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Saturday, June 24, 2006

I don't know but it seems that these few days or should I say this week,I've been feeling down and stuff like that.

It isn't my week huh? I kept telling myself to look on the bright side but I can't seem to do so. Sometimes I feel alright,whereas sometimes it's not ok. I don't know but I hope tomorrow will be a better day.

It's 2AM. I'm going to sleep soon. Was mask-ing just now. Bought Yellow Mud Mask. Hmm? Not so creamy,more like watery. Unlike the other one that I've bought before - Yellow Soil Pack. That one is brownish in colour and when it dries,it harden. Hmm? I don't know,let's see how but I think that's one of the best I've used so far.

The second best would be - Argh! I can't remember the name but I think that one is also not bad. I don't quite like peel off mask. First of all,it's troublesome. Secondly,I don't see much effect actually. Wash off is so much easier.

Hmm? Oh well...

I've not completed my Maths worksheet yet. A few questions I left blank. Did paper 1 but not paper 2. Paper 2 only a few questions done. Well,I'm going to finish it soon. By tomorrow I'll complete it. Science worksheet I'm only done a little yet to complete the rest. Oh well...

I guess I'll try to finish up before watching football match tomorrow. Erm,I mean later. The match will be at 10PM - Germany vs Sweden. Hmm... I don't think I'll be able to watch the Argentina match as I think I'll be sleepy by then.

Hmm? Ok,let me see. I'll do my homework at 8PM and by 10PM,I'll watch football. Ok,I think that would be great. I've to do that. I guess that would be my "TO-DO LIST" for later.

Yawns yawns yawns! School's gonna reopen soon. Oh my. Pretty fast. I've not sold any carnival coupon yet. Oh my. How?! Arghhhhhhh... I almost totally forgot about it. Dang! Oh why,oh why...

*sigh* I'm dead I guess. Coupons untouched! Arghhhhh!! But I guess I'll be buying one only. =( One out of 5? Oh my. Oh well... Let's not talk about that.

I don't know but I sort am moody earlier on. Erm,I mean Friday. I don't know why but feels like something's bothering me. Things in life are just like the rollercoaster ride. Life is a rollercoaster. Sometimes it's up,sometimes it's down. Whatever it is,you've to have a strong heart. In other words - DETERMINATION.

Will be out with Xiaoqiang (Angie) later. I've not seen her for weeks. =D Angie!! Wati couldn't make it. Well,it's alright. I understand her situation.

It's not easy to comprehend others. At times I wish I could read people's mind. I think that would be so much easier and would be interesting. Then again - Dream on. Sometimes I don't know what people are thinking. Human beings are never easy to understand.

People change. Their like clocks. I simply find it hard to trust people. Be it man or woman but men are sweet talkers. That really scares me. Seriously,I don't know if I could trust a guy. I can't understand them. Ok,maybe certain things I sort of do understand but there are things that I don't.

Woman are usually not to be the weaker ones. I feel that it's unfair. I wish I was as strong as a guy. It seems that they always have the power. There are some guys or should I call them "gentleman" who are really nice people and treats everyone equal but there are some who always think that the guys are always in power.

Maybe certain things they are in power but come on! Why must everything be guys guys guys. It's like looking down on woman. Us,girls are like nothing. It's really sad actually. I as a girl feel quite small at times. There were times when I feel like whacking those idiots but at times I really have to take my hats off. I salute them.

Why? Well,there are some guys who really deserve to be respected. Not only they are understand but their also patient and fair. I really respect those kind. I'll feel small in a way. Hmm? But in a good way.

Guys who likes to abuse others are simply suckers. I hate those type. I don't know but I'm someone who'll melt if someone is really nice. I mean - if the other person is really nice and all,I'll be nice to. I'll sort of respect the other but if the other isn't nice and all,that's where I wouldn't want to respect.

It's simple. If you're nice,I'll be nice too. If you're mean,I'll be mean but if you're understand and all,gosh - I have nothing to say but to be really nice. In a way,it sort of makes me weak. Just like magnetic force. Haha.

Anyway,I'll try to (as usual) tell myself to look on the bright side. Though these few days I may be feeling down,I'll try to look on the brighter side and be happy. =) Life's like that. What can I say? You can't change the things around you but you can try to change yourself and be a better person.

I try to understand people. Though some people might not see me that way but nevermind. I know it myself the best. Well? Ok,there are some things that I may not know about myself. Be it good or bad but whatever it is,I am still a human. I make mistakes. I am not perfect but I'll learn from mistakes.

There are at times I may be playful. Well,I'm sure we all are like that. Nothing wrong with having a little joke and fun. Whereas there are at times where I maybe very serious and all. Violent? Ok,I hate it but that's when I'm angry at times. Sometimes when I'm angry,I just make noise but sometimes I can be silent and for all you know - *smack!*.

Seriously,I hate it when I use force. I hate it when I'm angry. I simply don't like it. It's not a very nice thing. There are times whereby I could control my anger and I think that's good of it. Well? It all depends on situation. You have to see the situation.

If someone is really nasty then you should fight for your rights. If it's a minor matter,well? Try to control it. Control your emotions,use it wisely. I know there were times where I sort of over reacted but I will try my best to not make the same mistakes.

It's very natural. We humans need somebody. Be it a listener,someone who cares or whatsoever. At times we need someone to listen to us. At times we need someone to console us or to cheer us up. At times we need someone to joke with and have fun. You see,it's just humans. I understand that but the thing that I don't understand most is when you are good,people don't see it. They always see the bad in you.

People against you and stuff like that. Sheesh. I can't stand all those. I've been in that kind of situation for a number of times already. I just don't understand why. It's not I find trouble but more like trouble finds me. I simply don't understand why are there some people against you. Sometimes you don't disturb people. You do your own thing but people find trouble with you.

Oh well... It's really idiotic I'd say. Whereas there'll be a minor group of people thinking you're bad and stuff like that but the truth is that - THEY DON'T KNOW YOU WELL!

It's really sad to see people accusing other people. I don't for what sake or whatsoever but it's idiotic. Why can't you just mind your own?

Then there's some thinking I'm a flirt? Oh my. Seriously,my heart's on one person for like about four years but let's not talk about that. It's over. Let the past be past. Look ahead. Well? Let them say what they want because I know myself.

Oh well... People are like that but hey,what can I say? =)

Alright. I'm off now.

Peace out~

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠2:30:00 am♠

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+ Diane

+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist

+ 0ctober 4th 1990

+ Libra

+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)

+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)

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// What does your sleeping position says about you?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

// What's your love type

Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

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// Are you too picky when it comes to men?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

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// What kind of sexy girl are you?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

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// What kind of girl are you?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

// Are you spoiled?

You Are 24% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

Are You Spoiled?

// What flavour Pocky are you?

You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

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// Could you be violent?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

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