End of the week. Well? At least for a school week that is. Everyday wake up so early,it's tiring you know?
It's 5.07PM now.
Ate New York Pizza's Number One just now. Or whatever you call that meal and their cheese fries. It was my first time eating their food. I went to the Library at White Sands after school. Met my brother - Danish there. Hmm? So it's like I meet my brother then go home with him.
School's ok today. PE was the last lesson and it's like from 11 to 12noon! Grrrrrr!! So hot!
My skin is somewhat sensitive to the heat as it's like burning my skin. It depends actually. Sometimes I can take the heat,whereas sometimes I simply can't as it's too hot! Furthermore,I have sensitive skin which is sometimes prone to heat.
In short,sometimes my skin gets red-der if I find it too hot. That's what I don't like about sensitive skin. You can't use harsh products. Have to always use gentle products which is certified for sensitive skin. That is for face.
My skin for my body isn't that too sensitive only sometimes but seldom. Oh wait. When I was younger at times I have rashes because of something. I can't remember what but I remember that my parents have to apply cream but after that,I don't seem to have that problem already.
Anyway,I am confused at the moment. Not confused about GUYS but rather,about phones. I don't know which phone to get!
There are a few phones in my mind but I'm not really looking into those very high-end phones. Well? That's very costly so I'm going for the middle range. Oh well,as usual.
Anyway,there are a few phones in my mind. I can't decide which to choose. Do you have any ideas on which should I get?
I'm thinking about Samsung Z400. Currently,I'm using Samsung. That's why I sort of like Samsung as I find it suitable for me except that it doesn't have expandable memory only. I can only store up to 88MB so that's bad.
Samsung Z400 - I watched the advertisement of the phone on YouTube. Oh my god. Guess who were in the advertisement?
JOE COLE! Asier Del Horno and PETR CECH! All three are Chelsea players. Oh wait. Asier Del Horno was a Chelsea player. I believe that was recorded last year before Asier Del Horno joined Valencia.
What can I say after all? Chelsea's sponsor is Samsung. Ok,coincidentally - I like both Chelsea and Samsung Mobile. Not that because Samsung sponsored Chelsea that's why I like. That's not the case. I just like their mobile phone that's all. Well? I'm disappointed with some but with my current one,it's not that bad.
It's a 3G phone. Slide phone but it has some bad features which I read on the internet saying it has no flash. No radio and it supports English only. About the English language support,I don't mind seriously as I'm more of an English person.
I mean,I am always speaking English everytime except at times if I have to switch to either Chinese or Malay (Which I actually sound stupid and I'm not good at them both. However I feel my Malay is better than my Chinese.).
So it's like 90% of time I am speaking English so it doesn't bothers me actually. Furthermore,I'm not good at reading Chinese or Malay.
Another phone that's on my mind is Sony Ericsson W810i.
Sony Ericsson W810i (White Fusion Edition) - If I am not wrong the white one is a limited edition or something like that. I read it somewhere. It seems attractive. Besides,white is one of the colours that I like. Black looks cool but I prefer the white more than the black.
Actually,I stopped using Sony Ericsson for about... Three to four years ago. I stopped using as I don't like the battery life as it sucks. Sorry to say that but it's true.
However,this one seems to catch my eyes especially the white one. Of course if you have been updating yourself on the latest mobile phone,you would probably go for Sony Ericsson W850i but I somehow like the design of W810i so that's why I go for this one instead of the newer one.
I heard the battery life is not that bad. Hmm?
It has expandable memory and a 512MB memory card is included. It has radio if I am not wrong and there's flash and autofocus. That's like cool. Internal memory is 20MB. That's a lot and also,it has Infrared and Bluetooth. That's simply cool.
This may be my most likely pick and I probably would get this.
The other that's on my mind is Motorola Rokr E2.
Motorola Rokr E2 - The design is kind of weird but seems like it's a cool phone. The other day while I was surfing the net to check about the phone as my brother has been mentioning about it most of the time.
