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Thursday, September 07, 2006

I've not been updating my blog for quite sometime. Let me see? This is my first entry for the month of September. I think the last entry was on the 31st of August.

Anyway,here I am! Just another evening doing nothing much but listening to music and surfing the net. Yes,the usual if you say so. Hmm? What more can I do? Oh yes,I forgot - BLOG! I've yet to complete my homework. Sometimes I wish I have more time. It seems like time is running out. Major exams are like next month and I'm yet to work extra hard or should I say harder to achieve what I want.

Sure I did better than mid-years but it wasn't up to par. At least to me that is. I want more. Make it three distinctions if not four. I would be happy if I achieve that.

I am not worried for my English. I don't get distinctions. That sucks! I really have to work harder. I just lost that sense of mine. I used to get distinctions and this year,I couldn't believe I didn't get distinction for English.

In fact,no one in the class got a distinction. It's only like a B,no A's. I'm under B! Humph! How horrible! I'm not happy about it. I want my distinction back!
Well? Guess I've to work harder.

Some of my friends were like... "Gosh,you're killing yourself" and I'll be like... "No,I'm not."

I mean if you know that you can achieve it,are you just going to let it go just like that? Come on. It isn't very me if I'll just push it aside and let it happen by itself or in other words "Let nature takes it course". If you put it that way but well? I'm not just going to let that happen.

I will and I must do something about it. I don't want to regret again. Four years ago and coming back to now which is four years later,I'm sure I don't want the past to repeat itself.

Once is enough. I'll be a big fool if I let it happen the second time which I am not going to. Somehow,life can be complicated at times whereas if I were to look back and think,at times we make our lives complicated.

Yeah,life can be complicated at times with all those unexpected things but some things you can make it un-complicated. Why do you want to make life complicated when you can make it simple?

There are times that things come unexpectedly and yeah,it's complicated but when you have the power to decide,are you going to make matters complicated or simple?

Sometimes I wonder what are in our minds. If only it was easy to understand the other person and be able to read their minds but the truth is,there's no way we could read minds.

We're not superbeings. We're HUMAN beings. We all have feelings,we all have emotions and we are unpredictable.

At times we do things without thinking. There are many reasons why sometimes we just do things which make us look like an "idiot". It may be due to peer pressure,going with flow as in follow the crowd or maybe we just want to try?

Whatever it is,responsibility is the word. Be responsible for your actions and not hide if should anything go wrong.

Then again,you have to have the brains. Don't let others control you. You should stand firm and fight for your rights. This is what I notice,some girls are easily being controlled. They don't stand up for themselves.

I don't let others take advantage of me and I think you MUSTN'T let others take advantage of you. Come on silly,wake up!

If someone goes beyond the limits,someone has to stop that person. Are you just going to watch everything happen before your eyes and you know that the other person is doing something wrong?

You have to stop that person. Be a stopper and "educate" the other. ...What do I mean by educate? You decide.

I guess there are all sorts of people in this world. Well? You decide who you want to mix with and make the right decisions.

Talking about people. Now I wonder,why do us teenagers want to get into a relationship? Infatuation or love? Most of those teenagers usually have a short relationship. I don't like the idea of it. I prefer long-term relationship.

Then there are some people who keep asking me if I ever thought of having a special someone. In short,to have a steady. Well? It never cross my mind. Seriously. Even if I do like someone,this question never cross my mind. Yes,four years but you know what? I never thought about it.

I guess I just haven't found someone right yet. Well? What's the hurry? There ain't no hurry to it. I don't understand why people rush to have a girlfriend or a boyfriend.

Hmm? Maybe I'm just not ready yet. Besides,there are lots of things to do in this world. That can come later. I prefer to take things step-by-step. Get down to basics and start on it. Work on it. Don't jump to any of it first.

I noticed that to some it's more like a habit thing. You go steady with somone then break up. After the break up,you go steady with someone else. You know that kind of thing.

I don't quite favour that idea but it's happening. What can I say?

Then there's some who wants to get married young. I'm not saying it's a bad idea. It's how mature you handle it. There are cases whereby getting married at a young age soon result to divorce.

I'm not against anything but I just feel that,that isn't the way.

Sure,sometimes we're unsure ourselves but like I've mentioned earlier - RESPONSIBILITY. Are you up to it?

It's never easy in this world. There are so many things yet to overcome but it's how you look at it and how you handle it.

Nevertheless,it is always your choice to make. For the good or for the bad? Definitely for the good.

No human in this world has never made a mistake. We are not superbeings but human beings.

Well? For now,I'll have to say... So many things yet so little time.

Can I have a time machine that could take me back to the beginning of the year? Am I able to do that? Can I?

DREAM ON! That will never happen and can never happen. I guess I just have to look ahead.

The future is in your hands... (Muahahahaha!) *LOL. I'm sounding evil. Hey! I'm not.*

Oh well... I've to go now.
P.O! [P.O? I mean... PEACE OUT!]

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠6:42:00 pm♠

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// What does your sleeping position says about you?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

// What's your love type

Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

What's Your Love Type?

// Are you too picky when it comes to men?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

// What kind of sexy girl are you?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

// What kind of girl are you?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

// Are you spoiled?

You Are 24% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

Are You Spoiled?

// What flavour Pocky are you?

You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

// Could you be violent?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Could You Be Violent?

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