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Friday, November 24, 2006

My my my. I guess in life there's always the good stuff and the bad stuff. Bad stuff is,Chelsea lost to Werder Bremen BUT they qualified. Ole!

Then again,I would prefer a win. Anyway,that's not all. SUNDAY - Manchester United vs Chelsea. Oh dear. Oh my. Will I be watching? I just don't want to be disappointed but then again,I'm curious to know who wins or it's going to be a DRAW which I somehow think it might be.

Hmm... If it's against MANCHESTER UNITED,definitely a win would make me happy but even if it's a draw,it isn't that bad. If it's a loss... Well? What do you think I'll be like? Definitely disappointed and sad. A draw for me I predict.

Ok,who likes to lose? Ask Jose Mourinho and see what he'll say. I bet he say the same that he doesn't like to lose. I envy him. He has a strong character which stands out.

Alright,moving on now. My brother got his results back and goodie. I'm simply happy for him. Way to go bro! I remembered scolding him and sort of criticise him before his prelims and also before PSLE saying "If you continue to be lazy,you'll fail Maths for sure."

OF COURSE,I didn't mean it. I wanted him to prove me wrong and yes,he did so. Overall was quite pleased with him as he has improved but I believe he is able to do even better. Oh,maybe one thing he is still uncapable of... Keeping secrets.

Sheesh. I still couldn't trust him with secrets. You tell him secrets,he sort of likes to tell or keep forgetting that it's a "secret". Whereas he,himself can be secretive. Alright,I can be secretive at times too.

Anyway,he is really happy. My dad brought us out to eat dinner. Yum yum! As usual,he wants Chicken Chop and I want... FISH & CHIPS! Hmmmm... Food. Ahhhh... Yes,I love food. Their delicious.

Ok,let's not talk about food. I can be addictive to Fish & Chips. It's like I want more and more of it.

Guess that life is always full of surprises and mysterious. Sometimes I wish life would just be simple and not complicated. It can be tiring because you really have to be very patient and take all the pain that you're going through. What can I say after all? Life's like that. You just got to live with it!

How come people are in love easily? I wonder do they really know what is the meaning of love? Even me,myself don't think that I really know the true meaning to it. It varies to different person and your point of view to it.

Seems like people are more of having infatuation rather than they are in love. I just don't understand why people would be so blind at times. Ok,I was blind. To blind to accept the fact.

It wasn't easy to forget a person. I know I was such a fool. A very foolish one and somehow there's this thought that came to my mind at times,"Do you regret? Isn't it a waste of time?"

Maybe to some 4 years is too long and they won't hold on,they'll move on and regret. I am a foolish person and to some they think I'm a flirt because I would somehow "claim" I like another person but the truth is... NO.

I just want to forget about that person and move on. Maybe I had some infatuation going on but it's just a matter of time. After which,I just couldn't lie to myself because my heart knows it's only him.

It's ridiculous. Regret? Yes,I regret. I regretted that I couldn't prevent myself from falling for him. I wish I didn't fall for him in the first place. *sigh* What am I supposed to do? The feeling is just too strong,I can't resist.

All these while,I sort of lie to myself that I've forgotten about him but the truth is,only my heart knows how I feel. Oh well... No point talking about it already. The past is the past,whereas this is the present so let's look ahead!

I just don't want to fall for anyone at the moment. I am afraid of getting hurt again. I fear of rejection at the same time. I fear of being sad. To think about it,sometimes I simply feel numb. I don't feel anything as I kept telling myself,"Here it goes again" because it isn't the first experiece.

I simply don't understand why some people wants to get married early. Don't you want to travel around the world first or at least go to beautiful countries first and travel a little before settling down?

I won't be rushing to settle down nor would I rush to find a boyfriend. Come on. If you rush and later find out he isn't the right one,what are you going to do? Divorce?

It is a serious matter,when it comes to marriage,it isn't like the usual girlfriend/boyfriend break-up. It's a serious one. Maybe you might not think it's difficult or a problem to you but what if you have children? I just feel that it isn't fair to the child.