I was curious I guess so I decided to check it out. It seems interesting but I don't really like the design. However,there were some good reviews and as usual,there are the cons.
I am not too sure about it but it was interesting after reading about it the other day but as I was surfing again to check it out. This time for people's opinion,it seems that people didn't like it. Not all,some. There were some good reviews but with those reviews I am somewhat confused about it as for now.
Maybe it was interesting when I was reading it but maybe it's not something that I want. It has radio. It's 1.3 megapixel. Linux-based OS. I really am not too sure but it just came to my mind.
Hmm... Rokr E2 has radio.
I still feel that the most likely choice would be Sony Ericsson W810i.
Last but not least,would be Nokia Music Express phone. Nokia 5300.
Nokia 5300 - This phone is small. It's a slide phone. One thing about small phone is that it can fit into pockets easily. Just like my current Samsung mobile phone - which is a flip actually.
However,I fear that it won't be that good as I thought. It seems good but I prefer more than just music. Sure it has expandable memory but then it's like the sides of the phone are rubber and I fear that it'll easily worn out.
It's a simple phone plus music which makes it above then average I guess but I've heard from some users that the music quality isn't that good as it thought it would be. Then again,what do you expect? It's a NOKIA phone. You should know what to expect from a Nokia phone.
Overall,every phone has it's pros and cons. What is suitable for you? You decide and see what are your needs.
Basically for me,I use it more for entertainment.
SMSing,taking pictures and listening to music. Taking pictures would be easy if it's a camera phone. I mean who knows where you'll be and who knows if you need to take picture?
SMSing. Well? Simple. The keypad has to be good and not hurt my thumb. I use one thumb to text a message. I know some use two thumbs but I'm simply not used to that. With predictive or without,it doesn't matter to me as I don't use that function.
What's one more thing that I would prefer is the key functions not complicated. That's all I'm asking for.
Listening to music may be a factor as I'm someone who likes to listen to music. It would make it simpler for me if I just have it my phone instead of me bringing along my mp3 player to listen. It makes it troublesome in a way.
Oh yes,how can I forget this? Expandable memory! Card slot. That way,I am able to store more stuff.
Alright,enough about phones but what can I say? I've been using my phone for about a year I guess. That's why I thought of changing as it doesn't have memory card slot unlike my Motorola E398 (White,silver) or one of my previous one - Nokia 6680.
Yawns! Feeling tired but well? I don't feel like taking a nap.
Anyway,tomorrow's Saturday! Oh my! The BIG FOUR this weekend! Head-to-head!
Liverpool take on Chelsea at Anfield tomorrow and Arsenal against Manchester United at the Emirates Stadium.
First of all,let me comment on the teams.
Liverpool - A club that I like before. I don't know why or how but I somehow lost interest in Liverpool after Michael Owen left. Liverpool is a good team and look at their trophies. Oh my. So many.
Obviously they are a good team and with players like Stevie G (Steven Gerrard)... Not forgetting my hot guy - Xabi Alonso,they are great but they don't perform very well when it comes to the Premiership.
However,in other competitions like the FA cup,Champions League they tend to be better.
Then again,they're my rival REMEMBER?
SO - I'm hoping my FAVOURITE CHELSEA to beat them. Come on CHELSEA! Come on CHELSEA!
Oh yes,I heard that Petr Cech may be playing. My favourite keeper aka the 50 million dollar man is back.
Manchester United - Current lead leaders but am hoping they drop points soon. Wait. I mean drop more points. Unfortunately,this is the first club that I like. It was the first club that I like. I don't know but it was during the David Beckham days. Also,I like Juan Sebestian Veron.
However,after they left... Seems like I sort of lost interest with Manchester United.
I remember talking to Pearline (My best friend) on the phone back then. Which is like about Five to six years ago telling her that Arsenal against Manchester United. Or was it Manchester United home?
I can't remember but I was hoping Manchester United to win as back then I was a Manchester United fan BUT... This time,I really want Arsenal to win.
