Currently I'm listening to Red Hot Chilli Peppers "Tell Me Baby". I kind of like that song.
I think I lost 10 marks for just now Maths paper. =( I am so sad but I hope those that I know are correct. I am really disappointed and sad.
Seems like my luck is not high enough for this week. I know some might say "Are you crazy? Depending on luck?"
Well? You need some luck somehow.
I hope tomorrow will be a better day. It's my day! Make my day! Aww... I'm plus one tomorrow. Oh well... I must do well for tomorrow's paper. SCIENCE!!
I really hope I'll get A!
Oh well... Somehow someone did make me feel better after my Maths paper. I just get a feeling that I'll see him and yeah,my gut instinct is so true.
It's nice to see him but whatever feeling I have,I just can't. Well,you know. Anyway,it sort of makes me happy in a way to see him but I don't think his happy to see me.
Well? I was trying to play it cool and I kept telling myself "Snap out of it!"
I don't know but it's been four years but still I couldn't believe myself either. Then again,to think about it... It's like whoever I (try to) like or whatsoever somehow will soon come to an end and I just couldn't forget that very one.
Yes,back to square one. Recently I'm not sure either. I don't know if I am starting to fall for that younger one but hey,that's imposible.
Then again... Anything's possible but for this instance? I don't think it's possible. I can't lie to myself that I somehow do feel that way still for "you-know-who" but come on.
I keep telling myself "Come on!" It's pointless I guess. I'm a fool. What can I do about it? I just can't help the way I'm feeling. I even have the urge to talk to him just now but no,I held myself back. I would be out of my mind if I do that.
I know it was a knee-jerk comment and some may have this impression of me "Timer" but I was just not thinking straight at that time. Ask my heart and my heart will tell you the answer. There's only one person. I just hate myself for doing that and leaving this impression of a timer.
The truth is... I'm not. =(
Oh well... Let's not talk about that.
I have to concentrate on my SCIENCE paper tomorrow. A1! IF NOT A2!
Come to me A's! I want my A's!! =D Alright,before I go nuts I think I better be off now.
Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠8:36:00 pm♠
// D: Illusionist
+ Diane
+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist
+ 0ctober 4th 1990
+ Libra
+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)
+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School  (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)
BLUE IS THE COLOUR
// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.