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Friday, September 15, 2006
Gosh. I'm on the loose. Umm,I mean I am in a let loose mood. Going wild? Well,hope not.
My day is wonderful. It's only about 3pm so I couldn't simply use "was" as there's hours more to go.
Oh well... I'm quite drained actually. I am in a good mood but I'm tired inside. I always try my best to pay attention in class and I want my A's. Am I pushing myself to far? Well? No,I don't think so.
If you want to achieve something,you have to go the extra mile to get it.
Things have been smooth flowing earlier on and that's nice. Hmm... Now I'm wondering if someone is the one that makes me smile at times. I'm not sure but I don't know what I'm feeling actually.
At times when I'm all so tired and all,even to see that someone I don't what or how but I sort of feel happy in a way. Awkward? Indeed it is but I'm still wondering why do I feel that way. Why?!
When I see him in school,I just feel that way. Funny isn't it? Then again,I always tell myself it is nothing. I am so afraid of falling for someone till I have to keep reminding myself not to think that way - it's nothing.
I guess it's better not to fall for someone even if sometimes you feel something but well? You just have to deal life with whatever's in front of you.
Though some of my friends don't think that I am shy,the truth is... I am actually a very shy person.
It's just that I don't really show it but it's bad if I show it. It just shows how shy I am! LOL. If I make eye contact most of the times I'll look away whereas sometimes if I am quite daring on that day then I'll look. If not,as usual... I'll look away as quick as possible.
Sometimes I just wish I could overcome my shyness. Shy to the point when like someone smiles or something,I just couldn't react. Maybe at times I can react but most of the times I wouldn't know how to react.
Darn darn darn. It isn't a good thing. At least I'm not really to the extreme. At least at times I'm still ok with it. I don't know my friends don't think that I am shy. Maybe because when I'm with my friends I feel comfortable?
Whatever it is,I am a shy person. Then again,I try to hide my shyness by... Acting cool! LOL.
Well? That's the only thing I could think of. Sometimes to think about it. My shyness could actually lead me to become behaving silly. I would try to avoid,walk faster or just face down. Gosh,isn't that that silly?
Arghhhh... Well,just have to deal with it. So sad that I'm shy to that extend.
Nobody is perfect and if a person thinks I am this and that,tell you what... I have my strength and weakness.
I can be quite confident at times. I stand firm for what I think is right and not let others take advantage. On the other hand,I am shy. Hmm? My heart's fragile I guess.
Oh well...
I'm so drained. My my my. I think I better take a nap first. Hopefully it'll restore my energy and I'll be recharge! Full battery ahead!
No,it should be "Full speed ahead! Woooooooooowww!"
Yeah,that should be it if I'm all charged up. =D
I'm trying to look on the bright side though I know I have to complete quite a number of homework. I have two science worksheet and I have to complete my Science 5-year series (I forgot to do some) and English letter writing.
Yawns! It's killing me in a way but what can I say? Suffer now,enjoy later? Well,that's what they always say.
As for now...
Off to dreamland... ZzZzZzZz
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠3:24:00 pm♠
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// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
// What's your love type
Your Love Type: ISFJ
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Best matches: ESTP or ESFP
// Are you too picky when it comes to men?
You Are Picky When it Counts
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
// What kind of sexy girl are you?
You Are Fun Sexy
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
// What kind of girl are you?
You are a Brainy Girl!
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
// Are you spoiled?
You Are 24% Spoiled
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
// What flavour Pocky are you?
You Are Flan Pocky
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!
// Could you be violent?
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.
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