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W E L C ♠ M E
// My Illusions*
Thursday, August 31, 2006
I don't know what or how but it seemed that I'm sort of feeling down and I'm not sure why. I have been feeling blue since earlier on. Hmm... Seems more like a mixture? Something like happy then the next - feeling down. There's some tears flowing earlier on. Out of the blue I seemed to be a little emotional. I don't know why. My mind's not clear but I guess I'm feeling better. Currently listening to Bon Jovi's "Have A Nice Day" songs. THANKS JACLYN FOR THE CD! Hmm... I hope she likes the keychain. I really don't know what to get for her. I really like the CD a lot. It's nice of her to get me that. I've always wanted that and well? I finally got it. I feel that their music has changed a little compared to their previous. I feel that this album is way better than Bounce though some people say they sound a like but I feel that this album is better. Hmm... I guess this is my favourite Bon Jovi album. Oh! Not forgetting "Crush". I like their "Crush" album too. BJ FOREVER! LOL. Oh well... Went back to Park View Primary School (MY PRIMARY SCHOOL) earlier on. I feel a little disappointed I didn't expect few people from my batch to come back. Was really happy to see Jaclyn but I'm out of words. Seriously,I didn't know what to talk about. Usually I have things to talk about but seems like this time round,I've got nothing to say. I met some of my friends and my my my. You compare them now and then. Two different person? Hmm... Well,I'm glad that friends still remember me! Yeah. I'm really touched. Was surprised to see Ridzuan. Brainer,Nicholas and some others. My my my. Nicholas looks cute just now. LOL. Well? That doesn't mean I like them. I just think his cute. That's all. Oh well... I miss those days! Looking back at those memories... Ahhh! Their all so wonderful. Darn! Simply love those days. Oh well... My computer is beginning to lag again,I better be going now. Peace out. ♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:45:00 pm♠ ![]()
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Come on people... FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHTS! Just like some boys in my class,they think they can go round bullying others but hey,fight for your rights. Stand firm and fight back. Don't keep quiet. These people are first of all - Childish,secondly - act tough and finally - idiots. Yes,idiots. I really have to use that word on that BIG "Bear". I simply don't like him. Whereas Joel and Tony... I don't know at times their irritating whereas at times they're quite ok. Same goes for Zi Kai. Arghhhhh! Oh well... Anyway,look on the bright side - There's gotta be more to life! Like they say - Live life to the fullest. Or... Enjoy life while you can. Whatever it is,look on the bright side. This kind of idiots are just a pain in the ... "you know what". Oh well... Currently listening to Adagio For Strings - DJ Tiesto. My favourite song. Especially after the 6 minutes that part. I like that part. I think it's the part around 5 minutes 55 seconds. I simply love that part. I'll usually play that part over and over again. Haha. I'm addicted to it I guess. Yes,addicted to that part whenever I listen to that song. Moving to the beat of the song. Oh yeah! Yeah!! Gosh. I'm insane. Well,I just sort of like it or rather I'm loving it! Yes,I think that's a suitable word. I'm LOVING IT! It's the eighth time I think I'm playing that part again or maybe more. I sort of lost count already. Call me crazy if you want to but I simply can't help myself. My my my. I better listen to other songs. Anyway,got back my prelim papers yesterday except for two. As usual,passed all except Mother Tongue. I feel I can achieve more and I WILL ACHIEVE MORE. AIM HIGHER. There's a few mistakes and you know what? I shouldn't have changed the answer! Darn! It's like few marks gone just like that! How could this be? Well,ok - It was my fault. Hmm... Maybe I was unsure? Whatever it is,I would love those As. Yes,ACES. Well,sometimes I don't know what people are thinking. Oh! Looks can be deceiving. Some people look innocent but their a devil inside. If you know what I mean by that. Ok,guys are like that. Oops. I didn't mean all guys are like that but well? Most of them? They have a very naughty side. Tsk tsk. You naughty boy. Purrrrrr... Want a scratch? LOL. Ok,it's understood that they're like that but hey,where's the respect? I don't like guys when they get really really dirty and I mean EXTREMELY. Where you talk about it to the extend you were hoping it becomes a reality. My my my. *ahem!