That's how I'm feeling today. It's like I never thought I would be quite relaxed today.
The thought of Xiaoqiang not coming to school today this morning was like "Oh no!". Yes,that sort of thought keeps reminding me till I was like... "Oh boy! What will my day be?"
It's like I'm so used to having Xiaoqiang to talk to and stuff like that and without her today,I never thought it would be quite alright.
For the first time,I had lunch with Darlene. Yes,I HAD LUNCH WITH DARLENE.
She's quite shocked to see me eat in school actually. It's like during the breaks,at the most I'll just have some light snacks or just buy a drink.
It's nice to have her eating lunch with me and catch up with each other. I was quite happy to see her actually. For the past days,she wasn't in school so I was surprised to see her.
It was nice to have friends but it's a plus plus! If there's someone I'm quite close to and someone whom I can really talk to that's really a PLUS! Don't get me wrong. I'm not doing Mathematics. I was just saying PLUS equals to good thing.
Guess it wasn't that bad after all. In fact,it was a good day I'd say.
Had PE just now. It was nice when classmates calling "Frank Lampard!" or "John Terry!" because I really like them.
Hmm? Maybe next time they should call me "Xabi Alonso!" Haha. Well? Frank Lampard and John Terry isn't that bad. In fact,their my favourite players. No comments.
I was quite tired actually but somehow I think the tackle made me feel good. I counter-attacked Dwayne but the ball went to Paramjeet and I tackle for the ball and yes! I kicked the ball with power to Wati and yay! She scored!
It made me feel good about it. Seriously,it somehow changed my mood and my day was brighten in a way. I didn't mind not scoring. I just want to assist and give it my best to my team.
Guess that is why I didn't play in midfield nor forward. Instead,I play as a defender... again.
I don't know but it seems that I sort of like playing as a defender. Hmm? Coming to realise it,I think I can be quite aggressive at times. Is that a good thing or a bad thing? Hmm... I wonder.
Anyway,I think this week wasn't that bad. It's actually a smooth flowing week though at times in the beginning,I may feel a little pressured in a way. Eventually,it worked out well.
To think about it,I didn't expect my gut instinct to be really that fantastic this week. I just predicted that database may come out and I just had this thought will it come out? Guess what? It did! Oh my! Too good to be true. Who would have thought it'll come out? Even Xiaoqiang don't think it'll come out and I remember asking her before the paper.
"Will database come out? What if it comes out? How?" Her reply was,"Won't lah!"
Very confident huh? I just have this feeling that it may come out and speak of the devil! It did came out.
Gut instinct again and I think you have to trust your heart.
I guess another thing that made me feel happy was also Chelsea beat Werder Bremen last night. 2 - 0. Who are the scorers? Michael Essien and Michael Ballack. Hmm? Michael's the man! Two MICHAEL scoring. Nice but Michael ESSIEN was named Man Of The Match.
I'm so happy for Chelsea. I hope they'll get three points this weekend against Liverpool. Go CHELSEA GO! 8.25PM,live on ESPN. Another home game for Chelsea at Stamford Bridge. Wait a minute... Xabi ALONSO! Oh yeah,I can get to see Xabi!!
Then again,I want the home side to win.
Well... GO CHELSEA! Do your best and get three points again.
As for now... I'm off. Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠9:31:00 pm♠
// D: Illusionist
+ Diane
+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist
+ 0ctober 4th 1990
+ Libra
+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)
+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School  (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)
BLUE IS THE COLOUR
// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.