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// My Illusions*
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Time flies very fast! Gosh. It's Wednesday already and the last time I log in to blog was like nine to ten days ago. Anyway,I've gotten over it. Though I must say I was hurt and disappointed with that stupid result [Chelsea vs Liverpool] but well? It's over. You can't change it,can you? Alright,moving on now. Chelsea have been winning their last few games and Andriy Shevchenko has been performing better than usual. Hopefully he'll be at his best soon. Ok,let's not talk about football for now. Singapore? Like what the... Can you believe it? They were leading then to a draw? Sheesh. Oh well... Football is unexpected. Life is also like a mystery. You won't know what might happen tomorrow,can you? Well... I've been thinking of this - Am I myself or what? I don't know if I'm myself or not as I somehow think I'm a little different that usual. However,I am still that chatty person and I'm still that lame person you would say. HAHA. I simply love laughing. Anyway,do you know what I'm actually doing? I'm on the phone! Ok,no big deal but this time... Not my girl-friend Xiaoqiang. This time it's... Gary! LOL. Strange of me to do such things but yes,I did that by calling him. Sheesh. Am I that hyper? I'm like wondering. Split personalities? Maybe. I don't know. Tell you what,it depends on who I'm talking to. If I talk to my teacher,of course I won't be like that. I'll be serious. Ok,not that serious to the extend that no smile or laughter can be seen. That's lame I would say. However,I'm that lame person when it comes to talking to my friend mostly. Well? I am much more serious if I'm talking to people like my teachers or someone elder like maybe my neighbour,auntie,uncle..... Stuff like that. Well? You get the picture. Hmm... Maybe I should call Xiaoqiang later. Since I didn't reply her text message the other day. She was like asking me the score for Arsenal. Hmm... Who will be Chelsea's opponent in the Carling Cup finals? Arsenal or Tottenham Hotspurs? Hmm... Whatever it is. It sure is going to be an ALL-LONDON match. Who do I want to win? Isn't it obvious? Got to be CHELSEA! Go CHELSEA GO! So much of being crazy,I guess I should be a little more calm. Sometimes when I talk to Xiaoqiang,I will feel calm. Whereas at times,I'm a little bit more hyper than usual. LOL. I love those days whereby I could like talk trash with her,do stupid things... Basically all those lame stuff. Grrrr... I miss those days!! Nevermind,if I have the time,I'll definitely ask her out. She's been like asking me or rather reminding me... "Eh,don't forget. Call me out when you're free". Ok,I forgot to add something to it. She said - 'It's a must." Where have I been lately? Hmm... Mostly in my own world doing my stuff but well? Come on. I need a break. Definitely if I'm free,I'll ask her out. Besides,I miss her! She's someone I'll not forget. Ok,that doesn't mean I forget about the rest of my friends. I should feel so lucky as I have such nice friends like her [Xiaoqiang],Darlene,Pearline,Aida and Jaclyn. Their such nice people. I just don't know what to say. Too nice? Haha. Their supportive people and they usually encourage me if I don't have the courage to do something or when I'm confused or feeling down. They're like by my side and if I need someone to talk to,I can always count on them. Doesn't mean if I'm always with Xiaoqiang means I forget about the rest. No,I'm not that type. I treasure friendship. That's the type of person that I am. It's just me. To some I may be arrogant. I wonder how they look at it that way. It all depends actually. If you're nice,I'm nice and if you get to know me better,you would know what type of person I am. I'm a good girl. LOL. Well? It's true right? Isn't it fact? It is! =D Self-praised? No. Thick-skinned? No. Confidence? Yes. Haha... That's what Jason would use. "Confidence". Haha. Hmm? Well,it's true. I'm not a baddy nor would I say I'm a very goody good girl but still,I'm a good girl. Like any other being,I have different sides too. I can be serious,I can be playful... I can be kind or I can choose to be mean but still,I'm a good person. I don't get myself into trouble nor did I smoke or drink. Ok,there's nothing wrong if you would want to smoke or drink but look at it this way,why do you want to kill yourself