* I shall keep the other details to myself. Wait. Why not you think about whatelse. Get your brains working but working towards "it". Sometimes I don't know whether I should trust guys or not. I mean,guys are good pretenders. They're sweet talkers,flirts and what have you. Then again,I'm not saying ALL guys are like that. Oh well... Whatever it is,I just feel that you should fight for your rights. Don't let others take control of you. Don't let them take advantage of you. Be yourself,stand firm. Yawns. My my my. I think because of my tiredness I tend to get irritated easily today. Alright,I'm really really very sleepy. I'm off now. This is it! Peace Out... ♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:30:00 pm♠ ![]()
Friday, August 25, 2006
It's finally the end of the week. Not only that,it's also the end of prelims. Yipee! Well? I guess I shouldn't be celebrating yet. I feel like blogging but you know what? My computer is lagging and everytime I type,it sort of slows down. Darn. I hate it. Well? I guess I'll blog other times. Darn. Oh well... =)
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠9:17:00 pm♠ ![]()
Monday, August 21, 2006
Oh well... I'm here! Today is the start of my preliminary examinations. Gosh. Time flies very fast. I really have to work very hard after this and I mean really really hard. I have to set myself to serious mood again. Anyway,today's paper wasn't that bad. The reason why I said wasn't that bad was because I think the Computer Applications (CPA) paper was simple not too tough. I only had problems with my Mother Tongue (M.T) paper. What can I say after all? As usual. Wanted to blog the past few days but didn't have the time to do so. Finally,I have some time to blog. Sometimes I wished I just have the ability to share my thoughts and feelings in my mind without having to type. I mean, sometimes there's like lots of things to say but I don't know how to phrase it or how to start talking about it. The idea is there. The thoughts and feelings are there but it's either I don't have the time or after logging in, at times I tend to forget what to say and stuff like that. In other words - Logging in can be troublesome but hey, whatever you do there's always a process right? The steps and all. You have go step by step before reaching to the top or should I say finishing line. Whatever you say it. Yawns. I'm tired! Can I say that? I simply couldn't sleep last night. Anyway,Chelsea won last night. They were great. I expected to be either 2 - 0 or 2 - 1. I just have this thought that Chelsea might get 2 goals but my gut instinct was like what if it's 3? Guess my gut instinct was right. 3 - 0. Nice. Darn. Manchester United 5 - 1 against Fulham. Oh well... Nevermind. It's still in the early stages. Currently,Chelsea is 2nd but hey, it's just their first game. It would be nice to see Chelsea winning 10 matches. Last season they won 9 straight matches before tasting defeat. Anyway,they didn't had lots of defeat. Just a handful of it only. I hope they'll win the Premiership again. I just want Chelsea to win. My my my. Lately,I've been like so into football. To think about it,years ago, I wasn't really so into it. I remembered watching football with my father and I was like "I don't see what's so great about it." Back then,my dad loves watching it but now he claims his "retired". He don't really watch football already. It's very rare for you to see him watching football unlike last time. Oh,you know what? His favourite team is actually Manchester United. Arghhhhhh!!! Like what the ... !! My "rival" club. LOL. Well? It's funny if I were to use that. I mean, I used to like Manchester United about four to five years ago. Three years ago I like Liverpool but after Michael Owen left Liverpool,it seems I lost interest in the club and fancy Chelsea even more. Why do I say even more? Well,when I like Liverpool (2003) - The following year I kind of fancy Chelsea but it was only last year that I really like the club. I have to say Manchester United, Liverpool and not forgetting Arsenal are good teams but as for now - I'll continue sticking to Chelsea. I feel they have a good manager. Just look at Jose Mourinho when he took