It's finally 2007. Gosh. That's fast. Started school yesterday and no way! It wasn't a good day for me. Well? Ok,look on the bright side. It wasn't all that bad but I don't like the idea of it. It sort of makes me feel down. My heart was aching badly somehow but seems like today wasn't really that bad at all.

School of Info-communications and Technology (SICT).

Simply feel that yesterday was awkward. No friends in my class. Darn but...! I've made a new friend and her name is Shakila. She's a very sweet and nice girl.

So far,the people in my class aren't that bad actually. I don't think anyone is really that bad. Hmm... To think about it,there are some shy ones and some thick-skinned people.

Which category do I fall into? My friend think I'm not the shy type but actually I am! I remember fanning myself if I get nervous in Secondary school. Especially if I were to present a presentation but still,somehow I could go on with it except that if I'm lost for words,I'll be fanning myself.

Anyway,I'm always trying to hide my shyness. I am shy. It's just that I try to hide it. Well? It depends actually. Sometimes I can be a little more outgoing than usual,whereas sometimes I can be very shy and quiet.

Then again,I still think I am not fully myself yet in school. Except maybe for like lunch break when I'm like hanging out with Samson. I feel ease during lunch. I don't know why.

Yesterday I took a cab to school with Samson,Terris and Serene. School starts at 9AM for yesterday and today. Took a cab with Samson and Terris today. Was a few minutes late today but my class advisor or in other words - Form Teacher - Mr Desmond See was quite nice.

For example like today,we're supposed to start lesson at 9AM but he give us allowance for us to settle down. As in like... Give us more time to come to class but of course not too late that is!

Like maybe few minutes late,maybe due to the lift or something.

Had to choose CCA today and I didn't know what to choose in the beginning. I was actually confused. Not sure what to choose. Thought of joining Journaling Club and the Computer Club... Then! Drama. Oh my.

Didn't know which to choose. I just don't know what's gotten into me and it's like for the first time I actually talk to Gary on the phone. What can I say after all?

Weird but true. It happened. Just take out my phone and dialled his number. I wasn't even thinking how I would react or whatsoever. I was simply just thinking how am I going to greet him,that's all.

I don't know if I was too hyper just now but when I dialled his number just now,I was actually feeling quite high. High as in - happy.

It seems that today is a better day than yesterday. I was really so sad yesterday. I fear that I would go depressed. It seems like after the nap that I took,I was like "Noooooo... I don't want this to go on this way. This isn't the way I wanted!"

Usually,I would always tell myself - Look on the bright side but yesterday I really needed someone to sort of cheer me up and lift my spirits up. I needed to a shoulder for me to cry on. I was a bit stressed up I guess.

Somehow after eating and calming down,I ease a little but still wonder what would my day be tomorrow (which is today that is).

It wasn't that bad. It was ok. I'm feeling much better now than yesterday. I'm glad.

Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. Darn. Start school at 8AM tomorrow and ends at 1.30PM. Hmm... If only it was 8.30AM. Haha.

School starts at 8.30AM for me on Monday and ends at 5.30PM. So late!

Tuesday starts at 1pm and ends at 6pm. Wednesday 8AM to 1.30PM. Thursday - 9.30AM to 5.30PM and Friday - 8AM to 12noon.

Oh well... Just have to get used to it.

Let me reflect on the things that I've done over the past week. Oh yes,my mother's birthday on the 6th of January which is on Saturday. Wrote testimonials for my friends and classmates on New Years' Day. Well? Not all but most of them. I try my best ok!

Hmm... Had "All-You-Can-Eat" buffet dinner at SIAM Kitchen at Suntec. Hmm... Not bad. Bought my Converse shoes before school starts. Let me see... I simply go out for window-shopping very often almost everyday last week. Well? Not school starts already and it ends late - EXCEPT for Friday and tomorrow! I don't think I have much time to go online for long hours.

I reached home at 6.45PM just now. Yesterday I reached home around 5.30 - 6PM. I guess tomorrow I'll be home by 3PM! Hurray! 3PM!! I love it. Just like in Secondary school days.

Oh my. I'm missing it a lot. Arghhhh... Look ahead! Look ahead!!!

Anyway,I guess I better be going. I want to do other stuff first before watching TV then sleep. Trying to sleep before 2AM today. I know it sounds crazy but that's the best I can do. I'll wake up at 6.10AM tomorrow. Anyway,school ends early tomorrow.

...So I can take afternoon nap if I'm sleepy. =D

Thursday - School starts at 9.30AM! That's better. Can wake up later than usual but! I have to wake up early on Monday,Wednesday and Friday!

Monday I have to wake up by 6.30AM and Wednesday and Friday - have to wake up by 6.15AM.

Tuesday is the best! I can wake up latest by 10.30 - 11AM.
Oh well...

Alright,I'm off now.