Though,I don't like Arsenal. In fact,never like Arsenal before.
However,Manchester United way of playing - I mean their style is somewhat aggresive and they're an attacking team. They are good but as for now,I don't like them.
Especially with the position that Chelsea are in at the moment,any team against Manchester United - I favour the opposition and is always hoping that Manchester United will lose.
Of course,it'll be a heartache to my brother as he is a Manchester United fan since like he was 7 or 8 years old.
Well... WHO CARES?! I am very happy when Manchester United lose but if it was back then,I would have to say - I would feel a little upset. Now? No. Not at all. THEY ARE MY RIVAL.
Oh yes,Ruud van Nistelrooy used to play for Manchester United and also,they have a good manager. No doubt about that - Sir Alex Ferguson.
Arsenal - I have never like the team before. I don't know why but I don't have any interest for Arsenal. However,just like Liverpool,they can be good at times but I don't know why they can't perform well at times.
Hmm... BUT I think Francesc "Cesc" Fabregas is cute.
CHELSEA! Yes,Chelsea. They're not like the ones that I've mentioned above. As in like win a lot of trophies and all but they have some trophies at least. About two,three years ago,I am fascinated by them.
To boost it all,they have my favourite players!
Joe Cole,Frank Lampard,Arjen Robben,JOHN TERRY,Petr Cech...... Tell you what? I like Chelsea players. I like the team.
I simply like the club. I don't why but it's the feeling that I get. Not a true supporter? Maybe for clubs but currently,my heart is on Chelsea and I think it'll be that way.
If you think that I'm not a true supporter? Says who? I have always liked England football team. They are my favourite team.
It's just that the past two to three years I have been very into football than usual. Usually,I'll watch it for fun but for the past two to three years,I sort of got serious with it.
I guess it's the passion like what some might say.
Football is passion. That's why you see players or their managers getting emotional. Speaking of that,it reminds me of Chelsea's manager Jose Mourinho.
Love him,hate him? Well... He has a very strong character. I like him. His actions makes me laugh at times. Entertaining but his someone who wants to win all the time. Well? I'm like that at times too.
What can I say after all? We are all humans.
Humans as we are. We are humans...
It's time for me to go. Enough yada yada for now.
Haha. "yada yada" something that I picked up from Fiqah.
Alright - Peace out!
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠6:15:00 pm♠
Thursday, January 18, 2007
THURSDAY! THURSDAY! THURSDAY!!
I know it's crazy to put those words in BOLD but what do you expect me to do? I'm glad that it's Thursday as tomorrow will be FRIDAY!
Woohoo!! FRIDAY!! Yes,I know it sounds crazy. You'll be thinking like... "Diane has gone out of her mind."
Well? Whatever.
Anyway,school has been quite alright for me. Yesterday had telematch but I was just a spectator BUT! I'm shocked actually. I thought School of Engineering is going to win!
HAHA!!! In your face! Guess what? At first they thought they are going to win as they seemed to be a strong team BUT NO. It didn't turn out the way they thought it would be.
INSTEAD! WE - Back to back champions! Woohoo! Ok,WE as in School of Info-communcation.
Yeehaw! ...So yes,in your face to School of Engineering! HAHA!
Oops. Oh my. I'm like being very nasty here. Oh well... Ok,take it as if nothing happened.
Gosh. This week is a little tiring as I have to absorb more! Boohoo! Oh well... Look on the bright side! Tomorrow's FRIDAY!
I guess I have to get used to it and I have to really try to absorb as much as I can. I really want to do well. I'm like "I want to know all" person. Ok,that sounds a bit too greedy but I'm hunger for knowledge.
I want more knowledge. I want to be a better person than I am now. I want to be happy with what I'm doing. I want to...............
Ok,that's a little tad too much. Too much of "I want to..."
Whatever it is. The key here is "Hard work". I have to begin from sketch again. I have to climb the mountains all over again. What to do? If you really are hunger for more knowledge,you wouldn't mind - Would you?
