Alright,moving on now. Chelsea have been winning their last few games and Andriy Shevchenko has been performing better than usual. Hopefully he'll be at his best soon.
Ok,let's not talk about football for now. Singapore? Like what the... Can you believe it? They were leading then to a draw? Sheesh.
Oh well... Football is unexpected.
Life is also like a mystery. You won't know what might happen tomorrow,can you?
Well... I've been thinking of this - Am I myself or what? I don't know if I'm myself or not as I somehow think I'm a little different that usual. However,I am still that chatty person and I'm still that lame person you would say. HAHA. I simply love laughing.
Anyway,do you know what I'm actually doing? I'm on the phone! Ok,no big deal but this time... Not my girl-friend Xiaoqiang. This time it's... Gary! LOL.
Strange of me to do such things but yes,I did that by calling him. Sheesh. Am I that hyper? I'm like wondering. Split personalities? Maybe. I don't know. Tell you what,it depends on who I'm talking to. If I talk to my teacher,of course I won't be like that. I'll be serious.
Ok,not that serious to the extend that no smile or laughter can be seen. That's lame I would say. However,I'm that lame person when it comes to talking to my friend mostly. Well? I am much more serious if I'm talking to people like my teachers or someone elder like maybe my neighbour,auntie,uncle..... Stuff like that. Well? You get the picture. Hmm... Maybe I should call Xiaoqiang later. Since I didn't reply her text message the other day. She was like asking me the score for Arsenal. Hmm... Who will be Chelsea's opponent in the Carling Cup finals? Arsenal or Tottenham Hotspurs? Hmm...
Whatever it is. It sure is going to be an ALL-LONDON match.
Who do I want to win? Isn't it obvious? Got to be CHELSEA! Go CHELSEA GO!
So much of being crazy,I guess I should be a little more calm. Sometimes when I talk to Xiaoqiang,I will feel calm. Whereas at times,I'm a little bit more hyper than usual. LOL.
I love those days whereby I could like talk trash with her,do stupid things... Basically all those lame stuff. Grrrr... I miss those days!!
Nevermind,if I have the time,I'll definitely ask her out. She's been like asking me or rather reminding me... "Eh,don't forget. Call me out when you're free". Ok,I forgot to add something to it. She said - 'It's a must."
Where have I been lately? Hmm... Mostly in my own world doing my stuff but well? Come on. I need a break. Definitely if I'm free,I'll ask her out. Besides,I miss her!
She's someone I'll not forget. Ok,that doesn't mean I forget about the rest of my friends. I should feel so lucky as I have such nice friends like her [Xiaoqiang],Darlene,Pearline,Aida and Jaclyn. Their such nice people. I just don't know what to say. Too nice? Haha.
Their supportive people and they usually encourage me if I don't have the courage to do something or when I'm confused or feeling down.
They're like by my side and if I need someone to talk to,I can always count on them. Doesn't mean if I'm always with Xiaoqiang means I forget about the rest. No,I'm not that type. I treasure friendship. That's the type of person that I am. It's just me.
To some I may be arrogant. I wonder how they look at it that way. It all depends actually. If you're nice,I'm nice and if you get to know me better,you would know what type of person I am. I'm a good girl. LOL.
Well? It's true right? Isn't it fact? It is! =D Self-praised? No. Thick-skinned? No. Confidence? Yes. Haha... That's what Jason would use. "Confidence". Haha.
Hmm? Well,it's true. I'm not a baddy nor would I say I'm a very goody good girl but still,I'm a good girl. Like any other being,I have different sides too. I can be serious,I can be playful... I can be kind or I can choose to be mean but still,I'm a good person. I don't get myself into trouble nor did I smoke or drink.
Ok,there's nothing wrong if you would want to smoke or drink but look at it this way,why do you want to kill yourself like that? You should LOVE YOURSELF.
My dad used to ask me this question. "What if your boyfriend smoke? How?"
He knows I don't really like smokers but he was like... Let's say IF and you really are so into that guy,what would you do.
I replied,"Eeeeeee... I don't like smokers but if such things happen,I'll make sure he quits."
Then again,I told my dad "I don't think that would happen because I really can't stand the smoke smell and why would I go for someone like that?"
Well? He was like... "Eh,you'll never know. Once you fall in love everything is ok to you."
I just laughed and said "Lame".
A guy that smokes is a turn-off to me. I don't like smokers. Not only you are killing yourself,you are wasting a lot of money.
I would prefer someone who isn't a smoker.
He has to be an understanding person. I would really appreciate such people. Hmm... Maybe he has to be patient too. =X As I'm a bit impatient at times but I'll try to always be very patient. =D
Definitely someone with a positive attitude and someone who isn't really that too serious. Ok,he knows when he should be serious and when he should just let loose. =D
So much of this,I guess I better go now.
I wanna watch TV... Soon.
Later then.
Peace out~
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠10:49:00 pm♠
