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Thursday, July 27, 2006

Simply addicted to "No Promises" by Shayne Ward.

"I don't wanna runaway,baby you're the one I need tonight... No promises,baby - Now I need to hold you tight,I just want to die in your arms... Here tonight......"

Yes,yes... I know I've been mentioning about "No Promises" quite a number of times in my entries but I simply can't help it. I simply love that song. One of my favourite songs.

Oh well... I simply don't understand people at times. It's a simple world but yet at times it seems so complicated. Sometimes I just hate guys. Yes - they suck at times. Well? I'm not saying all but well? I have to say that SOME really sucks. They have bad attitude. I hate that.

They think that they're so great and stuff like that but you know what? They stink! Yes,they stink - They have bad attitude. Tsk. Whereas some are quite nice I would say. Same goes for girls. Some girls I simply don't understand why they tend to get jealous easily.

You can say whatever you want but the truth is,I'm not that type of person who gets jealous easily but if I do,I'll never show. Yes,I don't really show it. It's hard to tell if I'm jealous or not but it's a weird feeling if I do get jealous. I also don't know why! LOL.

It was a fine day but if you remove those idiots,it'll be good but whatever it is - Look on the bright side. Sometimes no matter how down you are,you just have to face the world with a smile and say "Hey,look on the bright side".

I simply don't understand human being at times. We all think differently and it's hard to predict or should I say,we can't read their minds and thoughts so we often tend to change our minds often and stuff like that. Hmm? How do I put it as? Should I say clocks? Yes,more of a clock.

People often get sick of it after a period of time. At times I do get sick of some things but if it's my favourite song? No,I won't. If I like something for very long,it's hard for me to get sick of it because I can like something for very and I mean very very long. When I like something,I'll put my heart and soul to it. Errrr? How do I say define this?

Ok,I mean - I'll just focus on it and stick with it.

Had English Mock Exam yesterday and tomorrow's Science test. Oh boy. Time flies very fast. Tomorrow's Friday! Gosh. Oh well,what can I say after all? I bet they'll be more test coming up but what to do? Like they say "Suffer now,enjoy later". So yeah,I guess I've to set my mentality to that. Nevermind,I think I'm able to bear the "pain". After that phrase,I guess I'll be as free as a bird.

Guess what I'm doing at the moment?

I'm actually listening to National Day songs at the moment. "We are Singapore,we are Singapore... We will stand together hear the lion roar........"

Yes,I'm listening to that song. It seems kind of nice to listen to the songs again. Anyway,National Day is just around the corner. Oh my. We have been independent for (soon-to-be) 41 years and I'm only like about 16 but not yet 16. LOL.

I'll have a stressful birthday this year. My N Level Science paper is on my birthday. Grrrrrrr! Arghhhhhh! Oh well? At least after the 6th,I'll be free. Nevermind,I can take it. I'm strong! Haha. Well? I have to be strong. Have to have a strong mentality and tell myself "Yes,I can!"

Oh well,I guess I'll listen to Trance later. Hmm? Or maybe I'll switch back to Rock again.

Oh my. 11PM at the moment. I took a nap at 5.15PM if not wrong and I woke up at about 9.30PM. I still haven't study for my test tomorrow but I'll do so soon. =) I slept at 3AM last night but I couldn't sleep so it must be like around 3 something that I managed to sleep. I was just trying to sleep as I was already sleepy but I simply couldn't sleep.

Oh well... Anyway,some people said that it isn't a good year this year. Hmm? I don't know but at least try to look on the bright side. So far mine's ok. Not much activities. Hmm? Low-profiled one. I used to be regarded as "high-profiled" to some friends or maybe to most friends but these few years,I've been trying to keep my profile low.

Too much experience? Hmm? I don't know but it somehow seems to be better when you're low but there's an advantage if you have a high profile. Well? It depends. There's advantage and disadvantage.

High profile

Advantages - People know you. Even people whom you don't know,knows you. I experienced that before and it was awkward but in a way,it's kind of flattering.

Disadvantages - People expect more from you. You're like a role model kind of thing.

Low profile

Advantages - You can do stuff at ease without anyone having expectations of you.

Disadvantages - People might not know you and it's hard to "get to make friends".

Well? It depends. Somehow in primary school,I don't know how people know me. They know me but I don't know them.

I had a different life back four years ago. Somehow I sort of miss those days. Seriously,I would like to have the life I have four years ago that is 2002 but if terms on attitude and mentality of course I would like to keep my current one but if speaking of life that I had,I wish I could have that life again.

It was fun and I'll never forget. My friends! Awww... The jokes,the stories,the laughter... Oh my. Arghhhh!!

I think I better not talk about it but somehow I've been thinking about it these few days.

The sad thing is - some people I know who were good people changed. I wish they could be like what they were before.

I'm still the same person actually. It's only my mentality is of course different. I'm actually the same person who loves to laugh and crack some lame jokes and stuff like that.

It's only I may appear more serious than last time? Sometimes you can't be too friendly. It doesn't pay off. Just like some boys in my class. When we treat them nicely,they tend to take advantage so it's better not to be too friendly.

I don't mind them saying whatever about me because I,myself,now myself better and if you were to ask my friends - I'm sure they say I'm someone who likes to crack some lame jokes and stuff like that.

I can be nice yet I can be mean. It depends how you treat me. I respect others but if they don't,why should I? I just feel that some guys are really really very childish. They say to others "Don't be childish" but they themselves are without them realising it.

Whereas some are really nice and they understand. Well? Doesn't mean older guys are mature. Some younger guys can be quite mature too. Haha! =X

Well,that's how I feel. Hmm? Ok,maybe most younger guys aren't mature enough but there's some who are quite mature and I'm impressed in a way.

(Younger as in a year or two younger than you.)

At times we tend to get confused. Just like today,I've been thinking about something. Sometimes I'm not sure how do I feel then again,I kept telling myself - "It's hopeless". I can't do anything about it. No point crying over a spilled milk. Even if we met and I have the urge to say something,it's pointless I guess.

Why pointless? I'm afraid. I'm just too scared. All my courage has scattered. I simply don't have the courage.

Then there's another,I just don't know how do I feel. Same thing again,I'm simply too scared. I simply don't want to be hurt again.

I somewhat had become "weak" in terms of courage. I just couldn't. Don't know when I'll regain that courage but at times I just have the courage but somehow they will always be something holding it back and yes,back to square one again.

Hmm...? Sometimes I wonder what's the thing that I'm missing. I somewhat feel that I'm missing something. Maybe it's the laughter that I was had with my good friend. Or... Maybe because my friends and I (I mean my good friends) don't hang out that often already. We're busy with our things and stuff like that.

I guess I missed that too much.

Currently listening to "Twisted" by DJ Johan Gielen and Svenson. Oh my. I didn't know I have the song. My friend asked me to download this song but I didn't know that I have. I went to search but I couldn't find and when I was looking through the songs that I have for Trance then I realise that I actually have the song. LOL. How silly of me?

Well? Maybe because I don't usually listen to it.

Oh well,I guess I'm off now.

Peace out.

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:28:00 pm♠

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+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)

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// What does your sleeping position says about you?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

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// What's your love type

Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

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// Are you too picky when it comes to men?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

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// What kind of sexy girl are you?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

// What kind of girl are you?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

// Are you spoiled?

You Are 24% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

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// What flavour Pocky are you?

You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

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// Could you be violent?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

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