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Friday, September 29, 2006
I am supposed to be happy and all but seems like I'm feeling moody today.
Yesterday I was much happier and at ease whereas today I'm the oppsite and that's not a good thing. I'm still wondering why am I in such mood today.
*sigh* Oh why,oh why?!?!
"How could this happen to me?" Hmm... Sounds more like Simple Plan's "Untitled".
I just simply hate this feeling that I'm feeling now.
I now realised that time flies really very fast for this year. It's soon to be October already and I'm soon-to-be one year older. Oh my!! So fast!
Same thing is happening again. Why do it have to end this way? Why does it have to be a sad ending again. There's nothing I could do about it. Just what can I do?
Tell me about it. "You'll never know that I'll be missing you". Yes,this is what I'm feeling at the moment. Seems like lately there's this particular person who keeps appearing in my mind.
I know it seems weird. It seems crazy but it just keeps appearing in my mind. Fact is I couldn't believe I sort of missing that person if I don't see that person. Then again,it's like the second time I having this kind of feeling towards someone who's younger than me.
Well? Age doesn't matter to me but I don't really like guys way older than me. Older by a few years is ok but if beyond that? No,it's just not me.
Younger than me? This is the second time I'd say. I don't know why or how but I am always holding back that feeling as I afraid it'll go even further. Further as in I'll fall for that person.
I hate to fall for a person. Well? Ok,I didn't mean that way it's just that I fear that I'll be hurt. I hate the feeling of being hurt. A bleeding heart can affect you in a way.
Gosh. Then again,do I hurt anyone? Now I'm asking myself this question. My younger brother recently wrote a testimonial for me and he said at times I could break a person's heart. Oh my. Did I break his heart before?
Oh my!! Tell me!! I'm speechless. Hur hur hur... Do I hurt anyone? With that written in the testimonial,I tend to keep thinking about if I really do hurt anyone.
I'm sorry if I've hurt anyone.
Oh well... Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day and also next week.
Well... Guess I've to concentrate on my major exams. It's silly to think about it. That's why I am trying my best to hold back everything and not allow myself to go further because I fear that I'll fall deeply for that person.
If I do,that's not a wise thing actually. Why? Well.. Simple reasons. It'll be a one sided thing. Well? More or less like ...........
Well,you know what and I don't want something like that to happen. It hurts me actually but well? Let the past be a history. You can't change history for what happened has happen.
Alright,I'm off now.
I'm just really not in the mood to type much.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:00:00 pm♠
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+ 0ctober 4th 1990
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+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
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// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
// What's your love type
Your Love Type: ISFJ
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Best matches: ESTP or ESFP
// Are you too picky when it comes to men?
You Are Picky When it Counts
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
// What kind of sexy girl are you?
You Are Fun Sexy
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
// What kind of girl are you?
You are a Brainy Girl!
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
// Are you spoiled?
You Are 24% Spoiled
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
// What flavour Pocky are you?
You Are Flan Pocky
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!
// Could you be violent?
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.
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