Oh yes,one more thing that I notice in some families. They simply love to have a lot of children. That is more than 3. I'm not saying that you can't have more than 3 children but are you able to feed them?

My point is - If you have some financial difficulties,why must you have more kids when you have problems? Come on,pity the kid. As much as a kid means to you,I know that it makes a family but you also have to feed him and provide him an education right? All these needs money.

Well? I don't know if I want to have kids in the future. First of all,I fear of the pain. The pain of giving birth. Secondly,that is if I'm ready.

I wonder how people can give birth several times. Don't they feel pain at all? Ouch. I mean,I'm scared of pain. I remember injuring my arm and leg and my mother was like massaging it and I was screaming!

I know it isn't really like me because I don't quite like to show my emotions of pain or hurt but gosh,I simply can't stand it already. It's hurting me. I told my mum to go slowly but she didn't care and ouch. Yes,ouch - Pain!

I made noise but I tried my best to tolerate the pain but after sometime I couldn't tolerate till I had to ask my mum stop but she still refuses to. It's only then when I hold her hand trying to make her stop and all she did was to reply,"If you want to get better,you have to bear the pain."

Yikes! Oh well,I just have to bear with it. It happened to me like a few times already but hey,it's great! Within a few days,I feel great. No more pains! Guess in life you have to tolerate too.

You have to tolerate with all sorts of things as there are many obstacles yet to overcome.

Speaking of all sorts of things. I somehow do feel jealous at times. Gosh. I know I'm not that type who gets jealous easily but at times I do feel jealous and I can't believe it either. I actually do get jealous!

Arghhhh... The good thing is,I don't show it. So you won't know if I'm jealous or not. Then again,I think somehow at times you could tell that I am but well... Go figure yourself. I'm not telling how's it like when I feel that way.

Jealous in a good way? Well,at least I'm not like "Oh,I'll get my hands on you soon!" that type. Don't get me wrong and think I'm up to no good. I'm not that kind.

"If it's meant to be yours,it'll be yours." Get what I mean by that?

Hmm... Speaking of being jealous,I somehow like to make people feel jealous at times. Ho ho! Playful me. Hmm? I just want to see how they'll react. Oops! See no evil,hear no evil.

As a girl,I love being pampered but also,I find it hard to trust guys. They are sweet talkers and I'm scared of sweet talkers.

I just want someone whom I can be comfortable with and not sweet talkers because I won't know if their sincere or not. It's better if it's someone who can understands me. Not someone who just wants to make me feel happy for the sake of it.

Darn. I miss that dream that I have the other day. It was so nice! Arghhhhhh!! If only it was real but I'm still wondering who was that person in the dream.

Ga ga ga... Anyway,watched "Casino Royale" yesterday,I would say it's ok. I would rate it 2 and a half stars or maybe 3 out of 5. There were some parts where I didn't quite understand but it was an action packed movie though at times it's a little slow.

Overall,I would say Daniel Craig is somehow cool but if looks? He doesn't have that pretty boy look. Oh yes,I noticed that James Bond movies are always lots of kissing. Haha! Well? It's the truth,don't you agree?

Was watching one of previous James Bond's movie which stars - Roger Moore. I think his hot. Haha... Well? My mum likes him. Hmm? Ok,she can have him. I can have Jude Law. Haha! Wait. Scott Parker! LOL.

What am I? In FantasyLand? Ahhhhhhh! Heck it. Xabi Alonso's injured! Hope he'll recover soon and also - Petr CECH! Petr Cech in action makes it even better. His my favourite keeper!

Alright,I want to go to bed. I'm feeling tired. GOODNIGHT!

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// D: Illusionist

+ Diane

+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist

+ 0ctober 4th 1990

+ Libra

+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)

+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)

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// What does your sleeping position says about you?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

// What's your love type

Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

What's Your Love Type?

// Are you too picky when it comes to men?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

// What kind of sexy girl are you?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

// What kind of girl are you?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

// Are you spoiled?

You Are 24% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

Are You Spoiled?

// What flavour Pocky are you?

You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

// Could you be violent?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Could You Be Violent?

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