// My Illusions*
Friday, December 29, 2006
Click,click - click! Type,type - TYPE! I'm simply just surfing the net at the moment and not forgetting blogging and chatting too.
Simply am surfing to learn things and understand things better. I'm at this forum page where people discuss about being shy and how to overcome it.
Guess what? The person who posted and started this discussion is a BOY! A very shy boy. I wonder if he is worst than me or am I worst than him? Though people who know me won't think that I am but deep inside me - I am!
Just that once I got to know someone a little better and if I can comfortable with that person then I won't be that shy but it's someone I'm not comfortable with and don't really know that well,I can somehow or somewhat show that I can be shy at times.
In short,it depends who I'm dealing with. I try not to show it but well... I don't know what to say. Anyway,I felt sorry for Xiaoqiang because she had to appeal. She didn't got into her choices. Poor Xiaoqiang.
Xiaoqiang also known as - Angie (That's what people call her at work actually) is my best friend. I sort of miss those days we had fun. It was fun. Oh well... 2006 has been a good year for me. Though there were up and downs and my results sort of slipped and I was shock! Couldn't believe my luck. Kept wondering,why must this happen to me?
It was a little down for me. Sort of a down period for me. I wasn't feeling my best. I think I lost focus for a moment. Thank godness,I regain focus as quickly as possible. Phew~
That regain of focus wasn't all that. I still got 4 for Science but Maths improved. I got 4. Wasn't what I wanted. I wanted at least 2 or 3 for Mathematics. English wasn't what I wanted. I got 2,not 1! Oh well...
The surprised was... N level results! I'm speechless,shock - Stunned? Would you describe it that way? Hmm... I,as usual,feel nervous. Heart racing like the choo-choo train. I feel cold after that. HAHA.
When I get back from my teacher,I am totally speechless. My mind was blank. Didn't know what to expect. When he point to me showing one of the grades that I got,I thought "Oh no!" as I saw a FOUR. That's for Mathematics!
When he said his disappointed,I feel like "gosh! I could have done better". It's only when he said overall good I'm quite pleased actually. I didn't notice my other grades at first.
When I looked at it,I couldn't believe it. Simpy surprised. Yes,I know I did mention about my grades in the earlier entries but I'm just reflecting on it now.
Could have done better for English but it was ok. Pleased with the rest except for Maths but to think about it,it was ok as I didn't have time to finish some questions.
Guess that's about it. Looking back at it and reflecting. What nice memories. I can't believe it's going to be 2007 soon. Oh well,let's just look ahead and I'm sure they'll be obstacles ahead. Obstacles for this year has been handed well. Hopefully,my year will be like this year's. As in - Smooth flowing.
Alright,I've to go now.
Later~
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠6:55:00 pm♠

// D: Illusionist

+ Diane
+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist
+ 0ctober 4th 1990
+ Libra
+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)
+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School  (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)
BLUE IS THE COLOUR
// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
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You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
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// What's your love type
Your Love Type: ISFJ
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The Nurturer
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Best matches: ESTP or ESFP
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// Are you too picky when it comes to men?
You Are Picky When it Counts
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Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
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// What kind of sexy girl are you?
You Are Fun Sexy
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You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
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// What kind of girl are you?
You are a Brainy Girl!
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Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
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// Are you spoiled?
You Are 24% Spoiled
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You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
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// What flavour Pocky are you?
You Are Flan Pocky
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Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!
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// Could you be violent?
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent
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Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.
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// Speed test
95 words Speed test