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Friday, July 28, 2006

No promises,no promises - No Promisesssssssss...

Yes,I'm simply addicted to the song. I've been listening to it for more than 10 times today. Actually - playing the video. Shayne Ward looks kind of hot in a way. =D

Hmm? I don't know why or how but I simply love the song. I have no idea why too! LOL. Maybe it's nice? Well,it is! Well,at least to me.

Darn. I sort of feel a little unwell. I hope I'll be better soon. I'm just afraid of getting sick. It isn't the right time to fall sick. I want to stay healthy! Hmm? If that's the case, - I will be well! I will be well!

I'm sure I'll be fine by tomorrow. Very sure that I will. =D I wasn't feeling like this this morning,only felt it in the evening. That's why I took a nap. I was acually not feeling good but still fine but decided to take a nap till 8.30PM.

Had my dinner at 9PM just now. Oh my. I really think I have to stop listening to "No Promises" because I'm really addicted to it. It's like the whole day I've been listening to it. I guess I should be listening to other songs.

Anyway,was reading my previous blog entries,that is when I first started blogging. Oh my. It was horrible in a way. I'm so glad that I've improved so much in the way of writing and yes,no short forms anymore. I mean - SMS language.

I used to have a habit of typing it that way but no,I just feel that it isn't right. That's why I stopped using it already. It's been quite sometime I've been writing it in standard English which I also think is a good practice.

I think I have to practice my speech. It seems like I'm not the me that I'm supposed to be. In a way,I do have so trouble with speeches at times. I mean the words to use. At times,I'm ok and am doing fine but at times I just can't seem to get the right words out of my mouth.

Seems like writing it is better than speaking it out. Weird huh? Ok,I have to be good in both areas. I can't be good at one and not care about the other. I have to be good at both and am able to use it without any doubts.

I'm so glad that I've improved a lot. Not only in terms of writing but also in language. Well? I have been using the English language ever since I was young and I've never spoken a single chinese word to my father when I was young. I guess that is why I have problems with the Chinese language.

I only started to pick up a few Chinese words from my father when I was about 5 years old. That's the time where I sort of "discovered" Chinese. I have always been speaking English with my parents and maybe some Malay with my mother but about 98% of the time,I speak English.

I've always hated to study Chinese but what am I supposed to do? My parents were like "Learn malay since you cannot understand Chinese."

They've been saying that or should I say,they used to say that in the past but till today,I'm still taking Chinese. They may say that but I know that my father would never want me to switch to taking Malay as second language.

They call it "Mother Tongue". The problem is when I was young,my parents only speak to me in English. I only know a few words when I was about 5 years old and that's like in K2.

I still remember people often laugh at me and make fun of me because I couldn't speak Chinese nor Malay. I only speak English. I often feel left out in a way because the Chinese mostly hang out with those who are able to speak Chinese and the Malays hang out with those who are able to speak Malay and I could only speak English at that time!

I often complain to my mother but my mother kept telling me not to care. Well? At least she made me feel good. My Chinese teacher always have to call my parents to speak to them because I have problems with my Chinese.

In the beginning,most or should I say all? All of them thought both of my parents are chinese,whereas some think that I am a Malay! My my my. Gosh,can't you see my name?! Look at my surname and tell me if I'm a Malay.

Yes,my mother is a Malay but she's also mixed. My grandmother is a Peranakan and my grandfather has mixed blood. He has some Indonesian blood. That's not all,he still has somemore.

Well? At least I'm able to speak some Chinese and Malay for now. =D Then again,I'm better with my English language.

Yes! Finally,I'm listening to Rock and not to "No Promises". I'm currently listening to Rammstein. German band. Speaking of German,ahhhhhh... Yes yes. LAHM!

Oh my. LAHM again. LOL.

11.21PM now. My my my. I'm supposed to call Xiaoqiang (Angie) earlier on but I was doing something and told her that I would call her at 11 something and my my,it's 11.21PM already yet I still haven't call her.

Ok,I guess after this entry I'll call her. Dang. She didn't reply my text message. She only replied one and missed call me once. She's famous for her "missed calls".

The person who has missed call me the most. I'll never forget. I'll never FORGET!! Haha. Ok,better not get carried away. I sound more like a psycho already.

Hmm? Science test postponed to Monday. It was supposed to be just now but Ms Sherly Lim didn't have the time to set the paper for the test.

My form teacher,Mr James Tan didn't come to school today. My my my. I have quite a number of homework. I guess I've to complete them all tomorrow.

Let me see what do I have to do. Hmm... I have to do my Science 5-year series,English comprehension,finish up my Maths worksheet (I haven't finish the last page) and English - I haven't completed a few questions yet.

Oh boy. Nevermind,I'll try my best to finish up.

Hmm? Sometimes I wonder,why do I find hard to trust guys? It is because they're good pretenders? Sweet talkers and all? I only trust a handful of them. I'm not saying all of them are really all of that but most people I know are like that. Only a handful aren't like that.

I just find it hard to trust people. I mean anybody can talk. Talking is just using words only. Words are only words. People can lie and whatsoever but how true can it be? Only god knows.

If only I could get rid of those evil people in this world,I'll be happy because the world will be peaceful but then again,no matter what you can never get rid of them.

Even with all the powers in the world,you cannot change the world. Human beings are like clocks. Well? If you know what I mean by that.

Alright,I need entertainment! Where's the television? I've not watched any television shows for today. Well? I can go on without television for days or weeks but not computer.

I LOVE THE COMPUTER! Oh wait,plus... INTERNET! =D

Before I get really really too obsess to the computer till I cannot be apart from it (even for a few hours),I better be going.

Till here then!

Peace out.

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:35:00 pm♠

// D: Illusionist

+ Diane

+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist

+ 0ctober 4th 1990

+ Libra

+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)

+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)

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// What does your sleeping position says about you?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

// What's your love type

Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

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// Are you too picky when it comes to men?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

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// What kind of sexy girl are you?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

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// What kind of girl are you?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

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// Are you spoiled?

You Are 24% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

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You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

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// Could you be violent?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

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