like that? You should LOVE YOURSELF. My dad used to ask me this question. "What if your boyfriend smoke? How?" He knows I don't really like smokers but he was like... Let's say IF and you really are so into that guy,what would you do. I replied,"Eeeeeee... I don't like smokers but if such things happen,I'll make sure he quits." Then again,I told my dad "I don't think that would happen because I really can't stand the smoke smell and why would I go for someone like that?" Well? He was like... "Eh,you'll never know. Once you fall in love everything is ok to you." I just laughed and said "Lame". A guy that smokes is a turn-off to me. I don't like smokers. Not only you are killing yourself,you are wasting a lot of money. I would prefer someone who isn't a smoker. He has to be an understanding person. I would really appreciate such people. Hmm... Maybe he has to be patient too. =X As I'm a bit impatient at times but I'll try to always be very patient. =D Definitely someone with a positive attitude and someone who isn't really that too serious. Ok,he knows when he should be serious and when he should just let loose. =D So much of this,I guess I better go now. I wanna watch TV... Soon. Later then. Peace out~ ♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠10:49:00 pm♠ ![]()
Saturday, January 20, 2007
I am just so sad. How can this happen?! *Sigh* I am really very sad. I stopped watching the match. LIVERPOOL 2?!?! =( My heartaches badly. I'm feeling so numb now. *Sigh* What can I say? I can't expect Petr Cech to be at his best. It takes time but looking at it,Liverpool keeps attacking and Chelsea hasn't even got any shot yet. What a bad day. All I can hope is that Arsenal beat Manchester United tomorrow. *sigh* Yes,I'm sighing again. Boo hoohoooooooooooooo!! Wake me up from this nightmare. I am feeling very very or rather EXTREMELY upset. Just don't bother. I'm very upset. ='( ♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠9:08:00 pm♠ ![]()
Friday, January 19, 2007
It's finally FRIDAY! End of the week. Well? At least for a school week that is. Everyday wake up so early,it's tiring you know? It's 5.07PM now. Ate New York Pizza's Number One just now. Or whatever you call that meal and their cheese fries. It was my first time eating their food. I went to the Library at White Sands after school. Met my brother - Danish there. Hmm? So it's like I meet my brother then go home with him. School's ok today. PE was the last lesson and it's like from 11 to 12noon! Grrrrrr!! So hot! My skin is somewhat sensitive to the heat as it's like burning my skin. It depends actually. Sometimes I can take the heat,whereas sometimes I simply can't as it's too hot! Furthermore,I have sensitive skin which is sometimes prone to heat. In short,sometimes my skin gets red-der if I find it too hot. That's what I don't like about sensitive skin. You can't use harsh products. Have to always use gentle products which is certified for sensitive skin. That is for face. My skin for my body isn't that too sensitive only sometimes but seldom. Oh wait. When I was younger at times I have rashes because of something. I can't remember what but I remember that my parents have to apply cream but after that,I don't seem to have that problem already. Anyway,I am confused at the moment. Not confused about GUYS but rather,about phones. I don't know which phone to get! There are a few phones in my mind but I'm not really looking into those very high-end phones. Well? That's very costly so I'm going for the middle range. Oh well,as usual. Anyway,there are a few phones in my mind. I can't decide which to choose. Do you have any ideas on which should I get? I'm thinking about Samsung Z400. Currently,I'm using Samsung. That's why I sort of like Samsung as I find it suitable for me except that it doesn't have expandable memory only. I can only store up to 88MB so that's bad. Samsung Z400 - I watched the advertisement of the phone on YouTube. Oh my god. Guess who were in the advertisement? JOE COLE! Asier Del Horno and PETR CECH! All three are Chelsea players. Oh wait. Asier Del Horno was a Chelsea player. I believe that was recorded last year before Asier Del Horno joined Valencia. What can I say after all? Chelsea's sponsor is Samsung. Ok,coincidentally - I like both Chelsea and Samsung Mobile. Not that because Samsung sponsored Chelsea that's why I like. That's not the case. I just