charge of the club. My my my. The team improved a lot. They have good players and their my favourite players! Besides that,their standards are quite high in a way. Their quite disicipline. I'm not saying other teams are lousy or whatsoever. It's just that my heart likes Chelsea. My favourite players are playing for Chelsea too. John Terry,Joe Cole,Frank Lampard...... Chelsea's captain - John Terry is not only captain for the club but also England's captain. Yes,John Terry is England's new captain. Under the new manager - Steve McClaren. He chose John Terry as it is said that he has the qualities. I have to agree with that. He has been a good captain for Chelsea for the past few years. People often like to criticise saying Chelsea is successful because of Roman Abramovich's money. (Roman Abramovich = Chelsea's Owner). It's nice to have money but if you don't make good use of it and don't have good people around, I'm sure it won't work out. I feel that it's Jose Mourinho's effort that brought Chelsea success not Roman's money. It's funny. Just look at Real Madrid. They are a rich club. I'm sure richer than Chelsea. They spent too and why when Chelsea spent, people make a big fuss? Who says before the arrival of Roman Abramovich they didn't win anything? They won the FA Cup in 2000. They were runners up in 2002. If I'm not wrong, they won't the Super Cup or something in 2000. They did win something at least. Of course,Manchester United and Liverpool are one of those clubs that has lots of trophies but I simply fancy Chelsea. Dutch International - Khalid Boulahrouz joins Chelsea. Nicknamed as "Khalid the Cannibal". LOL. Oh well... Enough football for now. Gosh. I can't believe I'm saying this. I don't have much stuff to do now. Feeling a little bored. Was thinking of playing Maple Story. I haven't been playing it for very long. I'm still so noob! I pity my bowman. Aww... Poor bowman. LOL. My friends who plays Maple are like pros. At least level 60 something and I'm like only one-third of their level. Anyone care to help me train? *grins* Hmm? OR donate some mesos to me? Hearing those people have millions is like "Oh my god!" I don't hav that kind of money. I'm a very poor bowman. I mean - bowgirl? Maybe after N levels I'll play. Play till I go mad. Well? Ok,not really mad. I'll make sure I still be sane instead of insane. Hmm... Sometimes I don't know what are people thinking. First minute they can be nice then the next their like so mean and all. Whereas some seems like got nothing to do or should I say their minds are corrupted. It's like some enjoy talking about "it". Yes,it. If you know what I mean by that. Ok,if you look at it in a way, it isn't bad. I mean it's more of an open discussion but if it gets a little to you know what,I just tend to get uncomfortable with it. Well? I don't know about other people but this is me. When it comes to "it",it depends on situation. If it gets a little too *ahem*, I just get uncomfortable. Well,I mean you have to understand that we are humans and not everyone is the same. We all think differently. So I guess that makes us unique. Yup. Unique in our own uniquely ways. In life,there's always up and downs. Whatever you do,you just have to be patient though I have to admit that I'm not someone who have lots of patience at times but at times I do. Hmm... It depends on the situation and my mood I guess? If I'm in a very good mood. I am able to take comments and stuff like that. I'll be patient but if I'm in a not so good mood,I tend to freak out easily. It's not nice to get angry. Tell me who likes to get angry? There's two types of me when I'm angry. One - When I'm angry,at times at the most I just shout. The other - When I'm angry,at times I tend to get carried away and tend to get violent. My my my. I don't like that. It's nice to be happy. When I'm happy,I feel that I tend to help others more. Oh,don't get me wrong. I didn't expect anything in return. I do it because it comes from the heart. In other words,it's sincere. I don't expect anything in return. You're happy,I'm happy - We're happy. It's nice to make others feel happy. At the same time you'll feel the joy too. It's not nice to feel sad. I don't like the feeling of sad. The feeling just isn't nice. It's an uncomfortable one. Whatever it is. We all make mistakes but I can't seem to forgive someone easily. I'm trying very hard to forgive people easily but it's