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Sunday, July 23, 2006

Here I am with my eyes kind of sleepy,not sure if my brains are working well but the night isn't gone.

It's 3.15AM at the moment and here I am sitting in front of the computer with that sleepy look (Hmm? I guess) typing this. Well? Ok,I am sleepy but I want to blog. It's like "I HAVE TO BLOG" that kind of thing. Well? It's not me but my heart really wants it. LOL. Whatever.

Was out earlier on. Oh,I meant yesterday (Saturday). Window shopping is more of "shopping". Bought another pair of pump shoes but this time is that pointy tip kind. Oh my. It's like I have three pump shoes in all. Two bought it at Parco Bugis Junction and this - At Suntec. It was about $30 but well? I like it. Wanted the brown one but oh my,don't have my size! Oh well,the moss isn't that bad anyway.

It's a surprise I guess. People assume I have mostly sneakers but their wrong. I only own one pair only. The rest is sandals or pump shoes. Oh wait and one pair of track shoes - My Reebok shoes. That's all. People always assume this and that. They just don't know me.

I love Polo tees but you know what? I only own about four or five polo tees in all. I have tees and I also have blouse. It's just that I'm usually casual that I'm too lazy to get dressed and simply just spent 10 minutes at the most to find some stuff to wear. Example - Tee and jeans or tee and three quarter pants but hey,at times I feel like dressing up.

It's just that I do have that kind of "I don't care" attitude at times or should I say "Heck it!" attitude. At times I simply don't care about the things around me whereas sometimes I can be very very conscious about the things around me to the extend I kept telling myself I have to look good.

Oh well,it depends on my mood. It's not like I don't have clothes. Come on. You should see my wardrobe. I have to cupboards. One is for home clothes,whereas the other is for going out clothes. I have two waist pouch but I've never use the red one before. That is the G-shock one. I have some hand tone bags. Errr? Is that the name that you would use?

Anyway,I have bags. Different kind of bags I mean. I think my favourite is my white colour Charles & Keith one. I have sling bags. I have like... Hmm? Five or six sling bags. I can't really remember. I have quite a number of bags but too bad,I seldom use them all. I have one leather bag. Small sling kind of bag but well? It's leather,what do you expect? It's about $50 if I'm not wrong.

People assume they know it all but like they say "Don't judge it's looks by it's cover". I simply have to agree with it. What more can I say? I have like four watches. If I am going to be out and do outdoor activities,I'll use my black one. The G-shock watch. I've not been wearing my other two watches already. I don't know. It seems that after getting my current watch (Diesel),I sort of like this and I always wear it.

It's my favourite for now. May want to get Adidas watch but well? I think this is good enough for me. It's kind of unique to me and it's strap is leather. I'm very touched when there's this teacher came to me and looked at my watch and she was like "That's a very nice watch. Hmm? Diesel. Nice."

For a moment,I was speechless but I quickly replied "Umm... Thank you." And smiled at her.

I think you have to have good watch and nice shoes. I know - you would be like - "What about the clothes?" Clothes wise too. I mean,it doesn't have to be like designers clothes or whatsoever but at least a comfortable one and if you how to match your clothes,you'll be fine.

Most of my clothes are like from U2,Giordano,Bossini..... That kind of place. Well? That was just to name a few. There's others too. Then again,this is how I feel... Youngsters these days can be a showoff. They go for brands. I mean,I don't know why but I think to a certain extend that's nuts. To some a Hang Ten or Giordano tee is "cheap". Hmm?

To me the price is reasonable. Most importantly - Is it comfortable? I go for comfort. I just feel that teenagers these days have to open up more and not just be that stereotype of buying branded goods only. I mean,branded as in willing to pay $50 and above. I think that's expensive.

I would only spend $12 - $35 for a blouse or tee. At the most - $40. Not more than that.

Well? I'm not paying for any of my clothes. Oh wait. Yes,my mother pays for my clothes but the polo tees? I bought it myself and the last few shoes,I bought it myself. Other than that,it's my mother's money.

If it's school stuff,you know who's the person paying for it. It's none other than... My father! Tada! LOL.