like their mobile phone that's all. Well? I'm disappointed with some but with my current one,it's not that bad. It's a 3G phone. Slide phone but it has some bad features which I read on the internet saying it has no flash. No radio and it supports English only. About the English language support,I don't mind seriously as I'm more of an English person. I mean,I am always speaking English everytime except at times if I have to switch to either Chinese or Malay (Which I actually sound stupid and I'm not good at them both. However I feel my Malay is better than my Chinese.). So it's like 90% of time I am speaking English so it doesn't bothers me actually. Furthermore,I'm not good at reading Chinese or Malay. Another phone that's on my mind is Sony Ericsson W810i. Sony Ericsson W810i (White Fusion Edition) - If I am not wrong the white one is a limited edition or something like that. I read it somewhere. It seems attractive. Besides,white is one of the colours that I like. Black looks cool but I prefer the white more than the black. Actually,I stopped using Sony Ericsson for about... Three to four years ago. I stopped using as I don't like the battery life as it sucks. Sorry to say that but it's true. However,this one seems to catch my eyes especially the white one. Of course if you have been updating yourself on the latest mobile phone,you would probably go for Sony Ericsson W850i but I somehow like the design of W810i so that's why I go for this one instead of the newer one. I heard the battery life is not that bad. Hmm? It has expandable memory and a 512MB memory card is included. It has radio if I am not wrong and there's flash and autofocus. That's like cool. Internal memory is 20MB. That's a lot and also,it has Infrared and Bluetooth. That's simply cool. This may be my most likely pick and I probably would get this. The other that's on my mind is Motorola Rokr E2. Motorola Rokr E2 - The design is kind of weird but seems like it's a cool phone. The other day while I was surfing the net to check about the phone as my brother has been mentioning about it most of the time. I was curious I guess so I decided to check it out. It seems interesting but I don't really like the design. However,there were some good reviews and as usual,there are the cons. I am not too sure about it but it was interesting after reading about it the other day but as I was surfing again to check it out. This time for people's opinion,it seems that people didn't like it. Not all,some. There were some good reviews but with those reviews I am somewhat confused about it as for now. Maybe it was interesting when I was reading it but maybe it's not something that I want. It has radio. It's 1.3 megapixel. Linux-based OS. I really am not too sure but it just came to my mind. Hmm... Rokr E2 has radio. I still feel that the most likely choice would be Sony Ericsson W810i. Last but not least,would be Nokia Music Express phone. Nokia 5300. Nokia 5300 - This phone is small. It's a slide phone. One thing about small phone is that it can fit into pockets easily. Just like my current Samsung mobile phone - which is a flip actually. However,I fear that it won't be that good as I thought. It seems good but I prefer more than just music. Sure it has expandable memory but then it's like the sides of the phone are rubber and I fear that it'll easily worn out. It's a simple phone plus music which makes it above then average I guess but I've heard from some users that the music quality isn't that good as it thought it would be. Then again,what do you expect? It's a NOKIA phone. You should know what to expect from a Nokia phone. Overall,every phone has it's pros and cons. What is suitable for you? You decide and see what are your needs. Basically for me,I use it more for entertainment. SMSing,taking pictures and listening to music. Taking pictures would be easy if it's a camera phone. I mean who knows where you'll be and who knows if you need to take picture? SMSing. Well? Simple. The keypad has to be good and not hurt my thumb. I use one thumb to text a message. I know some use two thumbs but I'm simply not used to that. With predictive or without,it doesn't matter to me as I don't use that function. What's one more thing that I would prefer is the key functions not complicated. That's all I'm asking for. Listening to music may be a factor as I'm someone who likes to listen to music. It