2.54AM. Yup,that's the time and I'm still awake. It is a Saturday BUT I have to come back to school to help my English teacher. Oh well... It doesn't matter to me.

It may seem troublesome BUT we should... Errrr? How do I say this? Well? I mean... We should like help sincerely.

Oh well... It wasn't really a fantastic week for me but it was ok. As usual,there are ups and downs. Hmm...? How would you define life? "Life Is Like A Boat?" , "Life Is A Rollercoaster?" , "Life's Like That" ? How would you define? I look at it as... Life Is A Rollercoaster. Life really is like a rollercoaster ride. Sometimes it's up,sometimes it's down and it's like you can go up so fast and the next minute you go down.

Hmm? More like a mountain huh? You climb up - you fall down.

Oh well... I still think that the week before was somehow better. Was it last week or the week before last? I can't quite recall much things as I have been very busy with things and as you can see,I've not been updating my blog for about a week or so.

Besides,you can tell by looking at my entries date. I think for the month of September,it's like I have about five entries at the most. Unlike the rest where I would have more entries.

Gosh,I'm really worried. Now I'm wondering,will I have an emotional breakdown? I'm petrified,I'm anxious... I am feeling pressurised! Drained. My my my. Major exams are just 11 to 12 days time. I fear that I'll breakdown. Will I?

At times I seem confident whereas sometimes I have this fear of not doing it to my expectations.
I have no comments to people who said that my expectations that I set are quite high. To think about it,I think it's true though I don't really think it's that high. I just feel that I am capable of achieving it.

It's really a pain at times. I wish I have someone to tell or talk to at times. Someone whom I can really trust. Someone who can understands me and well? Maybe console me when I'm feeling down?

More like pampering huh? Well? We all have feelings because we're HUMANS and don't tell me you don't need someone to pamper you once in a while? Well,if you don't then good for you.

After all,it seems I do have a fragile heart but am always keeping it strong because I have an invisible plaster! LOL.

Well? I may have a fragile heart but no one is able to see it as I don't show it. I'm not that type to show those as it's not me to do so.

Sometimes people just have those comments and start accusing you this and that and in a way,it sort of pissed me off. Not only it pisses me off,I am hurt actually.

Saying in the future I'll be like those aunties who'll compare their child's results? Come on. That's not me. Why would I do such things? Ok,I do have a playful side. I like to tease people at times but hey,that? That's not me at all.

That's for sure. I know myself well. I still think that sometmes it's better to appear "mean". Then again,whenever I'm like that,they have this impression - Arrogant.

I just wish that people would just keep certain comments to themselves. Who are they to judge? Well? It's your opinion but how well do you know the person?

If you say you know me well and start with all those accusations then you're wrong. I'm not saying I'm always right but this is fact. Why do I say that? Simple. I know the person I am. I know myself well. So who are you to judge people?

If you know me well then that's another story but if you don't,I suggest you keep everything to yourself. I am so sick and tired with all those.

Like what I've mentioned just now,I was actually refering to someone. Simply can't stand him.
Friday Friday.... Sheesh. Joel is so irritating today. It's a crazy world after all.

All types of things in this world. All sort of people.

The crazy,the hypocrite,the backstabbers - Tsk!

Yawns! I think I better be going. I've to be there by 10AM to meet Ms Cindy Soh and Wang Junyong.

Wang's a nice friend actually. I mean his a nice person. I'm sure that girl that he likes is really a lucky one. Oops.

Too much exposure. =D

That's it.
Peace out.