Well? I should be fortunate. I should appreciate the things I have. Oh my. How lucky am I. Just look at those poor children. Oh my. I really pity them. If I have more,I would donate but I don't,what can I do about it?

I like helping others. It sort of makes me happy in a way. To see others smile,it sort of makes me smile too. Whatever it is,to help others isn't wrong at all. In fact,you have made a difference it somebody's life. It may not be a huge one but a little difference at least.

Peace - Love & Harmony. Where are all those? Where's the peace? Where is the love? Where's harmony?

All the powers in the world can't change the universe. Why? Well,simple - human beings think differently. If we all think the same then that I don't know. I guess we're more of a dumbo then. It's because we think differently,that's why there's evil people around,etc.

Well... We just hope they know what they're doing and know what they want. It's your choice anyway.

People think they know you but they simply don't know you actually. You know yourself better. God knows you.

Having a "tomboy" image doesn't mean you're like that. I have my girly side too! I'm a girl anyway. I like bears. I think they're cute. Especially Winnie the Pooh. I don't have short hair neither do I like long hair. I like to look stylish in my own way and unique in my own way. I can be quite friendly and I respect others but if you don't respect me - there's where I wouldn't even want to respect you at all.

I can be nice yet I can be mean. It's how you react towards me. I can be crappy,lame or whatever you call that yet I have a serious side too. I can be crazy - talking rubbish,trying to crack jokes and stuff but I can be serious when I have to be serious.

I can be approachable - Friendly yet I can be mean and cold. I am still a human. I make mistakes,I still have a lot to learn but whatever it is,I still have a heart. What makes us a human? To have a heart makes us a human. I may be mean and cold towards certain people but still,I have a heart. I am against people abusing others,war and violence.

Ok,maybe I tend to get violent when I'm angry but still,I hate that. Seriously,to speak the truth I really hate that. I'm trying to not be like that. Hmm? Then again,to think about it. I simply don't know why. I'm always weak on my knees when a special someone is present. LOL.

That's how I feel. Oh gosh. That's foolish huh? It's like when a special someone is there,I just couldn't be that violent. LOL. I'm weak in other words. I don't know but it seems true and that's what I've realise in the past few years. My my my. Sheesh.

Anyway,it's better to concentrate on my studies as for now. It's a heartache to think about this. It just confuses me and I was really foolish. Four years? Oh my. I could have done something with that but well? Come on,get on with it. Look ahead.

Nevertheless,I'm still trying to improve myself. I don't want to be a baddy nor would I say I'm a goodie. Definately,I'm not a baddy. I don't get into troubles. I mostly obey rules. Goodie? Well,nah. I'm stubborn. Most of the times,no one can change my mind. If I want something,I'll hold on to it and try to achieve it. At times I argue with my parents. I've disobey certain rules. I stand firm for what I think it's right but then again,it isn't that bad.

I do swear at times. I may have bad attitude at times when I'm in a bad mood. Well? Other than that,I don't think I'm that bad. Hmm? Well,ok - I may get competitive at times but sometimes I feel down. Especially if I don't achieve something that I want badly.

Oh well... That's just part of life. You give some,you take some.

Sometimes it's interesting to watch the world - to watch others. Sometimes I simply love that. You just sit at a corner with some snacks and just observe others. Look at how they respond. I think it's interesting. Study their body language,look at their expression... See how they react to the situation. It's interesting to me. It can be funny at times.

It's more like you watching television. In other words,it's like a entertainment thing.

Hmm? How entertaining will it be? It all depends.

Alright,I guess I better be going.

I'm off now.
Peace out.

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠3:59:00 am♠

// D: Illusionist

+ Diane

+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist

+ 0ctober 4th 1990

+ Libra

+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)

+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)

^{BLUE IS THE COLOUR}

// What does your sleeping position says about you?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

// What's your love type

Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

What's Your Love Type?

// Are you too picky when it comes to men?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

// What kind of sexy girl are you?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

// What kind of girl are you?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

// Are you spoiled?

You Are 24% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

Are You Spoiled?

// What flavour Pocky are you?

You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

// Could you be violent?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Could You Be Violent?

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