would make it simpler for me if I just have it my phone instead of me bringing along my mp3 player to listen. It makes it troublesome in a way. Oh yes,how can I forget this? Expandable memory! Card slot. That way,I am able to store more stuff. Alright,enough about phones but what can I say? I've been using my phone for about a year I guess. That's why I thought of changing as it doesn't have memory card slot unlike my Motorola E398 (White,silver) or one of my previous one - Nokia 6680. Yawns! Feeling tired but well? I don't feel like taking a nap. Anyway,tomorrow's Saturday! Oh my! The BIG FOUR this weekend! Head-to-head! Liverpool take on Chelsea at Anfield tomorrow and Arsenal against Manchester United at the Emirates Stadium. First of all,let me comment on the teams. Liverpool - A club that I like before. I don't know why or how but I somehow lost interest in Liverpool after Michael Owen left. Liverpool is a good team and look at their trophies. Oh my. So many. Obviously they are a good team and with players like Stevie G (Steven Gerrard)... Not forgetting my hot guy - Xabi Alonso,they are great but they don't perform very well when it comes to the Premiership. However,in other competitions like the FA cup,Champions League they tend to be better. Then again,they're my rival REMEMBER? SO - I'm hoping my FAVOURITE CHELSEA to beat them. Come on CHELSEA! Come on CHELSEA! Oh yes,I heard that Petr Cech may be playing. My favourite keeper aka the 50 million dollar man is back. Manchester United - Current lead leaders but am hoping they drop points soon. Wait. I mean drop more points. Unfortunately,this is the first club that I like. It was the first club that I like. I don't know but it was during the David Beckham days. Also,I like Juan Sebestian Veron. However,after they left... Seems like I sort of lost interest with Manchester United. I remember talking to Pearline (My best friend) on the phone back then. Which is like about Five to six years ago telling her that Arsenal against Manchester United. Or was it Manchester United home? I can't remember but I was hoping Manchester United to win as back then I was a Manchester United fan BUT... This time,I really want Arsenal to win. Though,I don't like Arsenal. In fact,never like Arsenal before. However,Manchester United way of playing - I mean their style is somewhat aggresive and they're an attacking team. They are good but as for now,I don't like them. Especially with the position that Chelsea are in at the moment,any team against Manchester United - I favour the opposition and is always hoping that Manchester United will lose. Of course,it'll be a heartache to my brother as he is a Manchester United fan since like he was 7 or 8 years old. Well... WHO CARES?! I am very happy when Manchester United lose but if it was back then,I would have to say - I would feel a little upset. Now? No. Not at all. THEY ARE MY RIVAL. Oh yes,Ruud van Nistelrooy used to play for Manchester United and also,they have a good manager. No doubt about that - Sir Alex Ferguson. Arsenal - I have never like the team before. I don't know why but I don't have any interest for Arsenal. However,just like Liverpool,they can be good at times but I don't know why they can't perform well at times. Hmm... BUT I think Francesc "Cesc" Fabregas is cute. CHELSEA! Yes,Chelsea. They're not like the ones that I've mentioned above. As in like win a lot of trophies and all but they have some trophies at least. About two,three years ago,I am fascinated by them. To boost it all,they have my favourite players! Joe Cole,Frank Lampard,Arjen Robben,JOHN TERRY,Petr Cech...... Tell you what? I like Chelsea players. I like the team. I simply like the club. I don't why but it's the feeling that I get. Not a true supporter? Maybe for clubs but currently,my heart is on Chelsea and I think it'll be that way. If you think that I'm not a true supporter? Says who? I have always liked England football team. They are my favourite team. It's just that the past two to three years I have been very into football than usual. Usually,I'll watch it for fun but for the past two to three years,I sort of got serious with it. I guess it's the passion like what some might say. Football is passion. That's why you see players or their managers getting emotional. Speaking of that,it reminds me of Chelsea's manager Jose Mourinho. Love him,hate him? Well... He has a very strong character. I like him. His actions makes me laugh at times. Entertaining but his someone who wants to win all the time. Well? I'm like that at times too. What can I say after all? We are all humans. Humans as we are. We are humans... It's time for me to go. Enough yada yada for now. Haha. "yada yada" something that I picked up from Fiqah. Alright - Peace out! ♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠6:15:00 pm♠ ![]()