I don't but as we all know,it's tiring and sometimes we feel like giving up. I've been in that kind of situation a number of times but I have to constantly remind myself. I also need family and friends support.
Alright,I'm someone who really needs someone to guide me at times. I'm a little pampered I guess but I know when to be serious and of course at times,I may need a little kick on the backside.
Most of all... Who doesn't like being pampered? I love to be pampered.
It's simply a nice feeling. I just want to feel good and happy. I guess that's the reason why I keep laughing today with my friends. - Fiqah,Shakila and Amelia.
Today really is very funny with those jokes.
Alright,I'll be off now... Let my mind run free.
As for now,"Be Free,Think Free".
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠9:59:00 pm♠
Monday, January 15, 2007
It's my second entry for this year. I can't believe it but it's true. This is my second entry of 2007 and I'm typing it.
It sounds stupid to put it that way but well? Here I am anyway.
Moving on now and it's the second week of school. I'm still trying to get used to it but so far it seems to go well.
I woke up at 6.30AM this morning and I leave my house at about 7.20AM. I reached school between 8.15 to 8.20AM.
My day is ok. Soon to be the end of the day.
Hmm... I'm planning to take O level English. I'm still not sure about Mathematics but I guess I'll take the English one first. Well? Whatever it is,English is a definite choice for me.
First of all,it's my favourite subject. Secondly,it's one of my strongest subject. It'll be like a waste if I don't take up as I would definitely want to take it to the next level. I have always dreamt of it.
I am constantly trying very hard to concentrate and absorb more. Absorb whatever I'm able to and what can I say? There's nothing wrong accquiring knowledge and seeking for answers.
What would life be without a purpose? Alright,frankly... I have no thoughts of what I want to be in the future yet. However,my aim for now is to do well for English and get into the Polytechnic.
This is what I have always wanted. No matter how difficult it may be,try is the word.
If you never try,you'll never know. The reason why I'm not too sure about taking for Mathematics is because I fear that I'll struggle and not do well.
Yes,I don't like Mathematics but what can I do about it? No matter what,I still have to like it somehow. It's more of a must thing. A must to at least know some basic things about it.
Anyway,I guess I'll just take things as it is. Whatever comes to me,I'll just deal with it and see what's next. I don't have any plannings of looking ahead at the moment.
Don't get me wrong. I didn't mean I have no goals or whatever. What I meant was... I just accept things as it is. When I face an obstacle or something,I'll just have to deal with it at the moment and move on and see what's next.
Somehow I have been confused lately. I guess I really need someone to guide me. I don't like to be confused as I fear I'll make the wrong choices. Though I am still somewhat calm but I still don't really like to be in that position. It isn't nice.
Oh gosh... Seems like I have to think straight and try to not be confused.
Simply hope that I'll be alright.
Darn. I am missing those memories. Aww... Sweet,precious memories.
Life has to go on but I hope those memories remain and will there be more of those? I hope so.
Alright,as for now... I guess I'll leave my question marks here.
Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:56:00 pm♠
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Seems like today is a better day than yesterday.
It's finally 2007. Gosh. That's fast. Started school yesterday and no way! It wasn't a good day for me. Well? Ok,look on the bright side. It wasn't all that bad but I don't like the idea of it. It sort of makes me feel down. My heart was aching badly somehow but seems like today wasn't really that bad at all.
School of Info-communications and Technology (SICT).
Simply feel that yesterday was awkward. No friends in my class. Darn but...! I've made a new friend and her name is Shakila. She's a very sweet and nice girl.
So far,the people in my class aren't that bad actually. I don't think anyone is really that bad. Hmm... To think about it,there are some shy ones and some thick-skinned people.
Which category do I fall into? My friend think I'm not the shy type but actually I am! I remember fanning myself if I get nervous in Secondary school. Especially if I were to present a presentation but still,somehow I could go on with it except that if I'm lost for words,I'll be fanning myself.