hard. Stubborn? I don't know if it's the right word to use for this situation but I just can't seem to. In my own point of view,how can you forgive someone whom you have lost trust with? It's hard. To forget maybe easy. Well? At least easier than to forgive someone though my dad has been telling me to learn to forgive and to forget. His like always telling me to be patient. Always remain calm. Forgive and forget others. Whenever he tells me that,I'll be like "...but dad! How can you forgive someone who has did something bad to you? How can you be patient and remain calm if such things happen?" He'll be like... "I know. To get angry is natural but after sometime you'll just have to move on and forget those things." When he said that,I was like... "Erughhhhhh!" Alright,I think I'll end here for now. I think I'll go and watch television. As for now........ I'm off. Peace out. ♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠10:45:00 pm♠ ![]()
Sunday, August 13, 2006
The past is the past. To think about what happened on the eve of National Day,I think I was a little emotional? Well... I just didn't feel good on that day. Guess it wasn't really my day. Anyway,after typing out the explaination - I feel good. Well? It was nothing but the truth and to type it out,I think it makes me feel better. Oh well... Ever since that,I feel that I feel better after my discipline master gave me a chance to explain. Hmm? Well,his ok actually. Just try not to make him angry. So far when I talk to him the other time,he seems to be quite alright. Though people said his this and that but well? In my opinion,when talking to him just go straight to the point and try to be polite. Hmm... Well? That's what I did. Oh well... Anyway,I was caught in a traffic jam just now. Took the bus at 9.35PM and reached home at about 11.35PM. Couldn't believe it took like two hours. Well? What can I say? There are lots of vehicles at Orchard. Ain't no big deal. Had dinner at Far East Plaza. Yum yum! Ate my favourite. Hot plate beef with rice. Beef! Yes,beef. I like beef but yes I know my friends know that I like chicken. Well? I like beef too! After that went to Tangs. My mother bought some shoes. Well,it's nice to shop with her. Helped her choose the colour. She likes it too. It was a nice colour. After that went to Heeren to visit my brother at the Fossil shop. After that went window-shopping. I've not bought anything from there for like three years? Let me see... Hmm... Yes,three years and that was like,I bought Bon Jovi's "This Left Feels Right - Greatest Hits with a twist" album at HMV. Well? Actually,Heeren there's not much stuff to shop. I mean if I were to go there I guess I'll just go to HMV and buy CDs. Hmm? Or maybe just check out the Adidas store. Gosh. Saw those Chelsea products at Adidas store just now. Gosssshhhh!! CHELSEA! Chelsea had a draw against Celtic and won against Feyenoord. Frank Lampard scored. =D Ok,back to the products. Hmm... Guess what? Next to it (Chelsea products) was Liverpool's product and you know what? Tomorrow or should I say later on,FA Community Shield - Chelsea vs Liverpool. CHELSEA! CHELSEA! CHELSEA!!! I really would like Chelsea to win it again. Well? Both teams are good. Oh yes,England's captain against England's vice-captain. Yup. John Terry versus Steven Gerrard. Nice. Club captains and England's captains. Ain't it great? As clubs,they're against each other but if country? They're united. I think John Terry is a great leader. I'm not saying Steven Gerrard isn't. He is a good player and is also a good captain but I prefer John Terry. Hmm? Not saying because he is my favourite player and his the captain of CHELSEA. I just feel that his constantly improving and is a good captain. His a strong person and likes to motivate others. Actually,both Terry and Gerrard are good leaders. =) Let's say if Steven Gerrard is England's captain,I think it wouldn't be that bad because his also a good leader. Well? Steve McClaren as already chosen John Terry and yes,he is England's new captain. Go JT! Oh well... Anyway,to me - I think the England squad has good players. Well? That's in my opinion. I'm not saying YOU HAVE TO AGREE. =) Their good and feel that they have good players. Hopefully they can get it right and go even further. Yawns. Alright,I guess I better continue later. Hmm? Or maybe when I have the time. As for now,I'm really really tired. Yawnssssss...