Thursday, January 18, 2007
THURSDAY! THURSDAY! THURSDAY!! I know it's crazy to put those words in BOLD but what do you expect me to do? I'm glad that it's Thursday as tomorrow will be FRIDAY! Woohoo!! FRIDAY!! Yes,I know it sounds crazy. You'll be thinking like... "Diane has gone out of her mind." Well? Whatever. Anyway,school has been quite alright for me. Yesterday had telematch but I was just a spectator BUT! I'm shocked actually. I thought School of Engineering is going to win! HAHA!!! In your face! Guess what? At first they thought they are going to win as they seemed to be a strong team BUT NO. It didn't turn out the way they thought it would be. INSTEAD! WE - Back to back champions! Woohoo! Ok,WE as in School of Info-communcation. Yeehaw! ...So yes,in your face to School of Engineering! HAHA! Oops. Oh my. I'm like being very nasty here. Oh well... Ok,take it as if nothing happened. Gosh. This week is a little tiring as I have to absorb more! Boohoo! Oh well... Look on the bright side! Tomorrow's FRIDAY! I guess I have to get used to it and I have to really try to absorb as much as I can. I really want to do well. I'm like "I want to know all" person. Ok,that sounds a bit too greedy but I'm hunger for knowledge. I want more knowledge. I want to be a better person than I am now. I want to be happy with what I'm doing. I want to............... Ok,that's a little tad too much. Too much of "I want to..." Whatever it is. The key here is "Hard work". I have to begin from sketch again. I have to climb the mountains all over again. What to do? If you really are hunger for more knowledge,you wouldn't mind - Would you? I don't but as we all know,it's tiring and sometimes we feel like giving up. I've been in that kind of situation a number of times but I have to constantly remind myself. I also need family and friends support. Alright,I'm someone who really needs someone to guide me at times. I'm a little pampered I guess but I know when to be serious and of course at times,I may need a little kick on the backside. Most of all... Who doesn't like being pampered? I love to be pampered. It's simply a nice feeling. I just want to feel good and happy. I guess that's the reason why I keep laughing today with my friends. - Fiqah,Shakila and Amelia. Today really is very funny with those jokes. Alright,I'll be off now... Let my mind run free. As for now,"Be Free,Think Free". ♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠9:59:00 pm♠ ![]()
Monday, January 15, 2007
It's my second entry for this year. I can't believe it but it's true. This is my second entry of 2007 and I'm typing it.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:56:00 pm♠ ![]()
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Seems like today is a better day than yesterday.
Alright,I'm off now. ♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:25:00 pm♠ ![]()
// D: Illusionist
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// Are you too picky when it comes to men?
// What kind of sexy girl are you?
// What kind of girl are you?
// Are you spoiled?
// What flavour Pocky are you?
// Could you be violent?
// Speed test 95 words
// —The Voice Within—
// Other Illusionist♠ Special links: CeMTA (Drama) Blog Ms Angeline Class Blog - 1A/03 ['o9] Meet The Illusi♠nist: Adib Aiba Aidyl Amelia Andrew Atiiyah Azizah ———— Berwin Belson ———— Chloe Clara ———— Darlene*♦ Dickson (Snoopy) Donn ———— Elvis Eugene ———— Faezzah Faezzah [2] Faiz Faizal (Bear) Fiqah♦ Fyeqa ———— Gabriel Gary's Lover Den Gillian Gladys Grace Guan Ting (GT) Guo Wei ———— Hafiz Y. Haziyah ———— Irsyad ———— Jaclyn♦ Jamie Jason Jia Hao Jiekie Jian Sheng Jiayi Jun Rong (JR) ———— Ken ———— Lee Ying Leon ———— Marcus ———— Naqiah* ———— Pearline♦ Pei Jun ———— Radhi Razin Ratna ———— Saiful Sani Sarah Shakila Sherin (Yi Xin) Shikin Shi Min Shu Min Sya Syakirah ———— Wei Wei Wendy Weng Hon ———— Yi Xuan (Shiin) Yue Han
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