It simply kept bothering me. I know it may seem nothing or well? Maybe a minor matter but.......
Something happened earlier on and I don't know what or how I'm feeling now but I'm feeling down at the moment. It just changes my mood all of a sudden. Well? After whatever happened I'm just so silent.
I was away for awhile and I didn't see that reply. After seeing it,I just don't know what to say. Maybe to the other it's a minor thing but I don't know it somehow affects me. Well,I'm just feeling down at the moment. *sigh*
Kept telling myself to look on the bright side but I just couldn't do it. I just fear of breaking down as there's things kept flashing back and things stuck in my mind. It's just not the right time and it isn't the right place. I've made lots of mistakes and yes I admit but sometimes I just need someone to understand me.
Anyway,at the end of the day - we are all HUMANS. The thing that I don't understand about human is we all think differently and we all behave differently. In a way it is good and we are unique but it's hard to comprehend them. A minor matter may lead into something not so minor.
It's just that different people see things differently. I may look at it in my own point of view but you,you'll definately look at it differently. Just the looking at a painting. We all look at it differently. My point is human beings are never the same. That is why misunderstand or conflicts happen.
I simply don't know what to say. I'm just hoping that I'll be alright. Oh god,please give me the determination and strength. *sigh* I'm just too down to see things at a positive side for now. I hope I'll be alright later. I guess I'll take a nap and then watch football later. I hope I'll be better later.
All I've to say is... Guys are really difficult to comprehend.
Hmm? Alright. I'm off now. NETHERLANDS!!
Peace out~
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠1:27:00 am♠
// D: Illusionist
+ Diane
+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist
+ 0ctober 4th 1990
+ Libra
+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)
+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School  (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)
BLUE IS THE COLOUR
// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.