I'm knocked out... ♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠3:50:00 am♠ ![]()
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
What a day. I don't know if I'm angry,sad or disappointed about it. I know some might say "Ain't no big deal to be late" but I have no intentions of being late or something. Actually,I didn't want to be late at all and in fact,I was early! Heard that was an accident near Elias and blah blah but you know what? I really feel that there were a lot of cars today. Traffic jam! Darn! I hate it. It sucks and because of that,I'm late. Darn. I don't want to talk about it. Not only that,to add more problems - I can't stand some people. Sheesh. I tried looking on the bright side but I still feel down. Darn. Maybe after typing out the report,I might feel better. Oh well... What a day. ♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠6:59:00 pm♠ ![]()
Monday, August 07, 2006
I know it's late but well? I can't go to bed like that. I have to rinse my mask off first and that would be like in about 10 to 15 minutes time. Darn. I simply hate to have sensitive skin. Sensitive skin equals to TROUBLESOME. It's really irritating. A bit only and for all you know,my face can turn red. It's important for me to be masking at least once a week. I just have to because I have to calm my skin. Sheesh. It's really troublesome. For the past week,I totally forgot about it. The last time I used a mask was like I think two to two and a half weeks ago. Oh my. Everything I use I have to read the label first. Cleansers for sensitive skin isn't really that cheap. The cheapest would be $22 onwards. My my my. Heartaching at times. That's just cleansers itself,I have to get a moisturiser too! Cleansers are definately cheaper than moisturisers. The cheapest I could get would be about $32 onwards. I feel that everytime when my cleansers and moisturisers runs out,I spent at least $60 or more but of course if you get those cheapest like the ones that I've stated above. ($22 + $32) That would only cost $54. I don't have a perfect skin but I used to but well? I have to take good care of it. I won't say I have serious problem but I do have pimples and you know those imperfections. I simply hate it. Even if I don't have pimples,some might think I have because sometimes there's red spots or my face will be a little red. Why? Sensitive skin! Arghhhhh! Whatever it is,I should be thankful that I don't have those serious kind of case. At least mine with the right products,I can keep it under control. I try not to stress myself because I notice when I'm really stressed up,I'll have some pimples and gosh,it worries me. Of course I would want my skin to be like last time but well? Just be patient. Then again,to think about it... If I were to compare it,I think it's better now. I mean I don't have pimples that often. Only at times. Nothing wrong to have pimples but of course I'll make you feel not so confident about yourself. Well? Just be patient and take care of the situation if not it'll gets even worst! Some people might think - If you have pimples,your skin won't be soft. They'll be thinking that your face will be rough and stuff like that. Well? That's not true. I mean I don't think that's true. I may have imperfections BUT I have soft skin. Soft is good but I dislike having sensitive skin. Boo hoo hoo! Hmm? I guess I have to pay more attention to my skin. Sensitive skin really needs a lot of care. Oh well... Let's not talk about that already. Darn. I simply can't get it out of my head. I've been thinking about the Chelsea collection that I saw at the Adidas shop just now. I was like "Oh my god!!!" I was really happy to see Chelsea products and it made me smile like an idiot. LOL. Maybe I won't get the cap cause I already have an Adidas cap that I've not worn before. Oh wait. Maybe once to take picture only but other that that,I didn't use it. I still have the tag and all. I didn't touch it. It's still intact. Hmm... Maybe I'll get the bag. My my my! Blueeeeeee!!! Yes. Blue is the colour and it's my favourite colour - BLUE! I really would like to own at least one Chelsea product. =D Chelsea lost in their first friendly match but hey,I believe they're still a good team. In life,we win some,you lose some. Just like they say - You take some,you give some. You can't have everything. IF ONLY you could. Darn. I'm really sad. Joe Cole's injured. Poor Joe Cole. I hope he recovers soon. Chelsea 0 - MLS 1. Darn. Chelsea scored in the first half of the game BUT as usual - offside. =( I still remember Chelsea scored a number of goals but those goals were offside. How sad. They did score but offside. Anyway,it's ok if they lose this one. Besides,they only begin training about a week ago only. I'm sure soon or later,they'll be better and I hope they win the community shield against Liverpool. After that - GO CHELSEA! Win the EPL again. =D I'm hoping they'll win many trophies. As much as possible. I know their history - They didn't have many trophies but hey,they're improving. Oh well... Hmm? Ok,I'm tired. I think I better be off. It's more than 15 minutes already! I'm off now. *washy washy - dab dab - ZzZzZzZzZz* -so long and sweet dreams~ ♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠2:00:00 am♠ ![]()
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