// My Illusions*
Saturday, December 30, 2006
I'm feeling a little numb. Oh why. Gosh. I lost the mood of blogging now.
Seems like I don't feel like blogging. Sudden change - that's weird. All I have to say I'm a little moodless today though I try telling my self - LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE!
I don't know but sometimes I feel like I'm a failure,sometimes I feel like I'm a loser,sometimes I feel like I'm lousy BUT at times I'll feel great,at times I'll feel good,at times I feel so high up in spirits whereas sometimes I just don't know what I'm feeling.
Mixed feelings? I don't know. Certainly I don't like it. That's one thing for sure and I have to say it's a bad feeling because I don't like the feeling of it.
Seems like today,only some people can make me feel better. One of them would have to be my mother. Maybe listening to Subsonica songs helps too. I'm listening to it at the moment. Seems to sort of make me feel better. I don't know why either. Maybe because I'm listening to one of my favourite songs? "Incantevole".
The song that's playing as background music on my blog. That's the song. "Incantevole".
It's a nice song. I love that song. "Fuori รจ un mondo fragile......." = Outside it is a fragile world.
Darn. I don't know but I feel like screaming out loud or maybe smash things. I really don't know but whatever it is,I'm trying to keep my cool. I'm quieter than usual.
One thing is for sure... Lee Ying is very irritating. She always think that she's great. I don't know what is up with her. Even small little things she likes to argue. I can't stand that attitude of hers. It makes others sick I tell you.
Oh well... Later!
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠5:45:00 pm♠
// D: Illusionist

+ Diane
+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist
+ 0ctober 4th 1990
+ Libra
+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)
+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School  (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)
BLUE IS THE COLOUR
// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
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You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
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// What's your love type
Your Love Type: ISFJ
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The Nurturer
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Best matches: ESTP or ESFP
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// Are you too picky when it comes to men?
You Are Picky When it Counts
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Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
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// What kind of sexy girl are you?
You Are Fun Sexy
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You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
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// What kind of girl are you?
You are a Brainy Girl!
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Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
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// Are you spoiled?
You Are 24% Spoiled
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You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
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// What flavour Pocky are you?
You Are Flan Pocky
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Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!
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// Could you be violent?
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent
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Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.
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// Speed test
95 words Speed test