Anyway,I'm always trying to hide my shyness. I am shy. It's just that I try to hide it. Well? It depends actually. Sometimes I can be a little more outgoing than usual,whereas sometimes I can be very shy and quiet.
Then again,I still think I am not fully myself yet in school. Except maybe for like lunch break when I'm like hanging out with Samson. I feel ease during lunch. I don't know why.
Yesterday I took a cab to school with Samson,Terris and Serene. School starts at 9AM for yesterday and today. Took a cab with Samson and Terris today. Was a few minutes late today but my class advisor or in other words - Form Teacher - Mr Desmond See was quite nice.
For example like today,we're supposed to start lesson at 9AM but he give us allowance for us to settle down. As in like... Give us more time to come to class but of course not too late that is!
Like maybe few minutes late,maybe due to the lift or something.
Had to choose CCA today and I didn't know what to choose in the beginning. I was actually confused. Not sure what to choose. Thought of joining Journaling Club and the Computer Club... Then! Drama. Oh my.
Didn't know which to choose. I just don't know what's gotten into me and it's like for the first time I actually talk to Gary on the phone. What can I say after all?
Weird but true. It happened. Just take out my phone and dialled his number. I wasn't even thinking how I would react or whatsoever. I was simply just thinking how am I going to greet him,that's all.
I don't know if I was too hyper just now but when I dialled his number just now,I was actually feeling quite high. High as in - happy.
It seems that today is a better day than yesterday. I was really so sad yesterday. I fear that I would go depressed. It seems like after the nap that I took,I was like "Noooooo... I don't want this to go on this way. This isn't the way I wanted!"
Usually,I would always tell myself - Look on the bright side but yesterday I really needed someone to sort of cheer me up and lift my spirits up. I needed to a shoulder for me to cry on. I was a bit stressed up I guess.
Somehow after eating and calming down,I ease a little but still wonder what would my day be tomorrow (which is today that is).
It wasn't that bad. It was ok. I'm feeling much better now than yesterday. I'm glad.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. Darn. Start school at 8AM tomorrow and ends at 1.30PM. Hmm... If only it was 8.30AM. Haha.
School starts at 8.30AM for me on Monday and ends at 5.30PM. So late!
Tuesday starts at 1pm and ends at 6pm. Wednesday 8AM to 1.30PM. Thursday - 9.30AM to 5.30PM and Friday - 8AM to 12noon.
Oh well... Just have to get used to it.
Let me reflect on the things that I've done over the past week. Oh yes,my mother's birthday on the 6th of January which is on Saturday. Wrote testimonials for my friends and classmates on New Years' Day. Well? Not all but most of them. I try my best ok!
Hmm... Had "All-You-Can-Eat" buffet dinner at SIAM Kitchen at Suntec. Hmm... Not bad. Bought my Converse shoes before school starts. Let me see... I simply go out for window-shopping very often almost everyday last week. Well? Not school starts already and it ends late - EXCEPT for Friday and tomorrow! I don't think I have much time to go online for long hours.
I reached home at 6.45PM just now. Yesterday I reached home around 5.30 - 6PM. I guess tomorrow I'll be home by 3PM! Hurray! 3PM!! I love it. Just like in Secondary school days.
Oh my. I'm missing it a lot. Arghhhh... Look ahead! Look ahead!!!
Anyway,I guess I better be going. I want to do other stuff first before watching TV then sleep. Trying to sleep before 2AM today. I know it sounds crazy but that's the best I can do. I'll wake up at 6.10AM tomorrow. Anyway,school ends early tomorrow.
...So I can take afternoon nap if I'm sleepy. =D
Thursday - School starts at 9.30AM! That's better. Can wake up later than usual but! I have to wake up early on Monday,Wednesday and Friday!
Monday I have to wake up by 6.30AM and Wednesday and Friday - have to wake up by 6.15AM.
Tuesday is the best! I can wake up latest by 10.30 - 11AM.
Oh well...
Alright,I'm off now.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:25:00 pm♠