// My Illusions*
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Sometimes to see someone might change your point of view,whereas at times you feel it's better that way.
Whatever the reason is,whatever the situation is... We're still humans. We have feelings.
Mostly girls are known as the emotional ones but I know some guys can be quite emotional too. Hmm? I don't know if it's a good thing or bad but to me,it's kinda "gay-ish" in a way.
Ok,let me go straight to the point. Emotional? To me,it's more like you're a softie. I prefer the sensible type than a real softie. Well? I don't know about my friends but I know some of friends prefer those rough kind of guy.
Hmm? I prefer someone who is sensible. Someone who is discipline,has a good sense of humor and fun to hang out with. I hate guys who likes to abuse others. We should abuse them! Muahahaha!
What you do to others,others must do the same to you too. In other words,retribution.
Well? We all have feelings but guys that are too emotional is more like a girl to me. He can be emotional but too emotional,one word - gay.
No offence but that's how I feel about it. I don't mind if a guy is emotional. Well? We all have feelings right? I understand that but if too emotional? My god. Are you a girl or what? Then again,it's just my opinion.
Feel free to disagree if you want but that's how I think about it.
Maybe to some you'll be like,"Is there such thing?"
Well? There is. Not only they are really really very and I mean very very emotional,they're also sensitive and worst of all they cry!
I can't believe they cry. Ok,even big boys cry too but not to that extend where a bit of things you cry. That's more like a crybaby or some say that's what girls usually do.
Well? It's not true. I don't cry that often. Hidden tears? Hmm? Maybe at times,yes but if I do cry - It means the pain that I'm going through or the phrase that I'm going through is really painful and it's unbearable.
Well? I don't know but I feel that they should learn how to at least try not to be "extremely" emotional. Even some might say I'm emotional but I'm not like that! At least,at times I still can take it and I don't cry! Sensitive? Maybe at times.
Oh well... It's just that I feel that there's so many types of people in this world. All sorts of character and it sort of fascinates me in a way. It's more like a live television except without a remote control.
Sometimes when I've got nothing much to do,I'll just sit and relax and look around at my surroundings. It's nice to observe others. Ho ho! Don't get me wrong. Not in a pervertic way!
I mean... Just look at what others are doing and how they react. I feel that you'll learn a thing or two. Well? At least to me. Study their body language and the expression on their faces. Sometimes it can be quite funny and it sort of makes me laugh. Oh but not in a sarcastic way. I mean it in a good way.
Life experience. You can learn a thing or two or least understand situations. I was just mentioning to Xiaoqiang (Angie) yesterday (Friday) when I had lunch with her. She may think that I'm up to no good or something but no,I mean it in a good way. Ok,to make it short - Learning from others.
Sounds better? Hmm... To learn from others is a good thing. That way,you'll grow to be a better and stronger person than you're already are.
I would still like to learn more. To speak the truth,I have to overcome my shyness. I may not appear as shy but actually deep down inside me - I'm actually shy! It's not that I'm snobbish. Well? Maybe some might have that impression. It's just that I don't know how to react in or during certain situations.
I really would like to improve on that area. Hmm? Whereas at times I'm a little more of the outgoing type.
Oh well... Yawns! My god. It's 4.11AM! Gosh!
Time flies very fast. My my my. Alright,I'm better be going.
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See you in dreamland!
*Oh yes,another thing - Happy Birthday to Jiayi!*
Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠4:12:00 am♠