he said I'm a friend stealer. What did I do to steal friends? Tell me. If I know someone like let's say through my friend,only then I'll add but to say such things,you know it hurts? I'm not just saying like just get to know by my friend just like that. As in I have that person in my MSN contact list. His like telling me I steal his best friend Serene. Come on. I don't steal. Besides,I don't know if she could remember this but I know her through my primary school friend - Eadiv. I still remember him adding her into the conversation and we chat. Added into my MSN contact and we exchanged numbers but I remember I did not reply her text messages a few times as I totally forgot about it. Coincidentally,my brother wants to use my phone for a few days. *Sigh* I don't know if she remembers that but I do remember that. That was like in 2003 if not wrong. At that time,Eadiv was still using his reddevil_hulk that email address. You see,I'm simply shock with what he has to say. Friend stealer. Why must I steal friends? Besides,if I'm not wrong my former secondary school classmate - Wendy knows her. You call that steal? I mean she was my classmate! Not only friend stealer,boyfriend stealer? Come on. I'm not like that. I have my pride and why must I ruined people's happiness? Besides,I used to like this guy and this guy is attached with this girl whom I know and she sort of kept apologising to me as she thought like because I like that guy and she was like attached to him. I told her,"No,nevermind. His yours. Not mine. You don't have to say sorry." I said that sentence back then in 2002. This was before I like that 5 letter guy.You call that steal? I don't steal. I won't say I'm that innocent nor would I say I'm bad. Tell me do I behave like a gangster,drink or smoke? I don't. That's why I don't consider myself as bad nor would I say I'm good. I just joke by saying "I'm good!" That's what I usually do to my other friends when chatting with them but of course,we're humans - How do you expect everyone to be very good? Can't I just joke a little? I didn't mean it in any way. THE FACT IS THAT - I DON'T HAVE ANY INTENTIONS AT ALL!! Since he wants it that way,what am I supposed to do? Caroline did that to be before,so I know how it's like going through something which I do not enjoy. Sure,he may jump for joy but have you ever like think or ever wonder what if friends are gone? Sure,he may be like "No way,my friends will always be with me..." Well? He may think that way but for me,I'm different. I treasure my friends. You have to appreciate things and yes,I did that. I appreciate the things around me,I appreciate the people around me and I appreciate what god has given me. What we have today might not last forever. You won't know when it'll be gone. I've been through it,therefore I know how painful it is. 2002 was a painful year for me and it'll be remembered but there are some precious memories too. I guess life's like that. Remembering my first experience that I went through with Caroline is painful but it's in the past already and she listened to this #####. It was an misunderstanding too. How many misunderstandings must happen? I knew her for 6 years and I never thought that the friendship would end. It didn't involve her but she listen to this --- !! I can't believe she trusted "her" more and "she's" the type whereby you cannot use her thing but she can use your thing. I don't know what did she do to make Caroline said that but I heard from a friend that Carol did ask about me when in secondary school. Why ask?! I didn't how much expression that I'm down or what,I just take it as if nothing happened. Back then,I was even more hot-tempered so I just show a bit of temper but I told myself to not show it all but of course,deep inside me I'm hurt and sad because I and her were really good friends and such things happened because of a girl that we just got to know for two years. It's just a natural reaction - If you don't like somebody you'll call that person names or even say that person is lousy even though you know that,that person has done something good or great. Well? If his happy with this then let it be. We're humans anyway and I bet he'll be calling be "bitch" now. Heck,I don't care but all I got to say is that... I will always remember the good times with you but well? I don't think you will be able to remember them. I'm sure he'll be like "Heck! Who cares?!" Sure it wasn't much or whatever you might put it as but I remember the times where we send songs,those few times we had lunch,not forgetting on a rainy day whereby you bought cookies. Sure it might not be anything to him but as a person,I am someone who treasures friendship and good or bad,what can I say? Their memories after all. I always remember those memories with my friends. Good or bad? Well,their memories but they'll always be remembered. Even if friends forget,at least I remember and that's good enough for me. What can I say after all? If I've gone through what I've experienced before,I can take this one too. To lose a friend is a pain but if a person who doesn't even bother? They won't even give much of a thought and just express whatever they feel like. I was really upset and disappointed just now but well? I'd like to thank Fiqah,Bernie and Desmond. Bernie was like trying to calm me down,whereas Desmond (my classmate) was like a motivator I guess. Sure he said it's nothing but it sort of make me look on a brighter side. In short - a booster. Whereas Fiqah is like making me smile. You put them together and you complete it. A motivator,someone who calms people down and someone who'll make you smile. =) Alright,I guess I better be going now. I have to refresh my memory and revise on my Engineering Essentials (EES). I wonder if the test is going to be tough. Hmm... Well? Like they say,if you never try - you'll never know. As for now...I just have to concentrate on what I'm supposed to do - That is to study for my test. About the matter? Well,if he wants to complain to his friends,let it be then. They just don't know what type of person that I am. If they want to have a bad impression on me - Leave it to them then because god knows.
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// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
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In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
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Best matches: ESTP or ESFP
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You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
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Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
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You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
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You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!
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There's a Chance You Could Be Violent
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
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