Tomorrow's Mathematics Class has been cancelled. It was unexpected. Hmm? It sort of surprised me when I heard about it. =)
Oh well... Meaning to say I don't have to wake up early tomorrow! Woohoo! Ain't that great? Muahahaha. Oh my. Do I sound evil?
Anyway,currently listening to "Sandstorm" by Darude. Yeah,trance again. "Trancified"? Hmm? If you say so. So many unexpected things I found out. Shock? Surprised? I guess I was. I just couldn't react. I have nothing to say but to be speechless. Then,I start to feel small. Especially when thinking back of the past. All those mistakes I've made. All the things I shouldn't have done. All the things that just went like that.
Gosh. In a way it sort of hurts me and make me feel small. WAIT. Let me get it straight. Not about HIM but I found something shocking actually but well,life's like that. Anyway,like I was saying... Yeah,it was rather shocking to find out those things that I never expect. All I gotta say is that internet is the best thing.
Like I always say "I have my ways". That's how I got to know things. If I want to find somthing,I'll not give up to find that certain thing. Well? Maybe at times I got tired out and I stop but mostly,I won't. It's simply me! Ha ha! Yes yes. For those who know me,you'll be like "Yeah yeah. Stubborn girl." =p
La La LA. D's like that. What can I say? I'm me me me! Uniquely me. =D
I didn't expect to find a number of stuff. Gosh. Oh well... Expect the unexpected. It was also a day where I still have some friends who really cares! Gosh. I'm touched by that. So whatever happens today,I still have to look on the bright side. =)
Updated my blog of poems earlier on. Finally something. I mean,for about two months I've not been adding anything. Hmm? So yeah,at least there's something. Something that I've just posted. Looking at those previous entries,I think most of them is mostly how I feel. I type how I feel at that time. Gosh. Guess what? It's most HIM. But hey hey,out with the old - start a new. =)
I really wish to improve my writing skills. I'll do whatever it takes to improve it. I'm up for it. I must have the determination and the strength. Those two are the most important things. I really have to have that and of course support. =)
So many things in mind. Not sure where to begin. Sometimes I wonder what really is in my mind. At times I just couldn't think of anything. My mind's a blank at times. I don't wish to lose focus anymore as it'll hurt me later on. I just want to stay focus and be focus. Do well and of course - ACHIEVE!! =D
Is this the right time to date? Seriously,I wonder. Lots of friends are attached. Hmm? I wonder if they know what's right and what's wrong. I just hope they're happy and that's all. Seriously,at this age - Are you really serious? That's the problem with me. I can't quite trust guys. They can be sweet talkers. I'm just afraid of being hurt. The feeling of being hurt simply sucks. Yup,it SUCKS.
Espeically when you really like someone a lot and it's a one sided thing,it somehow hurts. Well,I can take it but if it's in that kind of situation whereby that person purposely hurts you. Ouch. It hurts even more. =( But hey,look on the bright side. Think positively.
Though I may feel down at times and stuff like that but I kept telling myself - Think positively. Look on the bright side. REMEMBER - YOUR FRIENDS STILL CARE. Your family too. Of course I try to be happy. I'll somehow console myself. I'm still human. I have feelings too.
The thing about guys is that I don't understand what they're thinking. I mean,at times it's so hard to predict a guy. Well,there are some that are too sensitive whereas some are just that type of playboy. It's really hard to tell if a guy is telling the truth. I'm not saying all guys are like that but I really don't know how to trust guys.
Are they really honest and faithful? That question is always in my mind. I'm not sure how to trust guys. Maybe my guy friends a handful of them but that's very few. They're really sweet with their words but are those for real?
Like I've been mentioning,"Don't tell me what you're worth but show me what you're worth." Let me decide. Action speaks louder than words. Don't just talk. Talk is cheap. =)
I envy some guys. They're really very hardworking and if they want to achieve something they'll not stop and just wish - they'll find a way to make it achievable. I know a friend who's like that. His plan was to make an album. His still in progress and doing quite well. His album will be out by November. I think that's cool. You don't just sit there. You do something about it. =)
Alright,let's not talk about all those already.
Moving on now. Hmm? Listening to "Destination Sunshine" (DJ Tiesto Powermix) - DJ Johan Gielen. Well? Some might say "What?! Again??" Well,it's one of my favourite song. =D Bleah! Anyway,England beat Hungary last night. Woohoo! John Terry scored the second goal for England!! Yipee! Not bad for a defender. =D It was a friendly match. 3 - 1. England won! =D
Simply can't wait. It's just days to WORLD CUP. ENGLAND! ENGLAND!! ENGLAND!!!
+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)
+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School  (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)
BLUE IS THE COLOUR
// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.